For three years, I was Alpha Laurence's fated mate, a title he never honored. He was in love with another woman, Rosalie, and I was just an inconvenient placeholder he refused to mark.
The night my father lay dying, I begged him for the life-saving medicine he had promised to deliver.
He was with Rosalie. Through our mental link, I heard her laugh in the background before he cut me off.
"Stop bothering me with trivial matters," he snarled.
His lover then faked an illness, pulling every senior healer away from my father's side. He died while my mate was choosing a tuxedo with another woman.
My father's life was a "trivial matter" to the man who was supposed to be my other half. In his obsession, he had become an accomplice to murder.
But he had no idea what I had done. Days earlier, while he was distracted by a call from her, I slipped a single page into a thick stack of documents. He signed it without reading, and with a flick of his wrist, he severed his own soul. He had just signed the Ritual of Rejection.
Chapter 1
JOSIE POV:
The rain hammered against the windows of the Rolls-Royce, each drop a tiny fist beating against the glass. Inside, the silence was just as violent. It pressed down on me, heavy and cold like a gravestone.
I sat on the edge of the plush leather seat, my hands clenched in my lap. My knuckles were white.
"Laurence, please," I whispered. My voice was thin, a fragile thing in the oppressive quiet of the car. "It's been three years. The pack elders are... they're starting to talk."
He didn't even look at me. His gaze was fixed on the storm-lashed road ahead, his handsome face carved from stone. The scent of him-like a winter forest after a fresh snowfall, sharp pine and cold earth-usually brought a sense of peace to my soul. Tonight, it just made my lungs feel tight.
"The marking ceremony is just a formality," I pressed on, hating the desperation in my own voice. This was the ninety-ninth time I had begged. I had counted. "It would solidify your position as Alpha. Our pack would be stronger."
His jaw tightened. "I am already the Alpha. My position needs no solidifying."
Just then, his phone chimed. A soft, melodic sound that was completely out of place in our cold war. He glanced at the screen, and the granite of his expression melted. It was a subtle shift, but to me, who had spent three years studying his every micro-expression, it was like the sun breaking through the clouds.
"One moment," he said, his voice now a low, warm murmur. He wasn't speaking to me.
He answered the call, and the change was complete. The ice was gone, replaced by a warmth that I hadn't felt directed at me since the day we met.
"Rosalie," he breathed. "Are you ready for the Full Moon Gala? I was just thinking about you."
My heart felt like it was being squeezed in a vise. Rosalie. Always Rosalie. His childhood friend, the woman he believed was his true mate, even though the Moon Goddess had screamed my name to his soul.
I stared out the window, watching the world blur through the rain and my own unshed tears. He continued to talk to her, his words weaving a picture of a life I was supposed to have. A life of galas, of shared smiles, of being seen.
When he finally ended the call, the ice returned, colder than before.
He pulled the car to a screeching halt on the side of the deserted road, miles from the pack house.
"Get out," he said. The words were flat, devoid of emotion.
I stared at him, confused. "What? But it's pouring..."
His eyes flashed, and a low growl rumbled in his chest. I felt the power of his Alpha's Command wash over me. It was a physical force, a pressure behind my eyes and in my bones that demanded obedience. My body tensed, my muscles preparing to follow his order against my will.
"I said," he repeated, his voice laced with that undeniable power, ""Go home and reflect on your place.""
My hand moved to the door handle on its own accord. My wolf whimpered inside me, cowering before his dominance. This was the curse of the pack hierarchy; my own will was secondary to his command.
As my fingers closed around the cold metal, my hidden phone vibrated in my pocket. A single, short buzz. It was the signal from Chris. A lifeline.
"The route is set. One week. Freedom."
The message, which I knew would be waiting for me, gave me a sliver of strength. I could endure this. Just a little longer.
"My father's medicine..." I said, my voice shaking. "The pack apothecary said the herbs are running low."
Laurence sighed, an annoyed, impatient sound. "I'll have the funds transferred. Don't bother me with such trivialities." He gestured to the back seat. "My assistant had some dresses delivered for you. For the gala. Wear one of them. They are from Rosalie's favorite designer."
Of course they were. Five identical boxes, probably filled with the pale pinks and whites she adored, colors that made me look washed out and frail.
Another chime came from his phone. Rosalie's exclusive ringtone. The cold mask on his face melted away again as he opened a Mind-Link with her. The Mind-Link was a sacred connection, usually reserved for pack business or the deepest intimacy between mates. He used it to flirt with another woman right in front of me. I could feel the low thrum of their connection in the air, a private world I was locked out of.
