The silk of my dress felt like a cage against my skin, the deep emerald fabric a stark contrast to the muted grays in my soul. I stood before the full-length mirror, my reflection a stranger staring back with haunted eyes. The gentle curve of my four-month-pregnant belly was a betrayal, a mocking reminder of the hope I'd dared to harbor, hope now buried beneath layers of disappointment and pain.
"Elara, are you even listening?" His voice, sharp and cold as chipped ice, sliced through the silence of the bedroom. I turned, forcing a neutral expression onto my face as I faced him. Damon, my husband- my Alpha- stood by the door, his tall frame radiating an effortless power that always made him the center of any room. His midnight-black hair was perfectly styled, his jaw set with an impatience that was becoming all too familiar. His eyes, a striking shade of , swept over me with thinly disguised disdain.
"Of course," I replied, my voice, a practiced calm. "I was just adjusting the dress."
He snorted, the sound abrasive as nails on a chalkboard. "Don't waste time on such trivial things, Elara. There are more important matters at hand. Tonight is crucial. My family is gathering for the first time since the spring solstice. I need you to remember your place."
My heart squeezed, the same tired ache that had taken up residence since the week we'd been forced to call each other husband and wife. I'd been a member of his pack for so long that I could remember running around the halls when I was a little girl, but I was never one of them. They were wolves, and I was just... me. An omega.
He continued, outlining the rules and expectations as if reciting a script. "You will greet my family with a smile, but not a wide one. Don't speak until spoken to. Don't draw attention to yourself. Try not to look too weak and pathetic. And for the love of the Moon Goddess, don't touch me unnecessarily. Understood?"
"Understood, Alpha," I murmured, my gaze fixed on the embroidered pattern of the dress. It was a beautiful thing but I couldn't quite feel the beauty. I knew the drill by heart. I was supposed to be seen and not heard, an ornamental piece in his life, fulfilling a promise made by his grandmother, a woman who had loved me as her own. A woman he'd never forgive me for being loved by.
He straightened his jacket, the movement sharp and precise. "Good. Now come. We can't be late. And Elara..." He paused at the doorway, his eyes narrowing. "Try not to embarrass me tonight, or I'll make sure you regret it."
The threat was subtle, laced with the chilling promise of future pain. I swallowed hard, pushing back the wave of nausea that threatened to engulf me. Was this what love was supposed to feel like? This constant gnawing dread? This overwhelming loneliness?
I followed him out into the hallway, my footsteps light as a falling feather while he walked ahead of me.
When I reached the downstairs hall, I heard a low murmur coming from the direction of the restroom. Damon had veered off to the left, and I had assumed he'd gone to wait for me by the front door. I had started walking toward it, but I just couldn't help the curiosity that made my feet turn to the restroom door.
My heart pounded, a frantic drum against my ribs as I edged closer. His voice, a husky drawl that was usually aimed at me with such cold cruelty, was now soft and seductive.
"...you're far more interesting than that dull omega of mine." He was saying, his voice thick with something that wasn't in the tone he uses when speaking with me. "She's only good for producing an heir – if she even manages to carry that one to term. Honestly, they're all so weak. She's like a shadow. Pathetic."
A woman's laugh, high and flirtatious, echoed before his words took over again. They were interrupted by the sounds of kissing and heavy breathing. It only confirmed what I already knew. He despised me. My husband, my alpha, despised the very essence of who I was.
I stumbled back, my hand flying to my mouth to stifle a sob. He despised me. He spoke of me as if I were an inconvenience, a tool to be used and discarded. Each word was a blow, each syllable a stab to my already wounded heart. I pressed a hand to my belly, fear coiling in my stomach. He had a pack who loved him and I had no one. It was just me and this child now, and what would we do?
The sounds from inside the restroom became more explicit, the soft moans and the rustling of clothing painting a vivid picture that seared itself onto my brain. Tears stung my eyes, blurring the already distorted world around me. I wanted to run, to hide, to disappear into nothingness, but my feet seemed rooted to the spot.
