The rain mixed with the tears on her face, hot and salty against the cold water. She let out a short, jagged laugh that sounded more like a sob. She had almost died today. She had faced the ground rushing up to meet her. And yet, that impact hadn't hurt half as much as this.
The fluorescent lights overhead were too bright, humming with a frequency that seemed to vibrate directly against Anjanette's skull. She blinked, her eyelids feeling like sandpaper, and tried to lift her right arm. A sharp, searing pain shot from her shoulder down to her wrist, forcing a gasp from her dry throat. She gritted her teeth against a wave of dizziness, a lingering ghost of the concussion the doctor had warned her about. She looked down. Her arm was wrapped in thick gauze, a stark white against the bruising that was already blooming violet and green along her skin.
She was alive.
The memory of the turbulence, the screaming alarms of the private jet, and the terrifying silence that followed the crash rushed back in a fragmented, chaotic wave. She remembered the cold air rushing in through a breach in the fuselage. She remembered waiting for the end.
A nurse bustled into the room, checking the IV bag hanging by the bed. She didn't look at Anjanette's face, just at the equipment.
Excuse me, Anjanette croaked. Her voice was a ruin. Has anyone been here? My husband?
The nurse paused, her eyes flickering toward the door and then back to the chart in her hands. She seemed uncomfortable, shifting her weight from one foot to the other.
Just the flower delivery, Mrs. Horton. From a Gertrude Horton. No visitors.
Gertrude. Adam's grandmother. The only one who had ever looked at Anjanette with anything other than disdain. But Adam?
Anjanette reached for the phone on the bedside table with her good hand. The screen was cracked, a spiderweb of fractures distorting the glass, but it flickered to life. She tapped the call log. Her heart hammered against her ribs, a frantic bird trapped in a cage.
There were three missed calls. All from the insurance company regarding the aircraft.
Zero from Adam.
She opened the news app. The headline screamed in bold black letters: Horton Private Jet Emergency Landing – Pilot and Passenger Survive. Below it was a photo. It wasn't of the crash site. It was a file photo of Adam, looking dashing and severe in a charcoal suit, cutting a ribbon at a new tech hub in the Brooklyn Navy Yard. The timestamp on the article was two hours ago.
Adam was smiling in the photo. He was cutting a ribbon while she was bleeding in a ditch.
A coldness that had nothing to do with the hospital air conditioning settled deep in her marrow. It started in her chest and spread outward, numbing her fingertips. She wasn't just unimportant; she was nonexistent.
She reached up and ripped the IV tape from her hand.
Ma'am! You can't do that! the nurse yelped, dropping the chart.
Anjanette didn't look at her. She slid her legs over the side of the bed. The floor was freezing against her bare feet.
I am signing out against medical advice, Anjanette said. Her voice was stronger now, fueled by a sudden, icy rage. I have a Grade 2 abrasion and likely a mild concussion. I will monitor for vomiting and pupil dilation myself. Give me the paperwork.
The nurse looked stunned by the sudden shift in demeanor, by the medical terminology flowing from the woman they had assumed was just a traumatized trophy wife.
Ten minutes later, Anjanette walked out of the sliding glass doors of the emergency room. She was wearing her hospital gown tucked into a pair of oversized scrubs the nurse had pitied her with, and a thin, disposable windbreaker.
It was raining. Of course it was raining. A cold, New York drizzle that soaked through the thin fabric instantly, plastering her hair to her forehead.
She stood on the curb, shivering. She didn't want to go back to the penthouse. The idea of that glass-walled mausoleum made her stomach turn.
A sleek black vehicle turned the corner, its headlights cutting through the gloom. Anjanette's breath hitched. She knew that car. It was a Bentley Mulsanne, the extended wheelbase edition. Adam's car.
For a split second, a pathetic hope flared in her chest. He had come. He had heard.
She stepped back behind a concrete pillar, sudden shame washing over her. She looked like a wreck. She didn't want him to see her like this.
The car didn't stop at the general pickup. It glided past her, smooth and silent, and pulled up to the VIP entrance fifty feet away.
The driver, a man she knew well, got out and popped a large black umbrella. He opened the rear door.
Adam stepped out.
Anjanette pressed herself against the cold concrete of the pillar. He looked impeccable. No tie, top button undone, sleeves rolled up to his elbows. He looked worried. His brow was furrowed, his jaw set tight.
He turned back to the car interior and reached in.
He didn't pull out a briefcase. He didn't step aside. He leaned in and scooped someone up into his arms.
It was a woman. Petite, blonde, fragile.
Casie Haynes.
Casie had her face buried in the crook of Adam's neck, her arms wrapped tightly around his shoulders. She looked small and precious, like fine china that needed to be handled with extreme care.
Anjanette watched, paralyzed. She couldn't hear what they were saying, but she saw Adam's lips brush against Casie's forehead. It was a gesture of such tenderness, such protective instinct, that it felt like a physical blow to Anjanette's gut.
