Mia's POV
The sound of laughter filled the crowded rooftop bar, mingling with the low hum of music and the faint clinking of glasses. Mia Hart shifted uncomfortably in her seat, the soft leather of the booth pressing into her back. Across from her, Colton Hayes leaned against the table with a casual confidence only he could pull off. His dark hair was slightly tousled, as if he had run a hand through it one too many times, and his hazel eyes sparkled with amusement as he recounted another one of his ridiculous stories.
Everyone at the table hung on his every word. They always did.
Mia sipped her cocktail, the tart taste of lime and vodka barely registering on her tongue. She forced a smile at the appropriate moments, nodding along, but her thoughts were a thousand miles away. Or, rather, directly across the table.
Colton. Her best friend. Her partner in crime. The man she'd somehow stupidly, recklessly, fallen for.
He caught her staring.
"What?" he asked, one eyebrow quirking in that way that made her stomach flip. "You're looking at me like I've got something on my face."
Heat rushed to her cheeks. "Nothing. I was just... zoning out." She waved a hand dismissively.
"Zoning out?" His grin widened, revealing perfect white teeth. "Am I boring you, Hart?"
"No, just tired." She gave a half-hearted shrug. "Long day."
Colton's expression softened, just for a second. "You work too hard. Remind me again why you insist on managing that whole department solo?"
"It's called being competent, Hayes," she shot back, grateful for the distraction.
His laughter rolled out easily, warm and familiar, drawing the attention of the others. Mia pretended not to notice the curious glances aimed at her. Colton had that effect on people-a gravitational pull that seemed to pull her in no matter how hard she fought against it.
The night dragged on, and Mia found herself retreating into her thoughts again. The casual touches Colton gave her- his knee brushing hers under the table, the way his arm rested across the back of her chair-were enough to send her heart racing. She knew better than to let herself feel this way. Their arrangement was clear. No strings, no expectations. Just an outlet for their mutual frustrations and the chemistry they couldn't deny.
But lately, her heart hadn't gotten the memo.
By the time the group decided to call it a night, Mia's head was spinning-not from alcohol, but from the weight of everything unsaid. Colton offered to walk her to her car, as he always did, and she let him, knowing it was a mistake.
The crisp night air hit her like a welcome slap, cooling her heated cheeks. Colton's hands were shoved into his pockets, his stride easy and unhurried beside her.
"You've been quiet tonight," he said finally, breaking the silence. "Everything okay?"
Mia hesitated. "Yeah. Just tired, like I said."
He stopped walking and turned to face her, blocking her path. His hazel eyes searched hers, and for a moment, she thought he could see everything she was trying to hide.
"Bullshit," he said softly.
Her breath hitched. "What are you talking about?"
"You're not okay, Mia. I know you better than that."
The vulnerability in his voice made her chest ache. It would've been so easy to tell him the truth, to spill everything she'd been holding back. But then what? He'd remind her of their agreement. He'd tell her she was overthinking it. He'd walk away.
"I'm fine, Colton." She forced a smile and stepped around him.
He didn't follow immediately.
"Mia..." His voice trailed off, but she didn't stop walking. She couldn't. Not if she wanted to keep the fragile threads of their relationship intact.
Colton's POV
Mia was lying to him.
The thought stuck with Colton as he watched her disappear into the driver's seat of her car. He leaned against a lamppost, hands shoved deep in his pockets, his chest tightening in a way that was becoming annoyingly familiar... This was supposed to be simple.
From the beginning, they'd agreed to keep things casual. No complications, no feelings, just a convenient arrangement between two friends who had been through their fair share of relationship disasters. And for the most part, it worked. They laughed, they teased, they burned up the sheets, and they walked away unscathed... At least, that was the plan.
Colton ran a hand through his hair, frustration simmering beneath the surface. Lately, things had felt... different. Mia had been pulling away, her usual fire dimmed, her sharp wit dulled by whatever was weighing on her. And Colton hated it.
He wanted to fix it... Hell, he wanted to fix her.
The realization hit him like a sucker punch, and he cursed under his breath. This wasn't how it was supposed to be. He couldn't afford to get tangled up in emotions, not with Mia. It would ruin everything they had.
But the truth was impossible to ignore.
Mia wasn't just his best friend. She wasn't just the woman he slept with when they both needed an escape. She was... everything. And that terrified him.
Pushing off the lamppost, Colton climbed into his car and started the engine. He couldn't shake the image of her eyes-so full of something she refused to say out loud.
By the time he reached his penthouse, Colton had made up his mind.
He wasn't going to let Mia shut him out. Not this time.
