I wiped the sweat dripping down my forehead with the back of my hand. I was tired and needed some rest but didn't want to give in to that tired side of me.
Ever since I had an argument with my ex-boyfriend who called me fat, I've promised myself to prove him wrong. Exercising became my second friend. I've always known he never wanted me after all. Seeing that my father is rich and popular was one of the reasons he dated me.
It stings thinking about that but who cares? the deed has been done. Sigh
I think what I love about myself is my will of seeing through people's thoughts. I know being a rich man's daughter was going to be a lot. This means Fake friends would come and use me as they please, knowing the kind of person I was. As much as I try to be harsh with people, my heart won't let me. I still believe they will come back to love me again. Stupid, I know.
All my life, I've craved to be cared for but luck never seems to be on my side. It's so disheartening to bear.
I got tired of jogging so I stopped to take a breath. I glanced down at my wristwatch and was glad to see that I have only 39 minutes to round up for today. It was so satisfying to know. My body hurts badly.
***
Just as I was in haste to go home, I ran into Rex. He was in the same college as me. I groan inwardly sadly.
Rex smiled, poor thing.
I know Rex kinda likes me but stupid me can't see myself in a relationship with someone like him.
Why? I'll tell you why
He is a geek and I guess I'm a geek myself. I don't even know. I believe being with a geek just like I was will only make me less exposed. Yes, my ex wasn't a geek but then he isn't a bad boy either. He was average.
Would it be so stupid of me to say I find bad guys sexy? I'm more into bad guys than I thought. This is something I always keep to myself because I'm worried my friends would think I was stupid. Bella especially.
"Saw you from afar so I thought of saying hi," Rex said rubbing his neck. He was blushing too.
I found that cute but he just isn't my type at all " Uhm, yeah. "
" You seem to love exercise" he pointed out.
I would have laughed at that but I've grown to love exercising all thanks to my ex for calling me fat. I wasn't that fat or maybe not, I thought to myself.
I mentally remember how I look in the mirror, I have the right figure in the appropriate places. Yes, I have thick thighs that don't mean I was fat. I mentally rolled my eyes.
" Well I do" I answered Rex with a forced smile.
Rex want to keep the conversation going but I wasn't in the mood at the moment. All I wanted was to continue my morning run and that is it.
I look at my wristwatch and was glad to see it was already time for me to head back home.
" Erm...look, Allison..i...
I knew what was coming next so I thought of a way to prevent it. I stopped him before he could say it " oh, look at that. " I said all of a sudden staring at my wrist watch pretending to be sad " I'm sorry but I need to cut this short. I'm late and I'm sure the driver must be waiting already"
Rex was disappointed " But...but Allyson.....
"I'm sorry Rex but I need to leave now. Talk to you some other time " I said with an assuring smile
He let out a sigh" Ok"
I couldn't be more relieved so I nodded and then made my way to where the driver was, or where I suppose he was.
I walk out so fast like never before. I was glad to escape that weird situation. One thing was damn clear, I lied about the driver waiting for me. The truth was, I told the driver not to come to pick me up because I prefer to jog back home.
Dad shouldn't find out about this, of course, he would be so mad when he comes to realize that I came home without the driver. I hastens up as I made a run home. Thanks, good for my hoodie which came in handy. I was lucky it had a cap to cover my face.
Why is because I can't risk seeing my name on the paper tomorrow. The millionaire's daughter caught jogging home will surely be written on the front of tomorrow's newspaper. Dad would kill me if that happens not that I'm the most popular sister but then we can never know what to expect.
My house wasn't too far from the stadium I went to. I stop so I could cross the road but then a loud honk sound scares me off resulting in me falling on the wet concrete floor. I gasped loudly, I wasn't expecting that fall at all.
My hands were shaking and stared at the car which caused me to fall in disdain. I'd thought whoever was inside the car would take pity on me and help me up but the bastard didn't come down. He kept on honking at me to get up.
I scoffed
I was so mad but got up nevertheless. If glared could kill he would have been six feet buried underground. I could feel his burning eyes on me through the glass.
As much as I would love to see who it was but it was never possible. All I was sure about was, whoever it was is a man and that was that. I used that moment to cram his plate number, I need to hunt him down and teach him a lesson, not like I would do that.