As quickly as it had started, the sounds ceased. The door creaked open. I quickly scrambled behind a large pillar, heart racing, and peered out cautiously. Damon stepped out of the restroom, his expression smug. His hair was slightly dishevelled and his lips looked swollen. He adjusted his shirt and turned, catching a glimpse of movement before I could hide myself properly. His silver eyes narrowed, zeroing on my place behind the pillar.
"Elara?" he called out, his voice laced with a dangerous sort of calm. What was I expecting? I carry his mark and he can sense my presence through my scent which has become more intense since I got pregnant.
Panic clenched my chest and I couldn't breathe. I had been caught. And in that moment, standing behind the cold, unyielding pillar, I knew tonight isn't going to be very pleasant.
A metallic coolness pressed against my skin, the sharp bite of it jolting me awake. I blinked, the dim morning light filtering through the gaps in the heavy curtains, painting stripes across the unfamiliar ceiling. Panic flared, the events of the previous night rushing back like a cold wave. I wasn't in my bed, not in my room. My arms were stretched above my head, each wrist bound tightly with what felt like cold, unforgiving steel. I struggled, a frantic tug, but the restraints held firm. My ankles were similarly secured to the ornate bed frame.
My heart hammered against my ribs, a frantic drum against the suffocating silence. Where was I? It was then that I noticed the heavy scent of pine and something else, something sharp and bitter, that I always associated with Damon. I turned my head, wincing at the stiff ache in my neck, and saw him leaning against the doorframe, his dark eyes glinting with a cruel amusement that sent a shiver down my spine.
He was dressed in a casual black t-shirt and jeans, his muscles shifting beneath the fabric as he pushed off the frame. Even like this, in the harsh morning light, he was handsome. His dark hair was slightly tousled, the scent of his alpha pheromones was intoxicating even when it was laced with something so cold and cutting. My heart, traitorously, skipped a beat. I guess I can't help being attracted to him, he's my alpha anyway, his mark still sits on my neck.
"Well, Sleeping Beauty," he drawled, his voice low and dangerous. "Finally decided to grace us with your presence."
My throat felt tight, making it difficult to speak. "Alpha," I managed, my voice raspy, "Why am I like this? Please, untie me."
He took a slow, deliberate step into the room, the sound of his boots on the hardwood floor echoing through the silence. "Should I let you go? After your little performance last night? Sneaking around like a common thief?"
My cheeks burned. "I... I wasn't sneaking. I just...."
He cut me off, his face twisting in disgust. "You just what? You saw something you weren't supposed to see. A common omega's weakness, meddling in the affairs of an Alpha. Disgusting." He spat the last word as if it were poison.
My stomach churned not just because of his words but because of the way he had spoken them. "Please, Damon, it doesn't matter. Just let me go." Tears blurred my vision, but I fought to keep them back. I hated showing weakness, especially to him. "Please, I'm... I'm not feeling well." I looked to my stomach, hoping to appeal to the human, some shred of empathy in him. "Think about the baby, please, think about our child."
He laughed, a harsh, grating sound that made my blood run cold. "Oh, you call me by my name now? And did you just say our child? Don't be ridiculous, Elara. That thing growing inside you is a product of science, not affection. And certainly not something I wanted. Don't think for a second that I've forgotten this was all my grandmother's pathetic last wish, forcing that omega weakness on me." He stalked closer, his scent growing stronger, more aggressive. "She loved you, I swear, it was her only saving grace, but that doesn't mean I do."
His words were a knife twisting in an open wound. I closed my eyes against the pain, the tears finally escaping. "Please, Alpha," I whispered, my voice breaking. "Please, let me go."
He leaned in, his breath ghosting over my ear, "You'll be released when I deem it fit, little omega. And right now, I have a party to plan. I need my good omega wife to serve her purpose for the day."
Then, he turned on his heel and walked out of the room, leaving me trapped and desperate.
