For nine years, I lived as a ghost, tethered to Ethan Blackwood.
The art world knew me as "A.N.", the mute artist madly in love with the city's most renowned and arrogant art critic, a story they all enjoyed.
They didn't know the truth: nine years ago, my younger sister Lily was dying, and desperation led me to the mysterious Muse System.
The price for her life? My voice and identity, transforming me into Ethan' s dedicated muse, his silent shadow.
I endured his daily humiliation, his condescending words, and his blatant preference for Vivienne, his "white moonlight," while I mimicked her style, sinking into debt.
Tonight was our seventh anniversary, also my 28th birthday, but he never came home, the special meal growing cold as the clock ticked past midnight.
He finally stumbled in at 2 AM, reeking of alcohol, saw my absence, and woke me with a snarled command: "Draw my bath."
My bare feet slipped on a stray drop of water, sending a searing pain through my leg as I fell hard on the marble floor, but he just watched with pure indifference.
Then his phone chimed, his voice instantly softening, humming a happy tune as he spoke to Vivienne, admiring a sculpture he' d bought her-a fortune spent while I bled myself dry for his approval.
That night, my own sister, Lily, called, shrill with accusation: "Vivienne is so upset! Ethan belongs with her! You need to divorce him and disappear!"
Days later, my grandmother assaulted me at a family dinner, shoving me until my head met a sharp table corner, a flash of white pain and then darkness.
I awoke in a hospital, my mother dismissing my concussion as "drama," and my grandmother asking the doctor, with strange hope, "Is she going to die?"
Vivienne visited, placing lilies to trigger my allergy, then feigning a cut to get Ethan' s attention, successfully turning his rage on me.
He dragged me from the bed, forcing me to my knees before her, demanding an apology I couldn' t give, leaving me there, alone and humiliated.
The next blow came from Vivienne again, a "calculated" trip that sent scalding coffee all over me, leaving me crumpled on the floor with second-degree burns while Ethan checked on her, blaming me for the mess.
No one helped me, not him, not the servants, as my heart, a dead, calm sea, felt nothing but resignation.
The Muse System finally alerted me to the severe toll the mission had taken: a terminal diagnosis with only a month to live.
Ethan, completely oblivious, brought Vivienne to an obstetrics clinic, where she brandished a sonogram: "It' s yours, Ethan. We're going to be a family."
I learned then everything I had sacrificed for was a lie, and there was no longer any turning back.
My one goal remained: to reclaim my identity before the end.
I called Dr. Alex Carter: "I want my old face back... I want to die as myself."
Nine years.
For nine years, Ava had been a ghost. A silent shadow tethered to one man: Ethan Blackwood.
The art world knew her as "A.N.," the mute artist. They whispered about her talent, but they spoke louder about her obsession. "A.N." was madly in love with the city's most renowned and arrogant art critic, Ethan Blackwood. It was a story everyone enjoyed, a tale of unrequited, almost pathetic devotion.
They didn't know the truth. They didn't know about the Muse System.
They didn't know that nine years ago, her younger sister Lily had been dying. The doctors had given up. Ava, a brilliant artist in her own right, had been desperate.
That desperation led her to the System, a mysterious entity that offered a deal. Lily' s life in exchange for Ava' s voice and identity. The price was to become a dedicated muse for Ethan Blackwood, to inspire him, to serve him, until the mission was complete.
Tonight was a gallery opening, a grand affair glittering with champagne and false smiles. Ethan stood at the center of it all, a king in his court. He barely glanced at Ava as she stood by his side, her designated spot.
Finally, after an hour of ignoring her, he turned. His voice was low, laced with the usual condescension. "If you can sculpt like Vivienne, I' ll let you stay by my side."
Vivienne. His former mentor. His artistic idol. His "white moonlight," the one he truly admired. The standard Ava could never meet.
Ava simply nodded. She had heard it all before. She had borrowed heavily, sinking into debt to buy the specific clay and tools needed to mimic Vivienne' s signature style. She had studied Vivienne' s work until her eyes burned, learning to sculpt not with her own soul, but with the ghost of another woman's.
She learned his desires before he spoke them. She anticipated his needs, from the temperature of his coffee to the brand of his cigarettes. She was his perfect, silent muse, and also his personal assistant. He humiliated her daily, treated her like furniture, but she didn't care.
