My husband, Derek, once called me his princess. But when my parents died and I miscarried our child, he told me to be "radically independent" and handle my grief alone.
After I tried to end my own life, I woke up in the hospital to see him holding his crying assistant, Krystal.
He whispered to her, "You never have to be strong with me."
He told the doctors I was just seeking attention and hung up. Krystal later visited, blaming me for the miscarriage before destroying my mother's heirlooms. Derek believed her lies, throwing me out of our home and leaving me with nothing.
He thought I was a weak, dependent woman he could easily discard. He thought his tech empire was his own creation.
He never knew his "self-made" success was a gift, secretly funded by my billionaire family. Now, he's about to learn what happens when a princess decides to become a queen.
Chapter 1
Aspen Donaldson POV:
I watched Derek, my husband of three years, walk away from the wreckage of my car, the twisted metal still hissing from the impact. Three years ago, he' d called me his princess, promised to shield me from every storm. Now, he was walking into a phone call, muttering about his "radical independence" philosophy and how I needed to handle this myself. My left arm pulsed with pain, but the ache in my chest was worse.
"Aspen, you're a capable woman," he'd said earlier that morning, holding his coffee mug, not my hand. "A fender bender is hardly a catastrophe. Call the insurance. Handle it."
He didn't even look at me.
Later that week, the phone rang. My dad. A sudden heart attack. Gone. Just like that. I collapsed, the receiver clattering to the floor. Derek, ever the pragmatist, booked me a flight. "It's the fastest way there, Aspen," he said, handing me the itinerary. No offer to come with me. No hug. Just a piece of paper, a cold, printed ticket to my grief.
"He was your father-in-law," I whispered, tears blurring my vision.
Derek just shrugged, his eyes already back on his laptop screen. "And you are radically independent, my love. You don't need me to hold your hand through every life event."
I went alone. I buried my father alone. The world felt like it was ending, but Derek wasn't there. When I came back, hollowed out and barely functioning, he noticed nothing. He was busy building his tech empire, or at least that's what he said.
My mother, she couldn' t bear it. She followed my father three months later, dying of what the doctors called grief, but I knew was a broken heart. This time, Derek didn't even book a flight. "Aspen, this is becoming melodramatic," he told me flatly. "You're seeking attention. People die. It's a fact of life. You need to be strong."
Strong. The word was a hammer blow. He used it to dismiss every tear, every tremor in my voice. My therapist, a kind woman named Dr. Evans, diagnosed me with severe depression. Derek scoffed. "Depression is a luxury for those with nothing better to do. You have a beautiful home, a successful husband. What precisely are you depressed about?"
He made it sound like a personal insult, a flaw in his perfect life.
I was drowning. My parents were gone. My husband was a ghost. The world was cold and dark, and I was losing myself in it. I found out I was pregnant. A small flicker of hope. Maybe this. Maybe a baby would bring us back. Bring him back. He was thrilled, for a moment. He posted it on social media, tagged me, then went back to his meetings.
The miscarriage was silent, brutal. Just a dull ache that turned into a waterfall of blood. I was in the bathroom, alone, clutching my stomach, watching the last shred of my hope drain away. I called Derek. No answer. I called again. His assistant, Krystal, picked up. "Mr. Webb is in a very important board meeting, Mrs. Donaldson. Can I take a message?"
"I'm losing the baby," I choked out.
There was a pause. "Oh. I'll let him know when he's free." Her voice was flat, devoid of sympathy.
I hung up. There was no one. Just me and the blood. The quiet house. The empty nursery I' d started to plan in my head. The weight of everything crushed me. I wanted it all to stop. I wanted the pain to stop. The pills were easy to find. I swallowed them, one after another, until the world started to blur.
I woke up to the screech of sirens. Blurry faces, frantic voices. A sterile white room. The insistent beeping of machines. I was in an ER. They had saved me. They had saved me, but for what?