I Allyson stepped aside and watch him leave. I couldn't believe what just happened. I was glad a few cars were passing by. He didn't even have an ounce of pity in him to help me.
Funny enough, he seems wealthy. I'm not being silly right now. It is easy to see that he was rich and that is because of his expensive car. Being a fan of cars came in handy.
The car he was riding is really expensive, it's a Ferrari. The newest edition at that.
" Allyson!!"
I was so lost in my thought. I got startled upon hearing my name being called in that manner. I turned only to see Rex jogging to catch up.
" Shit!" I muttered to myself. I wish I could crawl away but he finally caught me red-handed. He now knew that I lied to him about my driver.
" Are you alright Allison?" he asked inspecting my arms to see if there was any wound or swell.
I forced a smile" I'm fine "
" I was so scared when I saw you fell from afar...I mean...I didn't know you were the one...but then I came closer and saw that you are the one..." he stuttered worriedly " Are you sure you are fine?"
I nodded " I'm perfectly fine, trust me "
He wanted to oppose but believed me nevertheless "please come with me to my car. I'll drop you home "
I was about to object but had a second thoughts about it. People walking by saw what happened and it wouldn't be hard for them to recognize me.
" Sure, I'll go with you," I said with a forced smile. Deep down I knew he thought I was giving him hope for a relationship.
Rex was so happy. He felt like the happiest man alive. I could see his in his eyes
*****
I finally got home. Of course, dad was really angry. He found out that I went out without going with the driver. It's so annoying when he shouts at me.
I couldn't keep up with the yelling so I plan on making my way to the room but he pull me back. Right then I knew this was going to be a long night after all.
" Don't be irresponsible Allyson. You are acting so foolish" That hurts. I was never the good child anyways.
I fought back the tears. I tried hard not to allow his insult to get to me. I swallowed the tears. " I'm sorry,"
" Go to your room, now!" He said and I knew not to argue with him.
I made my way upstairs to freshen up. Yes, I never had a close relationship with dad. He was closer to my step-sister and am not sad about that. One thing I cherish a lot of my privacy. I love that so much.
This is the story of my life. My life is a bit twisted. Sigh
The reason why I'm the neglected child is that mom was dad's mistress. Yes, she wasn't legally married to dad. It was a one-night stand or rather hook up which then led to them giving birth to me. Sadly
I smiled bitterly at that shaking my head. This is why I always have to follow the rules in the house. If I chose to be strong-headed, my mom would be dragged to this again.
My stepmom was more like a witch. She never wants to see me around. This is more reason why I need to run away from this hell.
Sometimes, it makes me wonder why mom agreed to bring her to this hell hole of a world and why not take care of me by herself.
I wiped the threatening tears. I tried to smile reassuring myself that I will be fine.
After some soothing words, I made my way to the bathroom. I quietly enjoyed my bath.
I let out a sigh and tried hard to forget what happened but then something else got me thinking.
My almost an accident. I tried to think of the reason why the man in that black car refused to get down and help.
" Are people that wicked?" I question no one in particular. I was glad I know the plate number by heart. I need to do my findings
I relax my head. The important thing is the party she has with her friends this night. She needs to find a way to convince her dad to go. She can't miss this at all.
I stared at my tired face through the mirror. The maid woke me up as I had requested her earlier. It was almost time for the party and dad is yet to return.
Yes, I know I'm an adult and have all the right to do as I please but was tired of the bad names they call me and this was what made me want to be respectful, hopefully, they might come to understand me. One thing was sure for sure, it will never happen. I shook my head sadly.
I hugged her. It saddens me that no one understands me not even dad. Mom is nowhere to be found. According to dad, mom gave me up immediately after I was given birth. Dad never wanted any controversies in the news so he paid her off.
It hurts to know that your mother could give up on you. I want to know if she felt any form of pity whatsoever. I wiped the threatening tears. Thinking about it only makes things harder for me so I made a promise to enjoy the party tonight. I won't let my private problems ruin this for me.
