The first thing Vivian felt was the jackhammer inside her skull. It wasn't a dull throb; it was a rhythmic, violent pounding that synced perfectly with the nausea rolling in her stomach. She tried to open her eyes, but the sunlight streaming through the floor-to-ceiling windows was an assault. She groaned, burying her face into the pillow.
Silk.
She froze. Her pillows at the penthouse were Egyptian cotton, crisp and cool. This was slippery, warm, and smelled like sandalwood and something darker, like expensive scotch and rain.
Vivian forced her eyes open. The room was vast, minimalist, and terrifyingly unfamiliar. Charcoal gray walls, abstract art that probably cost more than a small island, and a view of the Manhattan skyline that suggested she was dangerously high up.
She shifted, and the sheet slid down her chest. She looked down.
Naked.
Panic, cold and sharp, pierced through the hangover fog. She scrambled backward, clutching the silk sheet to her chin, her heart hammering against her ribs like a trapped bird. Memories of last night were a blur of neon lights, the stinging taste of tequila, and the humiliating image of Hunter, her fiancé-no, ex-fiancé-grinding against a bottle service girl on the giant screen at their own engagement party.
A door clicked open.
Vivian flinched, pulling her knees up to her chest.
Julian Blackwood was sitting in the wingback chair in the corner of the room. He hadn't just walked out of the bathroom; he had been watching her.
He was fully dressed. An impeccable charcoal three-piece suit, a crisp white shirt that looked like it had never known a wrinkle, and a dark tie. He held a tablet in one hand, his legs crossed at the ankle. He looked clinical, detached, and utterly terrifying.
"You're loud," he said, not looking up from the screen. His voice was a deep rumble, devoid of morning grit, perfectly modulated for a boardroom execution. "And you're bleeding on my sheets."
Vivian looked down. A small scrape on her shoulder was oozing slightly. She looked back up at him, her face burning. "What... why am I here? What did you do to me?"
Julian finally looked at her. His eyes were the color of a stormy sea, cold and sharp enough to cut glass. He stood up, placing the tablet on the side table with a deliberate click. He didn't move toward the bed; he kept his distance, as if she were a contagious disease.
"You showed up at my door at three in the morning, Vivian. You were crying so hard you couldn't breathe, and you vomited in my foyer plant. I didn't 'do' anything to you except prevent you from passing out in the hallway and creating a scene that would inconvenience my neighbors."
He walked to the window, turning his back to her. "My housekeeper has already disposed of the plant."
Vivian sat there, the shame washing over her hotter than the nausea. She remembered now. The desperate need to go somewhere, anywhere that wasn't the empty apartment she shared with Hunter. And her subconscious had driven her here. To the one man who hated her more than anyone in New York.
"Get dressed," he said, staring out at the city. "You have five minutes."
Vivian's jaw tightened. She hated him. She hated how composed he was, how he looked at her like she was a stain on his immaculate floor. She spotted her clutch bag spilled on the nightstand.
She needed to regain control. This was a transaction. Everything in her life was a transaction.
She reached out, her hand trembling slightly, and grabbed her checkbook. She found a pen on the floor. With shaky strokes, she wrote out a number. Five zeros.
"Here," she said, her voice cracking. She ripped the check out and tossed it onto the mahogany nightstand. "For the... inconvenience. And for your silence."
Julian stopped. He turned slowly, his gaze landing on the check. Then, he looked at her. The air in the room seemed to drop ten degrees.
He walked over to the bed. He was so tall, looming over her, blocking out the sun. Vivian shrank back, pressing herself into the headboard.
Julian picked up the check. He held it between two long fingers, studying it like it was a piece of trash. A cruel, humorless smile touched his lips.
"Fifty thousand dollars," he murmured. "Is that the going rate for your dignity these days, Vivian?"
"Take it," she snapped, though her lip quivered. "It's more than you deserve for playing Good Samaritan."
Julian's eyes locked onto hers. He didn't tear the check. He folded it, slowly, meticulously, into a tiny square, and flicked it back onto the bed near her hand.
"I don't want your money, Vivian. I want you gone. Your credit is no good here."
He leaned in, placing a hand on the headboard, just inches from her face. She could smell the mint of his toothpaste and the cold, metallic scent of his cologne. "And frankly, you can't afford me."
Vivian stopped breathing. His proximity was suffocating.
"Get out," Julian whispered. "Before I have security drag you out."
He straightened up, adjusted his cufflinks, and walked out of the bedroom without looking back.
Vivian let out a breath she didn't know she was holding. She scrambled out of bed, her legs wobbling. She found her dress from last night-a red Valentino gown-in a heap on the floor. The hem was torn, and it smelled like stale alcohol.
She put it on, her fingers fumbling with the zipper. She couldn't find her shoes. She didn't care.
She grabbed her bag and walked out of the bedroom. The apartment was silent. She moved quickly to the elevator, her bare feet making no sound on the cold marble. She saw no one. Julian had ensured his staff was invisible, erasing any witness to her presence.
She hit the elevator button, tapping her foot impatiently. When the doors slid open, she practically fell inside.