Adam turned and carried Casie toward the VIP elevators. He didn't look left. He didn't look right. He certainly didn't look toward the general exit where his wife, who had just fallen out of the sky, was standing in the rain.
Her phone buzzed in her pocket. She looked down numbly. It was an automated text from the airline: We apologize for the inconvenience regarding your luggage...
She looked back up, but the automatic doors had already slid shut behind them. They were gone.
Anjanette looked at her left hand. The simple platinum band on her finger felt heavy, like a shackle. She gripped it with her right hand, twisting it over the knuckle. It felt cold, alien. She didn't throw it. Instead, a cold resolve settled over her. This deserved more than a desperate, rain-soaked gesture. It deserved a final, deliberate burial.
A yellow taxi splashed through a puddle and slowed down near her. Anjanette raised her hand.
Where to? the driver asked, eyeing her strange outfit.
Horton Manor, she whispered. Then she cleared her throat and said it again, louder. Horton Manor.
She climbed into the back seat and closed her eyes, but the image of Adam carrying Casie was burned onto the back of her eyelids.
The taxi driver was halfway to the manor when Anjanette leaned forward, the vinyl of the seat sticking to her damp scrubs.
Turn around, she said. Her voice was hollow.
The driver glanced in the rearview mirror. Lady, the meter is running.
Go back to the hospital. The side entrance.
She couldn't explain why. It was a form of self-flagellation, perhaps. Or maybe she just needed to be absolutely certain. She needed the knife to be twisted all the way in before she could pull it out.
When they arrived back at the clinic, Anjanette didn't go to the reception. She knew the layout of this building. She used to run errands here for Adam's mother, picking up prescriptions, delivering files. She slipped through a service entrance she knew was often left propped open for the laundry service, her head swimming with a dizzy spell she ruthlessly pushed down. She pulled the hood of the windbreaker up and kept her head down.
The security guard at the VIP wing was new. He glanced at her, but she walked with the brisk, annoyed purpose of a staff member on a smoke break, and he let her pass.
The hallway on the third floor was quiet, carpeted in plush beige that absorbed the sound of footsteps. She saw the Bentley parked outside through a window, so she knew they were still here.
She crept toward the Obstetrics and Gynecology suite. The door to exam room three was ajar.
She pressed her back against the wall, hidden by a large potted ficus. Her heart was beating so hard she thought it might be audible in the quiet corridor.
...everything looks perfect, Mr. Horton. A deep, professional voice drifted out.
Then a lighter, breathy voice. Adam, look. You can see the little hands.
Casie.
Anjanette closed her eyes.
A nurse walked out of the room, holding a clipboard. She paused to speak to a colleague at the station just a few feet from Anjanette.
Mr. Horton is so intense, the nurse whispered, shaking her head. You'd think it was the first baby in the world. He's making us run every test twice.
Well, it's early, the other nurse replied. Only twelve weeks. You have to be careful.
Twelve weeks.
The words hit Anjanette like a physical slap. She did the math instantly. Twelve weeks ago was mid-August.
August 14th. Their third wedding anniversary.
Adam had been in London. He had called her, his voice clipped and distant, saying the merger talks were running long and he couldn't make it home. Anjanette had sat at the dining table alone, blowing out the candles on a cake she had baked herself.
He hadn't been in a boardroom. He had been in bed with Casie Haynes.
Inside the room, Casie giggled. It's moving!
He's active, Adam's voice was a low rumble. It was the voice he used when he was satisfied with a deal. Warm. Proud.
Anjanette clamped a hand over her mouth to stifle the retching sound that tried to escape her throat. The bile tasted acidic and bitter.
She turned and stumbled back down the hallway, her vision blurring. She collided with a janitor mopping the floor.
Watch it! he snapped.
Anjanette didn't hear him. All she could hear was twelve weeks, twelve weeks, twelve weeks.
She made it back to the taxi and collapsed into the seat.
Horton Manor, she said again. And this time, don't stop.
She pulled out her phone and typed into the search bar: Adam Horton London Trip Casie Haynes.
Nothing. Just press releases about Horton Industries' global expansion. Photos of Adam shaking hands with old men in suits. The PR team had scrubbed everything. It was a perfect, sanitized narrative.
The taxi wound its way up the long driveway of the estate. The iron gates swung open, the hinges silent. The butler, an older man named Stevens, opened the front door as the taxi pulled up. His eyebrows shot up when he saw her getting out of a yellow cab in hospital scrubs.
Madam? Stevens asked. Mr. Horton called. He said you had a minor injury.
Minor, Anjanette repeated. She walked past him into the grand foyer.
The house was massive and cold. It smelled of lemon polish and old money. On the wall hung a portrait of her and Adam from their wedding day. Adam looked bored. Anjanette looked hopeful. She wanted to rip it off the wall and smash it over her knee.
