For three years, my husband Carter Hancock had erectile dysfunction. Or so he told me. I was the one who pulled him from a fiery car crash, and this marriage was his promise to cherish the hands that saved him.
But tonight, I overheard him with my sister-in-law, Jodie. He confessed his condition was a lie to avoid touching me, and that he' d always loved her. Our marriage was just a sham to appease his grandfather.
The betrayals kept coming. He claimed she was the one who saved him. He abandoned me during a landslide to rescue her. When I woke up in the hospital with broken ribs, he asked me to donate skin from my leg to fix a scratch on her face.
He wanted to mutilate my body for the woman who stole my life, the woman carrying his secret child. My love was a burden, my sacrifice a joke they laughed about behind closed doors.
Then I found the final, soul-crushing truth: our marriage certificate was a fake. I was never his wife, just a placeholder.
That night, I picked up my phone and called the one person he' d warned me away from.
"Alex," I whispered, my voice breaking. "I need to leave. Can you meet me in Europe?"
Chapter 1
HAZEL POV:
I found out my marriage was over the same way the rest of the world did: on a news alert. But the lie had been living in my house for three years.
For one thousand and ninety-five days, my husband, Carter Hancock, had erectile dysfunction. Or so he told me. It was a condition that only existed within the walls of our bedroom, a cruelty reserved only for me.
Tonight was the 1096th day. I'd seen the doctor's report I wasn't supposed to see. Carter was perfectly healthy. The lie was a wall he had built between us, and tonight, I was going to tear it down.
I stood outside his study, my hand raised to knock, when I heard voices from inside. A woman's soft laugh, followed by Carter's low murmur. It was Jodie, my sister-in-law.
"Honestly, Carter, how much longer do you have to pretend with her? I can't stand seeing you two together," Jodie said, her voice dripping with the familiar disdain she saved just for me.
My hand froze in mid-air. My heart started to pound against my ribs, a frantic, trapped bird.
"Just a little longer, my love," Carter's voice was a gentle caress, a tone he had never used with me. "Grandfather is still watching. He feels he owes you for saving my life from the crash. This marriage to Hazel is just a show to keep him happy, to keep you in the family."
The world tilted. My breath caught in my throat. She saved him? No. That wasn't right. I was the one who pulled him from the fiery wreckage of his Ferrari. I was the one whose hands were scarred from the shattered glass and twisted metal.
Carter's next words shattered what was left of my world.
"Jodie, you know I can't stand touching her. This sham of a marriage is the only way I can be with you. Once I have full control of Hancock Industries, we can be together. Properly."
He loved her. He had always loved her.
"And what about her brother, Gary?" Jodie's voice was laced with a cruel amusement. "His dying wish was for you to take care of his little sister. He must be rolling in his grave."
"He should have minded his own business," Carter spat, his voice suddenly cold. "If it weren't for him, I would have married you years ago. All my kindness to Hazel, all the patience... it was all an act. Every second with her feels like an eternity."
A wave of nausea washed over me. The past three years, my patient love, my careful nursing of his supposed trauma, my unwavering support-it was all a joke to them. A story they laughed about behind closed doors.
My whole marriage was a lie. My love was a burden. My very presence was a performance he was forced to endure.
My stomach churned, and a bitter taste rose in my throat. I stumbled back from the door, my hand flying to my mouth to stifle a sob. My foot caught on the edge of the Persian rug, and I went down hard, my knee slamming into the marble floor.
Pain shot up my leg, sharp and white-hot. It was the same knee I had injured pulling him from that car wreck. A new pain layered over an old scar, a physical reminder of the truth.
I remembered the day he proposed. He had held my scarred hands in his, his eyes filled with what I thought was adoration. "Hazel," he'd said, "these hands saved my life. Let me spend the rest of mine cherishing them."
It was all a lie. A beautifully crafted, soul-crushing lie.
My love for Carter started when I was a teenager. He was my brother's best friend, charismatic and brilliant. I had crushed on him for years, writing his name in my notebooks, dreaming of a future that now felt like a nightmare. I had devoted ten years of my life to loving him, three of them as his wife.
And for what? To be his alibi. To be the placeholder for the woman he truly loved. To be a pawn in their twisted game.
