The Doctor Secretary

Chapter 1

"Hello, are you going to be summoned?" I politely answered my mother while smoking a cigarette.

"I'm just saying hello, son," he said to me and there was actually a series of coughs. I inhaled one before I blew it out loud because I was so stressed. I am worried about him because he needs to check up with the doctor but he is in the province.

"It's okay, Mother. You're the one who's not okay with that, right?" I asked worriedly while playing with the cigarette on my finger. I have a lot of stress in my life especially now because his cough is not normal anymore. I feel that he has phlegm too but he just doesn't say it.

"We're fine, son," he answered calmly.

"Mom, you're not okay!" I said seriously. He was ashamed of me so he didn't want to tell the truth.

"By the way, nay, I'm going to send your allowance there and when you buy something you need, especially your medicine. Don't worry about me here because I'm fine," I informed before blowing the smoke into nothingness.

Don't worry because I love you."

"Thank you son. We love you too," he answered me before I said goodbye and hung up my cell phone.

I inhaled again and exhaled again. I spent a few minutes until all that was left in my yosi was gone. I threw away my cigarette and stomped on it because a stick of yosi was in order this morning because I still have work. I sighed before straightening myself. You can't make me smell like cigarettes because it's hard that I might get sick.

I entered the hospital and went to his clinic, fortunately fate was on my side because I was immediately hired as a dermatology doctor's secretary. I am also paid a lot even though my work is not difficult. My doctor boss is just rich so he is paid a lot. I must admit that being his secretary helped me a lot because I was able to pursue my dream of going to school.

When talking about work, there is no problem, but the Doctor? Hmm! Make it difficult to associate with more than the word Dr. Jaxon Philip De-Gracia is the owner of the hospital and he is also my boss. He is that man who always carries the world. It's like I've never seen a smile on his face from his red lips.

"I wish there was just a smile but nothing!" I exclaimed.

"Should I leave him struggling to smile?" I added.

"It's still early and that suplado isn't there yet," I said before arranging the things to be fixed at his clinic so that when he arrives, everything will be prepared.

I first looked at my wristwatch. I smile because I can still take a nap because I'm also up late at night. I looked around to check if there was a patient coming but there wasn't one so I could catch a glimpse even for a moment so I closed my eyes because I wanted to sleep.

A shout and the crash of a key in front of me woke me up. He's really rude, he can wake me up if he behaves well. I stood up suddenly because he was already in front of me and was staring at me.

I reviewed last night because I have an exam tomorrow at five in the afternoon so I stayed up. He also doesn't know that I'm still studying because I can combine work and my studies just for the dream. It's my dream to graduate because I don't expect anything but myself.

I'm second year college. My schedule will be regular because I'm just poor, I mean we. The nursing course is also difficult when you don't really have money because you have a loved one. I really have to persevere if I want to achieve something in life.

I have night classes so I can somehow catch up because my job is only on weekdays. My weekend is free but I also have rackets to increase my income and also help those who took care of me.

"I'm sorry dr. I fell asleep," I apologized and bowed. It was really my fault because sleeping is not allowed during work hours.

"Work time. Not sleep time Zareen!" he looked at me seriously and went inside his clinic and closed the door hard. You can't expect anything from Dr. JP but nothing really. No emotion.

He's really stuck, it's just a waste of what God has given him. Perfect looks and Ideal Man for me. Stupid I was left in front of my table and could not speak to his attitude.

I closed my eyes and my nose could still smell his perfume left in the air. I reached for his car keys that he just dropped in front of me before I took a deep breath and knocked three times on the door.

"See! Even if he just says come-in, he can't say it yet," I said annoyed. Because he just pressed the buzzer and that was the sign so I could enter.

Not that I'm complaining but I'm like a dog that follows the sound of the buzzer.

"Good morning Dr. PJ!" I greeted him energetically again. I have to ignore all his treatment of me and I will not be affected by his aura because it is difficult that I might be fired. I have my biggest fear. I'm about to lose my parents, don't let me lose my job because I won't be able to continue my studies then.

"You left your car key behind," I informed and placed the key on his desk. He just looked at me so I kept quiet for a while. I gave the peace sign and smiled at him before bowing.

He was already irritated. He hates noisy people like me. If only I could use sign language with everyone. Even when I walk he notices and even though my voice is low it's loud to him. He's sorry because I'm his secretary he'll put up with me.

