Amara's POV
It was an exhausting night. Despite feeling the fatigue all over my body after finishing my daily household chores, I had to stay strong and push my small, skinny body to do my main job after graduating from college three months ago.
I work as a housekeeper and felt a shiver run down my spine as I arrived at the Rose Andira Hotel. This luxurious, star-rated hotel is where I work to support my family after my father became paralyzed.
I live with my stepmother and two lazy siblings. I couldn't resist the pressure to provide for my family in place of my father. Right now, I have to be on the 21st floor, a place notorious for the terrifying things that often happen at night.
"Why did Jordan put me on the 21st floor, the one I've always avoided? It really scares me with the looming shadows," I complained while hugging myself.
Even though there is courage of my wolf soul inside this body, I can't deny that half of the human in me feels scared.
As I started to approach room 315, I caught a glimpse of someone's shadow in the far distance, peering at me.
"Who's there?" I shouted. I was terrified, but I mustered the courage to step forward and find out who had been spying on me and scaring me.
Shortly after, I heard the sound of a message notification on my old phone. I immediately looked down and grabbed the phone from my small black bag that I was holding.
"Who is it? Only adding to my fear!" I grumbled, feeling annoyed by the message notification.
As I read the contents of the message, it turned out to be a message from Jordan, my friend. He asked me to clean room 326, which was at the far end of the hallway on the 21st floor.
"This night is truly cursed. What can I do as a mere cleaner, unable to resist and refuse. I still need this job," I said, feeling frustrated.
My wolf blood boils, and I feel warmth and tranquility. Although I can't communicate with the wolf inside my weak body, whenever I feel alone, it feels like I can find comfort and courage to do everything on my own.
Suddenly, someone covers my mouth with a cloth. I lose consciousness afterwards.
When I opened my heavy eyes, I was shocked. I was lying on a bed in a hotel room that was familiar to my sight.
"This is room 326, who brought me to this room?" I whispered half-heartedly. I couldn't speak much, while my mind was currently strategizing and thinking about something bad that was about to happen.
As I scanned the room, a shadowy figure sitting on a sofa stared at me from the darkness.
"Who are you?" I asked, mustering my courage. I, who was in trouble, couldn't speak with the wolf inside my body. Because I was cursed since childhood, the duration of which I never knew.
The shadowy man I spotted with my eyes remained silent and calm. I grew more restless, getting up from the bed and stepping back.
"Just stay quiet and enjoy, I don't like resistance," the man said in his baritone voice.
Hearing the emphasis from this stranger, I bowed my head, gripping both sides of my knees.
The stranger then took off his jacket and threw it to the floor. In the dimly lit hotel room, with only moonlight streaming through the cracks of the glass window on the balcony, I restrained my desires and swallowed my saliva as my gaze couldn't be diverted from the exotic body shape and muscular curves of the tall man's arms.
"Don't do this disgusting thing, I am still a virgin!" I said, trying to explain that I was still a virgin and a decent woman.
"Ha...Ha...Ha... I don't care," he retorted.
As the man started approaching the bed, I caught a glimpse of someone's shadow outside the hotel room door. But when I looked again, the shadow had disappeared, with a figure resembling that of a woman. I could faintly hear a small chuckle that grew farther and faded away.
"Serve me well!" he whispered. This muscular and masculine man lay on the bed right next to me.
The sound of whispers and soft moans echoed in my ear, and even heavy breaths were blowing, causing goosebumps as I imagined something.
Slowly, this man who had rendered me helpless like a captured bird began to restrain and position himself right above my petite body.
"Please, let me go. I will obey any of your desires, but please don't do this dirty thing to me." I pleaded. With all my strength, I tried to struggle and free myself from his grip.
Although I had used all my strength to break free from this man's clutches, I couldn't overcome the strength of a man. His face came closer to mine, and I was shocked.
"Lord Marco, please release me, Lord Marco! I will obey any of your commands. But don't do this to me!" I pleaded for his forgiveness.
