Ayla's POV
The ceiling above my bed was stained yellow with time, like it had soaked in every sleepless night I'd spent staring at it. Each night, the fan generated random sound patterns which never synced with my excessive thinking processes as the floorboards warned me through creaks that facing another day wouldn't be less challenging than previous attempts.
In the one-bedroom apartment I shared with the convenience store below, the air became bitter from burnt coffee, which matched the store's desperation. Nighttime wind entered through the faulty window opening, further exposing my inadequate blanket coverage. But I couldn't afford better. No matter the arrival of regular bills, the fridge made more noise than its limited contents.
I brushed off a shiver by hugging my arms, and then I looked at the envelope sitting on the counter. The final notice stared at me through bold red print, which seemed to enjoy saying you're out of time cruelly.
I wasn't surprised. My mother had barely held things together before cancer took her last breath-and every dime we had. After that, the hospital bills came. Then the landlord's warnings. Then the realization that the family name I carried had never opened a door-it had only raised questions. Questions she refused to answer.
That's when I found the photo.
It was tucked inside an old jewelry box I almost threw away-a black-and-white picture of my mother, young and laughing, in the arms of a man I'd never seen before. But the way he looked at her, and the date scribbled on the back-just months before I was born-set off a storm in my chest.
I flipped the photo over so many times that the paper wore thin.
Throughout my life, she kept my father's identity secret. Whenever I inquired about my father, she stopped speaking before redirecting the conversation. She would conceal knowledge about my father because she wanted to protect me from a force surpassing my understanding. Since her death, the emptiness between my ears proved too heavy for me to bear.
I needed answers. And I needed money.
So I did what people like me always did when we were running out of options: I took the first job I could find.
The agency called it a "domestic position." The pay was decent, but the requirements were odd. Discretion. Live-in preferred. No questions. No visitors. A single name on the listing caught my attention: Blackwood Estate.
I froze. That name wasn't just on the envelope. It was scrawled in ink on the back of that photo. Dominic Blackwood.
Coincidence? Maybe. But it didn't feel like one.
I clicked on the listing and filled out the application before I could second-guess myself. I used my real name. My real address. For the first time, I wanted to be found-wanted someone to notice me, to recognize what even my mother never said aloud.
I didn't sleep that night.
Instead, I lay in bed thinking about the man in the photo. His expensive watch. The way he looked at my mother like she was the entire room. If he really was who I suspected-if he was my father-why had he left? Why had he let us scrape by in the cracks of a city he probably owned half of?
And what would I do if I walked into his world, and he didn't even remember her name?
The next morning, the agency called me back.
"You're hired," the woman said, her voice clipped and cold. "Report to the estate tomorrow at 7:00 AM. Be early."
No interview. No paperwork. Just instructions.
My stomach twisted.
I spent the last of my grocery money on a secondhand pair of flats and a navy blouse that looked almost professional. I couldn't afford luggage, so I packed my things into an old duffel bag, zipped it until the fabric strained, and stood by the bus stop like I belonged to a better story.
While I waited, I thought about the last time I saw my mother smile. We were watching a rerun of some drama she liked-one with forbidden love and powerful men who thought money could buy everything. "Life doesn't work like the movies," she said, her voice raspy with exhaustion. "But sometimes... sometimes it comes close."
I didn't know what she meant then. I'm not even sure I do now.
As the city rolled past the window, I pressed the photo between my fingers and whispered a promise to her memory.
I'm going to find him. And I'm going to make him see me.
The entrance featured iron bars overlaid with gold-tipped vines and an indecipherable coat of arms that I couldn't identify from my taxi ride. When the car stopped at the intercom, I briefly worried if someone had made the wrong call about my entrance. I didn't belong here. A red flag on my thrift-store blouse seemed to be urging me toward departure.
When I announced my name to the speaker, the security gates took a while before reluctantly swinging their doors open.
White roses that appeared freshly trimmed by morning light adorned perfect hedges that flanked the driveway towards the mansion. The estate mansion built at the path's end resembled a high-end magazine publication - offering a sleek and cold grandeur alongside an impossible scale. No family residence could be mistaken for this formidably built structure. Power enclosed itself through architectural elements made of marble and stone.
After that conversation, the driver ceased all communication. After I carried my large duffel bag, the driver paid no attention before continuing toward the mansion. As he walked away, silence settled upon me with the tenderness of fog.
Before I could tap on the door, the woman there emerged to greet me. The woman towered above me with her elegant look as she wore a sleek black suit. Her tight ponytail caused pain that showed in her expression.
The woman stared through me with her eyes while making the declaration, "You're Ayla Sinclair".
"Yes."
Without speaking, she unlocked the door so I could enter. Marble floors and multiple glittering chandeliers met me, along with morning light seeping through skylights in the magnificent entryway. My attention refused to look away from the stunning environment. Not in real life, anyway.
The woman continued walking while announcing her identity through the clicking sound of her heels. "Housekeeper. You'll report directly to me."
I responded quickly before walking behind her through a hallway that had a light rose scent with notes of lemon polish.
Guests require permission before you access the upper levels at this establishment. Move through the west wing, which holds all staff accommodations. Your uniform, along with your daily tasks, will be assigned to you. Everyone you address at the hotel should be called 'sir' or 'ma'am' unless different instructions are given. The kitchen at the building's rear serves food to staff members. Workplace restrictions include both forbidding personal visitors and banning phone usage for all employees during standard business hours.
