Davi
I loved it from the moment I saw her for the first time! It may even seem cliché, but Raquel entered me as if it were a virus that didn't want to leave my body. Even though I knew she was hiding some secrets, one of them, I had discovered by chance when I went to the BSDM club that Diogo and I used to go to at the time and now I go alone, since he was a man handcuffed by my troublemaker sister.
I really got a big fright to see her dressed like a Dominatrix, I'll say my dick loved seeing this vision and that almost every night I hit one in honor of her. Raquel was like that hot brunette, like all Brazilians, with green eyes, like emeralds, if anyone found her on the street, they would definitely call her to take pictures to be a model.
One thing I was sure of: Raquel didn't like to attract attention, even her clothes were much more polite than most women who loved to wear short clothes. Raquel, however, couldn't drink with Nella, because they both got high so fast. Oh, Nella, for those who don't know, she's married to my friend Diogo, he was the biggest chicken, but since he got married he's been calm.
Now he was a father and I must confess, I was so jealous of the family he made with my sister, it was wrong for me to want the same thing, but the woman I chose to be mine had secrets kept as if she were a hidden treasure for seven keys?
Did I want to scream from the rooftops that I, David, the greatest womanizer, had been bewitched by a Dominatrix? If someone had told me that this would be it, I would have laughed. I, David, a womanizer, was on all fours for a witch.
I always wanted to know where she was, I even added her to my "Facebook," wanting to keep up with the news she posted and was always relieved when her status was always written there as single.
I saw it all in red the day I found her at the club, and in me, a caveman broke free, not wanting any guy near her. She was mine, mine alone, and I would do anything to have her.
And I, there, lost in my thoughts, I don't see my sister come in and sit right in front of me, arms crossed. I have a pretty good scare.
"What the fuck, Nella, do you want to kill me from the heart?" I say, trying to recover; I don't think I ever would, because Nella always makes me almost have a mini heart attack, from everything that's ever happened to her.
- Calm down, my son, how am I supposed to imagine that you're having a waking dream, there? "Nella, making fun of me, as usual.
"Hahaha, what are you doing here? I ask, really thick. I wasn't at my best, thinking about Raquel made me weak.
- Hey, calm down, friend, I came to meet Diogo! She says all smiles.
- Where is Maria Eduarda? – I ask missing her, she was my little girl, I really pampered her. Maria Eduarda was Nela's daughter with my friend, ex-hen, Diogo.
"It's with Raquel," she says and just the mention of that name puts me on high alert, I was crazy about a woman who was hard to understand.
"Is Rachel all right?" I ask Nella.
Since that episode at the club, we hardly saw each other anymore and, if I'm not mistaken, the last time was when Raquel and I had baptized my niece and after that we hadn't seen each other again. And whenever Nella scored something, Raquel always found a way to slip out and invent something just so she wouldn't find me.
- Yes it is! She's been kind of busy, new author releases and all," she says.
- I see, how are her books? I ask, and her eyes sparkle.
After the release of Delegado, Nella was writing new stories, honestly I was never much for books, although since Raquel was messing with these stories, I was curious.
- Very well, I'm thinking of writing a book about a priest, what do you think? Nella asks curiously.
- Are you kidding? I ask, shocked.
- Of course not! she says, laughing in my face.
'Is there a problem here?' - We hear a voice and then Nella screams and runs into Diogo's arms. They start kissing like I'm not here, witnessing their scene.
"Um... I think you two should go to your room and stay there for a while," I comment wryly.
- Wow, someone needs to get a sub to get more relaxed! - Diogo comments to me and blinks, Nella looks at us and rolls her eyes.
'I'll think about it!' I reply.
- My brother, I think you should look for a certain brunette with green eyes. - She blinks, and I look at Diogo crossly, who answers right away:
"Don't blame me, do you?" - Diogo defends himself.
"David, Diogo didn't tell me," she says, defending her husband.
"Oh, and how do you think I'm liking your friend?" I ask ironically.
- You and Raquel are enjoying each other, and it's not just today! she says, and I know it was true, I felt like I wasn't the only one who had this good feeling that scared me at the same time, and I keep thinking: was it in my face?
