The world came down in dust and fire, and I was trapped, pinned under a heavy beam.
Next to me, a colleague, Jessica, was also caught. Through the rubble, I saw first responders, a glimmer of hope. Hope that shattered when I heard my husband, Mark, over the radio.
"My wife is a strong woman; she' d want others saved first. Jessica is a key aide to the Senator-get her out now!" His calm voice cut deeper than any debris. He chose another woman, again. Just like in our first life, a life where he resented me for twenty years for saving me instead of his political connection. He was correcting his "mistake."
I watched him, my seemingly devoted husband, pull a barely scratched Jessica from the ruins, holding her like she was glass, completely ignoring me, bleeding and pregnant just feet away.
He left me for dead at the scene, and later, for an unpaid hospital bill. He even moved Jessica into the apartment next door, buying her designer clothes while I healed. Then, he tried to sabotage my future, voiding my bar exam registration and giving my spot to her.
Why would he do this? Why, after being reborn, would he repeat such a cruel betrayal, even worse this time? Did he truly hate me that much?
But he failed to break me.
Fueled by a rage hotter than any fire, and by the tiny life growing inside me, I knew this wasn't an ending. This was a war, and I was ready to fight.
The world came down in a storm of dust and fire, the roar of the explosion still echoing in my ears. I was trapped, pinned under a heavy beam in what used to be our upscale apartment. My lungs burned with smoke, and I could feel the wet warmth of blood on my leg.
Next to me, Jessica, my husband' s colleague, was also trapped, though she seemed less injured.
Through a crack in the rubble, I saw the flashing lights of the first responders. Hope surged through me. I was about to scream for help when a voice crackled over a firefighter' s radio just outside. It was my husband, Mark.
"My wife is a strong woman; she' d want others saved first."
His voice was calm, clear, and utterly devastating.
"Jessica is a key aide to the Senator-get her out now! Focus all resources on Jessica!"
The air left my lungs. The hope vanished. In that single moment, I knew. He remembered. He was reborn, just like me.
In our first life, in this exact same disaster, I had told him I was pregnant. Torn, he chose to save me. Jessica died in the collapse, and Mark never forgave me. For twenty years, he resented me, blamed me for ruining his life, for costing him the political connection Jessica represented.
It all ended in a fiery car crash, his last words screaming at me, "I should have let you die!"
Now, he was getting his wish. He was correcting his "mistake."
I looked at Jessica, her face pale but determined, and then I clutched my stomach, where our unborn child rested.
"It's just us now, baby," I whispered into the dust.
I accepted my fate.
But then, a primal instinct took over. The will to live, not for me, but for my child, ignited a fire inside me that burned hotter than the one consuming the building. I would not die here. I would not let him win this time.
I watched as Mark himself pulled a barely-scratched Jessica from the debris. He held her like she was made of glass, his face a mask of heroic concern. He didn' t even glance in my direction, though I was only a few feet away, pinned and bleeding.
He carried her past me, his eyes fixed on her. He was saving his future.
Fueled by a rage I didn't know I possessed, I started to push against the beam. Pain shot through my body, but it was nothing compared to the betrayal. I found a small opening, a gap in the collapsed floor leading to the apartment below.
I squeezed through, tearing my skin, the smoke choking me, my body screaming in protest. I fell through the hole, landing hard on the floor below. I don't know how long I crawled, but eventually, a different team of firefighters found me, their faces shocked at my condition.
Outside, the scene was chaos. I saw Mark fussing over Jessica as paramedics looked at her sprained ankle. He was making sure she got into the first ambulance.
A paramedic tried to direct him to me, pointing at my burned and battered body.
"Sir, your wife..."
"She's tough, she'll be fine," Mark said, waving him off dismissively. "Get Jessica to the hospital immediately."
He left me there. A kind neighbor, seeing my state and the lack of an ambulance for me, helped me into the back of his pickup truck. Lying on the cold metal bed, watching the city lights blur past, I knew this was more than a second chance. This was a war.
I lay in a hospital bed for three days. No flowers, no calls, no Mark. The nurses were kind, but their pity was a constant reminder of my abandonment. The burns on my arms and back throbbed, a physical manifestation of my husband' s betrayal.
On the fourth day, a hospital administrator came to my room.
"Mrs. Evans," she said, her tone professional but firm, "your husband has not responded to our calls regarding payment for your treatment. If we don't receive a deposit, we may have to suspend non-essential care."
Humiliation washed over me. I had to call him, to beg. He finally answered on the fifth ring, his voice annoyed.
"What?"
"Mark, the hospital... they need payment."
He sighed, a sound of pure exasperation. "I'll be there."
He arrived an hour later, but he wasn't alone. Jessica was with him, clinging to his arm. She wore a stunning new designer dress, the kind I knew we couldn't afford. On her wrist was a delicate, expensive-looking bracelet. She looked radiant, recovered, and triumphant.
"Sarah, really," Mark started, not even looking at my injuries. "You're being so dramatic. Do you have any idea how expensive things have been?"
I stared at him, speechless.
"I had to get Jessica essentials," he continued, gesturing to her immaculate appearance. "She lost everything in the fire. Clothes, jewelry... she needed to feel normal again. And you're here complaining about a few medical bills?"
Jessica gave me a small, smug smile. "Mark has been so wonderful. He even found me a new place."
She paused for effect, her eyes gleaming.
"It's the apartment right next to yours. He said it would be best, so he can help me recover... and keep an eye on you, of course."
The threat was clear. He wasn't just leaving me; he was systematically dismantling my life, piece by piece, right in front of my eyes. He was going to haunt me, to control me, to ensure I had nothing.
"You're having an affair with her," I said, the words tasting like ash. It wasn't a question.
Mark scoffed. "Don't be ridiculous. Jessica is a colleague. You have such a dirty mind, Sarah. It's the same thing you said in our last life, always so suspicious."
He grabbed Jessica's hand. "We're leaving. I've paid the deposit. Try not to cause any more trouble."
They walked out, his arm wrapped protectively around her.
Lying alone in the sterile room, I felt a cold clarity settle over me. He was right about one thing. I was suspicious in our last life, and I was right then, too.
I remembered something else from that life. Despite attending a state school, I had scored in the top percentile on the bar exam. That score landed me a prestigious clerkship, the foundation of a successful career that he grew to resent.
I knew, with chilling certainty, what he would try to sabotage next. My future. My career. My bar exam.
"Not this time," I whispered to the empty room. "Not again."
My plan for independence began to form.