The Affair; A Forbidden Love

*Around 6 am in the morning*

My eyes snapped open when I heard the alarm ringing, indicating it was already six in the morning. I yawned tiredly and was about to get up from the bed when I felt something around my waist weighing me down.

I looked down to see Ryan's arm wrapped tightly around my waist. I turned to face him and saw his eyes was tightly shut, he was still deep asleep. Deciding not to wake him up, I tried to move his arms slowly so I would stand up but he had other plans.

He tightened his grip on my waist and pulled me closer to him and made my back rest on his chest.

"Trying to run away from me wifey??" I heard him say. I shivered as his manly breath fanned my ear. He was just asleep right now. How come he is awake?? He tuned me to face him.

"Good morning." He added as he pecked my lips softly and gave me a breathtaking smile, showing off his dimples. One of his facial characteristics that had drawn me to him to him when we had first met.

"Morning." I answered as I smiled back at him.

"Where were you running off to?" He asked as he lifted himself up so he could stay above me but was careful enough not to rest his full weight on me.

"It's 6 am already. I wanted to help you prepare for work. You know you have an important meeting to attend to this morning." I reminded.

His eyes dilated in surprise as he started at the wall clock at the edge of our room.

"Shoot!!" He exclaimed as he jolted out of the bed.

"Why didn't you wake me up??" He asked.

"You're awake now." I said as I also stood up from the bed. He took off his clothes and practically ran into the bathroom making me chuckle.

I left the room and went to the kitchen to prepare a quick breakfast for him. I wanted him to have tea and toast since that's the fastest meal to make this morning. I opened the fridge to pick up some of the things I would need when an irritating smell reached my nose.

My eyes searched around frantically to see what was smelling so bad till I saw the fresh fish I had bought yesterday. I picked it up and noticed that it hadn't spoilt yet but the smell emitting from it was enough to make me puke.

I couldn't hold myself back so I dropped the fish and rushed to the toilet. I held my tummy as I puked out all the food I had eaten last night.

When I was done, I flushed the toilet and washed my face.

"Are you alright?" I heard Ryan's concerned voice as he walked into the toilet.

"Yes. Just an abnormal reaction to the fish in the fridge." I answered as I used my fingers to brush my messy hair.

"But you bought them yesterday. How come they've gotten spoilt already??" He asked.

"I don't know." I muttered and was about to leave the toilet when I felt another wave of nausea hit me.

I ran towards the cubicle and puked my gut out while Ryan patted me slowly on my back to help. When I was done, he helped me walk back into the room. I sat tiredly on the bed as I felt a pounding headache coming.

"Are you sure you are alright?? You weren't this sick last night." Ryan said worriedly as he felt my temperature.

"I'm fine. It will soon pass." I answered, brushing off the uneasiness I was feeling.

"How about you go to the hospital for a check up so we can know what is wrong." Ryan suggested.

"There is no need for that. I will be alright." I answered as I tried to stand up but plumped back on the bed when another migraine hit me. I held my head as I groaned in pain.

"That's it. I'm taking you to the hospital." Ryan said and was about to pick up his car keys when I held him back.

"Have you forgotten about the meeting you have today?" I asked.

"I'll drop you off at the hospital before going to the office." He answered.

"But you'll be late." I answered.

'That's not a problem." "Ryan, why don't you head there. I'll go to the hospital myself." I suggested.

"Lily...."

"Just listen to me." I cut him off.

"Okay. Make sure to go to the hospital." He said.

"Yeah yeah.. I have heard you already." I answered tiredly as I laid back on the bed so the migraine would pass. He placed a peck on my forehead before heading back into the bathroom.

I closed my eyes to take a short nap but didn't know when I drifted into a very deep slumber. By the time I woke up, it was already in the afternoon.

I quickly stood up and rushed into the bathroom to take a quick bath. After that, I put on new set of clothes, picked up my purse and left the house.

I boarded a taxi and headed to the hospital. A doctor attended to me. She asked me a few questions and conducted a test on me.