I forced a smile " I deserve some happiness and I'm going to get that tonight. It's a promise "
I went into the bathroom to take my bath, I needed a warm bath, and funny enough, I decided to shave just in case my plan of having fun decides to change tonight.
I blushed hard thinking about the possibility of anything happening tonight. It's silly but hopefully, I meet a guy who would like me even if it's just for today.
I closed down my eyes enjoying the water. It soothes my body and made me feel lighter.
The song in the background was playing smoothly matching the emotion I was feeling right now. This was a special song for me. I love whatever song Ed Shereen sings. He is a good musician after all.
After a few more minutes of the warm bath, I got out of the bathroom. My dress was already laying on the bed. I was glad to have instructed the maid to pick out a nice dress for me and she did. I appreciate the effort the maid made.
I pass my hand through the fabric. It was a nice and sexy dress. My body kind of dress. Chuckle. I couldn't wait to put them on.
I applied some lotion to my body. I was gentle with it. I didn't want to be hard on my skin. I was a baby after all. I chuckled at the joke even though I knew it wasn't funny.
" I can't wait for the party tonight" I muttered to myself. I have a feeling I will enjoy every part of it.
It sounds so crazy right now. I was smiling like someone who was in love. Who knows, I might find my life partner at the club. On second thought, I knew it was never going to be possible. No one finds their soul mate at the club unless a bedmate. Nothing else but that. Gross
I put on my jeans train. I wanted to be sexy as ever today. I want to experience something I have never experienced before.
*****
"Where the hell are you?" Bella asked through the phone. "I kept trying to call you but you sent me to voice mail. Gosh, I was so worried for you "
I felt guilty. I didn't want to receive a scolding from Bella for coming late which was why I refused to pick up her call.
I felt bad that I made her this worried" I'm sorry. There has been a lot of traffic on the way" I honk as a car blocked me from passing.
" Please don't tell me you are driving yourself. Where is your driver?" Bella asked again. There was a hint of worry in her voice.
" I don't need one tonight. I can handle it " I tried to assure her but Bella wasn't having it.
She gasped " You've got to be kidding me. I need to spank your ass when you get here. This is just too much for me to take in"
." Why do you now sound like my father? Hey, you all need to calm down. I'm an adult and I can do whatever I want to do, it's my fucking life " I was getting riled up already.
Bella knew not to keep the conversation going. She didn't want to annoy me any further " We'll talk some more when you get here. Please be safe, okay?"
" I will"
The call ended. I released a breath I didn't know I was holding. I knew I sounded rude but the deed had been done. People need to start understanding that I'm not 18. I can think on my own without anyone trying to push me around. It hurts to see people look at me like some spoilt brat that doesn't know what she wants in life.
" I'm sick and tired of that " I gripped the wheel tightly. I was so irritated that I needed to take a deep breath before I could calm down. This is one more reason why I promise to give away my virginity to whoever wants it. I don't care anymore. Whatever outcome comes after, I will take full responsibility for that. This is a promise I made to myself. This will make people keep shut.
Finally, I sighted the club from afar and was glad. I approached the club gently with the car. Found a nice parking spot and park the car over there, relieving a sigh. To be honest, I was scared at first to drive this far but then I did it anyway.
I took her phone and her small purse. I saw no use in carrying a purse and had no choice but to take it if not Bella will query about it.
I got out of the car looking as beautiful and as sexy as ever. I have never felt this kind of confidence before. I was always in big dresses just to cover the fat around my buttock. I saw it as something irritating before but now I have come to admire every bit of it. A lot of people will die for a killer body like mine, I smirked.
Diane always says something along the line of " Don't you ever think you can threaten me because of that body" most time when we fight, Diane always brings up my body and I hated it. She always tries to make me believe that I have a very ugly body not until I realized that she was only jealous of me.
It's kind of funny anytime they fight over something as silly as this. As time passes I became used to Diane's insults toward me.
All I want to do is to focus on my mood today and I promise not to lay low in any form the way tonight. I adjusted my dress and made my way to the entrance of the Club. My phone made a buzzing sound. I refused to pick it up because I was sure it was Bella probably.
The moment I step foot into the club, the atmosphere changes. People turned to stare. It was a moment I have never felt before. The guys admire the way I look and the ladies were giving me stern looks. They were jealous.