I don't know what this very sensitive doctor is going through. I'm sure his life is very sad because I left him. Because that's a disease of the rich. As for me, I don't want to be sad. I don't want to be noisy because I got bored when I was young.

I'm tired of being alone! I don't want to be alone. I don't want to lose friends because I just want to be happy even if I don't have money it's not a problem because everything can be solved if I just work hard.

"Dr.," I called softly.

"How many times did I tell you that lower your voice, Zareen Zeb! Do you really understand?" He yelled at me.

You'll just have to close your eyes to this man if you don't want to meet his eyes that are burning with anger because I'm just being loud in his ears. Thanks to him, I need a job for my dream but I will not tolerate him.

"You're the one who's yelling. You can say it calmly," I answered and turned around even though he wasn't letting me go yet.

"Nobody likes you girls when you're too stuck up," I hissed.

"You're talking about me?!" he asked seriously. I faced him and smiled.

"No Doc!" I shouted and ran out the door.

"F*ck!" heard if he was cheap but I let him go. I just smiled because I annoyed him.

I closed the door and sat in my chair. I felt happy but the heartbeat was strong. It's a good thing nothing flew in Ere. I took a deep breath before I fell down and my teeth were still playing with my fingers or maybe it's better to say I was biting them.

It's a shame that he's still handsome, but he seems to be allergic to women. He doesn't have any chicks. Maybe that's why his head is hot at the top but the head at the bottom might not be drooling anymore so his head is hot.

"Hey!" I blurted out while shaking my head because something entered my mind, maybe later I'll have a dream.

The whole day ended with our system being focused on work and I feel like there is no doctor because I am not talked to when there are no patients but when there are patients it is natural to order me and talk to me because I am his secretary.

I have already arranged my things because we are about to go out in a few minutes. First I retouched and perfumed. Sympre we women still need to smell good. Whether stressed or not, it should still be fresh.

I stopped what I was doing when the door opened and doctor Jaxon came out. I bowed but was not able to turn around. He left without even saying goodbye.

"After all, I'm not his girlfriend to say goodbye properly," I promised and put lip tint on my lips. And one more thing, I don't expect anything from the doc as long as it's not related to work because the menstruating woman is still superior.

To Be Continued...

Chapter 2

After I finished work, I was going straight to Medicine School. I really hurried to catch up because I still have an exam this afternoon at five o'clock.

"It's annoying!" I said irritably and stomped my feet. I was annoyed because when I arrived here at school, our exam was moved from six to eight o'clock in the evening.

I am that person who has no friends at school. I prefer to be alone. I went out again to buy food because I planned to eat inside the classroom but I'm saving money so I have no choice but to buy biscuits. I'm enjoying the rest of my money now because I'm just going to send you mom it was our lunch time.

My movements are quick. I sat down in the alley to open the biscuit I bought and ate it slowly. I want to cry but I don't want to because there is no one to comfort me but myself. I'm alone here in the city. Living alone to achieve the dream.

I took a deep breath and looked at the clock on my wrist and thought I would do some homework because I was going to stress again while eating. I opened my bag and took out my notebook to keep up with my review to pass the time.

I have a lot of self pity in life. At the age of 22 years old, I would have graduated by now. I might have been studying medicine, but the course of my life changed because it was my choice. It was my choice to finish my education so I am fighting.

"It's hard to be a poor person," I blurted out. Those other classmates of mine when I was in elementary school, I see them on TV, they are now famous. The other one is a registered nurse. Meanwhile, I'm in my second year of college and I'm still regular. 50-50 graduates

It's really different when a person's financial status is stable because you don't have anything to worry about but a good life but it's better to choose if it becomes difficult if you ask me. I don't want to be a rich person because I won't be happy in life when two words surround a family that will destroy it. The Envy and favoritism.

So I as a child and have a dream in life I have to persevere. I need to find money. I have to work for my dream and I don't want to depend my life on those who took care of me especially my mom and dad because I have siblings who need their support.

My cell phone rang and I immediately picked it up and looked to see who sent the message. I smoked a cigarette first and blew out its smoke with a smile on my face because of what I read.

"We have a rakit tonight at nine o'clock at a popular resto bar," I said and took another puff before throwing it on the pavement and stomping on it. I do a lot of things to make money. I straightened myself up and turned off the cell phone before going back to school because our professor was coming soon.

In my five months of working as Dr.'s secretary. JP. Yes! I call him JP because he is as tall as Jaxon Philip. JP is something for him and another thing is that I am the only one who calls him JP.