Then I saw him. Derek. But he wasn't looking at me. He was across the room, his strong arm around Krystal Berg, his assistant. Her face was tear-streaked, her breathing ragged. She was hyperventilating, a minor panic attack from a stressful meeting, I overheard a nurse whisper. Derek was stroking her hair, pulling her close. His voice, usually so clipped and demanding, was soft, tender.
"It's okay, Krystal," he murmured, his gaze full of an affection I hadn't seen directed at me in years. "You never have to be strong with me."
The words hit me harder than any physical blow. You never have to be strong with me. My vision swam. All this time, his 'radical independence' for me wasn't a philosophy. It wasn't about principle. It was about her. It was about his profound lack of love for me. It was about a love he willingly offered to someone else, while demanding I be unbreakable.
A bitter, ironic laugh bubbled in my throat. He wanted me to be strong, because he wouldn't be strong for me. But for Krystal, for her minor breakdown, he was her rock. What a joke my life had become. What a cruel, twisted joke.
I felt a strange clarity then, a cold, sharp understanding. He would regret this. He would regret everything. But would he? Would he regret losing the "princess" he destroyed, when she finally decided to stop being a princess and become a queen? Would he even notice?
"Ms. Donaldson?" a nurse's voice cut through the fog. "Can you hear me?"
My eyelids felt heavy. The world was tilting.
"Her vitals are dropping again!" a different voice, agitated, yelled. "Where's her husband? We need to reach her husband!"
I heard the frantic attempts. The phone ringing. Ringing. And ringing. No answer.
"Keep trying his office line! His personal cell! This is critical!"
Finally, a tired-sounding doctor, Dr. Chen, took the phone. "Mr. Webb, this is Dr. Chen from St. Jude's. Your wife, Aspen Donaldson, was brought in several hours ago. She's in critical condition. We believe it was an attempted suicide. We also... she suffered a miscarriage."
A long pause on the other end. I strained to hear, my heart hammering against my ribs.
"A suicide attempt?" Derek's voice, distant and annoyed, crackled through the phone held near my ear by the nurse. "Honestly, Dr. Chen, Aspen is far too dramatic for her own good. Always seeking attention. And a miscarriage? She was barely showing. Are you sure?"
Beside him, I heard Krystal's faint, overly sweet voice. "Oh, Derek, honey, don't be so hard on her. She just needs you, you know? She's not as independent as I am."
Derek chuckled, a dry, dismissive sound. "Exactly, Krystal. Some people just thrive on being coddled. Aspen needs to learn to stand on her own two feet. This is precisely why I've been encouraging her 'radical independence.' Clearly, it's not sinking in."
Dr. Chen's face tightened, a flicker of outrage in her eyes. She pulled the phone away slightly, her voice barely a whisper to me. "I am absolutely sure, Mr. Webb. She lost the baby. And her life is still very much in danger."
"Look, Doctor, I'm in a very important meeting right now," Derek snapped. "I can't just drop everything for another one of Aspen's melodramatic episodes. Just tell her to be independent. Deal with it. She's a grown woman."
"Mr. Webb," the nurse interjected, her voice sharp with disbelief. "She tried to kill herself. She's lost her child. This isn't a 'melodramatic episode.' This is a cry for help!"
"A cry for attention, darling," Derek corrected, his voice dripping with condescension. "That's what it is. And I'm not playing into it. Tell her... tell her if she truly wants to be independent, she needs to prove it. She needs to survive without me. If she can't even manage that, then she's not worthy of being my wife. Tell her to show some strength. And frankly, if she's so desperate to leave this world, maybe she should just get on with it. Stop wasting everyone's time."
The line clicked. He hung up. Just like that.
Dr. Chen stared at the phone, then at me, her expression a mix of horror and pity. "Aspen, I'm so sorry."
His cruel words echoed in my head, carving themselves into my bones. Stop wasting everyone's time. Get on with it. The room started to spin faster. The beeping of the machines became a frantic, fading rhythm. My breath hitched. It was just as he wanted. I was wasting time.
"She's crashing!" someone yelled. A wave of darkness washed over me. I felt myself slipping, pulled under a dark current. But then, somewhere deep inside, a tiny spark ignited. A defiant spark. I will not give him the satisfaction. I will not die for him. I will not let him win.