Hours crawled by. The room was stifling, the ropes digging into my skin. I tried to wiggle free, but it was useless. My body ached and my throat felt parched. Just when I thought I couldn't bear it anymore, I heard the door open again. Damon strode in, followed by two of his pack members, both Alphas, their eyes dark and full of arrogance.
"Finally," he sneered, his eyes raking over my bound form. He motioned to one of his packmates, and with a flick of a switch, the restraints released me, and I fell slumped into the hardness of the bed. My arms and legs were numb and tingling with the sudden rush of blood, but it was not the right kind of freedom.
"Get up, Elara. We have guests to entertain." He didn't bother to help me, instead, he watched with a cold gaze as I struggled to stand. He led me downstairs to our living room that had been transformed into a party area, the air buzzing with music and loud chatter. He forced a smile at me as he gestured towards a serving tray that was sitting on the table. "Go then, don't want our guests waiting."
I did as I was told, my heart heavy with a mixture of fear and humiliation. Damon's friends, all powerful Alphas, greeted me with sneers and mocking stares as I circulated through the room, refilling glasses and offering food. The air was thick with the scent of their dominance, overwhelming me to the point where each breath became a heavy burden. I felt like cattle, not a wife. Not even a person.
As the night wore on, the boasting and bragging intensified. The Alphas were showing off their strength, their ability to move objects with their minds, to influence the air around them. Damon was at the center of it all, his voice booming as he recounted his recent business victories.
"And what about you, Damon?" One of his friends, a tall, hulking man with a cruel smile, asked. "Don't you want to show them your power as the alpha of this pack?"
Damon's eyes narrowed, pinning me in place. He seemed to forget that he had to play a part to keep up the façade. He was no longer smiling. He was no longer the composed alpha I knew. His eyes were dark and predatory, "Sure, why not?"
A slow, dangerous smile spread on his lips. I barely had time to understand what was happening when I felt it. A tightening, constricting pressure around my throat, as if an invisible hand was squeezing the life out of me. My hands flew to my neck, but there was nothing to grasp, no physical force to fight. I choked, gasping for air. My vision blurred as Damon lifted a hand, not even touching me, the pressure around my neck growing more intense. My feet left the ground, my legs dangling helplessly, and tears streamed down my face; silent pleas for someone to help me.
And then, the world went black.
The antiseptic air of the hospital clung to me, a sterile blanket against the chill that had settled deep in my bones. Sunlight, filtered through the blinds, painted stripes across the pale linoleum floor, mocking the vibrancy I felt was draining from my own life. It had been five days since Damon's fury had turned my throat into a bruised and aching mess, five days since his Alpha power had squeezed the air from my lungs, leaving me gasping and terrified. It wasn't the first time, and it wouldn't be the last. That was the cold, hard truth of being Elara, the omega wife of alpha Damon.
I ran a hand over my still-tender neck, the faint ghost of his anger a constant reminder. It was always the same: a flicker of displeasure in his eyes, then the rush of his dominance, a power that felt like being crushed beneath tons of stone. And afterwards, the same sneer, the same disgusted pronouncements on the weakness and uselessness of omegas. These days, I felt like a broken vase, patched up haphazardly and put on display for no one's enjoyment.
Yet, today, a strange flutter of hope stirred within me. Today, we would know – I would know – whether I was carrying an heir or simply more fodder for his contempt.
I fidgeted on the edge of the sterile examination table, anxiously awaiting the doctor's return. My stomach felt like a butterfly cage, wings beating against my ribs. For the first time in what felt like a lifetime, I felt something other than dread. I felt something akin to excitement. Perhaps, a son, a baby alpha, would finally earn me a shred of worth in his eyes.
When Dr. Anya returned, her smile was soft, the kind that held both understanding and a hint of pity. "Elara, everything looks perfect. And you're in for quite a surprise."
My hands flew to my belly. "Is it a boy?" I asked, my voice trembling with hope.