She only had to endure a little longer. Her mission was almost over. Soon, she would have her life back.
Tonight was their seventh anniversary. It was also her 28th birthday.
She had spent the entire afternoon preparing a special meal, his favorite dishes. But he never came home. The clock ticked past midnight. The food grew cold on the table. With a heart that felt hollow and calm, Ava scraped the entire meal into the trash can.
The sound of a car in the driveway finally came at two in the morning.
Ethan stormed in, his face a mask of fury when he saw the empty dining room and her absence. He found her in bed, already asleep.
He didn't hesitate. He ripped the blankets off her. "Get up."
Ava's eyes fluttered open, startled.
"My bath," he ordered, his voice sharp. "Draw my bath."
She got out of bed without a word, her body moving on autopilot. Her bare feet were unsteady with sleep, and she stumbled, catching herself on the doorframe.
Ethan scoffed, a cruel, ugly sound. "If you don't want to do it, there are plenty of others who would. You were the one who begged to be here, remember?"
She said nothing. She went to the bathroom and turned on the taps, the sound of rushing water filling the silence. As she bent over to check the temperature, her foot slipped on a stray drop of water. She fell hard, her knee cracking against the marble floor. A sharp, searing pain shot up her leg.
She bit her lip to keep from making a sound, her eyes watering.
Ethan stood in the doorway, watching. He didn't move to help her. He just looked down at her, his expression one of pure indifference.
She silently pulled herself up and limped over to the medical kit, tending to her own scraped and bruised knee.
As she worked, Ethan's phone chimed. He answered it, his voice instantly softening, changing completely from the harsh tone he used with her. He started to hum a little tune, a happy, careless sound.
"Vivienne," he said, his voice warm. "You're back? Of course, I have time. A private dinner? I'd love that."
Ava's hands stilled. She could hear every word.
"Yes, I saw it. The 'Starlight' sculpture. It was incredible," Ethan continued, his voice full of admiration. "I bought it for you, of course. A welcome-home gift."
He was buying Vivienne a sculpture that cost a fortune, while Ava was in debt trying to mimic that same artist's style for his approval.
Ava felt nothing. Her heart was a dead, calm sea. She looked down at the old silver locket she always wore. It was a gift from the System. She opened it. Inside, a digital display glowed faintly in the dark.
Mission Countdown: 30 days, 3 hours, 58 minutes.
The end was near.
Just then, her own phone, a cheap, old model, began to ring. It was Lily.
Ava answered, unable to speak, only to listen.
Lily's voice was shrill, filled with accusation. "Ava, what did you do now? Vivienne is so upset! First, you drove her abroad, and now that she' s finally back after her divorce, you' re making her unhappy again! Ethan belongs with her! I'm telling you, you need to divorce him and disappear! Just get out of their lives!"
The line went dead. Lily had hung up without waiting for a response she knew Ava couldn't give.
Ava slowly lowered the phone, the cheap plastic cool against her skin. Lily' s words echoed in the silent bathroom, each one a familiar jab. Divorce him and disappear. It was what Ava wanted more than anything, but she couldn't. Not yet.
The next morning, Ethan was in a foul mood. He sat at the breakfast table, staring at Ava with narrowed, suspicious eyes. The warmth from his call with Vivienne was gone, replaced by a cold scrutiny.
"Lily called you last night," he stated. It wasn't a question.
Ava met his gaze and gave a slight, almost imperceptible nod.
"What did she say to you?" he demanded, his voice sharp. "Did she tell you to leave? Is that why you were acting so strange?"
Ava picked up a pen and a small notepad she always carried. She wrote quickly, her handwriting neat and detached. She was just worried about Vivienne.
Ethan snatched the notepad from her hand, his eyes scanning the words. A humorless laugh escaped his lips. "Worried? Or telling you to get out of the way?" He leaned forward, his presence overwhelming in the quiet room. "Don't think I don't know what you're up to, A.N. You're playing the victim, trying to make me feel guilty."
Ava didn't respond. There was no point. He would believe what he wanted to believe. She simply stared back at him, her expression placid. This infuriated him more than any argument could.
"Fine. Be silent," he spat, throwing the notepad back onto the table. "Just remember your place."
He stood up abruptly, knocking his chair back. "I'm seeing Vivienne for lunch. Don't wait for me." He left without another glance in her direction.