I clutched at something, anything, willing myself to fight. My eyes squeezed shut.
"She's gone," a voice whispered.
But I wasn't. Not yet. I would live. I would live to make him regret every single word. I would live to show him what true independence looked like. And it wouldn't be without him, it would be despite him.
I felt a jolt, an electric shock. My body arched. I heard muffled shouts. But I was already gone, swallowed by the darkness, a new resolve hardening in my silent heart.
Aspen Donaldson POV:
The world slowly sharpened into focus. White ceiling tiles. The rhythmic hiss of a ventilator, then the soft, steady beep of a heart monitor beside my bed. My eyes fluttered open. A nurse, her face kind and tired, was leaning over me.
"Aspen? Can you hear me?" she asked gently. Her name tag read 'Sarah'.
I tried to speak, but my throat was raw, my mouth dry. I managed a weak nod.
"Oh, thank god," she breathed, a genuine smile spreading across her face. "You gave us quite a scare. Welcome back." She reached out, her hand warm and firm as she squeezed my shoulder. "You're a fighter, Aspen. A real fighter."
Her touch, that simple, unexpected human warmth, sent a tremor through me. It had been so long since anyone had offered comfort without expecting something in return. If only Derek had held me like that, just once, when my parents died. If only he had offered a single word of genuine concern after the car crash, or the miscarriage. Would I have ended up here? Perhaps not. But the past was a bitter, unchangeable landscape.
Sarah helped me sip some water, her movements gentle. She adjusted my pillow. "You've been through a lot, honey," she said, her voice soft. "But you made it. That's what matters."
I closed my eyes, letting the quiet strength of her presence wash over me. I thought back to our wedding day. Derek, handsome and beaming, had sworn to cherish me, to protect me. "Through sickness and in health," he'd promised, his hand intertwined with mine. "Until death do us part." Those vows felt like a cruel mockery now. His heart had changed. Or perhaps, it had never truly been mine to begin with.
Days bled into a hazy week. Derek never showed. Not a call, not a text, not a single flower. He was true to his word. He wanted me independent. He wanted me to deal with it. And so I did. I dealt with the empty bed, the silent room, the gnawing loneliness that threatened to consume me. Sleep became my only escape, a temporary reprieve from the crushing weight of reality.
One afternoon, I drifted in and out of consciousness, hearing snippets of conversation from the nurses' station just outside my door.
"Did you see Mr. Henderson's wife?" a young voice chirped. "She hasn't left his side. Brings him fresh clothes, reads him books. He's so lucky."
Another voice, older, wistful. "Yeah, that's real love. My husband used to do that for me when I broke my leg. Always made sure I had everything I needed."
I felt a bitter laugh rise in my chest. Lucky. They talked about those wives, those husbands, with such admiration, such envy. If they only knew. If they knew the woman lying in this bed, the one who looked like any other patient, was secretly the heir to an empire. If they knew the man who abandoned her was hailed as a self-made genius, his success secretly funded by her own family. Would they still envy them? Would they still call that love?
Dr. Evans, my therapist, visited daily. She was a lifeline. "Aspen, we need to address the underlying issues," she said, her gaze unwavering. "The depression, the trauma. You've endured immense loss. It's okay to accept help."
Before, I would have resisted. I would have put on a brave face, trying to prove to Derek, to everyone, that I was 'strong.' But now, after hearing Derek's words in the ER, after facing death and choosing to live, something inside me had shifted. The desire to please him, to earn his affection, had vanished.
"Okay," I whispered, the single word a monumental surrender and a powerful affirmation. "I'm ready."
I swallowed the antidepressants, let Dr. Evans guide me through breathing exercises. I talked about my parents, about the miscarriage, about the hollow ache of Derek's rejection. The medication slowly lifted the heaviest fog from my mind, not erasing the pain, but making it bearable. It gave me a small space to breathe, to think.
