For three years, I' d been Noah' s on-again, off-again girlfriend, believing his rare kindness was love and his frequent dismissals just tests of my devotion.
This constant cycle of heartbreak always ended with me patching things up, swallowing my pride, and showing up with apologies I didn' t understand.
The ultimate humiliation came at a party he threw, right after he' d broken up with me via text, only to reveal it was a bet: he' d wagered I' d come crawling back.
He' d publicly ridiculed me, then casually discarded the custom-made game controller I' d poured my soul into for our anniversary-the same anniversary that was tomorrow.
My world shattered, but the final blow wasn' t his callousness, but his demand for me to abort our child, all to protect his reputation and settle a childish rivalry.
But the truth behind our first meeting, a cruel set-up designed to make him my "hero," ignited a fire within me, transforming the pain into a fierce resolve to reclaim my life, secure my future, and fight for the family Noah never truly valued.
For the ninth time in three years, Noah broke up with Ava.
The text message was simple, cold, and final. "It's over."
Ava stared at the screen, her fingers hovering over the keyboard of her laptop. The glowing lines of code for her indie game blurred. It was always like this, a sudden, sharp cut with no explanation. It always happened when he was with his friends, or when Scarlett, his childhood sweetheart, was back in town. This time, it was probably both.
A familiar ache settled in her chest. She scrolled through their chat history. Three years of her life were documented there, a long series of her apologies and his eventual, reluctant forgiveness. She was always the one to mend things, to swallow her pride, to show up at his door with his favorite food or a thoughtful gift. He never apologized, he only accepted her back when he felt like it.
Her phone buzzed again, but it wasn't from Noah. It was from one of his friends. "Huge party at Noah's tonight! You coming?" Ava's heart skipped a beat. A party. He broke up with her and then threw a party.
She typed a shaky reply, "I don't think I'm invited. Noah and I just..."
The friend's response came instantly. "Don't be silly. He's just being dramatic. Scarlett's here, you know how he gets. Just come over."
Scarlett. The name was a constant shadow over their relationship. Ava looked at the small, wrapped box on her desk. It was a custom-made game controller, the shell painted with a scene from her own game, a project she had poured her soul into. Inside, she' d had a private joke of theirs engraved. It was for their three-year anniversary, which was tomorrow.
She had to go. She had to fix this.
The wind howled outside, rattling her windowpane. A torrential downpour had started, the kind that flooded streets and made the city grind to a halt. Ava didn't hesitate. She grabbed the gift, threw on a coat, and ran out into the storm.
The taxi crawled through the flooded streets. She clutched the box to her chest, the cardboard growing slightly damp from the rain on her coat. She rehearsed her apology in her head, even though she didn't know what she was apologizing for.
Noah lived in a sleek, modern high-rise that seemed to touch the clouds. The lobby was all marble and gold, and the doorman looked at her damp clothes with disdain. She finally made it to the penthouse, the sound of loud music and laughter hitting her like a physical force as the elevator doors opened.
The apartment was packed with beautiful, wealthy people. They held champagne flutes and laughed at jokes she couldn't hear. She felt small and out of place in her simple coat, her hair still wet from the rain.
Then she saw him. Noah was standing by the massive floor-to-ceiling windows, a drink in one hand, his other arm casually draped around Scarlett's shoulders. He was laughing, his head tilted back, the picture of a man without a care in the world. He hadn't seen her.
Ava' s feet felt heavy as she walked toward them. When she was a few feet away, he finally turned and his eyes landed on her. The laughter died on his lips, replaced by a look of pure annoyance.
"Ava? What are you doing here?" he asked, his voice loud enough for everyone nearby to hear.
Scarlett looked Ava up and down with a small, self-satisfied smile.
"I... I came to talk," Ava stammered, holding out the gift. "For our anniversary."
Noah's friend, the one who texted her, appeared at his side. "See? Told you she'd come," the friend said with a smirk. "Pay up."
Noah let out a short, cruel laugh. He looked around at his audience. "A bet's a bet." He turned back to Ava, his eyes cold. "It was a bet, Ava. I bet Mark a thousand dollars that if I broke up with you, you'd come crawling back before the night was over. Looks like I won."
The words hit her, but she didn't seem to register them. She was frozen, her hand still outstretched with the gift. The music seemed to fade away, and all she could hear was the blood roaring in her ears.
Noah snatched the box from her hand. He ripped the wrapping paper off, opened the box, and glanced at the custom controller with a bored expression. "Cute," he said, his voice dripping with sarcasm. Then, without a second look, he tossed it onto a nearby table littered with empty bottles and dirty napkins. It landed with a dull thud.