Some minutes later, she came back with a paper on her hand.

"So what's wrong with me doctor? Is it something serious??" I asked.

"No Mrs. Thompson. Quiet the contrary." She answered with a smile as she handed me the paper she was holding.

My eyes dilated in shock as I read the contents.

"Doctor.. please tell me that what I'm seeing is true. Please tell me I'm not dreaming." I said as I felt happiness bubble in me.

"What you just read is reality. You are five weeks pregnant." She answered.

I didn't know when tears started forming in my eyes. After three years of waiting, God finally answered our prayers.

The doctor was still talking but I wasn't listening to what she was saying. All that was on my mind was how I would break the news to Ryan. How happy he would be.

The doctor prescribed some drugs to me and congratulated me again. I thanked her and walked out of her office.

I picked up my phone and dialed Ryan's number but he wasn't picking. I figured out that he might still be busy as it is so I decided to head to his office to break the news to him. He would be so happy.

I boarded a taxi to his workplace and got there in no time. As I walked in, the workers around greeted me. They all knew me as Ryan's wife because I always visited his workplace.

I walked to his office and noticed that his secretary wasn't at her post. Are they still at the meeting?? I decided to wait for him in his office. I had almost opened the door when I heard noises coming from the office.

I felt a tight knot formed in my stomach when I realized what the noises were. I hoped deeply that what I was thinking wasn't what was happening. I pushed open the door and stood dumbstruck as reality hit me.

I saw my darling husband ramming his cock deeply into his secretary's pussy. They were deeply engrossed in the pleasure that they didn't even notice my presence.

"What the hell is going on here???" I said as I couldn't bear to watch them anymore.

"Lily???" Ryan said in shock as he pulled out his dick from her.

"What are you doing here??" He asked as he struggled to put on his pants.

The whore too quickly put on her blouse and skirt.

"I caught you cheating on me and the first thing you could say is ask what I am doing here??" I asked angrily.

"It isn't what it looks like." He said.

"It is what it looks like. How long has this been going on??" I asked.

"Lily baby...." "Don't baby me. I asked you a fucking question. How long has this been going on???" I asked again, this time louder.

"For about two years now." The whore whose name is Rachel answered.

"Why would you say that??" Ryan asked her.

"She deserved to know." She replied.

"Get out!!" He screamed at her and she ran out of the room immediately.

I felt my chest tightened as I felt pain, anger, hurt and betrayal all at once.

"Two years..... two years when all I have done was love and trust you. This is how you chose to repay me??" I croaked out as tears streamed down my face.

"I'm sorry." Was the only thing he could mutter.

"I loved you Ryan. Why would you do this to me? Wasn't my love enough for you? Or is it because I couldn't bear you a child?" I asked.

"What?? No. It isn't like that." He answered as he shook his head.

"Then what was the damn reason?? Why would you waste all those years we spent together..... all those hardships we went through together???" I asked again.

"I was just swayed momentarily. I didn't mean for any of it to come this far." He answered.

"Swayed momentarily." I muttered with a soft chuckle.

"Yes Lily... That's all it was." He said.

"You have been fucking that whore for two years and you're telling me that you were just swayed momentarily!!!" I screamed out.

"Calm down. You don't want others to hear what's going on here, this is a private discussion." He muttered as he tried to touch me but I didn't let him.

"What?? You don't want others to find out that you have been fucking your secretary behind your wife's back??" I asked, mockery evident in my voice.

"Lily...."

"You asked me why I was here. Well, I came to give you this." I muttered as I threw the pregnancy result at him.

"You're pregnant." He muttered in shock as he read the contents.

"I am pregnant but guess what, you won't be able to act as a father figure to my baby because I am ending this marriage right here." I said as I pulled off my wedding ring and threw it at his face.

"Wait. Lily, you can't do this to me.... to us." He muttered as he tried to hold me but I brushed his hands off.

