Claire Avila sat up in the bed, her lungs seizing.
A scream tore through her throat, raw and jagged, but the sound died before it hit the air. She clawed at her neck. Her fingers dug into soft skin, searching for the bruise, the wire, the hands that had squeezed the life out of her just seconds ago.
Nothing.
Her skin was smooth. Damp with cold sweat, but smooth.
She gasped, sucking in oxygen until her chest burned. The air smelled of lavender and expensive starch, not the metallic tang of blood or the mold of a basement.
Claire scrambled off the mattress. Her legs tangled in the high-thread-count Egyptian cotton sheets, and she hit the floor hard. She didn't feel the impact. She crawled toward the bathroom, her body shaking so violently her teeth chattered.
She gripped the marble edge of the sink and pulled herself up.
The face in the mirror was hers, but it was wrong. It was too young. The eyes were wide and terrified, not dead and hollow. There were no wrinkles around the mouth, no gray hairs at the temples.
She looked down at the vanity. A small, gold-embossed calendar sat next to a stack of plush towels.
June 12, 2014.
The world tilted on its axis.
Bile rose in her throat. Hot and acidic. She leaned over the toilet and dry heaved, her stomach cramping as if trying to expel a poison that wasn't there yet.
2014. The day of her engagement party. The day she signed her life away to the devil.
A vibration buzzed against the marble counter.
Claire froze. She turned her head slowly, as if the noise were a physical threat. Her phone lit up.
Derrick
The heart emoji mocked her. It was a remnant of a girl who was stupid, blind, and pathetically in love.
She reached out. Her hand didn't tremble this time. She picked up the device. It felt heavy, like a brick of lead.
"Good morning, my angel. I can't wait to see you tonight."
The text message flashed on the screen.
Claire didn't reply. She didn't delete it. She walked to the bathtub, turned on the faucet, and plugged the drain. She watched the water rise, clear and cold.
When the tub was half full, she dropped the phone.
It made a small splash. The screen flickered once, illuminated the water with a ghostly blue light, and then went black.
She stared at the submerged metal. It looked like a corpse.
"Good," she whispered. Her voice was raspy, unused.
She splashed freezing water on her face. Once. Twice. The shock numbed her skin and sharpened her mind. The panic was receding, replaced by something colder. Something harder.
She remembered this day. She remembered the schedule.
Hair at ten. Makeup at noon. Photos at two.
And right now, down the hall in the Presidential Suite B, Branch Brewer was waking up with a hangover.
In her past life-her dead life-she had avoided him. She had looked at him with disdain, believing Derrick's lies that Branch was nothing but a waste of a trust fund. A chaotic element to be avoided.
Now, she knew better. Chaos was exactly what she needed.
Claire walked back into the bedroom. She ignored the modest, pastel dress hanging in the closet-the one Derrick had picked out for her. Instead, she grabbed a black silk slip dress from her suitcase. It was sleepwear, barely appropriate for a private breakfast, let alone the hallway of The Pierre.
She didn't care.
She pulled it on. The silk skimmed her body, cold and fluid. She grabbed her trench coat and threw it over her shoulders, leaving it unbuttoned.
She didn't put on shoes.
The carpet in the hallway was thick and plush under her bare feet. It muffled her steps as she walked toward the elevators. The corridor was silent, the morning light filtering through the sheer curtains at the end of the hall.
The elevator doors chimed.
They slid open, revealing two men.
Branch Brewer looked like he had been chewed up and spit out by the city, and he had enjoyed every second of it. His tuxedo shirt was unbuttoned halfway down his chest, his tie hanging loose around his neck like a scarf. His hair was a mess of dark waves.
Next to him stood Dash Montgomery, his lawyer. Dash looked impeccable, holding a briefcase, his face a mask of long-suffering patience.
Branch stepped out, blinking against the hallway light. He saw her and stopped.
His eyes, the color of whiskey held up to the light, widened slightly. Then, the mask slammed into place. A lazy, arrogant grin stretched across his face.
"Well, well," Branch drawled. His voice was rough with sleep and alcohol. "If it isn't Osborn's little saint. Did you get lost on the way to church, sweetheart?"
Dash sighed. "Branch, let's keep moving. We have a meeting."
In the old timeline, Claire would have blushed. She would have pulled her coat tight and hurried past them, terrified of the scandal.
Today, Claire didn't move. She stood in the center of the hallway, blocking his path.
She took a step forward.
Branch's grin faltered. He wasn't used to people stepping toward him. Most people stepped back.