Mia's POV
The weight of the day pressed down on Mia as she kicked off her heels and sank onto the couch. Andy, her orange tabby, jumped into her lap, purring softly. She ran a hand over his fur, her mind drifting to the way Colton had looked at her tonight.
It was like he knew.
Her chest tightened as she replayed their conversation in her head. The concern in his voice, the intensity in his eyes-it was too much. She couldn't let herself believe there was anything more to it than that.
Her phone buzzed on the coffee table, pulling her out of her thoughts.
Colton: "You left in a hurry."
Her fingers hovered over the screen, her heart pounding. She could ignore him, pretend she was already asleep, but she knew he wouldn't let it go.
Mia: "I was tired."
His response came almost immediately.
Colton: "Liar."
A small smile tugged at her lips despite herself.
Mia: "I thought you didn't believe in texting."
Colton: "I don't. But you're avoiding me, and I want to know why."
Mia stared at the screen, her stomach twisting in knots. She wanted to tell him everything-that she'd fallen for him, that she couldn't keep pretending this was just physical. But she couldn't bear the thought of losing him completely.
Instead, she typed out the safest response she could think of.
Mia: "I'm not avoiding you. Goodnight, Colton."
She set the phone down and leaned back against the couch, her eyes drifting shut. Sleep didn't come easily, but when it finally did, Colton's hazel eyes haunted her dreams.
Colton's POV
The weight of the gym bag in Colton's hand was a welcome distraction. He dropped it onto the bench in the corner of the private gym and tugged his shirt over his head, the familiar scent of sweat and rubber filling his senses. The routine was automatic: lace up the gloves, tape his hands, and get to work.
The punching bag swung wildly as he landed blow after blow, each strike releasing a piece of the frustration simmering beneath his skin. He should've been focusing on his company, on the countless responsibilities waiting for him at the office. Instead, his mind kept circling back to Mia.
Her smile had been forced last night. The way she avoided his gaze told him everything he needed to know. She was pulling away, and it was driving him insane.
A sharp jab sent the bag spinning, and he caught it with both hands to steady it. His chest heaved with the effort, but the restless energy wouldn't dissipate.
"You're going to kill that thing one day," said a familiar voice.
Colton glanced over his shoulder to see his younger brother, Caleb, leaning against the doorframe with a smug grin.
"Maybe I will," Colton replied, wiping the sweat from his brow with the back of his hand.
"Trouble in paradise?" Caleb's tone was light, but his gaze was probing. He always had a knack for seeing through Colton's walls.
Colton tossed the gloves onto the bench and grabbed a towel. "What do you want, Caleb?"
"Just checking in. You've been brooding more than usual." Caleb stepped into the room, his expression shifting to something more serious. "It's about Mia, isn't it?"
The mention of her name sent a flicker of irritation through Colton. He hated how transparent he was when it came to her.
"She's fine," Colton said curtly, avoiding his brother's gaze.
"Sure she is." Caleb crossed his arms, studying him. "And you're fine too, right? Because you're just friends who happen to sleep together."
Colton's jaw tightened. He didn't need this lecture, not now.
"Drop it, Caleb."
His brother let out a low whistle. "You're a mess, man. Just tell her how you feel before you screw this up."
Colton didn't respond. Instead, he grabbed his bag and headed for the showers, Caleb's words echoing in his mind.
Mia's POV
The hum of the espresso machine filled the air as Mia wiped down the counter for the third time. The café was unusually quiet for a Monday morning, giving her too much time to think.
Her coworker, Layla, popped her head out from the back room, her dark curls bouncing as she grinned. "Earth to Mia. You've been scrubbing that counter for ten minutes."
Mia forced a laugh. "Just trying to keep busy."
"Right," Layla said, arching an eyebrow. "Is this about Colton?"
The sound of his name made Mia's stomach twist. "Why would it be about him?"
"Because you've been staring off into space all morning, and you only do that when it's Colton-related." Layla leaned against the counter, her expression equal parts curious and concerned.
Mia sighed, setting the cloth aside. "It's nothing. Just... complicated."
"Complicated how?"
"It's nothing, Layla. Really."
Her friend didn't look convinced, but she let it drop. Mia appreciated it. She wasn't ready to talk about the mess she'd made of her feelings.
The bell above the door jingled, and Mia glanced up, her heart skipping a beat when she saw Colton walk in.
Of course, he looked effortlessly handsome in his tailored suit and dark overcoat, his hair still slightly damp from a recent shower. He spotted her immediately, a slow smile tugging at his lips.
"Morning, Hart," he said, his voice warm and familiar.
Mia swallowed hard, gripping the edge of the counter. "Hey, Colton. What are you doing here?"