On a norm, I would laugh out loud because I was focused on finding Bella.
" Allison!" I heard Bella scream.
For a moment I was glad she did that but on second thought people in the club now know my name. I waved it off with an eye roll.
I turn in that direction. Bella waved me over and I didn't hesitate to join them. I felt so uncomfortable with the eyes on me at the moment.
Among it all, I felt a little bit confused because there is this particular feeling I was having that someone dangerous was staring at her. I couldn't turn in that direction but could feel it deep in my heart. That is why I was glad that Bella found her at the right moment.
" Look at you!" Bella squealed " You look so gorgeous "I blushed hard. The attention was on me once again. The college guys all stared at me. They seem good looking but none seems to get my attention. I was hoping with the amount of time we'll spend together, she might find one of them interesting.
I sat down beside Bella. They were three girls and four guys. The third lady was Bella's cousin. She came with her boyfriend.
" Hi, I'm Ethan," the guy with blond hair said and brought out his hand for a handshake. I didn't want to seem rude so I took the hand.
" Allison"
" A beautiful name for a gorgeous lady like you," he said with a wink which made me roll my eyes mentally. Same old line.
He was a charmer and he would do well with the ladies though but I wasn't feeling him that way.
" Oh wow, thanks " I playfully said
The whole table burst into a fit of laughter. I knew at that moment that the night will be a long night.
We had enough drinks and fun. I enjoyed myself to the brim. I was glad I didn't go against my promise. This was all I needed after all.
" Would you dance with me?" Ethan got up and stretch his hand. I was confused at first before I realized he was talking to me. I didn't want to decline and make him feel bad. It was a harmless dance after all so I took his hand " sure, I'd love to dance "
He smiled at my reply and guide me to the dance floor. We both pretend not to be aware of others making fun of us. I find the whole thing funny.
Ethan found a spot for us on the dance floor. He wrapped his hand around my waist " Are you sure you wanna dance?"
I cock a brow" If I don't want to, I wouldn't have agreed to it trust me "
" I didn't want it to seem like I had to force you to dance with me," he said with a soft smile.
I love this gentleman's side of him. He makes me feel some kind of connection for him but not the way everyone is thinking. This connection was more like a friend connection.
Suddenly, I felt strange again. I felt those eyes on me. The mysterious eyes. I had a gut feeling that whoever it was is behind me.
We move to the beat of the music. It was a nice quiet song. It makes one want to marry their partner immediately if possible.
" You seem to be staring around." Ethan pointed out. He notice how tense I was.
I shook my head " It's nothing "
He didn't believe of course and didn't want to force the word out of me " Ok. Just relax and enjoy yourself"
So I forced a smile " Thanks "
Ethan nodded " You seem to be familiar though. I think I've seen you before but I don't know where "
I shrugged and stared at him " I'm Bella's friend after all. You must have seen me somewhere with her "
He shook his head " Not that way"
I furrowed her brows " I don't understand you"
"I think I've seen you in the news or the paper but I can't remember," he told me trying to remember where.
I knew exactly that he saw the picture of my family in the news. Dad was the talk of the town so it was nothing new to me that people knew how rich he was. The paparazzi follow him around a lot just so they can get some information about him.
I tried to change the topic " I mean, maybe its someone that looks just like me "
He went with that " you could be right. It might be so "
I felt a little comfortable with him. Dancing was never my thing but I did enjoy dancing right now, maybe it's because Ethan was a gentleman. He seems to be around twenty-four or twenty-five years. She isn't sure but he looks older than her.
" How old are you?" The question came out unexpectedly
He smirked, " Is someone scared that I might be very older than you are?"
I shook my head " Ermm... I was only wondering and that was it " I bit my lips and in a reflex, his eyes follow the movement.
Ethan swallowed softly. I saw the action but would like to pretend that I didn't. Wouldn't want to give him some fake signals
" You are single?" Okay, I didn't know when that question came out. I blame that on the alcohol. I always ask and behave stupidly most of the time in my drunk state.
He chuckled seeing my embarrassed face. I look so shy and ashamed of myself. Ethan finds everything I said funny.