"I have bought you, don't argue with me!" he said.
"But, who sold me to you. What did I do wrong? Please give me a chance this time, please let me go." I pleaded. With tears streaming down that I couldn't hold back anymore, I didn't want to lose the purity that I had kept for an alpha that the Moon Goddess had destined for me.
"SHUT UP..." he yelled.
I was startled, holding my chest, which felt thunderous. I, who had been sold, could no longer fight back, but could only remain silent and accept the mistreatment from Lord Marco. I knew him from the news that circulated out there, that he was a cruel alpha from the Welray Moon Pack who liked to change women frequently.
Lord Marco held both of my hands. He trapped my movements above his head so that I couldn't move or struggle back. Roughly, Marco bit and traced down my neck to the cleavage of my chest.
"Ah... Don't..." I protested while gasping. I didn't know why it felt so pleasurable and made me float in a new feeling that I had never experienced before.
"Just enjoy it!" he insisted with his heavy and hoarse voice.
"Isn't there any forgiveness for me? I'm willing to become an omega in the Welray Moon Pack. I will do whatever you command!" I said, trying to offer my purity.
"Don't act up, you're just a slave I've just bought. Don't think you can get away from me," he said with a tone full of emphasis.
"But..."
Before I could finish my sentence, this cruel man slapped me hard on the right cheek. I held my cheek that felt painful and cried silently, accepting his mistreatment.
"Don't misbehave again!" he warned, pointing to my face.
I couldn't do anything. I could only turn my face away, accepting all his actions towards me. My body felt numb with his rough touch, as if he were a wild animal enjoying his prey.
Marco started removing the rest of his clothes. Now this man was completely naked, without a single piece of clothing on me. Roughly and without any emotion, Marco tore off my clothes one by one. I just stayed silent, refusing to look at his face.
"You will regret this, Marco," I said in my heart.
Marco, filled with desire and lust, the alpha of the Welray Moon Pack, engaged in intimacy with me without any feelings or affection. He did it as if he were raping a promiscuous woman.
As I looked at his threadless body, I couldn't hide the strange feeling that invaded me. I stared at every curve and shape of Marco's stomach, which resembled torn bread.
"Can his stomach be that exotic?" I asked myself.
However, when my gaze dropped further and settled on a lump of flesh with protruding veins that stood straight up, I swallowed my saliva without another word.
"That... that must be Marco's penis," I muttered in a half-whisper.
Marco just smiled wryly, lifting his upper lip as if to mock me.
"Will a man's genitals the size of an eggplant fit into the small paradise of the world?" I thought, stricken with worry. This was the first time I had ever seen a man's genitals in person.
When Marco was already on top of me, this man prepared to bring 'Marco junior' closer to 'little Amara'. I could only close my eyes. Before long, a hard blow broke through forcibly. I felt a mixed pain. Stinging, yet so delicious, it was as if my body was electrocuted by a stream of feelings that I could not describe in words.
"Enjoyment! This is the first time I've enjoyed a breeder as beautiful and virgin as you," he moaned.
This man enjoyed every part of my body, while I only felt immense pain. I, who had dreams that when I turned 20 and met my fate mate that the Moon Goddess had destined, then I would experience something that I desperately wanted to feel with the werewolf man I loved.
I cannot deny it, a sense of comfort permeates every corner of my heart. I feel calm, happy, and comfortable being under this cruel alpha.
"Is Marco the mate that the Moon Goddess has destined for me?" I whispered to myself.
I shook my head. It's not possible that this cruel alpha is the soulmate I've been dreaming of all this time.
After a few more hours...
I am exhausted and unable to move much. It feels like the bones in every inch of my body have come loose from their place. I squirm as the shadow of the cruel man picks up his clothes from the floor. Without many words, he puts his clothes back on and abruptly leaves the hotel room.
"Damn, why did I have to meet him!" I curse the man who has defiled the purity I've been guarding all this time.