As the elevator descended forty floors, Vivian stared at her reflection in the polished metal doors. She looked like a disaster. Mascara smeared under her eyes, hair a rat's nest. A victim.
No. Not a victim.
She reached into her clutch and pulled out a compact and a tube of lipstick. Her hands were shaking, but she forced them to steady. She wiped the smudge from under her eyes, not to clean it, but to artfully blur it. She ran her fingers through her hair, smoothing the worst of the tangles but leaving it just disheveled enough to suggest a wild night rather than a breakdown.
If she was going to walk out of here, she would own the narrative. She wasn't the crying ex-fiancée; she was the party girl who didn't care.
The doors opened to the lobby.
Flash.
Blinding white light exploded in her face.
"Vivian! Vivian! Is it true Hunter is with the nanny?"
"Vivian, look here! Did you spend the night with Julian Blackwood?"
"Vivian! Are the rumors true about the engagement being off?"
A wall of noise hit her. There were at least twenty of them. Paparazzi. They were swarming the lobby entrance, held back only by two overwhelmed security guards.
Vivian held her bag up to her face, shielding her eyes just enough to look coy, not scared. "No comment," she whispered, pushing forward.
A camera lens bumped her shoulder. Someone stepped on the torn hem of her dress. She stumbled, gasping as her bare foot landed on something sharp on the floor.
"Back off!" a guard yelled, shoving a photographer away.
Vivian dove into the back of a waiting taxi, the door slamming shut just as a microphone hit the glass.
"Drive," she choked out to the driver. "Just drive."
She didn't look back. But if she had, she would have seen a silhouette standing in the floor-to-ceiling window of the penthouse, watching the chaos below with hands deep in his pockets.
Her phone buzzed. It was Margo, her publicist.
Don't go to the apartment. Go to the estate. It's bad, Viv. It's worse than the engagement.
Vivian stared at the screen, her thumb hovering over the cracked glass. Her stomach dropped.
The taxi crawled through the mid-morning gridlock of Manhattan. Every stoplight felt like a personal insult. Vivian chewed on her thumbnail, tasting chipped polish and anxiety.
She dialed Margo.
"What do you mean 'worse'?" Vivian demanded the second the call connected.
"Where have you been?" Margo shrieked. "TMZ has a video of you entering Blackwood's building at 3 AM. Twitter is calling it the 'Billion Dollar Walk of Shame'. Dior just called. They're pulling the perfume campaign."
"I don't care about the perfume," Vivian lied. She cared. That campaign was the only thing she had earned herself. "Tell me about the family."
"Your dad," Margo's voice dropped an octave. "He collapsed an hour ago. Ambulance took him from the office."
Vivian dropped the phone. It clattered onto the rubber floor mat of the cab.
"Turn around," she yelled at the driver, leaning forward. "Go to Mount Sinai. Now!"
Thirty minutes later, the taxi screeched to a halt in front of the emergency entrance. Vivian threw a wad of cash at the driver and sprinted inside, ignoring the fact that she was barefoot and wearing a torn evening gown.
The VIP waiting room on the fourth floor was silent as a tomb.
Her stepmother, Yvonne, was sitting on a beige sofa, perfectly coiffed, not a hair out of place. But her knuckles were white as she gripped a styrofoam cup. Conrad, her half-brother, was pacing by the window, talking aggressively into his phone.
"Vivian," Yvonne said. Her voice was brittle. She looked at Vivian's feet. "You look like a whore."
Vivian ignored her. "Where is he? Is he alive?"
Conrad hung up his phone and turned. He was ten years older than Vivian, with the same sharp Sterling jawline but none of the charm. "He's in a coma. Massive stroke. Doctors don't know if he'll wake up."
Vivian felt the blood drain from her face. She reached for the back of a chair to steady herself. "I need to see him."
"You need to leave," Conrad sneered. He walked over and poked a finger into her shoulder. "This is your fault. He saw the photos of you and Hunter. He saw the live stream of your little breakdown at the club. The stress killed him."
"He's not dead!" Vivian slapped his hand away.
Conrad shoved her. It wasn't a hard shove, but in her barefoot, unstable state, it was enough. Vivian stumbled back and fell onto the carpeted floor. Her palms skidded, burning.
"Stop it!" Yvonne hissed. She stood up, smoothing her skirt. "Both of you. The lawyers are already here."
Vivian looked up. Three men in gray suits were standing in the corner, looking at their iPads. They were the family's legal team. Vultures.
"What are they doing here?" Vivian asked, scrambling to her feet.
"Protecting the assets," Conrad said, adjusting his tie. "With Dad incapacitated, the board is going to vote on an interim CEO tomorrow. And guess who has the votes?"
He smirked.
Yvonne walked over to Vivian. She grabbed Vivian's upper arm, her nails digging into the soft flesh. She pulled her into the hallway, away from Conrad and the lawyers.
"Listen to me," Yvonne whispered, her eyes wide and manic. "It's not just Conrad. The bastards are coming."
Vivian blinked. "The who?"