Claire reached out. Her fingers, cool and steady, hooked into the loose knot of his tie. She felt the heat radiating off his chest. He smelled of expensive scotch and danger.
"People talk," Claire said softly, her voice a fragile whisper that contradicted the strength in her grip. Her eyes locked onto his, wide and brimming with a carefully constructed panic. "They say you enjoy a good fire. That you'd light one just to watch the world burn."
Branch didn't pull away. He looked down at her hand on his tie, then back up to her face. He seemed amused. "Do tell. Was it the one about the stripper or the race car?"
"I need a match," she breathed, the words barely audible. She let a single, perfect tear trace a path down her cheek. It was a performance, but fueled by the very real terror still thrumming beneath her skin. "Derrick... he's suffocating me. I need to do something. Something reckless. Something he can't control."
The amusement in Branch's eyes sharpened into something intelligent. "Reckless is my brand, Avila. What kind of mess are we making?"
"I want to spend his money," Claire said, her voice cracking just so. "No, not his. I want to spend your money. So much money that he chokes on it. I want his name in the headlines next to a scandal so expensive it makes his father weep." She looked up at him, her expression a mask of desperate, spoiled rebellion. "Give me your Amex Centurion."
Silence stretched in the hallway. Thick. Heavy.
Dash choked on a breath. "Excuse me?"
Branch stared at her. For three seconds, he didn't breathe. He studied her face like it was a puzzle he hadn't seen before. He looked for the joke. He looked for the fear.
He found the fear, but it was laced with something else. Something cold and hard he couldn't name.
Then, he threw his head back and laughed. It was a loud, barking sound that echoed off the walls.
"You want my Black Card?" Branch asked, wiping a tear from his eye. "Derrick cut off your allowance already? Trouble in paradise?"
"This isn't about an allowance," Claire said, her voice dropping to a fierce whisper. "This is about a statement."
"And what do I get?" Branch took a step closer. He crowded her against the wall, his forearm resting above her head. He loomed over her, using his height as a weapon. "You think you can just ask for a card with no limit?"
"You get chaos," Claire whispered, tilting her chin up to meet his gaze. "You get to watch the perfect Osborn empire crack. Isn't that what you live for?"
Branch went still. The playful drunk act evaporated. His eyes narrowed, dark and calculating.
"You know who you're dealing with, right?" he murmured, his voice dropping an octave. "I'm not a nice guy, Claire. I'm a bastard."
Claire didn't blink. She didn't flinch.
"Good," she said. "I need one."
Branch stared at her. His mouth opened slightly, then closed. The shock was genuine.
He reached into his pocket. He pulled out a heavy, black titanium card. He held it between two fingers, twirling it.
He didn't hand it to her. He pressed it against her collarbone. The metal was cold against her skin. He traced the line of her collarbone with the edge of the card, his eyes tracking the movement.
"Pin is 000000," Branch said. His voice was rough. "Don't disappoint me, fiancée."
Claire lifted her hand and took the card. It was warm from his body heat.
"Watch me," she said.
She turned on her heel and walked away, her bare feet silent on the carpet. She didn't look back.
But she could feel his eyes on her spine, burning like a brand.
The morning air on Madison Avenue was crisp, biting through the thin silk of Claire's dress. She pulled the trench coat tighter, clutching the black titanium card in her pocket like a weapon.
She stepped out of the yellow taxi, ignoring the driver's confused look at her attire. It was barely 9:00 AM. The city was waking up, but the money never slept.
She stood in front of Harry Winston. The security guard inside was just unlocking the heavy glass doors. He paused, looking her up and down through the glass.
Messy hair. Bedroom slippers. A coat over what was clearly lingerie.
He frowned and shook his head, making a shooing motion. Not open. Go away.
Claire didn't knock. She pulled the Centurion card from her pocket and pressed it flat against the glass.
The metal clicked against the pane.
The guard's eyes dropped to the card. He squinted. Then his eyes went wide. The color drained from his face. He fumbled with the keys, nearly dropping them, and shoved the door open.
"I am so sorry, Madame," he stammered, bowing low. "Please, come in. Come in."
Claire walked past him without a glance. The air inside was conditioned and smelled of lilies.
A sales associate, a woman with a tight bun and a tighter smile, rushed over. Her eyes flicked over Claire's outfit with judgment, but she saw the card in Claire's hand and the judgment turned into predatory glee.
"How can we help you this morning?"
Claire walked to the main display case. She pointed a manicured finger.
"That diamond choker. The sapphire drop earrings. And the three-carat tennis bracelet."
"Excellent choices," the woman cooed. "Would you like to try them on in our private room?"