Amara's POV
After Marco disappeared from my sight, I got up and wrapped a blanket around my body. The pain I felt made me walk unsteadily. I got off the bed and picked up my clothes. I could see traces of blood on the white sheet, blood stains that might be evidence of my lost virginity.
"Oh, Moon Goddess, why is my fate so cruel? I never imagined losing my innocence like this."
I put on my clothes again. With cautious steps, I sneaked out of the hotel room that was unguarded by Beta, who was assigned by Alpha Marco to watch over me.
I looked disheveled, with torn clothes and bruises on my face from the harsh slap. As I stepped out of the elevator and onto the ground floor, several pairs of eyes glanced at me while looking down. I saw one by one the faces of my friends who allowed me to experience this cruel ordeal. I saw Jordan's pale and fearful face. I could be certain that Jordan remained silent when Alpha treated me so cruelly.
"I'm sorry..." he whispered softly.
Jordan, who was just an Omega of the Welray Moon Pack, always obeyed the orders and desires of the arrogant Alpha Marco.
I ignored his words. Although an apology might not be enough to redeem my pain, Jordan was not to blame. Of course, I had become the target of Marco's 'heat' satisfaction for these past few days.
I quickly left the hotel that became the gateway to my life's destruction. I saw my stepsister's old motorcycle parked near the hotel gate.
"Hurry, Amara! I've been waiting for you!" called Alex, waving his hand.
I wiped away the traces of tears on my cheeks. When I stood in front of my stepsister, Alex stared at me with wide eyes.
"What happened to you? Why do you look like you've..." he paused and pointed at me.
I just nodded softly. I couldn't hold back the tears anymore. I hugged Alex and cried on his chest.
"Amara is stained, Sis. Forgive Amara for not being able to protect our family's honor!" I whispered.
"Who did all of this? Quickly tell me!" he demanded firmly.
I simply shook my head. There was no way I could honestly reveal everything. My family was just lowly Omegas of the Red Moon Pack. My father, Matius, was a former Alpha of the Red Moon Pack who was ousted due to power and wealth manipulation by Uncle Samuel, my own uncle.
"Fine, if you refuse to say, Amara. But I can't defend you in front of Mother!" he asserted.
Alex and I rode the old motorcycle towards my small house on the outskirts of town. My father, Matius, became a stray, and we lived a simple life.
"Alex, please don't say anything to Dad! I don't want his pain to worsen," I pleaded.
"I can't promise that," Alex replied flatly.
Throughout the journey home, I could only resign myself to accept all the risks that I would bear. One thing was certain, I was not guilty, and I was the victim.
After a few minutes, we arrived in front of the gate of the old, neglected house. I got off Alex's motorcycle and went straight in, passing by my stepsister.
"I'm going first, I have plans with a friend!" Alex exclaimed, waving goodbye.
I could only wave back. With a sense of uneasiness, I slowly opened the door. As I entered the house, I saw Mother Brenda laughing heartily while holding a large sum of money. There were also stacks of money on the living room table of our house.
"W-where did all this money come from, Mom?" I asked, approaching the table and sitting in the chair next to her.
"What's your business? You only know how to make our mother worried," he snapped, staring at me in horror.
When mother looked at me and we made direct eye contact, she widened her eyes with her mouth agape.
"Why are you in such a mess? You look like you just..." Mother's words halted as her index finger pointed right in front of my face.
"What did you do?" my father continued, appearing from behind his bedroom door and sitting in his wheelchair.
I couldn't deny it anymore, after they found evidence from the condition of my clothes and my disheveled state, like a woman who had just been forced.
I couldn't hold back my tears. I immediately rose from my seat and fell to the ground in front of my father. "Forgive me, Father! Amara has been tainted by that cruel alpha. Amara couldn't do anything!" I shouted at my father, gripping onto his legs.
However, the only response I received was my father pushing me backward, causing me to fall. I could hear faint laughter from my stepmother and stepsiblings. Meanwhile, my mother remained calm, holding and counting the money she had.