I remembered trying to get pregnant, clinging to the hope that a child would mend the gaping chasm that had opened between Derek and me. How foolish I had been. The baby wasn't a bridge; it was a mirror, reflecting just how broken our marriage truly was. Its loss, agonizing as it was, was the final, undeniable proof. This marriage was a tomb, and I was interred alive.
The thought didn't bring tears, only a cold, quiet resolve. I was done. Done with the pity, done with the pain, done with Derek. It was time to sever ties. To break free. To reclaim myself.
I picked up the hospital phone, my hand steady. I dialed Derek's cell number, a number I knew by heart, a number I' d called so many times in desperation, only to be met with Krystal's polite dismissal. My finger hovered over the call button. No more. This wasn't a plea. This was a declaration.
He answered on the second ring, surprisingly fast.
"Aspen?" His voice was wary, almost hesitant.
"Derek," I said, my voice flat, devoid of emotion. "I want a divorce."
There was a silence, then a burst of muffled laughter and Krystal's high-pitched giggle in the background. A loud clinking of glasses. The sound of a party. My stomach clenched. Even now, even after everything, he was celebrating.
"A divorce?" he finally said, his tone still tinged with annoyance. "Aspen, darling, have you looked at yourself? You're in a hospital bed. You just tried to-"
"I am recovering," I cut him off, my voice gaining strength. "And I want a divorce. I've had enough."
Another pause. The background noise seemed to quiet slightly. "Is this some kind of new tactic, Aspen? To get my attention? Because it's not working. You know how much I value independence."
"I know exactly what you value, Derek," I said, a cold edge entering my voice. "And it's not me. So, yes. Divorce. Now."
He let out a sigh, as if I were a particularly difficult client. "Fine. But can we discuss this when you're... not in a hospital? This isn't exactly the time or place for such dramatics."
"No," I said, my voice firm. "It's the perfect time. I want you to know, unequivocally, that I am done."
"Darling, you're being ridiculous," he scoffed, the annoyance returning, laced with a familiar condescension. "You're probably still on those heavy sedatives. Let's talk later, when you're thinking clearly."
"I am thinking perfectly clearly, Derek," I stated, my eyes fixed on the blank wall. "And I don't want to talk later. I want this over."
"Oh, honestly, Aspen," he sighed again, but this time, there was a hint of something else, a note of unease. "You're just lonely. Perhaps you'd like me to send Krystal over with some flowers? She's very good at cheering people up."
The suggestion was a fresh stab. Krystal. Cheering me up. The woman he'd openly coddled while I lay dying. The woman who was laughing in the background of his life while mine was in ruins.
"No, Derek," I said, my voice chillingly calm. "I wouldn't like that at all. Just send me the papers." I ended the call. No goodbye. No lingering words. Just a definitive click.
I lay back against the pillows, a strange sense of peace settling over me. It was done. The first step. The hardest step. Now, the real fight would begin. And this time, I wouldn't be fighting to save a marriage. I'd be fighting to save myself.
Aspen Donaldson POV:
I hung up the phone, the clinical click echoing in the sterile room. A strange mix of liberation and profound sadness washed over me. I had said the words. I had demanded my freedom. And Derek, oblivious and self-absorbed as ever, was still at some party, his mistress giggling in the background. My chest ached, but it wasn' t the despair of before. It was a phantom pain, a memory of a wound that was finally beginning to close.
The next morning, the hospital room felt colder. The peace I' d felt after the phone call was fragile. It shattered when the door creaked open, revealing Krystal Berg. She stood there, a vision in a fitted emerald dress, holding a ridiculously oversized bouquet of white lilies and a brightly wrapped gift bag. Her eyes, usually so calculating, were wide and innocent, rimmed with a faint redness that suggested she' d been crying. A performative show, I was sure.
"Aspen, darling!" she exclaimed, her voice a little too high, a little too sweet. She glided into the room, filling it with the cloying scent of lilies and her expensive perfume. "Derek told me what happened. Oh, you poor, poor thing!"