Mrs. Perry, the housekeeper, bustled in from the kitchen. Oh, Mrs. Horton! You're back. Can I get you some tea? You look... pale.
I'm fine, Anjanette said, walking toward the stairs.
She passed the room that was supposed to be the nursery. It was a room Adam had told her not to decorate yet. We're not ready, he had said. Let's focus on my career first.
The door was cracked open.
Anjanette pushed it.
The room wasn't empty. It was filled with boxes. Pink boxes. Bags from high-end baby boutiques. A crib that cost more than a Honda Civic was already assembled in the corner.
She walked over to a pile of gifts on the changing table. There was a card attached to a silver rattle.
For my darling Casie and the little princess. Can't wait to meet her. Love, Elaine.
Elaine. Adam's mother.
Anjanette's knees gave out. She grabbed the edge of the crib to steady herself.
They all knew. Elaine knew. The staff probably knew. The entire world was in on the joke, and the punchline was Anjanette.
She heard the heavy thud of the front door closing downstairs. Then the sound of expensive leather shoes on the marble floor.
Adam was home.
Anjanette stood at the top of the grand staircase, gripping the banister until her knuckles turned white. She watched him.
Adam walked into the foyer, loosening his tie with one hand. He looked tired, the kind of weary satisfaction that comes after a long day of managing crises. He handed his jacket to Stevens without looking at him.
Where is she? Adam asked.
Mrs. Horton is upstairs, sir, Stevens replied quietly.
Adam looked up. When his eyes met hers, he didn't flinch. He didn't look guilty. He just looked annoyed.
Why are you standing there in the dark? he asked. And what are you wearing?
Anjanette walked down the stairs slowly, one step at a time. The pain in her arm was a dull throb now, overshadowed by the adrenaline coursing through her veins.
Where were you? she asked. Her voice was steady, terrifyingly calm.
Adam sighed, walking past her toward the living room bar. Work. I heard you checked yourself out. That was irresponsible, Anjanette. The doctors wanted to keep you for observation.
Work, she repeated. Is the VIP maternity ward considered a satellite office now?
Adam froze. He was pouring a glass of scotch. The liquid splashed slightly over the rim. He set the bottle down slowly and turned to face her.
You followed me? His voice dropped an octave. It wasn't a question; it was an accusation.
I didn't have to, she said. You weren't exactly hiding. You carried her in, Adam. Like she was glass.
Adam took a sip of his drink. He leaned back against the mahogany bar, crossing his ankles. His casual arrogance was breathtaking.
Casie is having a difficult time. It's a high-risk pregnancy. She needed support.
Support, Anjanette laughed. It was a brittle, sharp sound. Twelve weeks of support? Since our anniversary?
Adam's jaw tightened. That was an accident. It wasn't planned.
An accident is spilling coffee, Adam. Sleeping with your ex-girlfriend in London while your wife sits at home is a choice.
He set the glass down hard. The sound echoed in the cavernous room.
Stop it, he said. His voice was cold steel. You're being hysterical. Casie is fragile. She's not like you. You... you can handle things. You're resilient. That's why I married you.
Resilient. It was a code word. It meant used to suffering. It meant low maintenance.
I married you because I thought you were different, he continued, walking toward her. He used his height to loom over her, a tactic that usually made her shrink back. But tonight, she stood her ground. This situation with Casie... it's complicated. But the child is a Horton. We have a duty to the family.
We? Anjanette asked. There is no 'we' anymore.
Adam rolled his eyes. Don't be dramatic. You're my wife. You're a Horton now. You signed the prenup. You know exactly what your life would look like without me.
He reached out to brush a stray hair from her forehead.
Anjanette flinched away as if his hand were a burning brand. Don't touch me. You smell like her.
Adam's hand hovered in the air, then dropped to his side. His expression hardened.
You're forgetting where you came from, Anjanette. That foster home in Ohio? The nothingness? I gave you a life. I gave you purpose. Don't throw a tantrum just because things got messy.
The air in the room seemed to vanish. He had said the quiet part out loud. To him, she was a rescue dog. A charity case he had plucked from obscurity to manage his schedule and warm his bed.
I want a divorce, she said.
Adam let out a short, derisive snort. He picked up his drink again.
No, you don't. You like the penthouse. You like the clothes. You like pretending to be someone who matters.
He took a sip, watching her over the rim of the glass.
Go to bed, Anjanette. Take a pill. We'll talk about this when you're rational.
He turned his back on her and walked into his study, closing the heavy oak doors with a definitive click.
Anjanette stood alone in the hallway. Mrs. Perry was dusting a vase in the corner, keeping her head resolutely down, pretending she hadn't just witnessed the execution of a marriage.
Anjanette looked at the closed door. A strange sensation washed over her. It wasn't sadness anymore. It was clarity.
She turned and walked toward the guest wing. She would not sleep in their bed tonight. She would not sleep in sheets that smelled of his lies.