I was the Luna of the Moonstone Pack, but to my husband, Alpha Blake, I was nothing more than a placeholder.
While he showered his "fragile" childhood friend Ariana with attention, I kept a secret black notebook.
It wasn't a diary. It was a countdown.
Missed our anniversary dinner for her? Minus 10 points.
Saved her from a falling sculpture while leaving me to be crushed by steel? Minus 20 points.
I lay in the hospital with broken ribs, watching him leave to comfort Ariana because she was "traumatized" by my accident.
But the final straw came the night I was hit by a truck in a storm he abandoned me in.
Desperate to save our unborn baby, the doctors called Blake. They needed his Alpha energy to anchor the fetus.
"I can't come," Blake said coldly over the speakerphone.
"Ariana is having palpitations. If the fetus is strong, it will survive. If not, it wasn't meant to be."
He hung up.
I felt the life inside me wink out.
With trembling hands, I opened my notebook for the last time.
Incident: Killed our child for her. Final Score: -100.
I signed the divorce papers, left them on the ashes of my life, and vanished.
When Blake finally returned to the empty house, realizing he had lost his True Mate, he fell to his knees and howled.
But he didn't know the truth yet.
The wife he called weak had just awakened as the legendary White Wolf, and I was never coming back.
Chapter 1
Caroline POV:
"Where the hell are my sapphire cufflinks?"
Blake's voice boomed from the walk-in closet, carrying that natural Alpha resonance that vibrated through the floorboards. It was a sound that used to make my knees weak. Now, it just triggered a distinct wave of nausea.
I stood in the doorway, clutching a rolled-up tube of blueprints. "Second drawer, Blake. Left side. Right where they always are."
I heard wood slamming against wood. Then, silence.
A moment later, Blake Santos, Alpha of the Moonstone Pack, stepped out. Midnight-black hair, storm-cloud eyes-a face that could launch a thousand ships or sink them. He was buttoning his shirt, but his other hand gripped a small, black leather-bound notebook.
My heart skipped a beat.
The Book of Shadows.
"What is this, Caroline?" He tossed the book onto the bed. It landed with a heavy thud. "Opened it looking for a receipt. Found a list instead. 'The Alpha's Mistakes.'"
He let out a short, dry laugh. "Number 87: Forgot to mark me on the full moon. Minus two. Number 92: Left our anniversary dinner to answer her call. Minus three."
He looked at me, eyes cold. "Are you a Luna or a high schooler keeping a diary? You're keeping a scoreboard?"
"It's not a scoreboard, Blake," I whispered, gripping the blueprints until the paper crinkled. "It's a countdown."
"Countdown to what?" He sneered, turning to the mirror to adjust his tie. "To a tantrum? You're lucky I made you Luna at all. No wolf form to speak of. No latent power. Just a human pet I keep around out of charity."
Pain sliced through my chest. My inner wolf, dormant and weak, let out a pathetic whimper.
"I wanted to show you something," I said, voice trembling, holding up the blueprints. "The nursery design. I... we need to talk about the future."
Blake finally turned. He glanced at the blueprints, then at my flat stomach. His expression softened for a microsecond-a glitch in the matrix-before his phone buzzed.
A delicate harp melody. Her ringtone.
Blake snatched the phone. "Ariana? What is it?"
The arrogance vanished, replaced by a raw panic he never wasted on me.
"Fire? I'm coming. Stay low. I'm on my way!"
He was moving before the screen went dark.
"Blake?" I stepped in his path. "The nursery..."
"Move, Caroline!" he roared.
The Alpha Command hit me like a physical slap. My legs locked. Head bowed. Absolute biological submission.
"Ariana's gallery is on fire," he snarled, grabbing his keys. "She's trapped."
"But the gala..." I stammered, fighting the command gluing my feet to the floor.
"Screw the gala! If she dies, the sun goes out!"
He stormed past. The wind from his movement smelled of rain and ozone. It used to smell like safety. Now it just smelled like betrayal.
I waited until the command faded, shaking my limbs loose. I should stay. Let him save his precious "friend."
But I was the Luna. A fire in Pack territory was my problem.
I grabbed my keys and followed.
The heat hit me before I even parked.