"There is no us anymore. And it is your fault." I answered and left the office ignoring his calls.

mmediately I got out of the building, all the courage I had when I was talking to Ryan disappeared. My chest started to hurt as all the feelings I had kept bottled in started to rush out all at once.

It was so much for me to handle do the extent that I had a hard time breathing. With the little strength I had, I walked towards a bench that is close to the building and sat on it.

I sat on it and bowed my head, getting lost in my thoughts. Reality had started to hit me hard. I just realised how stranded I am as I chose to leave this marriage and take care of my baby alone.

All through our marriage, I had nothing doing even though I graduated from one of the best schools with the best degree as a medical doctor. I got married to Ryan immediately I graduated from college so I was very naive.

Ryan told me not to work and promised that he was going to take good care of the family and being the stupid girl I was, I listened to him. Despite mine and his families' disapproval, I got married to him at the age of twenty-two and cut all ties with them.

At first, we had to struggle to feed but as time went by, Ryan was able to secure a job at a Newspaper company which was his dream. He worked his way to the top and within a year, he had been promoted thrice.

Since then, we never lacked anything. Ryan had been the one providing for me and he tried his best. I don't know why he decided to forget all we went through together so secure this comfortable life we have.

I have no money, no properties registered in my name and no working experience. I doubt any hospital would want to hire a pregant woman. I can barely take are of myself talkless of a baby on the way

"What do I do?? Where do I start from now?!" I asked myself even though I didn't know the answer to my question.

I was so deep in my thoughts that I didn't notice that it was already getting late. I stood up When I noticed that the sun was setting. I didn't want Ryan to find me out here.

I stopped a cab and got in.

"Where to miss?" The driver asked.

That was when I realized I hand no where to go. I had just ended my marriage with my husband, it wouldn't make sense for me to show up at home. I have my pride to protect. Aside there, I have no other place to go. Except one place I think would be suitable for my state right now.

"Miss." The driver called again, snapping me out of my thoughts.

"Just head to a nearby club." I answered. He nodded his head and zoomed off.

...........................................

I had started to regret my decision the moment the noise from the speakers hit my eardrum. I was about to leave when my subconciousnees decided to speak.

"What are you trying to do? Chicken out?" She asked.

"I guess. This place isn't for me." I answered as I turned to leave.

"That's where you're wrong. You came here for an objective. To drown your sorrows and have fun for just one night. After that, you can think about your problems later." She adviced.

" But..."

"No buts. Think about how your husband betrayed your trust. Well, two can play that game." She said.

Thinking about what had transpired today, I felt anger bubble in me. I took a deep breath and walked into the club.

I searched around for the perfect person for tonight. My lips curved into a small smile when I found someone that caught my interest. Though I couldn't see his face, I could feel myself drawn towards him.

I walked towards him and by his side. I finally caught a glimpse of his face and damn...... this dude is hot. I have never felt any attraction towarde anyone except Ryan but I have to admit, this stranger is more handsome than Ryan would ever be.

He had this demeamor that was able to move me. I couldn't help but admire him. I scratched my neck in embarrassment when I realized I had been eye fucking him. I decided to talk to him

"Hello." I greeted as I put on the prettiest smile I could.

"I'm not interested." Was the first thing he said. It hurt my pride but I wasn't ready to give up yet.

"Really??" I asked as I used my fingers to brush against his biceps slightly.

He felt my touch and turned around angrily. I was slowly regretting my decision when his angry eyes slowly turned to that of admiration. One thing that I forgot to mention was that I (not to brag but) am very beautiful. Since my high school days, I was always the centre of attention. Every guy wanted me and every give was jealous of me.

"So sorry for my rudeness, I didn't notice that it was a damsel sitting close to me." His deep voice sounded.

" No worries." I answered, slightly happy that I haven't lost my charm yet.

"What type of drink would you like??" He asked.

" An orange juice please." I answered with a small smile. He turned to stare at me in surprise.

"Why would you come to a club of all places just to get a juice. Why not alcohol?" He asked.

"No reason." I answered curtly. I couldn't tell him the reason was because I was pregnant.