"The illegitimate ones. Your father's... mistakes." Yvonne's lip curled. "We've received word. Letters of intent. They smell blood in the water, Vivian. There are rumors of at least a dozen of them organizing. If they band together and challenge the will now that your father is vulnerable, they could tie everything up in probate for years. We lose the house. We lose the liquid cash. We are on the street."
Vivian felt the walls closing in. "But... we have lawyers."
"Those idiots inside?" Yvonne scoffed. "They are corporate shills. They can't handle a dirty inheritance war. We need a shark. We need someone who plays dirty."
Yvonne stared at Vivian, her gaze piercing. "We need Julian Blackwood."
Vivian recoiled. "No. Absolutely not. I just... I can't."
"You spent the night with him," Yvonne hissed. "Use it."
"He hates us, Mom. He hates me."
"I don't care if he hates you," Yvonne said, shaking her. "I don't care if you have to get on your knees and beg. If you don't get him to represent us, Conrad will cut us out, or the bastards will take it all. You have nothing, Vivian. Without that trust fund, you are nothing."
Vivian looked at her stepmother. She saw the fear behind the cruelty. She looked back at the closed door of the ICU where her father lay dying.
She realized then that the fairytale was over. The safety net was gone.
She took a deep breath, smoothing the torn silk of her dress.
"I'll get him," Vivian said. Her voice was hollow. "But I'm going to need some shoes."
Vivian sat on a bench outside the hospital for twenty minutes, just breathing. She had borrowed a pair of sneakers from a sympathetic nurse and washed her face in the public restroom. She looked less like a party casualty and more like a tragedy.
She took a cab to Midtown.
The Blackwood & Partners building was a monolith of black glass and steel, piercing the sky like a jagged shard. It was intimidating, cold, and impenetrable. Just like its owner.
Vivian walked into the lobby. Her head was high, her sunglasses on. She marched to the elevator bank.
"Miss Sterling?" A security guard stepped in front of her. "I can't let you up."
"I have a meeting," she lied.
"Mr. Blackwood left specific instructions," the guard said, looking uncomfortable. "You are on the 'Do Not Admit' list."
Vivian felt a flush of humiliation. Of course she was.
She looked around. A delivery guy with a stack of pizza boxes was heading for the service elevator.
Vivian waited until the guard turned to answer a ringing phone. She slipped off her sneakers, holding them in her hand, and sprinted silently across the marble floor. She wedged herself into the service elevator just as the doors were closing.
The delivery guy stared at her. Vivian put a finger to her lips. "Shh."
She got off on the top floor. The smell of leather and money hit her instantly. The reception area was empty. She could hear voices coming from the conference room at the end of the hall.
She didn't knock. She didn't announce herself. She walked straight to the double mahogany doors and pushed them open.
"The merger is contingent on the SEC ruling, which means-"
Julian stopped talking.
He was sitting at the head of a long table. Five other partners, all older men, turned to look at the intruder.
Julian didn't look surprised. He looked bored. He slowly capped his fountain pen and set it down.
"Gentlemen," Julian said, his eyes never leaving Vivian's face. "Give us a moment."
The partners scrambled to gather their files and leave. They sensed the violence in the air.
When the door clicked shut, the silence was deafening.
"You're persistent," Julian said. He didn't stand up. He leaned back in his leather chair, crossing his legs.
"I want to hire you," Vivian said. She walked to the other end of the table, placing her hands on the polished wood. They were shaking, so she pressed down harder.
"I'm not for sale, remember?"
"This isn't personal," Vivian said, her voice steadying. "My father is in a coma. My stepmother says people are coming out of the woodwork. Illegitimate children. They want the money, Julian. They want to freeze everything. Conrad is trying to take the company. I need... I need a monster. And you're the best one in the city."
Julian raised an eyebrow. "A monster? Is that what I am?"
"You know what I mean."
"My retainer is two million dollars," Julian said flatly. "Upfront."
Vivian swallowed. "I can't access my cash right now. That's why I need you. Once the trust is unfrozen-"
"No credit," Julian interrupted. "Especially not for a Sterling."
He stood up then, unbuttoning his jacket. He walked around the table, his steps silent on the plush carpet. He moved like a predator circling prey.
"Why should I help you, Vivian?" He stopped right in front of her. "You destroyed me. Do you remember? Senior year. The prom."
Vivian felt sick. "Julian, please. That was... that was complicated."
"It was simple," he corrected. "You laughed. You told your friends I was the gardener's son and you were just bored. You humiliated me in front of the entire school."
Vivian bit her tongue. She remembered the fear in her father's eyes when he found out about them. She remembered the threat. But telling Julian now would sound like a cheap excuse. And excuses didn't work on monsters.
"I was young," she whispered, looking down. "I was a brat. I liked the power."
"You were cruel," Julian said. His eyes were dark, swirling with old anger. "And now you want me to save your fortune? The fortune that made you think you were better than me?"
He leaned down, his lips brushing her ear.
"Get out, Vivian. Watching you go bankrupt will be the highlight of my fiscal year."