The "Whitfield Gallery" was a blazing inferno. Orange flames devoured the wooden structure, spitting sparks into the night sky.
"Why aren't you going in?" I screamed, running up to Mark, the Beta.
Mark looked pale. "We can't, Luna. Roof's unstable. Protocol says..."
"Protocol?"
A black SUV screeched to a halt. Blake leaped out, looking less like a neurosurgeon and more like a beast.
"Ariana!" he bellowed.
"Alpha, you can't!" Mark stepped forward. "Structural integrity is gone!"
Blake turned on his pack, eyes glowing a furious red.
"STAND DOWN!"
The command rippled through the air like a shockwave. Every wolf dropped. It wasn't a choice; it was biology bypassing the brain.
"I will not lose her," Blake growled.
He sprinted into the wall of fire.
"No!" I gasped, smoke burning my throat.
Minutes stretched. The roof groaned. A beam crashed down.
Please, I prayed. Don't let him die. Even if he hates me.
Then, a shadow emerged.
Blake walked out, suit singed, soot-covered. In his arms, he cradled a woman.
Ariana.
She clung to his neck like a vine, coughing. She looked perfectly fine, aside from a smudge of ash.
"I've got you," Blake murmured, voice thick with emotion. "I've got you, Ari."
I walked toward them, knees shaking. "Blake? You're hurt."
His arm was bleeding-a nasty burn.
He didn't hear me. He was staring at Ariana like she was the Holy Grail.
"My throat..." Ariana rasped, looking at me over Blake's shoulder. Her eyes weren't fearful. They were triumphant. "I inhaled too much smoke, Blake. I need your aura. I feel faint."
"I'll take you to the hospital myself," Blake said.
He walked right past me. Brushed my shoulder. Didn't blink.
I stood in the ashes, watching my husband carry another woman away. I inhaled a lungful of smoke and coughed violently.
No one came to help. The Pack warriors were busy clearing the way for the Alpha.
I closed my eyes. In the darkness of my mind, the black notebook opened.
Incident: Used Alpha Command to risk his life for her. Ignored Mate standing in the ashes.
Deduction: -5 points.
Current Bond Integrity: 25/100.
"Soon," I whispered to the smoke.
Caroline POV:
The lawyer's office smelled of lemon polish and impending doom.
"Are you sure, Luna?" Mr. Henderson asked, pushing his glasses up. He was human, one of the few trusted with our secrets.
"Draft them," I said. "Rejection Papers. Divorce settlement."
"The Council won't like this. Alpha Blake..."
"Alpha Blake won't care," I interrupted. "Leave the date blank."
I left before he could argue. One more stop.
Despite everything, a foolish part of me still loved him. I had spent the morning brewing a recovery soup-bone broth infused with moon-bloom to replenish an Alpha's energy.
I drove to the Pack Hospital.
The VIP wing was quiet. Nurses nodded with pity. They knew.
I reached Room 304. Before I could turn the handle, the scent hit me.
Artificial roses and rotting sugar. Ariana.
"Open wide," Blake's voice came from inside. Soft. Playful.
I peered through the glass.
Blake sat on the bed. Ariana was propped up on pillows, looking like a tragic princess. He was spoon-feeding her broth.
My husband. The man too busy for dinner last week.
"You saved me, Blake," Ariana whispered. "Again."
"Always, Ari," Blake said, taking her hand. "You know why I became a neurosurgeon? Why I focused on healing instead of combat?"
"Why?"
"Because your spirit is weak," Blake said intensely. "Because the healers said you wouldn't live past twenty. I honed my control, my Alpha energy, specifically to anchor you to this world. I didn't do it for the Pack. I did it for you."
The thermos slipped from my fingers.
Clang.
Inside, Blake's head snapped toward the door.
I ran.
I ran past the nurses, gasping for air, until I reached the lobby.
He became a healer for her.
I leaned against the reception desk. A stack of papers sat there. My eyes caught a familiar name.
Moonstone Pack Treasury - Authorization Form.
Beneficiary: Serenity Private Care Facility.
Amount: $500,000.
Authorized by: Alpha Blake Santos.
Serenity? That was a luxury spa resort.
I flipped the page. Patient: Ariana Whitfield. Reason: Spiritual Exhaustion Therapy.