Every gentle touch, every "I'm sorry, Hazel, it's the trauma," every night spent in our shared, sterile bed-it was all poison. He married me to repay a debt to Jodie. A debt that I had earned.
A violent retch escaped my throat. I scrambled to my feet, my body shaking uncontrollably. I had to get out. I had to escape this house of lies.
My phone felt heavy in my trembling hand. I scrolled through my contacts, my eyes blurring with tears, until I found his name. A name I hadn't called in three years, not since Carter had subtly convinced me he was a bad influence.
Alex Porter. My childhood friend. My anchor, before Carter became my storm.
The phone rang twice before he picked up.
"Hazel?" His voice was hesitant, surprised.
The sound of his name on my lips was a ragged whisper. "Alex."
"Hey," he said, his tone shifting from surprise to concern. "It's been a while. Everything okay?"
I couldn't form the words. A choked sob was my only answer.
"Hazel? What's wrong? Where are you?"
"I need you," I finally managed to say, the words breaking apart. "Can you help me? I need to leave."
There was a pause on the other end, a beat of silence that felt like an eternity.
"Yeah," he said, his voice now firm, serious. "Of course. Where do you need me to be?"
He didn't ask why. He didn't need to. He had seen the shadows in my eyes on my wedding day.
"I can book a flight," I whispered. "Can you... can you meet me in Europe?"
"Whatever you need," he said, his voice a lifeline in the darkness. "But what about him?"
"He can't know," I said, my voice shaking. "Not yet."
Another strangled sound came from behind the study door. A woman's moan.
I felt sick.
I heard Carter's voice again, muffled but clear enough. "Don't worry, my love. The baby will have everything. We'll tell everyone it's a miracle. We'll say it's mine and Hazel's. She'll be the perfect cover, just like she always is."
HAZEL POV:
The world went silent. I stood frozen in the hallway, Carter's words echoing in the sudden quiet of my mind. A cover. They were going to steal my life, my name, for a child that wasn't mine, a symbol of their love that I would be forced to carry as my own shame.
A sour taste filled my mouth. The sounds from the study, the soft murmurs and stifled moans, became a physical torment. Tears streamed down my face, hot and silent. Through the blur, I saw a ghost of myself, the naive girl who had walked down the aisle three years ago, so full of hope.
I remembered all the times I had tried to bridge the gap between us. I'd worn the lingerie he'd once said he liked, only for him to turn away, blaming a headache. I'd initiated contact countless times, only to be met with a flinch and a gentle, "Not tonight, Hazel. I'm just not ready."
He was never ready for me. But for Jodie, he was more than ready. The proof was growing inside her.
The next morning, I walked down to the dining room like a ghost. Carter and Jodie were already there. He was placing a piece of cantaloupe on her plate, a small, intimate gesture that felt like a slap in the face.
"Morning, sleepyhead," Carter said, his smile not reaching his eyes.
I saw it then, under the table. His hand was resting on her thigh, his thumb drawing slow, possessive circles.
"Morning," I replied, my voice flat. I sat down, the chair scraping loudly against the polished floor.
Carter frowned, a flicker of annoyance crossing his face. "Is something wrong?"
Before I could answer, Jodie gagged, her hand flying to her mouth. She bolted from the table, and we could hear her retching in the nearby powder room.
Carter's body tensed. He half-rose from his chair, his instinct to go to her, but he caught my eye and froze. His gaze darted back and forth between me and the hallway, a man caught between his duty and his desire.
He stayed seated, but his attention was gone. He kept looking toward the powder room, his concern for Jodie a palpable thing in the air.
When Jodie returned, pale and shaken, Carter shot up from his seat.
"This food is unacceptable," he snapped at our private chef, who stood nervously by the kitchen door. "What is this? It's making Jodie sick."
The breakfast was smoked salmon and poached eggs. My favorite. He knew it. This wasn't about the food; it was about punishing someone for Jodie's discomfort.
My appetite vanished. I pushed my plate away.
"Where are you going?" Carter demanded, grabbing my wrist. His grip was surprisingly tight.
"I'm not hungry."