"Nella, doesn't Raquel want anything to do with me?" - I confess, I didn't know how to act in relation to Raquel anymore.
- Oh, my brother, be patient, please, Raquel has been through a lot, talk to her, what do you think? – she asks and comes to hug me, I was getting weak, my feelings were in turmoil, sometimes, I thought that men also had PMS.
"I'll try to talk to her!" I say to her, and she caresses me.
- Then I want to know how it went! - Nella says and we release our hug, she goes back to Diogo's arms.
"I'll think about what you just said, Nella! - I say and say goodbye to them, who were already leaving, at least to have a night of their own.
Here it has become more my home than my own, since I was appointed and became the new delegate. Diogo and I are good friends, professional partners and blood brothers. Good thing I was assigned to the same police station and did odd or even to see who stayed morning or night, we did a kind of rotation.
There were weeks when I stayed at night and there were weeks when I stayed during the day. Today, for example, I would stay overnight, as Diogo and Nella were going to enjoy their wedding a little. I wanted so much to see Raquel! What should I do? I have to hold her in my arms, I want to show her that we are perfect for each other.
I need to hear her voice, I need to smell her, taste of her I loved and didn't know how to live without her anymore. I take my cell phone and stay there for a long time wanting to call her, but the fear was greater of being rejected and I want to see her in person, so I take my badge and gun and leave my office without going through the reception of the police station, telling them that I would leave, that I was going to eat something, and I ask them to hold on until I get back; and they say yes, so I leave quickly, before someone calls me back to attend to any more incidents.
I take my car from the parking lot, start it and head to my sorceress's house; makes me want to turn on a radio to listen to a song. Maybe it helped me focus, say the right thing and not scare my green-eyed sorceress.
A song starts and several are played until one catches my attention, because I had never heard it, well I didn't think so, the song said things that had everything to do with us. Well, if my English wasn't rusty, her translation read like this:
"When a man Loves a Woman,
He can't keep his mind on anything else
he would change the world
For a good thing he found."
That was it, this song was saying what I felt, and I couldn't stop thinking about her, I would do anything for her to see that I would make her happy like no man has ever done. Another part of the song that caught my attention was:
"When a man Loves a Woman,
Deep down in your soul,
It can bring you such misery;
If she's playing the fool with him,
He's the last to know,
Passionate eyes can never see."
(Michael Bolton - When a man loves a woman)
I continued to finish listening to the song that described what I felt, I waited for the announcer to say the name of the singer and, when I found out it was the singer Michael Bolton, I stopped the car on the side of the road and took my cell phone and quickly entered the site. and I put it to download the music and, when it ends, I put it to play over and over again, never getting tired, even when I get to Raquel's house and get up my courage, turn off the car, get out and go straight to my sorceress's door.
When I get there, I notice that everything is silent and I try to remember if my sister ever mentioned something about Raquel having to leave, but I don't remember. She should be home; because of my niece who, at that time, should be sleeping, I decide to ring the bell and wait there.
I hear footsteps coming towards the door and soon it opens and shows a very surprised Raquel, maybe wanting to know what I was doing there at that time, standing at her door.
-David, was there something with Nella and Diogo? she asks, already worried.
- Calm down, Raquel, don't worry, they're fine! - I talk.
- What are you doing here? she asks looking at me, I think trying to guess what was going on by being there and not saying anything.
"I came to talk to you, Rachel!" - I reply when I see how beautiful she was there in front of me, wearing a semi-transparent nightgown, in my opinion, black. Was she accompanied?
"You better go, David!" she says fearfully. Could it be that she was with a man, he let her come to answer the door like that!
"Raquel, are you alone here?" I ask, afraid to hear a yes and find out that I lost her to another man without having fought for her.
"David, if I'm with a child of almost a year, then I'm not alone, but accompanied," she replies, I breathe a sigh of relief, thanking God I don't find any men with her.
- OK! So can I come in? I ask, waiting for an answer.
affirmative.
If she said no, I wouldn't go in anyway... we had a matter to settle and, when everything was clear, I would kill my crazy urge to pull her into my arms and kiss her hot mouth, making her mine soon.