"Where did mother get that much money, I wonder..." I was shocked by this bitter reality.
"Why are you looking at me like that, Amara! Do you want this money?" my mother asked with a disdainful gaze.
"Did mother sell me to Mr. Marco? Is that my fault, Mom? How could you be so heartless!"
"You daring child, how dare you accuse your mother like that? I found this money on the street, don't make baseless accusations against me!" she explained, glaring at me.
"But, Mom, Alpha Marco said that I was bought. You can't deny it anymore, and no one would throw away that much money!" I protested, lowering my head.
"That's a very grave accusation, dear. Just quickly throw away this cheap girl!" Wilona added, immediately dragging me out of the house.
I could only cry as my father couldn't do anything. I regarded him as a hero in my life, but he just sat there in his wheelchair, silent.
"Father..." I whispered for the last time. I could see the dam of tears ready to burst from the middle-aged man's eyelids.
I woke up and stood there, staring at the door of the old house. Briefly, memories neatly stored in that house flashed through my mind, where this house became a silent witness to happy memories when I was still a child.
"Goodbye, Father. Amara will never forget you. Amara loves you!" I said, wiping away the tears that wet my cheeks.
I turned around and walked away. I walked along the quiet streets, feeling a bit scared. As I started to distance myself from my home area, in the distance I saw a luxurious car speeding towards me. I could see that the car was so familiar in my memory. Suddenly, I was startled by the realization that the car belonged to Alpha Marco.
"I have to go. I don't want to be a breeder for that disgusting Marco!" I said harshly, then I ran away from that place.
I ran until I reached near the bridge, where a strong river flowed beneath it.
"Hey, don't go!" someone shouted from behind me.
I recognized the voice, it was none other than Beta Valentino's voice.
I thought for a moment, then quickly ran and jumped off the bridge. I heard the sound of something falling into the water, and it was me. I drowned in the water.
"Damn, she's gone. We have to report this to Alpha Marco, and we have to be prepared to face the consequences of losing that woman!" Valentino grumbled from above.
I could still faintly hear the voices of the omegas and Beta Valentino, who were Alpha Marco's henchmen up there. It wouldn't be long before the Welray Moon Pack would be in an uproar over my disappearance, something they couldn't bring back into the pack.
After swallowing a lot of water, I finally lost consciousness. When I opened my eyes and looked around, I realized that I was on a large cruise ship, and there was an old man sitting next to me.
As I blinked my eyes, the old man gave a slight smile.
"You're finally awake. Allow me to introduce myself, I'm Lilac, and this is my ship!" he said, reaching out his hand for a handshake.
I smiled sweetly and shook hands with this stranger, while my eyes glanced around the ship. There was no one else on this ship except for me and Lilac, this old man. He seemed older than my father.
"Thank you for your help, Sir. Where is this ship heading?" I asked.
He smiled, stood up, and said, "We're heading to the port city of Liberia. We'll be far away from Australia, where you come from. I'm sure you wanted to leave home, right?" he asked, looking at me and stroking his gray mustache.
I just nodded gently and turned my face to the side. The beautiful night with the scattered stars above made me silent. However, my eyes briefly glanced that this old man was not a wolf from any pack. I didn't smell the scent of a werewolf from him, but I smelled the scent of fresh blood that made my wolf soul restless. As I looked back at the night sky, I faintly heard a voice from above.
"Your curse will be lifted if you can bite this pure man. He is a man who has never been involved in the darkness of the world. He is destined to be the one who paves your way back and possesses the inner wolf that has been missing from you all this time," the voice echoed in my ears.
I flinched and bit my lower lip. I couldn't be so cruel as to turn this pure human into a werewolf like me. He is a pure human, and I am not selfish enough to only think about my own interests.
I sat down and looked at the twinkling lights ahead. The ship was getting closer to the port, and I scanned my surroundings. However, I found something strange ahead.
"Who are they?" I said, focusing my gaze.