"Don't be difficult, Hazel," he said, his voice low and commanding. "I was thinking we could all go for a drive. Up to the cliffs. The fresh air will do Jodie good." He didn't wait for my response, turning to the maid. "Martha, pack a basket. Make sure to include the ginger ale Jodie likes, and a blanket. The soft cashmere one."
He listed off Jodie's favorite things, from the sparkling water she preferred to the specific brand of crackers she ate. I was an afterthought, a piece of luggage being brought along for the ride.
In the car, the passenger seat, my seat, had been adjusted. It was pushed far back, and a small, pink silk pillow was tucked against the headrest. Jodie's. I remembered asking Carter once if I could leave a book in the car, and he'd told me he hated clutter.
His car was a sanctuary, just not for me.
I swallowed the lump in my throat. "Jodie, why don't you sit up front? You'll be more comfortable."
She gave me a grateful, sickly smile and switched places with me. I spent the entire drive in the back, watching them in the rearview mirror. They chatted and laughed, their heads close together. I felt like a stranger.
The picnic was a performance. Carter played the part of the doting husband for a few friends who met us there, but his eyes constantly strayed to Jodie. He knew exactly when to remind her not to drink her iced tea too fast. "You know it upsets your stomach, sweetheart."
He caught me watching and his hand shot back as if burned. He quickly turned to me, a fake smile plastered on his face. "Hazel, have some juice. I know you love cranberry."
I stared at the glass he offered. I hadn't been able to drink cranberry juice for two years. Not since a chronic stomach issue had developed.
He didn't know. Or he didn't care.
He then offered me a plate of shrimp. "Here, your favorite."
I'm allergic to shellfish. Jodie loves shrimp. My throat closed up.
Just then, the sky turned a dark, bruised purple. The wind picked up, and suddenly, rain was lashing down.
"We should go," I said, my voice tight. "The road will be dangerous."
"Don't be such a party pooper, Hazel," Jodie whined, pulling her blanket tighter. "I want to wait for the rainbow."
"Jodie's right," Carter said, his tone leaving no room for argument. "We're staying."
His eyes were cold, daring me to argue. I fell silent.
The rainbow never came. Instead, the ground began to shift. A low rumble grew into a roar, and a wave of mud and debris came surging down the hillside. A landslide.
Panic erupted. People screamed and ran. I scrambled to my feet, but my ankle twisted on the slick grass, and I went down with a cry of pain.
"Carter!" I screamed, reaching for him.
He was already moving, but not towards me. He swept Jodie into his arms and ran for the line of cars, leaving me behind in the mud and the rain.
I watched him go, his back turned to me, his only concern the woman in his arms. The sense of abandonment was so absolute, it was almost peaceful.
I managed to pull myself up, my ankle screaming in protest. I took one step, then another, before my foot slipped again. This time, there was nothing to stop me. I tumbled over the edge of the cliff, the world spinning into a chaos of pain and darkness.
The last thing I remembered was the crushing weight of my own body hitting the rocks below.
When I woke up, I was in a hospital bed. Carter was sitting beside me, his face a mask of guilt.
"Hazel," he said softly. "You're awake."
I tried to speak, but my throat was raw. My entire body ached.
"The doctors said you're lucky," he continued, avoiding my eyes. "Just a few broken ribs and a bad concussion. Jodie... Jodie's face was cut up pretty badly by some flying debris. The doctors said she needs a skin graft to avoid permanent scarring."
He finally looked at me, his eyes pleading. "They need a donor, Hazel. From your leg. They said you're the best match."
HAZEL POV:
"A skin graft?" My voice was a raw, disbelieving croak. "You want them to take skin from my leg... for her?"
Carter had the decency to look away. "It's just a small piece, Hazel. They said it would heal quickly. It's for the best."
For the best. The words were a mockery. I had understood when he couldn't touch me. I had understood when he preferred her company to mine. I had understood being abandoned on a mountainside. But this? This was a new level of cruelty. He wanted to mutilate my body for the woman carrying his child.
A surge of rage, hot and powerful, flooded through me. "Get out," I screamed, my voice cracking. "GET OUT!"
I swiped my arm across the bedside table, sending a water pitcher crashing to the floor.
Carter flinched, his jaw tightening. "Hazel-"
"Mr. Hancock," a nurse called from the doorway. "Your grandfather is on the line."