He wasn't just neglecting me. He was embezzling. Taking money meant for border defenses and the orphanage to send his mistress on a spiritual vacation.
Cold clarity washed over me. I wasn't a wife; I was an extra in their movie.
I pulled out my phone.
"Bridget?" I said when the line clicked.
"Caroline?" Bridget, a hedge-witch living on the fringes, sounded surprised. "Everything okay?"
"No. I need a favor. Do you still have contacts in the Sunfire Pack? San Francisco?"
"Sunfire? That's Emerson Maxwell's territory. He's a hardliner. Took that pack by force. Why?"
"I need a job," I said, staring at the embezzlement form. "I'm a damn good architect. And I need to be far away from Moonstone."
"Did Blake..."
"Blake is dead to me," I said. The words tasted like freedom.
Incident: Confessed his life's purpose belongs to another. Stole from family for her comfort.
Deduction: -5 points.
Current Bond Integrity: 20/100.
I walked out, leaving the spilled soup on the floor. Let someone else clean up his mess.
Caroline POV:
Three days later. The silence in the Pack House was heavy enough to crush bones.
I sat at the dining table, studying obsidian load-bearing capacities for my Sunfire portfolio.
The front door opened. Blake walked in, looking tired. He loosened his tie.
"Still playing with your drawings?" he asked. "Dinner ready?"
"Ate an hour ago," I said, not looking up. "Leftovers in the fridge."
The air pressure dropped.
"I am the Alpha," he said, voice low. "I expect a hot meal when I return from leading your Pack."
"And I am the Luna," I replied, meeting his gaze. "Not your line cook."
For a moment, I thought he might use the Voice. But his phone buzzed.
He checked it. A small, secretive smile.
"Go change," he said abruptly.
"Excuse me?"
"Put on something nice. Not... whatever this sweater is. Special night."
My heart gave a stupid, traitorous lurch.
The date.
Third Mating Anniversary. Did he remember?
"Where are we going?" I asked, a tiny spark of hope igniting. Maybe the fire was a wake-up call.
"Le Jardin," he said. "7:00 PM. Don't be late."
He went upstairs.
I sat there, stunned. Le Jardin was the most exclusive spot in the city.
Maybe...
I rushed to change. Emerald silk dress. Curled hair. Makeup to hide the circles. For the first time in months, I felt visible.
I drove to the restaurant, nerves fluttering.
"Ah, Mrs. Santos," the maitre d' smiled. "The Alpha is on the terrace."
I walked through the restaurant, stepping out onto the moonlit terrace.
Blake was there. Tuxedo. Looking like a prince.
And sitting next to him, in a shimmering silver dress, was Ariana.
The spark in my chest didn't die. It was stomped out.
Blake stood up. He held a massive bouquet of white Moonflowers.
"Ah, Caroline. You made it." He thrust the flowers toward me.
I reached out automatically.
"Here," he said, shoving them into my arms. "Just hold these a sec. Ariana wants a photo for the 'Gram."
I stood there, holding the flowers, as Blake wrapped an arm around Ariana.
"Happy Re-Opening, Ari," he beamed. "To the new gallery."
Not an anniversary. A launch party.
"Oh, Blake," Ariana cooed. "You shouldn't have."
He pulled out a velvet box. A teardrop diamond necklace that hummed with spiritual energy. An artifact meant to amplify a wolf's aura.
"To protect you," he said, fastening it.
I stood there, a prop in their play.
"Caroline?" Ariana looked at me, smile dripping with saccharine poison. "Sit down. We ordered appetizers. I got you the salad."
"Yeah, keep it light," Blake added, eyes fixed on the diamonds on Ariana's neck.
I looked at the Moonflowers. Ariana's favorite. I was allergic. My nose was already itching.
I dumped the bouquet on the empty chair-the servant's seat.
"Happy Anniversary, Blake," I said softly.
He frowned. "What?"
"Nothing." I sat.
I watched him pour wine for her. I watched him use his Alpha aura to soothe her "anxiety." I watched him erase me.
Incident: Turned anniversary into her celebration. Gave her Mate-level protection.
Deduction: -5 points.
Current Bond Integrity: 15/100.
I picked up my fork. The metal felt cold.