Marco's POV
Tonight, I felt extremely frustrated waiting for my Beta who had not yet returned to the mansion. "Is he taking this long just to bring my new breeder!" I grumbled, slamming the table in my office.
I held back my anger by tightly clenching my fists. I could feel my breath getting heavy and tight as I tried to control my emotions.
Shortly after, I heard a knock on the door. I glanced at the clock on the wall and saw that it was already 11 PM. "Come in!" I said, slightly raising my voice.
Valentino opened the door from the outside. He looked hesitant to step into my office.
"What is it, Valentino? Where is Amara?" I asked, scanning the area behind the several omegas standing behind my Beta.
Valentino remained silent, but I was impatient to meet the female werewolf that I had enjoyed her virginity a few hours ago.
"Well, Sir, it's uh..." he stuttered.
"What 'uh'?" I asked again, throwing the flower vase on the table against the wall near the Beta.
I could see the Omega and the Beta were equally shocked. I don't know why, but I was tormented by the desire to possess that lowly Omega and make her one of my heat satisfiers.
"Miss Amara has escaped. We couldn't find Miss Amara who jumped off the bridge not far from her residence," explained the Beta, bowing down in fear.
I only tightened my grip on the black pen that I had been holding since earlier. Unconsciously, the outer part of the pen had crumbled into small pieces as I opened my right hand.
Valentino took a few steps back, then bowed his body and immediately left my office.
"Ah... Damn it, how could that female escape? She's clever to elude my Omega and Beta, who I have relied on all this time!"
I remained silent, sitting in the oversized chair in my private office. I just pondered, recalling the image of that lowly Omega begging for forgiveness. Even her life was so miserable because she was sold by her closest ones.
After five minutes of daydreaming, I was startled by Valentino returning to my office.
"What else, Val? Aren't you useless enough?" I asked, continuing to reprimand him.
"I'm sorry, Sir, I have prepared your breeders in the special room on the third floor. I hope you're not too disappointed that we couldn't capture that stray girl tonight," Valentino said with a slight smirk on his lips. I couldn't be sure what was going on in his mind.
Feeling frustrated, I reached for the pistol on the table, and without much mercy, I took turns shooting my Beta's trusted Omegas.
"Sir, please forgive us!" cried Valentino, kneeling at my feet.
I placed the pistol back down, and without saying much, I walked past the Beta and the Omegas lying dead in my office.
"Bring me a drink!" I requested to Willie, who remained loyal standing by the door.
Willie nodded, and I glanced at him, briefly pondering something.
I entered the elevator, and after five minutes, the elevator doors opened, and I stepped onto the third floor. I could see my breeders lined up with their heads down. They probably already knew about the shooting incident. Some of them were trembling with shaky hands.
"Hey, Mr. Marco, I'll accompany you tonight. Surely my service is better than theirs!" Anita, my longest-serving breeder in this mansion, coaxed.
As I looked at all the female wolves in front of me, none could match Amara, the sexy girl with a slender and tall figure. I couldn't forget her slightly thick lower lip.
"Hem... Nensi, come in!" I called out to Nensi, a shy and innocent girl. If compared to Amara, perhaps not too far off.
However, this time Nensi made me choose her because this ordinary human woman was willing to become my breeder as she was attracted to my handsomeness. Nensi knew about my background, but she didn't mind because I made her willingly give herself to me. This is what I like the most, I can have any woman, including ordinary humans and those who ask me to sleep with them.
Nensi entered the room, while the others immediately left the third floor and returned to the pavilion where they lived in the mansion. I had prepared a pavilion next to the mansion for the breeders.
I also went into the room, and there Nensi was ready to serve me. This girl had taken off all her clothes, leaving only her underwear. I saw her twin melons, but their size was moderate and not as big as Amara's melons, so they didn't catch my attention as much.
I took off all my clothes as well. This time, I didn't feel like warming up first. For me, this was just about venting my frustration and the desire to touch Amara again. This innocent girl would be more enjoyable if I had rough intercourse with her.
"Nensi, come here!" I called as I opened the balcony door.