He lift my head with the tip of his finger " You don't need to be ashamed of yourself. It's normal to me "
" But it's so not normal to me. I'm not blunt and I don't know why I'm blunt right now " I said with a pout
" I guess the drink is finally getting to you. Maybe we should sit?" He suggested
I shook my head " I want to dance "
Ethan laughed. It was a beautiful laugh " You are so adorable ".
..
" Why thank you " bowed my head jokingly
He burst out laughing harder " You are hilarious"
." I've been told that multiple times"
We danced some more and talked for quite some time not until I began to feel the pains in my legs. Standing so long in heels isn't my thing at all. I always get bruises around them.
" I think we should go and sit "I suggested and winced a little.
" Are you alright?"
I nodded " My legs pain a lot. I need to sit"
Ethan agreed so we went to have a sit. He helped me to sit. The others were also on the dance floor too.
We were the only ones sitting. It was a fun night actually and I was enjoying myself.
Suddenly, I felt a little off again. This was becoming scary. The feeling that someone was watching came back. I thought it was something I can handle but this was too much and scary. I didn't know who it was or where the person is at. All I know is that someone was staring at me.
" I don't know why I feel that someone is watching," I said out loud
Ethan was alarmed " Do you want to go home? I can take you home if you want " he offered which was so kind of him.
" No, you don't need to bother. Moreover, I'll be sleeping over at Bella's house " that was what I wrote on the note I left for dad.
Dad prefers Bella to any of my friends. It's not as if I have lots of friends to bring home but because Bella's dad was dad's friend, that just ticks all the boxes. He trusts me with them. I mentally rolled my eyes. Dad can be something else.
I notice Ethan was quiet, he seem to be in thought about something or someone.
" Are you alright?"
" Regarding your question earlier, yes I'm single, " he said and that made me turn red.
He chuckled at my flushed face " You don't need to be shy about it. "
I smiled " You are so charming "
" Aww, a compliment from a beautiful lady like you is what I desire "
I busted out laughing so hard. They were in their world and they didn't even notice that the others were already seated.
" What are you love birds gossiping about?" Bella asked with a smile. She seems defensive in a kind of way.
" Never mind " Ethan stated and winked at me who can't hold my laughter.
Bella's face changed entirely. I noticed it and I don't like this at all. Something is wrong.
The other saw the tense atmosphere. It felt as though Bella's cousin knew what was going on but I don't.
" let's try something guys. Truth or dare"
The guys seem interested. Amidst all this, I stared at my friend " Bella" I whispered
Bella turned to answer " Yeah," she answered with furrowed brows.
" Are you alright?" I asked to be sure
It was easy to have the conversation , they were sitting kind of closer.
Bella smiled a little " Yeah" i knew that smile wasn't the actual smile she always gives ne but didn't want to press...
The game began. It went round for a while until it was Bella's turn. All eyes turned to her. I smiled a little seeing the spark in Bella's eyes.
" Truth or dare?"
" Dare"
I couldn't be more surprised to see Bella go for a dare. It's possible there is someone she likes amongst the guy and i can't wait to find out.
.
Bella's cousin was the one to give the dare. We all paid attention to what she was going to say.
" Uhm, ... I dare you to kiss Ethan"
Suddenly, I felt a twitch in my chest. I wasn't jealous whatsoever but was shocked. I was very sure that Ethan must be Bella's crush. I smiled so wide getting Bella's attention.
Bella was so shy to even stare at anyone. When she saw the look on my face she turned red. Ethan on the other hand seem surprised but then a playboy will always be a playboy. He was already ready for the kiss.
Everyone cheered so loudly and they pushed her to do the kiss once and for all. Not all knew that she has a crush on Ethan. The others saw it as a joke and nothing more.
They kissed for 20 seconds and when the time went up, Bella sat down back on her seat. She was so embarrassed which was so lovely to watch.
" Well next is Allyson" Ethan pointed out with a wink. He is sure a playboy.
" Yeah!!"
" Truth or dare?" Ethan asked with a wink again.
I rolled my eyes at him but answered nevertheless " Truth"
" Interesting," he said clasping his hands together
" Are you a virgin?"
I felt a thud .