"No," Claire said. Her voice was flat. "Wrap them. Now."
The woman blinked. "All of them?"
"Did I stutter?"
"No, ma'am. Right away."
Claire tossed the card onto the glass counter. It landed with a heavy thud.
While the woman ran the card-her hands shaking slightly as she processed a transaction worth more than a house-Claire wandered the store. She didn't look at the jewelry. She looked at the door.
"Transaction approved," the woman said, breathless. She handed the card back with two hands, like a religious offering. "Shall I put these in a bag for you?"
"No," Claire said. She grabbed a pen and a piece of stationary from the counter. She scribbled an address. "Send them here. Osborn Campaign Headquarters. Address it to 'Derrick's Creditor'."
The woman's mouth fell open. "I... yes, ma'am."
Claire walked out.
She hit Hermès next. Then Bergdorf Goodman.
She bought bags she didn't like. She bought shoes that weren't her size. She bought a set of luggage made of crocodile skin.
Her new phone-a burner she'd picked up at a bodega on the way-buzzed.
Chase Fraud Alert: Unusual activity detected. $500,000 at Harry Winston. Press 1 to confirm.
She ignored it.
Ten blocks away, in a dimly lit underground pool hall, Branch Brewer leaned over a table.
His phone vibrated against the felt.
Amex Alert: Transaction Approved. $1,200,000.
Dash, standing by the bar with a mineral water, looked at his own tablet. His face was pale.
"Boss," Dash hissed. "She's at five million. Now six. She's robbing you blind."
Branch lined up his shot. He pulled the cue back smoothly. Crack. The eight ball sank into the corner pocket.
"She's not robbing me," Branch said, straightening up. He checked his phone and grinned. "She's testing the liquidity of my assets. She wants to know if I'm really rich, or just 'trust fund' rich."
"She's burning money!"
"Let her burn it," Branch typed a reply to the bank. Authorize all charges. Do not block. "Smart kitten."
Back on Madison Avenue, Claire stopped in front of Brioni.
She walked in. This time, she didn't buy for herself.
She walked to the suits. She ran her hand along the fabrics until she found it. A deep, blood-red velvet tuxedo jacket. It was loud. It was aggressive. It was the kind of thing only a man with zero fear would wear.
"This one," she told the tailor. "Size 42 Long."
"And the recipient?"
Claire paused. A note was a risk, a piece of physical evidence that could be traced. It was too soon for that. She needed plausible deniability.
"No note," she said, her voice cool. "Just send it to The Pierre. Penthouse B. He'll know who it's from."
Her phone rang.
It wasn't the bank this time. The screen flashed Derrick.
Claire took a deep breath. She closed her eyes, visualizing the mask she had worn for ten years. The sweet, submissive, adoring fiancée.
She slid her thumb across the screen.
"Derrick, darling?" Her voice pitched up an octave. It was sugary sweet.
"Claire!" Derrick's voice was frantic. "Where the hell are you? The stylist has been here for an hour. And why is your phone off?"
Claire looked at her reflection in the shop window. Her eyes were cold, dead sharks swimming in blue water.
"I'm so sorry, baby," she cooed. "I was just... picking up a surprise for you. For the honeymoon."
Derrick let out a breath. The anger in his voice dialed back, replaced by a patronizing tone. "Okay. Okay, sweetie. Just get back here. Tonight is the engagement party. Senator Walsh is coming. You need to look perfect."
"I know," Claire said. "I'm doing this all for you."
"Good girl. Hurry back."
The line went dead.
Claire lowered the phone. The smile dropped off her face instantly. She looked like she had tasted something rotten.
She walked out of the store, carrying only one small shopping bag. The rest had been shipped.
A black Lincoln Town Car pulled up to the curb, cutting off her path. The window rolled down.
It wasn't a taxi.
The driver was a man with a thick neck and dead eyes. Claire recognized him. Tony. Derrick's driver. The man who would, in three years, help Derrick move a dead intern's body out of a hotel room.
Tony got out of the car. He didn't smile.
"Miss Avila," Tony said, opening the back door. "Mr. Osborn sent me to pick you up. He said you shouldn't be wandering around alone."
It wasn't an offer. It was an order.
Claire gripped the handle of her shopping bag. Her knuckles turned white.
"How thoughtful of him," she said.
She stepped into the car. The lock clicked down the moment she was inside.
The elevator ride up to the penthouse was silent. Tony stood in front of the doors, blocking the view, a wall of muscle and cheap suit.
Claire stared at the back of his neck. She imagined jamming a pen into his jugular. The thought was so vivid, so calm, it scared her.
Not yet, she told herself. Patience.