"Thought I'd grab a coffee before heading into the office." He leaned on the counter, his hazel eyes locked on hers. "Figured you'd be here."
Her pulse quickened under his gaze. "You could've gone to any coffee shop."
"Yeah, but they don't have you."
The casual flirtation sent a spark through her, but she quickly tamped it down. He didn't mean it the way she wanted him to.
She turned to the espresso machine, focusing on making his usual order. The silence between them felt heavier than it should have.
"Mia," Colton said softly, his voice closer now.
She glanced over her shoulder and found him standing just a foot away, his expression uncharacteristically serious.
"What's going on with you?" he asked. "You've been different lately."
Her hands stilled on the machine. She couldn't meet his eyes, couldn't let him see the truth.
"Nothing's going on," she said, her voice steadier than she felt.
"I don't believe you."
The frustration in his tone made her chest ache. She wanted to tell him, to lay everything bare, but fear held her back.
Instead, she handed him his coffee and forced a smile. "Here you go. On the house."
Colton frowned, clearly unsatisfied with her response. He hesitated for a moment, then reached out and tucked a strand of hair behind her ear.
"I'm not letting this go, Mia." His voice was low, almost a whisper. "We're going to talk about this."
Before she could respond, he turned and walked out, leaving her heart pounding in his wake.
Colton's POV
The coffee sat untouched on Colton's desk, the steam curling into the air like a taunt. He couldn't focus on the stack of contracts in front of him, couldn't shake the image of Mia's forced smile from his mind.
She was hiding something.
He leaned back in his chair, running a hand through his hair. Caleb's words from earlier rang in his ears: Just tell her how you feel before you screw this up.
It wasn't that simple. If he told Mia the truth-if he admitted that she was the one thing he couldn't get out of his head-everything would change. And if she didn't feel the same...
He couldn't lose her.
But he couldn't keep going like this either.
Colton stood abruptly, grabbing his coat. He didn't know what he was going to say, but he knew he couldn't sit here any longer.
Mia's POV
The knock on her apartment door came just as Mia was settling onto the couch with a bowl of ice cream. She frowned, setting the bowl aside and padding to the door in her socks.
When she opened it and saw Colton standing there, her breath caught.
"What are you doing here?" she asked, her voice barely above a whisper.
His hazel eyes searched hers, and for a moment, neither of them spoke. Then he stepped inside, closing the door behind him.
"We need to talk," he said, his tone leaving no room for argument.
Mia folded her arms, trying to guard herself against the storm she saw brewing in his gaze. "About what?"
"You know what." He took a step closer, his presence overwhelming in the small space. "Something's been off with you, Mia. I want to know why."
Her throat tightened. She couldn't do this. Not now, not like this.
"I told you, I'm fine," she said, her voice wavering.
"No, you're not." His frustration was palpable, but so was the concern. "You're pulling away, and I want to know why."
Mia looked away, her hands trembling. "I can't do this, Colton."
"Do what?"
"This... us."
The silence that followed was deafening. When she finally looked up, his expression was unreadable.
"Mia..." His voice was softer now, his eyes searching hers. "What are you saying?"
She swallowed hard, forcing the words out. "I can't keep pretending this is just physical. It's not. Not for me."
The confession hung in the air, raw and vulnerable.
Colton didn't move, didn't speak. Then, slowly, he reached out and cupped her face in his hands.
"You think I don't feel it too?" he asked, his voice barely above a whisper.
Mia's breath hitched, her heart hammering in her chest. "What?"
"I've been fighting it, Mia. Fighting *you*. But I can't anymore." His lips crashed against hers, and for the first time in weeks, everything felt right.
Mia's POV
She sat cross-legged on the couch, her hands wrapped around a steaming mug of coffee. The events of last night played on a loop in her mind, each moment sharper than the last.
Colton had kissed her. Not the way he usually did- teasing, playful, with no promises attached. Last night had been different. His touch, his words, everything about him had felt... real.
Her phone buzzed on the coffee table, pulling her from her thoughts. She hesitated before picking it up, her stomach flipping when she saw his name on the screen.
Colton: Morning. Can we talk later?
She stared at the message, unsure how to respond. They'd already talked-or, more accurately, she'd spilled her heart, and he'd kissed her in a way that made her hope for something more. But where did that leave them now?
Her fingers hovered over the keyboard before she finally typed out a reply.
Mia: Sure. Let me know when.
Setting the phone down, she leaned back against the cushions and closed her eyes. Her heart wanted to believe that last night had changed everything, but her mind was already bracing for disappointment.
The sharp knock at her door startled her. She wasn't expecting anyone, and a quick glance at her phone confirmed it wasn't Colton.