Ava stood there, a statue in the middle of the crowded room. She watched as someone bumped the table, and the controller slid off, falling to the floor where it was immediately kicked under a sofa.
She didn't cry. She didn't scream. A profound numbness washed over her. She felt nothing at all.
Without another word, she turned around and walked away. She pushed through the crowd, past the curious and mocking faces, and stepped back into the elevator. The doors closed, shutting out the noise.
She walked out of the building and back into the pouring rain. The cold water soaked her clothes and hair, but she barely felt it. She just kept walking, one foot in front of the other, with no destination in mind.
High above, on a private balcony connected to the penthouse, Liam watched her go. He had seen the whole thing unfold through the glass doors. He saw the bet, the discarded gift, the look of utter devastation on Ava's face as she walked away.
He clenched his fists, his knuckles turning white. He' d known Noah for years, they were rivals in the tech world. He knew what a self-centered bastard Noah was, but this was a new low.
"He doesn't deserve her," Liam muttered to himself, his eyes following Ava's small figure until she disappeared into the rainy darkness. He had admired her from afar for a long time, impressed by her talent and her quiet strength. Seeing her treated like this made something in him burn with a cold, hard anger.
The next morning, the city was cleaning up after the storm. But in Ava's small apartment, the wreckage was all internal. The beautiful, custom-made controller she had spent weeks designing was gone, likely swept up with the trash from Noah's party. The thought of it lying in a landfill somewhere made her stomach clench.
She lay in bed, a fever starting to creep through her body from her long walk in the rain. She felt sick, but it was more than just a physical illness. It was a sickness of the soul.
For three years, she had convinced herself that Noah' s indifference was just part of his personality. He was a visionary, a busy entrepreneur, he didn't have time for the small sentimentalities that she cherished. She had believed his rare moments of affection were proof of his love, and his frequent dismissals were just tests of her devotion.
She remembered a dinner party a year ago. She had been so excited to go, to be introduced as his girlfriend. But he had left her side the entire night, mingling with investors and old friends, leaving her to stand awkwardly in a corner. She had overheard two women talking about her. "Is that Noah's new girl? She seems... plain. He usually goes for more glamorous types, like Scarlett." Noah had been standing close enough to hear, but he hadn't said a word. He just refilled his drink and walked away.
She remembered another time, she' d spent an entire day cooking a complicated meal for him, a dish he' d mentioned loving as a child. It contained shrimp, which she was mildly allergic to. Her hands had broken out in an itchy rash, but she didn't care. She just wanted to see him smile. When he arrived, he barely tasted it. "Oh, I'm not really in the mood for this tonight," he'd said, pushing the plate away and turning on the TV. He never noticed the red, swollen skin on her hands.
Each memory was a small cut, and now, after last night, she was bleeding out. The fever grew worse. Her head throbbed, and her body ached. She felt a wave of self-pity wash over her. It was always her, giving everything, and him, taking it all for granted.
With a trembling hand, she reached for her phone and called him. Maybe last night was a mistake, a drunken joke gone too far. Maybe he would apologize.
The phone rang once, twice, then went to voicemail. She tried again. This time, he picked up.
"What do you want, Ava?" His voice was rough, impatient.
"Noah, I... I'm sick," she said, her own voice weak and raspy. "I think I have a fever."
There was a pause on the other end. She could hear the faint sound of a woman's laughter in the background. It sounded like Scarlett.
"So? Go see a doctor," he said, his tone flat and uncaring. "I'm busy."
"Could you... could you maybe come over?" she asked, the words catching in her throat. The question was pathetic, she knew, but she felt so small, so alone.
"I just told you, I'm busy. Don't be so needy, Ava. It's not a good look." And then he hung up.
The finality of the click echoed in the silent room. She dropped the phone onto the bed and curled into a ball, the tears she had held back finally starting to fall. She cried for the wasted years, for her lost self-respect, for the foolish girl who thought her love could change a man who didn't want to be changed.
As she drifted in and out of a feverish sleep, her phone buzzed on the nightstand. She ignored it, assuming it was another cruel message from Noah or his friends. Hours later, when the fever had subsided slightly, she finally looked at it.
It wasn't from Noah. It was an email.
The subject line read: "Congratulations! Indie Game Awards Finalist."
She blinked, reading the words again. Her game, "Echoes of Starlight," the one she had been pouring her heart and soul into for two years, had been selected as a finalist for the "Best Narrative" award at the country's most prestigious indie game festival.
For a moment, just a single, fragile moment, the crushing weight on her chest lifted. It was a small light in a vast darkness, a reminder that there was a part of her that Noah couldn't touch, a part of her that was still hers, and that part had just been recognized as something special.