Raquel
I loved him more than my life! If anyone listened, they'd say I exaggerated, but that wasn't it! David was the only man who could break my protective armor, he entered me and saw my soul.
After that club day, which I literally panicked, I ran away like the devil ran away from the cross. That day, I felt that Davi liked me, but it would never work out, how could a man who was all right accept a woman who was raped by a stranger?
I run straight to the bathroom and I barely had time to get to the toilet, I vomit until I couldn't take it anymore, only liquid came out, I still hated myself for letting that happen!
The violence I suffered made me afraid to reach men and, when they saw me, I cut. But David was different, he always was. He looked at me in awe, his gaze of desire running down my body as he was undressing me.
At the same time that I wanted Davi close to me, I wanted to get away from him and that's what I did, I distanced myself in fear of him finding out what happened to me. Maybe he could get angry, I know he would never do anything, I didn't want a death in my life, even if it had happened to my life, I didn't want Davi to be arrested and lose his delegate position.
He didn't deserve this, if I told him what had happened to me, I was sure that he would go after the man who raped me, do everything to find him and end the life of that animal, or rather, that monster in man form.
David was a very good man and he deserved a good woman in his life. Whenever I had those kinds of thoughts, he was heartbroken and made me want to slap any woman who got close to him.
It was better for me to continue doing what I was doing, forgetting about Davi was the best thing. I flush and go to the bathroom sink, splash water on my face and grab my toothbrush, brush my teeth to remove the bitter taste that was still in my mouth, believe me. I wipe my face and, seeing that I don't have any taste in my mouth, I go out looking to see how messed up my room was, it looked like a hurricane had passed through here.
Oh my mother, you're going to talk a lot when you see the room like this. I was even an organized person, but there were days when I would go look for some clothes or a book, then, damn it, my room really became a hurricane.
To tidy up this room, it would be good to put on some top music. I take out my cell phone, a Moto One Fusion, a simple and beautiful cell phone, which I am satisfied with my purchase. I choose the music and let it play while I organize everything, to make it perfect; half an hour later the room was clean and tidy.
I go to the kitchen and grab a glass of Coke and the cold meat pie my mom had made. I go back to my room, open the notebook and start working. I was so absorbed in reading a book that it was sent to me by an as yet unknown author; if this book was still good, I would soon make the proposal for publication of it.
The music that was playing stops and starts playing the ringtone being received, I look and see that it was Nella.
- Hey! Nella, how can I help? I ask, curious.
- Hi, Raquel, would you like to ask a favor? - She begins.
- Yea! You want me to stay with Maria Eduarda, right? I ask, soon knowing the answer.
- Yea! – She says awkwardly.
"Nella, I love being with my goddaughter!" - I say, and it was true, Maria Eduarda was such a calm child, and I loved taking care of her.
- Oh, I know! - She says and continues: - We just don't want you to think we're trying to exploit you.
- Aff, Nella, I would never think that of you, now bring her and I'll take care of it - I joke with her, who laughs.
- You can leave it, we'll be there soon! - Nella says and we talk a little more, I told her about a book I was reading that had caught my attention.
"Oh, let me read it too?" - Nella asks me.
"Sure, I'll email you, and is your new book almost ready?" I ask curiously. His book Delegado was a bigger success and we were still among the best sellers.
- Yes, I'm already preparing another book already! she lets go.
"Girl, you don't sleep, do you?" - earring.
- Oh, yes I do, although I sleep better with my delicious deputy. he jokes, and I roll my eyes. I was a little envious of this relationship that worked out very well between them.
- My God! Please don't tell me about your sexual activities with Diogo, please! - I ironically.
- Hahaha, of course not, you might want to write a book called Antonella and Diogo's Sexual Adventures - she laughs.
"My God in heaven, woman, you better go after your man, who's the best," I joke, rolling my eyes; this Nella had no way at all.
- OK! Now, my friend, let me finish sorting out some cucumbers and we'll be there in a little while.
"I will wait for my princess!" - I miss my goddaughter.
- Of me! Oh, I didn't know you missed me so much this way," she says.