Opening the door, she was met with Layla's grinning face. Her friend held up a box of pastries like a peace offering.
"I figured you could use some company," Layla said, stepping inside without waiting for an invitation.
Mia blinked at her. "Did you read my mind or something?"
Layla set the box on the counter and shrugged. "You're not exactly hard to read, Mia. So, what happened?"
Mia sighed, dropping onto a stool by the kitchen island. "Colton kissed me last night."
Layla froze mid-bite of a croissant, her eyes widening. "Wait, what? Like, *really* kissed you? Not one of those 'I'm trying to charm my way out of something' kisses?"
"No," Mia said, her cheeks heating. "It was... different. Like he actually meant it."
"Holy crap." Layla set the croissant down, her expression turning serious. "What did he say after?"
"Not much. He left after the kiss. But he texted me this morning and said he wants to talk later."
Layla leaned forward, her gaze intent. "And how do you feel about it?"
"I don't know." Mia buried her face in her hands. "Part of me wants to believe this means something. But the other part is terrified he's going to say it was a mistake."
Layla reached across the counter and squeezed Mia's hand. "Look, I've seen the way that guy looks at you. Whatever this is, I don't think it's just a fling for him anymore."
Mia nodded, hoping her friend was right.
Colton's POV
The familiar hum of the elevator filled the air as Colton leaned against the mirrored wall, his thoughts racing. He'd spent the better part of the morning replaying last night over and over in his head, questioning if he'd handled it the right way.
The kiss had been impulsive, but it had also been inevitable. He couldn't keep pretending that what he felt for Mia was casual. Not anymore.
The elevator doors slid open, revealing the sleek lobby of his office building. He stepped out, nodding at the receptionist before heading to his private office.
Caleb was already there, lounging in one of the leather chairs with a cup of coffee in hand.
"Good morning to you too," Colton said, raising an eyebrow.
"Morning," Caleb replied, his grin entirely too smug. "You look like you didn't sleep."
Colton dropped his briefcase onto the desk and loosened his tie. "Not in the mood, Caleb."
"Let me guess," Caleb said, leaning back in the chair. "This is about Mia."
Colton glared at him. "What do you want?"
"To help, obviously." Caleb's tone was annoyingly cheerful. "You kissed her, didn't you?"
Colton's silence was answer enough.
"Well, it's about time." Caleb set his coffee down, his expression turning serious. "So what's the plan now?"
"That's what I'm trying to figure out."
"Here's a thought," Caleb said, his tone laced with sarcasm. "Tell her how you feel instead of overthinking everything like you always do."
Colton ran a hand through his hair, frustration bubbling to the surface. "It's not that simple."
"Sure it is," Caleb shot back. "Unless you're planning to push her away and regret it for the rest of your life."
The words hit harder than Colton wanted to admit. Caleb had a point, but the fear of losing Mia was paralyzing.
"You're right," Colton said finally. "I need to talk to her."
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Mia's POV
The afternoon sun cast long shadows across the park as Mia sat on a bench, her phone clutched in her hands. She'd texted Colton earlier, agreeing to meet him here, but now the weight of what they needed to discuss was pressing down on her.
The sound of footsteps on gravel made her look up. Colton was walking toward her, his hands in his pockets, his expression unreadable.
He stopped in front of her, his hazel eyes meeting hers. "Hey."
"Hey," she replied, her voice softer than she intended.
He sat down beside her, leaving a small but noticeable gap between them. For a moment, neither of them spoke.
"I've been thinking about last night," Colton said finally, breaking the silence.
"So have I," Mia admitted.
He turned to face her, his gaze intense. "Mia, I meant what I said last night. I've been fighting how I feel about you because I was scared. Scared of ruining what we have. Scared of losing you."
Her heart thudded in her chest as his words sank in.
"But I can't keep pretending," he continued, his voice steady. "This isn't just physical for me. It hasn't been for a long time."
Tears pricked her eyes, and she blinked them away. "Colton..."
"I know I've messed up," he said, his tone softening. "But I need you to know how much you mean to me. And if you'll let me, I want to figure this out together."
Mia's breath caught as she searched his face for any sign of hesitation. She didn't find any.
"Do you mean that?" she asked, her voice barely above a whisper.
"I've never been more sure of anything," he said.
The vulnerability in his eyes was her undoing. Without thinking, she reached out and took his hand, threading her fingers through his.
"I've wanted this for so long," she said, her voice trembling.
"Me too," he admitted, a small smile tugging at his lips.
In that moment, the weight that had been pressing down on her lifted, replaced by something warm and hopeful.