I turned off the main light and replaced it with a dimmer light, so the lighting on the balcony wasn't very visible. I wanted to create a scene on the balcony.
"Darling, do you want to try something new? I'm ready to fulfill all your desires," Nensi said, making me happy.
Nensi immediately hugged me and knelt in front of my junior. Skillfully and accustomed, she played with my junior with her mouth. Truly, I felt like floating in the air with the touch of her saliva and licking. This girl could make me intoxicated. However, in the back of my mind, I had the desire to teach Amara the same thing.
"Darling, you're so tempting!" he teased, but received a cold response from me.
I, unable to contain this desire any longer, roughly pulled and tore Nensi's underwear. I immediately directed my junior towards Nensi's world of pleasure.
I penetrated forcefully and roughly, with Nensi facing away from me. I preferred to penetrate from behind, so I could freely squeeze her melons and occasionally give her sharp hip slaps.
However, after 10 minutes...
I pushed Nensi away from me. She almost fell off the balcony when I pushed her roughly. "Get out quickly!" I said after I finished releasing my sperm in her valley.
Nensi complied. She quickly grabbed her scattered clothes from the floor and left my room.
I squeezed my hair in frustration. "Ah, why is Nensi's so loose? Has she been enjoying me too often? Why isn't there anyone as tight as that virgin's!" I grumbled irritably.
I still wanted, and really wanted to enjoy a tight and gripping valley like Amara's. Amara's valley could make me feel like I was in another world. Only hers could make me feel the throbbing sensation in my junior's shaft. I felt an incredible sensation when I savored her valley.
"Amara..." I shouted loudly.
Tonight, I had to control the desire I felt for that stupid and lowly Omega. I had to have her soon.
Three months later...
"Valentino..." I called out loudly, causing my voice to sound hoarse and echo in the living room.
I sat on the sofa while reading the morning newspaper. I looked at Valentino who came rushing in from outside the mansion.
"What's the matter, sir?" Beta asked, bowing his head.
I didn't immediately answer. I reached for a cup of coffee on the table and blew on it gently before taking a sip.
Valentino looked scared. Then I lifted my head. "Is there any information about Amara?" I asked, coldly and flatly.
Valentino shook his head, then he said, "I'm sorry, sir. I searched for her at the airport, and Miss Amara is very clever, so I couldn't find her departure schedule abroad. There are no records of Amara leaving anywhere!" explained my beta.
"But, it's possible that Miss Amara left the country by sea. Because according to the information you provided, her departure was when she jumped into the river from the bridge not far from her house!" Willie interjected, approaching Valentino.
I nodded slightly. What Willie said made sense and was smarter than my beta.
I stood up, straightening my jacket buttons. "Valentino, I reject you as my beta. Starting today, you are no longer Beta of Welray Moon Pack, and your position will be replaced by Willie!" I said loudly and firmly.
Valentino started sweating. I could see the beads of sweat on his forehead. This discarded beta now became an ordinary omega in the mansion and also Welray Moon Pack.
Meanwhile, when I turned my gaze to Willie, he didn't react at all. My new beta never pursued position or power. I liked his smart way of thinking.
Days passed. It has been five months since I couldn't find Amara's whereabouts. But my heart feels like she is so far away from me. Despite sleeping with many women, none of them can make me think of her even for a moment. Amara takes up my time and thoughts. I keep thinking about her.
Tonight feels so lonely and torturous with this longing. I don't know what feeling this is that has been able to make me succumb to the tormenting circumstances. "No, this is not love. She's not my mate!" I deny these unwanted thoughts.
"All women are the same, whether they're ordinary humans or werewolves, they're all the same and will always be the same in my eyes. Women only want pleasure, and I won't develop feelings for any woman, including that stray omega." I yelled near the swimming pool next to the main bedroom.
But Willie's arrival at the pool broke the silence and emptiness in my heart. Willie whispered something, and what he said made me smile again.
"Good," I said, nodding slowly.