He shot me one last look, a mixture of frustration and impatience, before turning and walking out.
I looked down at my left hand. The wedding ring felt heavy, foreign. It had always been a little too big. A stand-in ring for a stand-in wife. With a bitter laugh that turned into a sob, I pulled it off my finger and threw it with all my might. It hit the window with a soft clink and disappeared into the bushes below.
I spent two days in that hospital. Carter visited twice, brief, perfunctory visits filled with empty apologies about being busy with "company business."
The nurses whispered in the hallway. I heard my name, followed by Jodie's.
"Can you believe it? He leaves his wife, who has broken ribs, to sit with the sister-in-law who just has some scratches."
"I heard the sister-in-law is pregnant. They say Mr. Hancock is the father."
"Poor Mrs. Hancock. What a terrible marriage."
I closed my eyes, the words a fresh wave of humiliation.
When I was discharged, Carter was waiting by the main entrance. He took my bag, his touch making my skin crawl.
"I'm sorry I wasn't around more," he said, his voice unnaturally gentle. "Things have been crazy at the office."
I didn't answer. I walked past him and got into the back seat of the car.
Back at the Hancock estate, Bertrand Hancock, the family patriarch, was waiting. He was a formidable man, his face etched with the lines of power and tradition. He rushed forward, his eyes filled with concern as he took my hands.
"My dear Hazel, you've suffered," he said, his voice thick with emotion.
He turned to Carter. "Carter was reckless. But he was worried about Jodie, you know how it is. Don't hold it against him."
He was making excuses for him. Even him.
He gestured to the staff, who brought forward boxes of expensive gifts. It was a payment for my silence, for my pain.
Then, he took a small, velvet box from his pocket. Inside was a magnificent diamond necklace, a famous piece known as "The Hancock Star." It was the family heirloom, passed down to the wife of each generation.
He clasped it around my neck. "You are the only Mrs. Hancock I will ever recognize," he said, his voice firm. He glanced pointedly over my shoulder towards the hallway, where Jodie had just appeared. He was making a statement.
Jodie's face went white. She mumbled an excuse about feeling unwell and fled up the stairs.
Carter started to follow her, but a sharp look from his grandfather stopped him in his tracks.
I looked down at the cool, heavy diamonds on my skin. It felt like a gilded cage. I knew what I had to do. Later that evening, I went to the study to return it.
As I approached the study door, I heard their voices again, raised in anger.
"Why would you give her the Star?" Carter demanded. "It belongs to the matriarch! It should be for Jodie!"
"I will say this one last time," Bertrand's voice was like stone. "I only recognize Hazel as your wife. That... woman will never have that title."
"It doesn't matter what you recognize!" Carter's voice was strained, desperate. "My marriage certificate with Hazel is a fake! I'm already legally married to Jodie!"
The world stopped. A fake. The piece of paper I had cherished was a forgery.
My body trembled violently. I turned and ran, my breath coming in ragged gasps. Back in my room, I tore through my safe until I found it. The marriage certificate. My hands shook as I unfolded it. And there it was. A glaring typo in the city clerk's name. A detail I had been too blissfully happy to ever notice.
I was not his wife. I was his mistress, unknowingly.
I laughed, a broken, hysterical sound that turned into weeping.
The next thing I knew, a maid was shaking me awake, pulling me from the bed.
"Mrs. Finley! Come quickly!"
She dragged me downstairs to the living room. On the floor, the Hancock Star lay, its chain broken, diamonds scattered. Bertrand stood over it, his face a mask of thunder.
The maid pointed a trembling finger at me. "It was her! I saw her come down and smash it!" she cried. "I've worked for this family for twenty years! I would never lie!"
Bertrand's cold eyes fixed on me. "Hazel, did you do this?"
Before I could deny it, my gaze fell on Jodie, standing in the corner. In her hand, she was holding a photograph. A picture of my frail, elderly parents, smiling, completely vulnerable. It was a threat.
My mouth went dry. My voice was a whisper. "Yes. I broke it."
Bertrand's face was a stone wall of disappointment. "I'm very disappointed in you, Hazel. You will stay in your room until you understand your mistake."