"Well, that's how beautiful I am. Char!" I blurted out and still grinned. It's a good thing I'm still holding my cell phone so they might say I'm crazy because I'm laughing while walking down the hallway.

Our exam started. As soon as I looked at the questionnaire sheet I knew the answer. It's really good because when you review you can answer a lot and our exam today was easy so I finished it quickly.

"Dr. Monteleagre, I'm done," I informed so he took my test paper and let me out.

I hurried out of the Medical School and headed to the location of the bar. I also took a taxi so that it would be easier and I could prepare when I arrived at the location. Because I was busy at the clinic, I was only now able to get involved like this, so I also missed my colleagues in the Band.

I'm lucky I have talent and I'm lucky because they even joined the band. I'm not one to excel but all instruments can be played because it's just basic to me. Yes! The best Lord for me but I am not lucky in the family.

I was four years old when I learned to play piano and I can sing too. I got interested in instruments then because I used to pour out my sadness on them as a child until I got used to it.

One day I went with my mother to sell sampaguita near the church in the province because I love to sing and I used to sing when someone noticed me and it was a guy. He offered me to play piano and sing every Sunday and because I want to help my mother, I'll grab the opportunity because that's a waste too.

It's hard to be heavy so I don't want to be a burden to them.

So I'm working on a way to somehow help them financially and when I was at school, I used my talent just to make money.

It's a long story, my colleagues in the band were the only ones who tutored me so they could learn. It is not possible that my talent is free because it is paid per hour/ 50 pesos and they are not artistic as long as they learn. Until they really learned

Many people tell my mother that she is lucky to have me because I am talented. By the way, maybe we are all talented, but we just have to find where we can be whole. Because I found this talent when I was alone, I was sad and until my heartbeat drew a piece of bitter music so I just put my heart in it. I don't know how to do that, okay? you have to practice the talent that was given to you and don't neglect it.

I'm busy arranging the things we need here on stage because it's still early. Some people are also coming but our call time is still later to play around ten o'clock in the evening until midnight.

I was cooking or tuning the guitar when Felix arrived. He is our lead guitarist so I greeted him with a smile and he also smiled at me and pinched my cheek.

"I miss you," he said.

"It's been a long time since you've been with us," he added and took his electric guitar from me.

"I'm busy at work, it's a waste," I also answered him. I stood up and went to the drumset because I also missed playing drums. While he was playing, I was also beating along with his music with the drum. Even the head and body follow the music.

I'm smiling because music makes me feel better. It feels great. Felix, on the other hand, was focused on his guitar. He stopped strumming and I gave the cymbals a whack first, so he squealed at me.

"Zz maybe Dim's acoustic guitar is not seasoned yet," he said worriedly.

"Let him. I'm too lazy to direct," I said.

"Where is he?" he asked me. He actually asked me. I shook my head because I didn't know.

I took my cigarette and smoked it before I blew it out before I went to where Dim's acoustic guitar was. Even though I was lazy, I still had no choice, so I tuned in anyway.

We rehearsed before we started.

"Mic check! Mic testing!" I continued testing the mic in front of me and turned the adjustable mic stand so I could place it in my mouth. While preparing what I will sing.

"Good evening to each and everyone. On behalf of my team, I just wanna thank you for inviting us here tonight!" I promised and Felix started playing his guitar. I looked at him and smiled and he nodded at me, that was the sign so I could start.

"Those who want to request a song. Please write the title of the song to the piece of paper and give it to me so we can sing. Thank you very much," I informed because there were already many people here at the bar.

"The title of the first song is Paubaya by Moira," I said first.

"To those who raised their hands there. Raise your hand?" I asked but all they did was shout and clap so I just smiled because many people are disappointed in love tonight.

"You will also find something for you. Just wait for the perfect time," I said.

"Where did everything start to change?" I start the song. It's the first time I'm going to close my eyes. Even though I'm single and my heart hasn't beat yet. I can feel how painful this song is especially when you just ask yourself when is it not enough.

This song is so painful that when you fall in love it should be equal. When you get hurt, get back. Learn to be progressive because love doesn't hurt.

They applauded so we liked it. Until we didn't realize the time because it was midnight and we were done. There are some requested songs that we sang, but not those others.

I also drank a little because it was necessary to get rid of my nervousness from the people in front of us who were watching. And if you ask me, it's normal for me and I'm used to smoking and drinking but I don't use illegal drugs, it's not in my system. Nothing because I'm not pariwara yet. I still have to go to my apartments because I have work tomorrow.