"I'm on my way," he said, his voice a caress. He looked at me, his eyes now completely empty of any recognition. "Get out of the car, Josie."
This time, there was no command in his voice. Just cold, simple dismissal. He didn't need the command. He knew I'd obey.
I opened the door and stepped out into the deluge. The cold rain soaked me instantly, plastering my thin dress to my skin.
He didn't even wait for me to close the door. He hit the accelerator, and the Rolls-Royce shot forward, sending a wave of muddy water splashing all over me. The grit stung my legs.
As the red taillights disappeared into the storm, my inner wolf didn't just whimper. It howled. A silent, agonizing cry of pure humiliation.
He thought I was weak. He thought I was a pathetic Omega who would cling to him forever. He had no idea.
For a month, his study had been my target. I'd finally cracked the hidden safe behind a portrait of his grandfather. The password, pathetically, was Rosalie's birthday. Inside, it wasn't pack secrets or financial documents. It was a shrine. Filled with her clothes-scarves, gloves, even a silk nightgown. They all pulsed with her scent. And next to them, a worn, leather-bound journal detailing an ancient, forbidden ritual. A ritual to try and force a mate bond where one didn't exist.
He wasn't just ignoring me. He was actively trying to erase me from our bond, to replace my soul with a ghost. And that was a betrayal the Moon Goddess would never forgive.
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JOSIE POV:
I trudged back to the Alpha's mansion, the rain washing away the mud but not the shame. The massive house loomed in the darkness, more of a prison than a home.
Inside, I bypassed the grand staircase and went straight to our-to his-bedroom. I began to pack. There wasn't much to take. A few worn books, a small box of my mother's jewelry, and the clothes I'd arrived with three years ago.
I opened the walk-in closet. It was a sea of white and pastel pink. Rows upon rows of designer gowns and dresses Laurence had bought for me, each one a perfect replica of Rosalie's style. In the far corner, crammed into a small space, were my own clothes. A few pairs of black jeans, some dark gray sweaters. The real me.
My burner phone buzzed again. It was another message from Chris.
"Apartment secured in the neutral city. I've also contacted an Elder there, a recluse. She can help you understand your... abilities. She's expecting you."
I looked at the message, a strange mix of guilt and determination churning in my stomach. Chris Harris, the Alpha of the Silver Creek Pack. He was Rosalie's half-brother, a man who saw her for the viper she was. He had offered me protection, a way out. I knew he felt something for me, a pull he couldn't explain.
And I was going to use it. Using his feelings for me wasn't just my key to survival; it was a blade I could twist in the backs of both Laurence and Rosalie. The thought sent a cold, satisfying shiver through me.
I was in the middle of folding a black sweater when the bedroom door opened. Laurence stood there, smelling of Rosalie's cloying rose perfume and expensive wine. He looked pleased with himself.
"There you are," he said, his eyes sweeping over my still-damp form with casual disinterest. "Feeling better?"
I quickly hid my suitcase and turned to him, schooling my features into a mask of calm submission. It was a mask I had perfected over three years.
"Yes, Alpha," I said, my voice soft. "You were right. I was being foolish. I've thought about it, and I understand my place now. I will be whatever you need to be. Your partner in name only. I won't ask for the marking again."
His eyebrows raised in surprise, then his expression settled into one of smug satisfaction. This was what he'd always wanted: a perfectly obedient doll.
"Good," he said, nodding. "I'm glad you've come to your senses."
But as he looked at me, a flicker of something else crossed his face. A brief, almost imperceptible frown. It was annoyance. A deep, primal part of him-the part that recognized me as his mate-was irritated by my easy surrender. It wanted the fight. It wanted me.
He took a step closer, his Alpha presence filling the room. "To secure my legacy, and the stability of the Black Moon Pack, I will need an heir," he stated, as if discussing a business merger. "We will begin trying after the gala."
My blood ran cold. He wanted to use my body to produce his heir, all while his heart and soul belonged to another.
Before I could respond, Rosalie's ringtone chirped from his phone. He answered it with a smile, turning his back to me as he opened another Mind-Link with her.
"Of course, my love. Just dealing with a small pack matter. I'll be there soon."
He walked over to his desk, which was piled high with pack treaties and corporate documents from our pack's front business, Andrews Global. He began signing them, his attention completely split between the paperwork and his mental conversation with Rosalie.
This was my chance.
My heart hammered against my ribs, a wild drumbeat of fear and exhilaration. I moved silently to the desk, picking up a small stack of papers that needed his signature.
"Let me help you with these, Alpha," I said, my voice steady despite the tremor in my hands.