"My God, woman, you feel like hell, don't you!" I said I miss my princess and that means it's not you, come on, babe, you've lost your post," I joke.
- Wow, so much evil in your heart, you don't want me anymore, do you? Nella jokes, making drama.
- My God, woman, hang up the phone and go fuck, that's your problem. - I pile with her.
"Oh, girl, that's right, I'm going to, you can leave it," she says, laughing, and we end the call. Laughing like that, Nella that, since she married Diogo, she was the happiest person in the world.
Well, now I'll make some juice for my goddaughter, who would soon be here.
Some hours later...
"You're the cutest little thing, Dudley," I say, looking at my goddaughter, who was so cute. Maria Eduarda was a mixture of her parents, whoever looked at her and saw her parents thought she was the same as both.
"She's really beautiful," Nella says proudly.
- I agree! - And I see Nella taking Dudley's things into the living room and putting them on the sofa; seeing me with Duda in my arms, she says: - Now the two girls behave, I promise not to linger on the street with Diogo.
- Don't worry, Nella, we'll get them all ready, right, Duda! - I joke with Duda, who opens a bigger smile.
"I wonder, what about your mother?" - Nella asks looking around and doesn't see her around.
- Girl, now that she's retired, she's enjoying life, she went on a trip with her friends - I comment with a calm smile, my mother deserves all the best in this life.
- That's good, Raquel, she really needed to lift her spirits after the bad flu she caught.
"It's true, she was pretty weakened and now Thank God she's very well," I comment.
"Well, I have to go," Nella says, kissing me on the cheek and kissing her daughter.
"Go and enjoy your hubby," I joke.
- Yes, I will, I'll pick you up at the police station with my car. After Davi also became a delegate, the two of them have been taking turns. - Just by Nella touching Davi's name, my heart races and I think: traitor heart.
- He is fine? - I ask how he doesn't want anything.
- The David? - Nella asks.
- Yea! I reply, not wishing I had touched his name.
- Yes, he is fine! He's been a little sulky and I don't know why. she says as if she's questioning me and wouldn't give in.
"Yes, it will soon pass, he must have some love problem," I answer through gritted teeth, annoyed.
-Hahaha, I know...why don't you two recognize that you can't live without each other?
"Bye, Nella, go take care of your deputy," I deflect.
-Bye, friend, you know I root for both of you a lot, right? She says sincerely, hugging me.
- Yes I know! It's better this way, even if Davi and I aren't together, soon he'll find a wife and forget about me," I reply, sad just thinking about it.
- My friend, listen to what I'm going to tell you - Nella says and gets a little thoughtful -, you and Davi will still be together and I'm sure.
"Oh, Nella, I don't want to be with any man, I'm not a clean person," I reply with a pain in my heart, feeling dirty.
"Never say that sort of thing. Raquel, my friend, you are the kindest, most sensitive and wonderful person and I am proud to be your friend and I am also sure that David thinks so.
This statement makes me feel emotional and I knew I could count on my friend Nella. She is the only person who understood me and knew about my fears and secrets, only she knew what I went through almost every night.
- Thank you for those nice words, now go find your man, and Duda and I are going to watch some horror movies, right, Duda, tell mom you and I are going to have a bucket of popcorn with a Coke very cold," I say to Duda, who claps his hands in agreement.
"Let me go, because you're harassing me with a story about a horror movie and a Coke. Oh, before I forget, Dudley has already eaten and also breastfed, she's ready for a nap in a little while - she jokes, gives us a kiss and leaves.
- Now, are we going to watch Galinha Pintadinha, Duda? - I ask, looking at her, who was looking at me with childish curiosity, she grumbles and then I say: - I'll take it as a yes, Dudley! I say jokingly, I put her in the stroller Nella had brought, strap her in, turn on the TV and set her a little way away from the TV.
While the drawing is rolling, I take Duda's things and see if she had anything in the fridge, I put the bottle away and go back to the living room. I see Duda clapping her hands all happy, I knew she loved this drawing.