They took me to my apartment. It's like they are his brothers too so there is no anomaly. Sometimes I'm jealous of them because they have finished their studies while we only went to the same class from elementary to high school.

Only Alvo studied in America because he liked the system of knowledge for learning there. Maybe when he comes here he will be a pilot.

If it's me, I also want to study abroad because that's really my dream, but it didn't happen until it was just a dream.

"Dream high and make it reality," they say.

I entered my apartments and went to my bed because I wanted to sleep. Fortunately, my work duty at the hospital is at nine o'clock tomorrow, so I can sleep for 7 more hours.

He closed my eyes and I didn't realize that I fell asleep.

To Be Continued...

Chapter 3

I jumped out of bed when I heard my cell phone ring. I didn't feel like answering the call because I was still sleepy.

"Hello?" I opened my eyes sleepily, but I was also greeted with a smile.

"What the Hell!" My boss shouted so angrily that I was shocked. I even took the cell phone away my ear because he was screaming.

"Where are you?! Its already ten thirty in the morning. There's a lot of patients waiting in the waiting area!" he yelled and hung up on me.

I stood up from my bed and hurried to my bathroom because it was just inside my room. I just took a quick shower because I was really late. I cleaned myself first and of course I will forget everything except not to brush my teeth so I brushed my teeth before I left my apartment.

"Shit really," I blurted out because my alarm didn't sound anymore. I slept very well because I was tired and I also drank last night. That I'll just shake my head at my stupidity because the person who insulted me will get angry again. It's a good thing I don't have class tonight but I'm really going to be absent.

I walked towards the hospital where the clinic of Dr. JP I even bowed to the patients because they were sitting in the waiting area one after the other. Fortunately, they were smiling while examining me, so I also smiled before knocking three times on the door of the clinic to let them know I was here and apologize because I was really late. I don't want to suffer because of my stupidity because I still have a dream that I want to achieve.

The buzzer on my desk rang so I could go in. I opened his door and was met with an evil stare. I just bowed down because it was really my fault.

"I'm sorry, Dr., that I'm late," I apologized while still bowing but I could feel him examining me from head to toe. I was even surprised and closed my eyes while staring at my two feet because in a hurry I wore different flatshoes.

"When you are looked at!" I ejaculate and feel the embarrassment. I'm ashamed of my boss who just stares at me. If only the earth could swallow me because of my stupidity. I didn't forget to brush my teeth, but I forgot to check if my shoes were right.

"You really are stupid, Zaza!" I whispered again and scratched my head. That's why the patients smile because they definitely noticed that my soles are different. Jusmeyo!

"Your late and you still look like that?!" he asked with emphasis.

"Sorry!" I apologize again because nothing will come out of my mouth.

"Fix yourself before you go out," he ordered me so I raised my head to look at him. He showed me where to go so I just followed his hand. Only my head moved, maybe he would yell at me if he heard something loud.

"Uhm Dr. JP maybe I'm okay," my voice was weak because it was like whispering to me but it was loud to him.

He just stared at me coldly so I had no choice but to follow his wishes. It's really hard when I'm sad, it's a waste of work and even a waste of the boss. I first removed the different shoes I was wearing and just moved my feet so I wouldn't make the slightest noise.

"Change your shoes. My girlfriend used to have some things there and you can use them if you like," he said.

I stopped when I heard it because I felt my heart pinched. I looked at him but he was already busy with his laptop. I admire him, I can't help but like a Bachelor because they are so perfect if you think about it.

Especially this dr. He looks perfect for me but of course I didn't expect him to have a girlfriend because that never crossed my mind because no one comes here. I just found out that it was because of him that I could wear his bride's clothes as long as I fit.

I took a deep breath and went to the room and fixed myself. First I tied my hair so that I could look at my face. I also found some powder so I also applied some powder and luckily I have lip tint on so my lips are still a little red and I don't look lifeless and I feel more alive when I get a kiss from him. Char! my mind said.

The last thing I did was choose a flat sandal. It's embarrassing but I couldn't do anything because we have the same foot size so I wore the one I chose. I looked in the mirror and smiled. I'm wearing something simple. I'm wearing a black t-shirt and high-waisted Momjeans pants, I haven't changed my clothes.

It's embarrassing because he asked me about his girlfriend's clothes, so what I did was tuck my t-shirt into my pants and fold the t-shirt sleeve at the end three times to make it look cool .