Her voice taunted with the definitive tone of rocks. My body was uncertain if I was responding through movement or nervous rocking.
"Yes, ma'am."
"Good."
We passed tall oil paintings and glass cases filled with items that looked like they belonged in a museum. Everything here screamed money-old, inherited money. Money that didn't make room for mistakes or second chances.
Mrs. Harrington stopped outside a heavy wooden door and turned to me. "This is your room. You'll find everything you need inside. You're expected to begin work at eight sharp. Breakfast prep, then laundry. Understood?"
"Yes."
She glanced back at me before disappearing without speaking another word.
I entered the space and then pulled the door shut behind me. The space spanned wider than my outstretched arms, yet it maintained both cleanliness and heat. The wall stood alongside a twin bed on which a properly arranged uniform lay across-comprising black pants together with a gray shirt and a white apron. The window provided a tiny amount of sunlight to enter the space.
I dropped my bag and sat on the edge of the bed, the mattress creaking softly beneath me. My heart hadn't stopped pounding since I got here.
This is it, I told myself. I'm inside now. I just have to stay invisible. Do the job. Find out what I need to know-and leave.
But as I reached into my pocket and pulled out the worn photo again, that confidence started to crack.
He was here. Somewhere in this house. If Dominic Blackwood was the man in this picture-if he was my father-what then? Would I confront him? Ask him why he'd abandoned us? Or would I keep pretending I was just another housemaid dusting the halls of a mansion that might've been mine in another life?
I tucked the photo under my pillow and lay back on the bed.
The ceiling here was smooth, painted in soft cream, and free of water stains. It looked too perfect. Too still. Like nothing bad had ever happened here. But I knew better.
Everyone had secrets.
And I had just stepped into the heart of one.
The Blackwood Estate was a maze of marble and shadows, and by the time I learned my way from the staff wing to the main kitchen, I'd already gotten turned around twice. Thankfully, no one noticed-or at least no one said anything. Mrs. Harrington was too focused on the breakfast schedule to bother with my wandering.
By seven-thirty, the kitchen was a flurry of motion. Stainless steel countertops, hanging copper pots, and at least four cooks working in silent coordination. I was handed a list-coffee service, table settings, and clean-up. Simple, repetitive, invisible.
That was what I needed to be: invisible.
While cleaning trays, a younger maid at the hotel asked, "You're the new one?" With her hair in a tight bun, she spoke in a light accent that might be French.
"Yeah. Ayla."
She spoke her name, followed by her first smile of the day. Every new beginning at work starts with the most stressful day, according to experience.
"You've worked here long?"
"Three months. Long enough to know the rules matter more than the people."
I glanced at her. "What do you mean?"
She looked around, then leaned in. "Don't talk to the guests. Don't speak unless spoken to. And don't-whatever you do-draw attention to yourself."
I nodded. "No one will ever have to worry about that."
However, I understood the statement went against reality.
I wished for someone to pay attention to me even though I said I didn't want this.
Together with Claire, we received instructions to serve breakfast trays in the east dining room at approximately eight o'clock. The building remained silent before our steps made small echoes upon the brilliantly maintained floors. My hands shook gently as I held the silver tray, which made the china items gently ring against each other while I walked.
A broad corridor spanned from one side to another, featuring large windows opposite dozens of oil paintings. Thin curtain fabric allowed sunlight to create stretched golden streaks across the marble floors. The silence here was deeper-thicker.
Then I saw him.
A man emerged from a nearby section of the passage. The man stood at least six feet tall while donning a well-fitted navy business suit paired with dark hair. His presence was immediate. Commanding. His wealth didn't define his presence because he carried power with the same authority as royal leadership.
My heart stopped.
Without checking his name tag, I instantly recognized him as Dominic Blackwood.
Dominic Blackwood.
From his position several yards away, I noticed how the sharp lines of his jaw combined with the set of his shoulders and the frosty flames in his eyes. To me, the photograph on my pillow revealed eyes that matched the person standing ahead.
He was older now, of course. But he hadn't lost the weight of presence-if anything, it had solidified with age. And though he didn't look at me, my entire body went rigid as he walked past us without a single glance.
Claire bowed her head slightly. I did the same, but I couldn't help stealing one more look.
He didn't stop.
Didn't turn.
Didn't even blink in my direction.
I was nothing to him.
Time passed in a hazy stream throughout the rest of the morning. I wrapped up my work while avoiding eye contact and pushing away the anxious feeling rising in my belly. What did I expect? Did he see me? Perhaps he would feel something inside? An invisible force within his inner being would unknowingly call out my name.
I was foolish.
Back in the staff quarters during lunch, I barely touched my food. Claire noticed but didn't push.
"You're quiet," she said gently. "Bad morning?"
I shook my head. "Just... a lot to take in."
She smiled. "It always is. They live in a different world here. We're just ghosts in it."
I finished my shift before going back to my room to close the door. The quiet space felt oppressive because I carried too many unspeakable burdens with me.
I brought the picture to my eyes one more time for a long look.
"You're here," I whispered. "So am I. What now?"
For the first time, doubt crept in. What if my mother was wrong? What if I was wrong? What if he wasn't my father, and this was all just a coincidence?
But something deeper-something stubborn-told me I wasn't.
I didn't come here for a job.
I came here for the truth.
And whether he wanted to see me or not, I would find it.