To escape the tragic legacy of my famous mother, I hid my identity, becoming a plain, forgettable film student. I fell hard for Hayes McCall, the campus playboy, believing our love was real.
But he was just using me. I was a human shield, a decoy to protect the real object of his affection: the fragile campus "it-girl," Karmen.
He let me get bullied and kidnapped. He stole my thesis film-a tribute to my mother's memory-and gave it to Karmen to claim as her own. When I tried to fight back, he destroyed my work, my past, everything.
At graduation, my ex-roommate projected a video to the entire auditorium, branding me a high-class escort who slept with powerful men.
"She's a disgrace!" she screamed, as the crowd turned on me.
I calmly walked to the podium, my voice cutting through the noise. "You're accusing a Zamora of being a gold-digger?"
I let the name hang in the air before delivering the final blow. "I don't climb the ladder. I am the ladder."
Chapter 1
Everly Zamora POV:
He used me as a shield, and I was too blind to see it. That thought cut through me, sharper than any knife. It was a painful echo of my mother's own tragedy. Her beauty, her fame, had become her downfall. A relentless media spotlight, a stalker who haunted her every move, it all shattered her mind before it stole her. I swore I would never let that happen to me.
I turned eighteen and vanished. My family' s media empire meant nothing to me then. I used makeup, a careful mask, to flatten my features, to blur my edges. I became forgettable. Just another film student at NYU, anonymous and safe. For two years, it worked. Two years of peace.
Then came the night at the bar. My roommate, Joelle, was laughing too loud. Some men, too aggressive, cornered her. Instinct took over. I stepped in, a plain girl with a fierce voice. They shoved me, hard. I stumbled backwards, lost my footing.
I landed in strong arms. I looked up. Hayes McCall. He was a storm of dark hair and sharp eyes, the kind of beautiful that stole your breath. He looked at me, a flicker of something unknown in his gaze. He muttered my name, just a breath. I froze. Did he know?
He didn't. Not really.
He stepped between us and the aggressive men. His voice was low, lethal. The men paled, backing away. They knew who he was, and they scattered. Hayes McCall, the notorious playboy, heir to a new money fortune everyone talked about but no one understood. His recklessness was legendary. So was his charm. And his endless line of adoring fans.
I felt it, a pull, a dangerous spark. I hated it. I hated feeling anything that made me visible. But he was there, a sudden anchor. I knew I was falling.
I tried to get his attention. Small notes, a favorite coffee, a book I thought he' d like. My attempts were clumsy, a stark contrast to the effortless glamour of the girls who usually surrounded him. His friends laughed at me. They called me names.
Then, one day, he took the coffee. He looked at me, a faint smile on his lips. "Black," he said, "always black." My heart hammered. He spoke to me, flirted, sometimes. I was lost. I loved him. It felt so pure, so real.
I finally gathered all my courage. "I... I like you, Hayes." The words were a whisper. I expected a laugh, a dismissal. He was Hayes McCall. I was nobody.
His eyes held mine. "Okay," he said. Just "Okay." Then he added, "But you have to accept all of it. Everything that comes with me." I was so happy, so foolish. I didn't care what "it" was. I just wanted him.
"Yes," I said, without a second' s thought. I promised him everything. I promised him me.
The "it" arrived fast. The bullying started. Anonymous threats, hateful messages. I was the plain girl, the one who didn't belong. I took it, for him. I thought it was just the price of loving someone like Hayes. Then came the kidnapping. It was terrifying. I was bruised, shaken. Hayes found me. He held me, whispered comfort. In his arms, the pain faded. It felt like a small price to pay for his love.
Then I saw him. Not with me. With her. Karmen Barry. The campus "it-girl." She looked fragile, her eyes wide with fear. Hayes was a different man with her. His anger, his protectiveness, it was raw, furious. I tried to speak to him, to ask what was happening. He walked past me as if I wasn't there.