As soon as the front door slammed shut, Ava let out a breath she didn't realize she was holding. She looked at her locket. 29 days remaining.
A small, electronic chime sounded in her mind, a notification from the Muse System.
`[System Alert: Anomaly detected in user' s emotional state. Stability is crucial for mission completion. Please regulate.]`
Ava closed her eyes. I'm fine, she thought, directing the message to the System. I'm just planning for the future.
She spent the rest of the day making quiet preparations. She packed a small bag with her few personal belongings-a change of clothes, her sketchbook filled with her own original designs, and a small, worn photograph of her and Lily from before the illness, before the System.
The house phone rang later that afternoon. It was her mother.
"Ava? Is that you?" Her mother' s voice was strained. "Your grandmother is not feeling well. She wants to see everyone. We're having a family dinner tonight. You need to come." The tone was not an invitation, it was a command.
Ava knew what this meant. Her grandmother, the matriarch of the family, had never approved of her. Since Ava had "married" Ethan, a man from a much higher social standing, the family had treated her like an outcast, a source of shame who had somehow tricked her way into a life she didn't deserve.
They resented her for it, especially since she brought them no tangible benefits. Ethan despised them and made no secret of it.
"And don't even think about bringing Ethan," her mother added, her voice dripping with scorn. "We all know he wouldn't be caught dead with us."
That evening, Ava took a taxi to her family' s home. The moment she stepped inside, the atmosphere was suffocating. Her mother, her father, and her grandmother were all there, their faces grim. Lily was conspicuously absent.
"There she is," her grandmother said, her voice raspy with age and malice. She pointed a trembling finger at Ava. "The mute disgrace. Still clinging to that man like a leech."
Ava's father stepped forward. "Your grandmother is sick because of you! All the stress you cause this family, running around with a man who thinks you're dirt beneath his shoes. You bring us nothing but shame!"
He grabbed her arm, his fingers digging into her skin. "Why can't you be more like Lily? She's the one who truly cares for this family."
Ava flinched from the pain but remained silent. She looked at her mother, a silent plea in her eyes. Her mother just looked away, her face a mask of cold indifference.
The verbal assault continued, a barrage of insults and accusations. Ava just stood there, taking it all in. This was her family. The people she had sacrificed everything for.
Her grandmother, fueled by a sudden rage, stood up and shoved her hard. "Get out! We don't want you here!"
The push was unexpectedly strong. Ava lost her balance and tumbled backward, her head hitting the sharp corner of a side table. A flash of white-hot pain exploded behind her eyes, and then, darkness.
She woke up in a hospital room. The fluorescent lights hummed overhead, and the air smelled of antiseptic. A throbbing ache radiated from the back of her head.
Her family was there, standing by the door, talking to a doctor.
"It's just a minor concussion," the doctor was saying. "She'll need to rest for a day or two."
"A concussion? She's just faking it for attention," her mother said dismissively. "She's always been dramatic."
"Is she going to die?" her grandmother asked, a strange, hopeful lilt in her voice.
The doctor looked at them, his expression one of disbelief.
Ava closed her eyes again, a single, cold tear tracing a path down her temple. She had always yearned for their love, a simple word of kindness, a gentle touch. But all she ever received was cruelty. She had saved Lily's life, and in return, her family had cast her aside.
A man entered the room. He was tall, with kind eyes and a gentle demeanor. It was Dr. Alex Carter, a renowned plastic surgeon who sometimes consulted at this hospital. He was also an old acquaintance from her university days, one of the few people who knew about her artistic talent before she became "A.N." He looked at her chart, then at her family, and his brow furrowed with concern.
He walked over to her bed. "Ava?" he said softly.
Her family stiffened. Her mother shot him a sharp look. "She is Mrs. Blackwood. You should show some respect."
Alex ignored her. He looked at Ava's pale face, the bruise forming on her temple. "What happened?"
Before Ava could even reach for her notepad, her father spoke up. "She's clumsy. Always has been. Tripped and fell."
Alex' s gaze lingered on Ava for a moment longer, a look of profound pity in his eyes. He knew them. He knew this wasn't the whole story. He had heard the whispers about her marriage, a union that was more of a prison. It was a well-known fact in their circle that Ethan Blackwood had married the mute artist A.N. not for love, but because of some strange, binding agreement that no one fully understood.