The doors slid open.
Derrick Osborn stood in the center of the living room. He was already dressed in his party suit-navy blue, tailored to perfection. He looked like a Kennedy. He looked like the American Dream.
"Sweetheart!"
He spread his arms and walked toward her. His smile was dazzling, practiced in front of a thousand mirrors.
Claire forced her feet to move. She walked into his embrace. His arms closed around her, and she felt her skin crawl. He smelled of sandalwood and deceit.
"You scared me," he murmured into her hair. His grip was tight. Too tight. "Running off like that."
Claire pulled back, feigning weakness. She let her shoulders slump. "I'm sorry. I just... I panicked. The party, the press... it's all so much."
Derrick's eyes softened, but there was a flicker of annoyance deep in his pupils. He hated weakness. He only tolerated it when he could exploit it.
"Shh," he soothed, guiding her toward the kitchen island. "It's just nerves. I have something that will help."
He walked to the counter. There was a glass of water waiting, and a small amber prescription bottle.
Claire watched him unscrew the cap. He shook out two small white pills.
She knew those pills.
He told her they were vitamins. High-end supplements to help her skin glow.
In reality, they were a cocktail of benzodiazepines and synthetic estrogen. They made her docile, foggy, and compliant. They were the reason she had spent the last timeline in a haze, signing whatever documents he put in front of her.
"Here," Derrick said, turning around with the pills in his palm. "Take these. You'll feel better in twenty minutes."
Claire took the pills. They felt chalky against her skin.
Derrick picked up the water glass and held it out. He watched her. His gaze was intense, focused on her mouth. He wouldn't look away until he saw her swallow.
"For us," he said softly. "For our future."
Claire raised her hand. She brought the pills to her lips. Her heart hammered against her ribs like a trapped bird. If she took them, her mind would dull. She would lose her edge. She would lose the game.
Bang!
The front door of the apartment slammed open against the wall.
"Derrick, you son of a bitch!"
Piper Stone stormed in. She was a whirlwind of red hair and fury, wearing ripped jeans and a leather jacket.
Derrick flinched, his head snapping toward the door. "Piper? What the hell-"
In that split second, Claire moved.
Her hand, cupped over her mouth, slid down. With a flick of her wrist, the pills dropped from her palm into the long, loose sleeve of her trench coat.
She grabbed the water glass and took a huge gulp, tilting her head back, mimicking the motion of swallowing.
Derrick turned back to her.
Claire lowered the glass. It was half empty. She wiped her mouth and gave a small, watery cough.
Derrick's shoulders relaxed. He smiled. He thought she was medicated. He thought she was safe.
"Piper," Derrick said, his voice regaining its composure. "We are having a private moment."
Piper marched up to him and poked him in the chest with a manicured nail. "You fired my stylist? Who does that? I had to drive all the way from SoHo to fix this mess."
She grabbed Claire's arm, pulling her away from Derrick. "Look at her! She looks like a ghost. You're stressing her out."
"I am taking care of her," Derrick said icily.
"Derrick," Claire said. Her voice was soft, but steady. "I want to go to the Manor."
Derrick froze. "What? No. We have the party at six."
"I want to see Mom and Dad," Claire said. She widened her eyes, channeling the 'needy fiancée' persona. "I need their blessing. I feel... unmoored. If I don't see them, I don't think I can walk down the aisle next year."
It was a threat wrapped in a whine.
Derrick hesitated. He needed the Avila family money. He couldn't risk her backing out now. And he believed the drugs were already dissolving in her stomach. She would be pliable soon.
"I'll drive you," Derrick offered.
"No!" Piper interjected. "No boys allowed. This is girl talk. I'll drive her. We'll be back by five. Promise."
Derrick looked at Claire, then at Piper. He calculated the risk.
"Fine," he said, checking his watch. He leaned in and kissed Claire on the forehead. His lips were cold. "Be back by five. Or I'm coming to get you."
"I promise," Claire whispered.
Derrick grabbed his briefcase and left, signaling Tony to follow him.
The moment the door clicked shut, Claire ran to the bathroom. She shook her sleeve over the toilet. The two white pills fell into the water. She flushed them, watching them swirl away.
She leaned against the sink, breathing hard.
Piper appeared in the doorway. She crossed her arms, her expression shifting from angry to concerned.
"You okay, C? You look like you're about to murder someone."
Claire looked up. She met her best friend's eyes in the mirror. For the first time since waking up, her smile reached her eyes.
"Not murder, Piper," Claire said. "Justice. Grab your keys. We're going to the Manor, and we're going to start a war."