I even bought the stuffed animal from Galinha Pintadinha, she saw it and was delighted. The entire first season of Chicken has passed, I turn off the TV and take it to my room. There, I turn on the TV and put on the continuation of the second season, this girl didn't have an ounce of sleep.
- This one really pulled the mother, all electric, help - I say, looking at Duda to see how she was connected to the drawing.
Raquel
I change her, go back to the kitchen with her in my arms, warm the bottle and take her to feed her. As we go back to the room, Duda tries to get the bottle and can't, I only give it when I get there. Her attention returns to the drawing, and as she nurses and watches, I'm a little jealous of Nella for having a princess like Dudley, and I'd never have a baby to call my own.
I put Duda to burp, lay her down next to me and keep an eye on her while the damn thing was paying attention to the drawing. When I look, Dudley had slept and was almost finishing the drawing already.
I put a pillow around her so she doesn't roll over and I go to take a shower running, always on the lookout for any noise. I won't be long, I leave soon and I change, I put on a black nightgown that I had received from Nella as a birthday present.
I see that Duda is sleeping peacefully and I change the TV channel and go watch my favorite series: CSI Las Vegas, I love this series, I was in such a good part. I'm dying to know who the killer was when my doorbell rings just in time.
"Damn, the best part, if it's Nella, she can leave with her man and come get Dudley tomorrow," I grumble; at the best part, I am interrupted and the bell insists, I look once more to make sure that Duda wouldn't fall, I go downstairs and open the door, I face the man my forbidden desires right there in front of me, all sexy, unshaven. This man was pure lust.
-David, was there something with Nella and Diogo? I ask worried and at the same time curious to know what he was doing there, at my door.
- Calm down, Raquel, they're fine! he says, reassuring me, and I don't understand a thing. I feel his eyes on my body and I remember I was there in my nightgown, nothing else, and I feel ashamed of him, but from the look he was giving me, he was enjoying seeing my body like this, like that, in that nightgown.
- What are you doing here? I ask fearfully.
- I came to talk to you, Raquel! he says finally.
However, that's not what I hear. I hear him say: "I want to fuck you!"
For God's sake, settle down woman, still your fire for this man, he'll never find out about you!
"You better go, David!" - I ask for fear of wanting to attack him with that delicious body; my hands were itching to feel the texture of his chest.
"Raquel, are you alone here?" he asks me, apprehensive.
-David, if I'm with a child of almost a year, then I'm not alone, but accompanied - I reply rudely; man is all the same and I even see the relief on his face, men!
- OK! So can I come in? - he asks all affectionately and I don't know what else to do, I end up letting him into my house and I open the door a little more, he passes me and I hear a moan, and I control myself not to moan in his ear as he moaned just now. That, yes, was torture.
"Well, what's our conversation about?" - I say nervously, I ask him to close the door and try to stay as far away as possible.
- You are nervous? he asks, coming towards me, and I'm walking backwards until I feel like I'm leaning against the door.
- I do not know what you're talking about? I lie, wanting to feel his touch and at the same time feeling his body getting really close to mine.
"I swear I tried to stay away from you..." he tells me and I muster up the courage to say:
"We'd better stay away from each other," I plead, my voice shaky.
- No! - He says loudly and continues: - You don't know what it's like for me not to see you!
"David, please go away, I beg you."
- No! I don't know what's happening to you, but I beg you, I kneel at your feet, please don't send me away! he says in a pained voice, and I'm speechless. I never imagined seeing this scene, Davi, a man of six feet, kneeling in front of me, asking to be close to me.
"You would never understand! I say and feel the tears run down my face.
"So help me understand what happened to you?" Why deny the love I feel for you? he says in a tortured voice. Seeing him there like that, I can't help but hug him.
"Do you know what it's like to see your sister happy, well-loved by the man who accepts her for the troubles she's faced in the past?"
- My love, I accept you, I would never deny you, I love you more than my life! - He gets up and, seeing how tears were flowing, he starts to dry and says: - So tell me what happened to you?
"I can't, I'm disgusted with myself," I confess, hugging myself as if that would protect me from all the harm that had happened to me.