She placed the lilies on my bedside table, pushing aside my water glass. The gift bag-a trendy designer brand I recognized as Krystal' s preferred luxury-was thrust towards me. "This is from Derek and me. Just a little something to lift your spirits."
I stared at the bag. It was the same brand I used to love, the brand Derek had bought for me on our anniversaries. Now, Krystal was presenting it. A subtle power play. I could almost hear her whispering, He buys this for me now, not you.
"Thank you," I said, my voice flat, refusing to engage in her charade.
Krystal perched on the edge of the visitor's chair, crossing her long legs. I noticed a new, sparkling diamond pendant nestled in her cleavage. It was strikingly similar to a design I' d once admired in a jewelry store window, a design Derek had dismissed as "too flashy" for me.
She caught my gaze, a sly smirk playing on her lips. "Oh, this?" she said, touching the pendant lightly. "Derek bought it for me just last week. A little 'thank you' for all my hard work. He said it reminded him of... well, never mind." She paused, letting the implication hang in the air. "He's just so generous, isn't he? Makes you feel so special."
My stomach churned. I closed my eyes, trying to block her out. Her sickeningly sweet voice, the scent of her perfume, the image of that stolen necklace. It was all too much.
"Aspen, don't you want to open your gift?" she pressed, her voice edged with faux concern.
I kept my eyes closed. "I'm tired, Krystal. Please, just leave."
"Oh, but I came all this way!" she whined, a hint of steel underneath the feigned helplessness. "Derek was so worried. He said you've been so... difficult lately. We were both so concerned about your mental state. Especially with... well, you know."
She leaned in conspiratorially, lowering her voice. "Derek told me you've been on birth control for years. He always wanted a baby, you know. He was so upset about that. Said you were preventing him from having a family."
My eyes snapped open. How did she know that? It was a private matter, a discussion between Derek and me, made years ago when I wanted to focus on my career first, and he'd agreed. Now she was weaponizing it.
"He also said," Krystal continued, oblivious to my growing fury, "that you've been so selfish, always putting yourself first. And now, this... this tragedy. Losing the baby. It's just... karma, isn't it? For denying him a child for so long."
My blood ran cold. Karma? She was blaming me for the miscarriage? For grief?
"I hope," Krystal added, her voice dropping to a venomous whisper, "that this time, you really do lose everything. I hope you lose your mind. I hope you lose your hope. I hope you lose your life, just like that poor little baby you never wanted."
My hand moved before my mind could process it. A sharp, stinging slap echoed in the quiet room. Krystal' s head snapped to the side, her perfect makeup smudged, a red mark blooming on her cheek. Her eyes, no longer innocent, blazed with pure hatred.
In an instant, her demeanor shifted. She clutched her cheek, tears springing to her eyes. "Oh! How could you, Aspen?" she whimpered, her voice cracking. "I was just trying to be kind! Derek said you were volatile, but I never believed him!"
She stood up, stumbling slightly, her eyes wide with feigned terror. "He loves you, you know," she said, her voice rising to a frantic pitch. "He's just trying to make you strong! He wants you to be independent! He carries so much stress, running his company, and you just add to it! You should be grateful he even bothers with you!"
"Get out," I snarled, my voice hoarse, raw with rage. "Get out, you manipulative bitch!"
Krystal recoiled, her lower lip trembling. She backed away, then, in a sudden, dramatic flourish, she tripped over the leg of the chair. With a gasp, she fell to the floor, landing with a soft thud. Her carefully arranged dress twisted around her.
Just as she hit the ground, the door to my room burst open. Derek stood framed in the doorway, his face a mask of fury.
"What the hell is going on here?!" he roared, his eyes instantly falling on Krystal, crumpled on the floor, and me, my hand still throbbing from the slap. He rushed past me, ignoring me completely, dropping to his knees beside Krystal.
"Krystal! Baby, are you okay?" he murmured, his voice laced with genuine concern, with fear. He gently touched her cheek, then her arm, his hands running over her, checking for injuries. He pulled her into his embrace, cradling her head against his chest.
His gaze swept over me, cold and accusatory. There was no concern in his eyes. Only disgust.