I was holding a diagnosis that gave me six months to live when I heard my fiancé's voice behind the oak tree.
Dominic Falcone, the Don of the New York Syndicate-a man who had buried three rival Bosses before his thirtieth birthday-had my sister pinned against the stone courtyard wall.
"I arranged the betrothal to keep you inside my circle," he said, his voice a low, possessive rasp. "Drop the collateral weight, Rosa. Let her go."
The collateral weight. That was me.
My sister, who had fought off armed soldiers to protect me when we were children, pressed her forehead against his chest. Her shoulders shook.
"Surviving this life would be a million times easier," Rosa whispered, "without having to carry her."
I stood frozen behind the bark. My fingers tightened around the medical report-Somnus Decay, terminal, six months-until the paper crumpled in my fist.
I didn't confront them. I didn't scream or cry or demand an explanation.
I closed my eyes, made a silent vow to whatever god watched over this blood-soaked Family, and took the first step toward orchestrating my own quiet disappearance.
Chapter 1
Serena POV
The diagnosis weighed less than a prayer card but hit harder than a bullet.
Somnus Decay. A neurological condition so rare it didn't have a formal name outside the Syndicate's underground medical archives. The nerves would degrade by slow degrees until my body simply forgot how to stay awake. Six months, the physician had said. Maybe less.
I'd walked back from the hidden clinic in a daze, my feet navigating the familiar streets by memory alone, until I reached the iron gates of the Falcone estate. I came to the old oak in the courtyard-the one Rosa and I used to climb as children-intending to pray for the two people I loved most.
That was when I heard them.
Dominic had Rosa against the wall. The Don who commanded three hundred soldiers and controlled every dock on the eastern seaboard was looking at my sister the way a starving man looks at bread.
"You arranged a betrothal with my fragile sister," Rosa said, her voice shaking, "just to corner me."
She broke the most sacred rule of the Syndicate. She struck the Don across the face.
The crack echoed across the courtyard. Any soldier would have taken a bullet to the skull before his hand dropped. Dominic didn't even flinch. He pulled her against his chest and his fingers pressed into her waist with the certainty of a man who had never been denied anything in his life.
"I need to protect you," he growled into her hair. "Drop the collateral weight. She's dragging you under."
Rosa fell silent.
I remembered being seven years old, when our father-a Capo who valued only strength-tried to sell me to a rival faction because of my weak heart. Rosa had grabbed a steel pipe and stood between me and three armed men. She took a beating that left her hospitalized for two weeks. She never cried.
I remembered her at sixteen, dropping out of school to run underground gambling rings. She laundered money through shell companies and front businesses, every dollar funneled toward my black-market medication. She never complained.
And now, pressed against the chest of the most dangerous man in New York, she whispered: "It would be easier without her."
I pressed the diagnosis against my chest and smiled through the tears cutting down my face.
I would make sure they found their peace. Even if it meant removing myself from the equation entirely.
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Serena POV
Rosa's hands-scarred across the knuckles from years of combat training-shook me awake with surprising gentleness.
My limbs felt like they'd been filled with wet cement. The Somnus Decay was accelerating.
I forced a smile and blamed fatigue. Before she could retreat to the kitchen, I caught her wrist and ran my thumb over the ridges of her calluses.
"Thank you," I said. "For everything, Rosa. For spending your whole life standing between me and the blood."
She blinked, and a flicker of something-guilt, maybe-passed through her dark eyes before she squeezed my hand.
"You're my sister, Serena. You're the only good thing I have left."
An hour later, Dominic arrived.
He moved through the penthouse like a shifting weather system, his presence sucking the warmth from the air. His tailored suit emphasized the lethal geometry of his frame-broad shoulders, narrow waist, hands that had ended lives without a second thought.
He handed a large string-tied box to one of his trailing guards. Without a word, Rosa went to the vestibule to take his coat.
When she returned, her lipstick was smeared and her lips were swollen.
I felt my airway seal shut. But I kept my expression perfectly, naively blank-the face of the sheltered girl they both believed me to be.
Dominic presented the box. Inside was a custom cake from the Family's front bakery.
It was identical to the one Rosa had ordered for me last week.
"Wow," I said, forcing brightness into my voice. "You two really do have a telepathic connection. This is exactly what Rosa likes."
A muscle in Dominic's jaw tightened before he masked it with a smooth expression.
We sat at the long mahogany table. I talked lightly about old times-how Dominic used to shield me during the turf wars, how he'd spent years making me believe I was his chosen Queen. But I watched the way his entire body angled toward Rosa even when he was speaking to me.
I was his alibi. A convenient, fragile piece he used to stay close to the woman he actually wanted.
I chose to keep their secret. I would shoulder this weight alone, play the oblivious ornament, and let them have each other.
Rosa leaned over to light the candles. As she settled back, the flickering light caught Dominic's hand resting on the back of her chair, his thumb tracing slow circles against the fabric of her shoulder.
I reached under the table and dug my nails into my thigh until I felt the skin break.
Then I sat up and smiled.
"Presents," I demanded, becoming the spoiled girl they expected. "And I already know Rosa's will be better than yours, Dom."
Dominic's dark eyes locked onto mine. His hand slid slowly into his jacket pocket, and something unreadable passed across his face.
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Serena POV
The tension in the dining room thickened until the air felt like glass about to shatter.
Dominic had been drinking. The whiskey had stripped the edges from his composure, and he leaned back in his chair, tracking Rosa's every movement as she circled the table to clear the plates.
"Who wouldn't be obsessed with you?" he murmured. "I certainly am."
The hum of the crystal chandelier was the only sound.
Rosa froze. Her training kicked in-her posture went rigid, her hand drifting instinctively toward the knife on the table.
"What the hell are you saying?" she hissed.
I forced a light laugh. "Dom's just talking about your work ethic. I didn't hear anything scandalous."
Rosa exhaled. Her fingers trembled as she grabbed a steak knife, and in her distraction, the blade slipped across her palm. A line of red bloomed against her skin.
"I'll get the first-aid kit," I said.
Before I could rise, Dominic shoved his chair back. He crossed the room and seized Rosa's wrist, inspecting the wound himself-his possessive protectiveness on full display.
"Let go," Rosa whispered, her eyes darting toward me.
Dominic didn't move. He stared down at her until her shoulders dropped in surrender.
I walked to the bathroom and retrieved the heavy trauma kit the Syndicate kept stocked for gunshot wounds. When I returned, Dominic finally released her and stepped back, his expression hardening into ice.
I sat on the Persian rug and pulled Rosa's hand into my lap. I cleaned the cut, applied antiseptic, wrapped it in gauze. I acted as though I hadn't seen a thing.
"The rest of the dinner passed in suffocating silence."
They both piled delicacies onto my plate, driven by a guilt they couldn't voice. They drank glass after glass of whiskey in grim silence until Dominic pushed himself away from the table and relocated to the leather sofa, where he finally passed out.
Rosa hoisted his arm over her shoulder and escorted the Don to his waiting armored SUV.
I stayed behind in the quiet penthouse, mechanically picking up empty glasses and wiping down the table. When I bent to retrieve a napkin near the sofa, my fingers brushed against something cold tangled in the rug fibers.
A diamond necklace. Heavy. The Falcone crest in the center, surrounded by precisely cut stones.
I carried it to my bedroom and pulled out the velvet box Dominic had given me hours earlier. Diamond earrings. I held them side by side.
A flawless match.
I stared at the glittering stones, and the truth settled over me in the dead silence.
I was never his partner. I was an accessory he'd picked up to complete the set he intended for her.
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