"My beautiful sorceress, tell your man what happened to you?" – he asks again, and I decide to tell him at once:
- OK! You're asking me to tell you, and then I'm sure when you find out, you might not even want to be around me anymore!
"How can you say something like that, it doesn't even seem like it?" know me? - he says, and I step away from him afraid to see the expression of pity and pity. I wouldn't take that from him.
"David... I... I was raped!" I let go and all I hear is silence. When I turn around, I see that Davi's expression goes from pain to anger within seconds.
- When? - Davi says very quietly, I can tell by his voice that he was controlling himself not to rant.
"It's been a few years," I whisper and hug myself again, afraid of feeling the rejection, I start crying again with relief that I was able to speak the secret that tormented me so much.
I stand there hugging myself with my head down and not wanting to see what I already knew, that Davi was gone, left me there, alone with my pain.
- My sorceress, beautiful, how could you not tell me this before! - he says, and I get a shock to see that Davi was very close to me.
"I thought you were gone," I finally say as I look into his eyes and see love there, not anger.
"I would never leave!" I would never abandon you and leave you like this, like this, suffering, I love you so much, of course you may have no idea how it moved me to hear something that happened to you and not be able to be there protecting you from all the harm that happened to you - David tells me and hugs me.
- Thank you, David, for staying here, close to me! - I hug him very tightly.
"My sorceress, there's nothing not to be thankful for!" - he tells me, he pulls my face with his hand and gives me a light kiss that, little by little, gets bigger and, when I go to see I'm lying under him, our hands are caressing each other. - My beautiful sorceress, I miss feeling the taste of your kiss so delicious - Davi tells me so affectionately that I want to cry again. He gets off of me and we lie side by side, cuddling each other.
- I missed you a lot too, Davi - I confess a little embarrassed for expressing that kind of thought.
- Great my love! I also missed you a lot, I wanted to see you so much that I was frustrated to see that you were no longer wanting to meet me.
- You have no idea how I felt not talking to you, not being able to touch you, my biggest fear was that you didn't want to accept what had happened to me.
"My love, we have to fight every thought we have. I always loved you, thought I never had a chance. The night I saw you at that club with Nella, my blood got hot," he says, all jealous.
"With Nella, right?" - earring.
- Hahaha, with both. I was always very jealous of you. That night, when I saw the guys touching you, I lost my mind," he says all possessive, and I love it.
"Um, good to know you're all possessive, let me know there's a bitch on your way so you can see what I'm capable of," I warn.
"Um... So my sorceress is a vengeful girl... Good to know." - He plays and kisses me again and in his arms I feel neither fear nor shame.
Next to him, I feel complete. His touch on my body doesn't make me afraid or disgusted. I was there loving to feel his touch on my body making me get very hot. The touch of his mouth on mine is like the cure! It was as if David's mouth said: "These kisses I'm giving you with my mouth are to take away any pain or suffering from you". And that's what I was feeling at that moment.
"I love kissing you," I confess, whispering.
"I love kissing you too and one day I will love and adore all that beautiful body of yours," he declares, running his finger across my lip. "Um... will you ever let love your body?" he asks as he kisses my neck, making me moan softly.
"I want to feel your body loving me the same way I'm loving feeling your touch on my skin.
"Um..." he groans and gives me a little bite on my shoulder, there I feel his tongue dancing across my skin as if he's scouting his territory.
- Oh my God! What fire is this? I ask, feeling that his cock was hard and rubbing against my pussy, which was already dripping with desire for him.
- That fire that is crazy to penetrate you and leave burning every corner of your body that it finds - Davi says very provocatively and begins to make a very delicious back and forth, leaving me to the point of enjoying just that simple act.
When I was there already wanting to run my nails down his back, I was surprised to see that my bastard delegate was already taking off his shirt and showing his delicious chest, leaving me to enjoy the beautiful view.
- Are you enjoying watching? -David speaks very provocatively in my ear.
"Yes... I'm in love," I confess, running my tongue in my mouth and wanting to taste him in my mouth.
- Hmm... I can't wait to feel your tongue on my dick, to see you licking it like it's a very tasty lollipop - he says very provocatively in my ear, now I felt like my panties had just been ruined, with these words.