The doctor's smile grew wider. "Two, actually. Twin males. You're carrying twin Alpha babies, Elara."
The world tilted on its axis for a moment. Twin boys. Not just one, but two. A surge of warmth flooded me, chasing away the chill that had taken root in my soul. A soft gasp escaped my lips. This was... this was everything.
My heart thrummed in my chest. This was something to celebrate, something to share with Damon. Maybe, just maybe, the knowledge of his sons would soften the edges of his cruelty. Perhaps he would finally see past my omega status and see me.
I practically flew out of the hospital, a smile plastered on my face. I rushed home, the image of those two tiny blips on the ultrasound screen burned into my mind. I imagined their little hands, their tiny noses. I imagined their father, the man I had been bound to since childhood, holding them. A small, fragile hope bloomed within me.
I didn't even bother knocking as I burst through the front door, ready to share the good news, ready for a change. "Alpha!" I called, my voice filled with the giddy effervescence I had thought I'd lost forever.
The house was silent. Too silent.
I followed a trail of discarded clothing, left carelessly in the living room, to our bedroom. I pushed the door open, my smile still bright, my heart still singing with anticipation.
The sight that greeted me was like a plunge into icy water.
Damon lay tangled in our sheets, his alpha musk a heavy, cloying perfume that filled the air. And beside him, her pale, blonde hair fanned across our pillow, was Seraphina. My childhood tormentor, the one who had spent years making my life a living hell, was sprawled next to my husband, her mouth pressed against his neck.
"Oh, Damon, you do make me feel so powerful," she was purring, her words laced with a mockery that cut deeper than any blade. "Unlike that pathetic excuse of an omega you married."
Damon laughed, a harsh, grating sound. "Elara? She's nothing but a weakling. All omegas are. I can't believe my grandmother forced this on me," he spat out, his eyes dark with disgust. "She only exists to breed, you know. Just like she's doing now, little incubator."
My world shattered. The joy that had bubbled in me moments before turned into a sharp, agonizing pain. It felt like my insides were being torn to shreds by a pack of wolves at war.
They hadn't even noticed me yet. I stood, frozen, my hands clenching at my sides so hard my nails dug into my skin.
Seraphina finally looked over her shoulder. Her eyes widened in feigned surprise, then twisted into a nasty smirk. "Well, well, look what the cat dragged in," she drawled, pushing herself up on her elbows, her eyes scanning me with a contempt so cold it could have frozen fire. "Did you come to get your breeding instructions from your Master?"
"Alpha, I -I came to tell...to share with you, our..." My voice broke, choked with sobs, I couldn't form a full sentence.
"How is this different from when we were kids, Elara?" Damon asked, his voice dripping with disdain. "You're still pathetic, still useless." His eyes, the eyes I had once found so beautiful, were filled with nothing but hatred.
The insults, the contempt, the pure, unadulterated cruelty... it was too much. My breath hitched, and I stumbled backward, my vision blurring with tears. I couldn't breathe. I couldn't think. I could only feel, and what I felt was the shattering of everything I thought I knew. Every fragile hope, every desperate prayer, all gone. They were like glass shards in my heart.
I turned and fled.
I ran out of the house, my feet carrying me blindly forward, tears streaming down my face, the sounds of their laughter echoing in my ears. I didn't know where I was going, I didn't care. All I knew was that I couldn't stay there, not another second, not another breath.
I ran through the streets, the city lights a blurry backdrop to my pain. The cold night air stung my skin, but it didn't compare to the burning ache in my chest. My heart was a broken thing, and I was lost in a world that felt like it would never be home.
I kept running, the pain pushing me onward, away from them, away from the suffocating cruelty of my life, away from the weight of my own existence. I didn't know where I'd end up, but for the first time since I could remember, the unknown felt like a blessing.
And then, just as the city began to swim into a hazy fog, I stumbled, my vision blurring. The last thing I saw were the flickering lights of a passing car.