I found one of Hayes's former friends, a guy who looked beaten down. He told me the truth. Karmen had been attacked before. Hayes felt responsible. He used me. My plainness was a shield. "You're just a decoy," the friend spat, his voice bitter. "He needed someone forgettable to draw the fire."
It hit me, cold and hard. His condition: "accept all of it." It wasn't about love. It was about her. My mother's ghost whispered in my ear. I was a casualty again, but this time, it was my heart that lay broken.
The rain started, a cold autumn downpour. I walked out into it, my mascara running down my face, washing away the carefully constructed plainness. The disguise was gone. I just didn't care anymore. When I reached my dorm, Hayes was waiting. His eyes widened, fixing on my face. The rain had done its work. He saw me, finally.
Everly Zamora POV:
Hayes stood there, staring at my face, a confused frown pulling at his brows. The rain had stripped away my careful disguise, leaving my true features exposed. I felt naked, raw. He looked at the streaks of mascara, the smudged lines of my faded makeup.
"What is this?" he asked, his voice rough. "Some kind of... dramatic makeup?" He actually laughed, a short, dismissive sound. It was like a fresh wound.
I wanted to scream. I wanted to tell him everything. I wanted him to see me, truly see me. I had tried, before. I remember one night, I'd thought about showing him a picture of my real self, the one the world knew before I ran. But Karmen had called, a panic attack, and he'd rushed off, leaving me alone with my forgotten plans and a sinking feeling.
He always chose her. Always.
"Do you love me, Hayes?" I asked the words, quiet and steady, even though my insides were shaking. This was it. The final question.
He looked surprised. Then he smiled, that easy, charming smile that used to melt me. "Of course, I care about you, Everly," he said, as if it was obvious. "You' re important to me." Important. Not loved. The words hung in the air, cold and empty.
A chill ran through me, starting in my heart and spreading to my fingertips. My love, my desperate, foolish love, had been a tool. A shield for his precious Karmen. All the pain, all the fear, it was for nothing. I felt dead inside.
I managed a thin, brittle smile. "Then we're done." My voice was surprisingly strong. "I can't be in a relationship where I'm just 'important.'"
He stared, his jaw dropping a fraction. "Done? What are you talking about?"
I didn't answer. I didn't look back. I just turned and walked away, leaving him standing in the rain. Once I was alone in my room, the tears finally came, hot and furious, a torrent of all the pain I'd held inside.
The next day, I painted my face back to plain, though my hands trembled. I had to finish my exams. When the last one was over, I walked out of the hall into a strange commotion. A group of students were on their knees. They were the ones who had bullied me for being with Hayes. He stood over them, radiating power.
He saw me and walked over, a possessive hand on my arm. "They won't bother you again," he announced, a harsh satisfaction in his voice. "I made them pay."
My blood ran cold. "And why did you do that?" I asked, pulling my arm away. "You didn't do it before, when they actually hurt me."
He looked genuinely bewildered. "What do you mean?" he asked, as if my pain was an abstract concept. I remembered his fury when Karmen was upset, his calm indifference to my own suffering. He only cared about his own sense of justice, his own need to protect.
"You only care about yourself," I said, my voice flat.
His friends, who had suddenly appeared, started to chime in. "Everly, don't be ungrateful," one sneered. "Hayes just avenged you." Other students murmured agreement. "He' s a good guy, you should appreciate him."
"Ungrateful?" I gripped my hands until my nails dug into my palms. "Is it because I'm not pretty enough? Not rich enough? Is that why you think I don't deserve an equal relationship?" My voice cracked with suppressed rage. "I won't accept a love that isn't real. I won't accept being a pawn."
I turned, ready to leave, but he reached for me. "Everly, wait!"
Then, a new voice cut through the air. "Hayes! My party starts soon. Are you coming?" Karmen. She stood there, beautiful and fragile, a beacon.
I paused. Another awkward scene was the last thing I needed. Maybe going to her party would just make it easier for him to forget me. I agreed to go. Just to disappear, one last time.