He grunted in acknowledgement, his focus elsewhere.
With trembling fingers, I slipped the single sheet of paper from my pocket and placed it at the bottom of a thick, eighty-page hostile takeover defense strategy that his legal team had sent over for emergency approval. It was a document I knew he'd never read in full, only sign. My document looked just like any other inter-pack agreement, drafted by a lawyer in the neutral territories Chris had found for me.
Its title, written in small, formal script, was: The Ritual of Rejection.
I focused on the paper, letting a sliver of my suppressed White Wolf energy flow into it-not enough to be magic, just enough to make the page seem mundane, forgettable, another piece of bureaucratic nonsense.
I watched as he signed document after document, his pen flying across the pages. He signed trade agreements, land permits, resource allocations...
And then he reached the last page. My document.
He didn't even read it. His brow was furrowed in concentration, his lips moving slightly as he continued his silent conversation with Rosalie.
He scrawled his powerful, arrogant signature at the bottom of the page.
Laurence Andrews.
With a simple flick of his wrist, he had done it. He had signed away his mate. He had severed his own soul. And he had absolutely no idea.
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JOSIE POV:
The next morning, I walked into the pack's command center-disguised as the CEO's floor of Andrews Global-with a hollow feeling in my chest. The signed rejection form was safely hidden, a ticking time bomb waiting for the right moment to detonate.
The sight that greeted me made the hollow feeling burn. Rosalie was there, standing behind Laurence's desk, her hands straightening his tie. She leaned in close, whispering something in his ear that made him chuckle. She looked up as I entered, her eyes, the color of a summer sky, holding a flash of triumphant venom. She was acting as if she were already the Luna.
"Josie, darling," she cooed, her voice dripping with false sweetness. "Could you be a dear and fetch me my special herbal tea? Laurence always keeps it stocked for me. You know the one."
I did know the one. I knew it intimately.
"Of course," I said, my voice a perfect, placid monotone. I turned and walked towards the executive lounge, playing the part of the obedient servant.
Inside the lounge, I stood before the small, state-of-the-art kitchenette. My mind flashed back to the journal I'd found in Laurence's safe. It wasn't just filled with the details of the bonding ritual. It was a meticulous record of Rosalie's every preference. Her favorite foods, her preferred scent of moonflower in her shampoo, the exact blend of herbs in her tea-chamomile, lavender, and a drop of a rare, imported honey from the mountain blossoms of the Northern Ridge.
For three years, Laurence had been training me. He'd made me attend sensory training, honing my sense of smell and taste. He'd pushed me to develop my strength in ways that felt unnatural to my wolf. I thought he was preparing me to be a strong Luna.
I was wrong. He was molding me into a perfect copy of Rosalie.
My hands were steady as I prepared the tea, my movements precise. I was an actress playing a role I now despised. When I returned to the office, Rosalie was examining her nails, looking bored. As I approached the desk, she stood up abruptly, deliberately bumping into me.
"Oh, clumsy me!" she exclaimed.
The fine china cup tipped, and the scalding hot tea splashed across the back of my right hand. A searing pain shot up my arm, but it was more than just the heat. A chemical, burning agony followed, and I gasped, stumbling back. My inner wolf let out a piteous cry of pain.
Liquid silver. She had secretly added liquid silver to the tea.
The skin on my hand sizzled, turning an angry, blistered red. For a werewolf, silver was poison. It burned through our flesh and blocked our healing abilities. It felt like it was trying to burn out something deep inside me, something ancient and pure.
"Rosalie, are you alright? Did you get burned?" Laurence was on his feet in an instant, rushing to her side, his hands hovering over her as he checked for any splashback. He didn't even glance at me.
I clutched my hand, my face twisted in a silent scream as the silver continued to eat away at my skin.
He finally turned his gaze on me, but his eyes held no concern. Only annoyance.
"What is wrong with you?" he snarled, and the force of his Alpha's Command hit me like a physical blow, making me stagger. ""Go to the infirmary. Stop making a scene and embarrassing yourself.""
Humiliation warred with the excruciating pain. I turned and fled, his words chasing me down the hall.
In the pack's private infirmary, I found a jar of moonpetal salve, the only thing that could soothe a silver burn. As I gently applied the cool paste to my blistering skin, my resolve hardened into something cold and unbreakable. The last vestiges of love for Laurence died in that moment, replaced by an icy calm.
I took out my phone. I snapped a picture of my burned, disfigured hand. Then, I took a picture of the rejection form, his signature clear and bold at the bottom.
I sent both pictures to Chris with a simple message.
"The plan is on. Nothing has changed."
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