I took a deep breath before leaving the room. I approached the table of dr. And thanked.

"Don't tie your hair if your hair is wet," I heard him say but I went out inside the clinic so he could start with his patient.

"You're going to have a headache there," he said to me seriously through the intercom but I just let him go and ignored him.

I was busy writing in patient data when someone delivered food. It's going to be twelve at noon, so it's actually lunchtime, but that's because I'm late. It's embarrassing when I take a lunch break.

"Who is this for, sir?" I asked politely.

"To Dr. Jaxon, ma'am," the rider replied.

"Wait a minute, just tap this first," I said and finished with one patient before I took care of the delivery and knocked three times on the door.

"Come in," I heard him say inside. I'm surprised because I've been a secretary for 5 months now, he just said come in when I knocked.

"Dr. JP, is the food you delivered here?" I informed energetically and opened the door. He raised his head and our eyes met. I suddenly felt nervous as if my heart was pounding. His chocolate brown eyes color can seal my heart. He frowned as he stared at me.

"Are you really listening to me?!" he asked sternly. I gave him the peace sign because my voice was probably louder.

"You haven't said anything yet, Dr.," I answered politely.

"I told you a while ago that don't tie your hair if your hair is wet! You didn't hear that Zareen?!" he asked angrily. I was surprised because it wasn't my voice that he liked but my hair tie.

"I'm sorry. I'm used to this Dr," I reasoned but my voice was weak. I'll lower my voice like it's just a whisper as long as he's in front of me. I just don't have enough sign language with him.

"Well, get used to not tying your hair when it's wet. You're not a child so you don't understand that, Zareen!" he said emphatically.

He looked around me before handing over to pay for the food. I'll point my feet and walk slowly so as not to create noise as if I were doing a ballerina dance.

"What are you doing?" he asked annoyed.

"Walking. Can't you see?" I will ask.

"It's difficult because something might fly later when I walk loudly," I answered.

"My God Zareen!"

"Something will really fly in your face if you continue to annoy me!" said angrily so I just ran out. He is stressful and I don't understand him. I smiled at the person who delivered the food before I gave him the payment. He thanked me and we bowled together.

"I'm going out. I'm going to have lunch outside and eat it," he said seriously over the intercom.

"What? Dr.?" I stammered because I wouldn't eat it if I ordered it.

"What?" He asked irritably.

"It's embarassing?" I was embarrassed to speak again.

"Eat it whether you want or not. There are many hungry children, Zareen, so don't waste what is given to you, it's a blessing!" he said bluntly.

"He's giving food when he's angry," I blurted out.

"Are you saying something?" he asked.

"Oh, nothing," I defended and couldn't do anything but eat it. Too bad I'm hungry too. It's a matter of grace and I still have a free lunch.

I enjoy eating even when I'm alone. Dr. also came out. because he said he had a lunch meeting. I smiled because it was a miracle because the stuck person was already letting me know.

After eating I also left the hospital because I just wanted to breathe fresh air. I looked for a place to hang out and luckily they have a smoking free area here so I walked up and down to relax.

I lit a cigarette and puffed on it. I even play with the smoke because I am free to do everything. Even though what happened today was embarrassing for me, it was an experience. I didn't finish a stick because lunchtime was almost over.

I went to the restroom at the hospital and took a nap before opening the menthol candy so that the smell of cigarettes wouldn't stick in my mouth. I also retouched and put on perfume so that I still look fresh and I just repeated the hair tie before leaving the restroom.

I waited for half an hour until I fell asleep. A pat on my shoulder woke me up. The boss's face appeared in my eyes so I suddenly stood up because I fell asleep again.

"I'm sorry, doctor. I fell asleep," I apologized to him. He took a deep breath and looked at me badly. I can't meet his gaze because I don't know why.

"Do you smell cigarette smoke?" he asked.

"Yes?" I was even surprised because I couldn't smell the yusi because I smelled good.

"No. It's my new one," I denied and smelled my clothes right in front of him.

"First of all, fool Zareen Zeb Gomez, don't leave me because you're on my way, I'm coming back," he said to me meaningfully. He turned his back on me but turned around again.

"I don't like a woman who flirts. Stamp that on your cuticles," he finally said and left me dumbfounded.

"He always leaves me speechless. He's getting over it."

The day ended with me doing nothing but thinking about what he said earlier. He didn't come back to the clinic either, so I just stared until it was my out time.

To Be Continued...