The knot in my stomach wasn't just anticipation for my prenatal check-up; it was the chilling premonition of a nightmare revisited.
My husband Mark, our town' s revered Fire Captain, conveniently had an urgent training, leaving his childhood friend Jessica to sweetly offer me a ride to the doctor.
But I knew this day, every terrifying detail, because I'd endured it once before.
In my first life, Jessica had deliberately caused a horrific car crash, and Mark, the man who supposedly saved me, later turned into our baby' s and my executioner.
This time, I secretly called 911, determined to change my fate, yet the horror unfolded eerily similarly.
Mark arrived, doting on a minimally bruised Jessica, completely ignoring my severe injuries as I hemorrhaged, publicly shaming me while I agonizingly lost our child.
The entire town, blinded by his hero status, rallied around Jessica, swiftly branding me the unstable, jealous woman who had caused all the tragedy.
Isolated and shattered, the profound injustice burned through me, leaving me incredulous at their collective delusion.
How could the truth be so twisted, and their eyes so firmly shut to the betrayers living among them?
But they underestimated the silent resolve of a woman who had already walked through hell and returned.
When Jessica pulled her next theatrical ploy, I didn't just stand there; I made a discrete call, armed with undeniable evidence from my dashcam, ready to expose the monsters and finally claim the justice my innocent baby never received.
My prenatal check-up was scheduled for ten, and I felt a knot in my stomach that had nothing to do with the baby.
Mark, my husband, the town' s Fire Captain, was suddenly swamped.
"Major training exercise, Sarah," he'd said over a hurried breakfast, not meeting my eyes, "Can't get out of it."
Then Jessica Evans called, her voice sweet like cheap candy.
"Sarah, honey, I heard Mark's tied up, I can totally take you to Dr. Ramirez."
Jessica, Mark' s childhood friend, always a little too close, a little too present in our lives.
The dread was a cold thing spreading through my chest because I remembered.
I remembered this day, this offer, from before.
In my first life, Jessica drove.
Her smile was wide, her eyes bright as she chatted about the animal shelter she volunteered at.
Then, the highway, the glint of the sun on an oncoming semi-truck.
Jessica' s hands jerked the wheel of the SUV, a sharp, deliberate movement.
I screamed, fumbling for my phone, dialing Mark.
He was a hero then, or so I thought.
He pulled me from the twisted metal, a frantic, desperate rescue.
Our baby, a boy, was saved, a tiny miracle amidst the horror.
Jessica died at the scene, or so it appeared.
Mark held me, feigned sympathy, but a new coldness settled in his eyes.
He blamed me, a silent, festering resentment.
I saw it in the way he looked at our son, in the way he barely touched me.
The memory tightened, sharp and painful.
I was back in our kitchen, the phone pressed to my ear, Jessica' s cheerful voice waiting for my answer.
"That would be great, Jessica," I heard myself say, my voice a stranger's, "Thanks."
The words felt like ash in my mouth.
Weeks after the crash in that first life, after I' d healed enough to walk, Mark drove me somewhere.
He didn't say where we were going.
The silence in the car was heavy, suffocating.
We ended up at the cemetery, at a new, polished headstone: Jessica Evans, Beloved Friend.
He pulled me out of the car, his grip like iron on my arm.
"She loved you, you know," he said, his voice flat, devoid of emotion.
Then he dragged me behind the mausoleums, away from any prying eyes.
The glint of metal wasn't the sun this time, it was a knife in his hand.
"You grabbed the wheel, Sarah," he hissed, his face contorted, "You killed her."
He stabbed me first, then our baby boy, cradled in my arms.
The pain was a fire, then nothing.
Now, I gasped, awake in the wrecked SUV again, the smell of gasoline and fear thick in the air.
The semi-truck was still there, its horn a distant, fading blare.
Jessica was slumped over the wheel, groaning theatrically.
My first instinct, a muscle memory of terror, was to call Mark.
My hand shook as I reached for my phone, his name already on the screen.
No.
Not this time.
My fingers fumbled, deleting his number from the call log, dialing 911 instead.
"Accident," I choked out to the dispatcher, "Highway 17, near the old mill, SUV and a semi, people injured."
I gave our names, then dropped the phone.
Sirens wailed in the distance, growing closer.
Mark' s fire truck was the first to arrive, lights flashing, engine roaring.
He jumped out, his eyes scanning the scene.
He saw me, then his gaze fixed on Jessica in the driver's seat.
He ran to her, yanking open her door, his voice full of concern.
"Jessica! Are you okay? Talk to me!"
He didn't even glance my way.