Everly Zamora POV:
The party throbbed with music and laughter, a blur of faces. I sat in a corner, nursing a drink, feeling more invisible than ever. They were playing some silly game. Truth or Dare, I think. My mind kept replaying Hayes' s words. Important. Not loved.
The game got louder. Someone had to do a dare. A kiss. A long, embarrassing kiss. The crowd started chanting names. My name. And Karmen' s. The choice fell to Hayes. He had to pick. My breath caught.
Karmen' s face was pale. She looked terrified, her eyes darting to Hayes, then to me. Hayes' s usual smirk was gone. His expression was tight, unreadable. The room fell silent, waiting.
He chose me.
A wave of humiliation washed over me. The room erupted in cheers, but it felt like mocking laughter. The guy who had to kiss me, a loud jock, groaned. "Ew, really, Hayes? Her?" He looked at my plain face with disgust. "I'm not doing that. I'll take the penalty."
His words hit me like a physical blow. The shame was suffocating. My carefully constructed anonymity had been ripped apart, not by beauty, but by derision. I stood up, my chair scraping loudly against the floor. Every eye in the room was on me.
I walked to the middle of the room, my hands shaking as I reached for the hem of my dress. It was a cheap, generic thing, like everything I wore to hide. I tore it, the fabric ripping with a sharp sound that cut through the silence. I kept tearing, shredding it until it was nothing but scraps.
"I' m leaving," I said, my voice dead calm. My chest felt hollow.
Hayes was suddenly there, grabbing my arm, his face a mask of confusion. "What was that, Everly? What are you doing?"
"What does it look like?" I pulled my arm away. "You made your choice, Hayes. You protected her. You used me. Again."
"I did it for Karmen," he insisted, his voice tight. "She was having an episode. I couldn't put her through that. It was just a game."
"A game?" My laugh was harsh. "Is that what I am to you? A game? A disposable piece in your little charade?" I paused, forcing myself to look him in the eye. "If it had been Karmen and another girl, would you have still picked Karmen to be shamed?"
He didn't answer. His silence was the loudest confession. He would have protected her, always. He would have sacrificed anyone, anything, to keep her safe. I was nothing. A fleeting thought, a convenient decoy.
A cold certainty settled in my heart. He didn't see me. He never had. He never would. I was done. Completely.
I wrenched my arm free and started walking towards the door.
"Everly, if you walk out that door, we're over!" His voice was a desperate shout behind me.
I stopped, just for a second. A bitter smile touched my lips. "We were over the moment you said 'important' instead of 'love,' Hayes," I said, without turning around. My voice was barely a whisper, but it was filled with finality.
I walked out, not looking back. I heard him call my name again, but he didn't follow.
The night air was cold against my tear-streaked face. I found a quiet park, the streetlights casting long shadows. I looked at my reflection in a dark puddle. The plain face stared back, a ghostly reminder of the mask I wore.
My mother's screams echoed in my mind. The flashing cameras, the whispers, the terror in her eyes. It was my beauty that doomed her. My beauty that nearly doomed me. That's why I hid. That's why I ran. I thought if I erased myself, I could be safe, I could find real connection.
But even hidden, even plain, I was still invisible to the one person I desperately wanted to see me. It was a cruel joke. Hiding hadn't protected my heart. It had just made it easier for him to break it.
The tears came again, long, racking sobs. I pulled out my phone, my fingers trembling as I scrolled through my contacts. I needed family. I needed home. "I'm coming back," I whispered into the phone. "I want to come home."
Graduation was approaching. I was leaving. My family' s legacy meant I didn' t need a job. The other students gossiped about my future, speculating about my "poor prospects." They had no idea.
Then came the email. A prestigious film festival. My thesis film was accepted. My documentary about my mother, my quiet, personal tribute. A flicker of pride, then dread. I had to go. I had to see it. It was my mother' s story. It was my story.
At the festival, I saw her. Karmen Barry. On stage. Accepting an award. For my film.