"As you wish my lady." He answered and ordered for my drink.

"Ethan Blackwood." He muttered as he extended his hands for an handshake.

"Liliana Thompson." I answered back as I took his large palm into my smaller ones.

I figured out that I won't be seeing him again so I just told him my real name. We started chatting about random things. The conversation felt so lively, unlike the ones I usually have with Ryan. I couldn't help but grow more attached to him.

"Do you wanna go somewhere quiet?" He asked after talking for some minutes.

I smiled after realising what he meant. I was about to reply him when my phone started ringing. I brought it out and saw Ryan's name flashing on the screen. It ruined my my mood instantly.

"What's wrong?" The stranger asked when he noticed the frown on my face.

"Nothing." I replied and switched off my phone before placing it in my purse.

"Let's go." I said to him.

"Okay." He answered and stood up from his chair while I followed behind him.

He led me into a private room in the club. The moment we were inside and the door was locked, I grabbed him by the collar and pulled him into a deep kiss.

He was shocked momentarily, but after some time he kissed me back. He held my neck and deepened the kiss while both our tongues were fighting for dominance.

After kissing for sometime, he pulled away so we could catch our breaths. He stared deeply at me for a while before he placed a small peck on my lips. He lifted me up and I wrapped my legs around his torso.

He walked towards the bed and placed me on it. He placed his hands on my blouse and stared down at me. I understood his silence and nodded my head. He smiled and unbottoned my blouse before talking it off me. He also took off my bra.

I started to feel self conscious when I felt his lustful stares on my naked breast. I was about to cover myself when he helld my hands.

"You are so beautiful." He muttered as he took one nipple into his mouth. I sighed and closed my eyes as the pleasure took over.

I couldn't stop the moan that escaped from my mouth when he expertly sucked on my nipples it felt so good.

He lifted his head and kissed me on my lips again. I placed my hand on his shirt and helped him take it off. I wrapped my hands around his neck and pulled him in to deepen the kiss.

A growl escaped his throat when our naked body touched. He pulled off our remaining clothing till we were both stark naked.

This is it. This is finally the moment. I had a chance to end this now and return back home but it was already too late. My marriage was already over and there was no turning back for me.

I couldn't stop the pleasure I was feeling. Hell, I didn't want to.

"Can I ?" He asked as he stared at me like he was looking deep into my soul.

"Yes." I muttered and he slammed into me without any hesitation. I moaned out when I felt his cock deep in my pussy.

He pulled out and then slammed back in again. I took in shaky breaths as the pleasure was too much for me to handle.

I could hear him moan as he kept moving in and out of me. I wrapped my legs around his torso and pulled him deeper to me. I didn't know long he kept moving until I felt a tight knot below my stomach. I was about to orgasm.

"I'm cuming." I heard him say as he started to increase his pace. In a matter of seconds, we both released together.

"That was awesome." I muttered as I tried to catch my breath.

"Yeah. Ready for round two?" He asked as he sat on the bed.

"You bet." I answered as I stood up and straddled him. I kissed him again and moaned against his lips as I wrapped my pussy lips around his enormous dick.

When his cock was already deep iniside me, I started to move slowly. He held me tightly when I started to bounce on his dick.

We were both a moaning mess by the time we had our second orgasm. We kept on going for hours till we were both tired and we fell asleep in each other's arms.

The next morning

My eyes fluttered open when I felt the rays of the sun escaping through the opened window shine on them. I was about to stand up from the bed when I noticed that I was in the arms of someone and it wasn't Ryan.

It gave me a real stock because something like this have never happened since I got married to Ryan. I have never been on a bed with another man.

I cracked my brain as I tried to remember what transpired between us and then, everything came rushing in, all at once. My eyes widened in stock when I Finally remembered having sex with him all through the night.

"Oh no. Fuck!! What have I done??" I asked myself as I jumped out of the bed quietly so I wouldn't wake him up.

I picked up my clothes that were lying on the floor and put them on swiftly. I Picked up my purse and was about to leave when I saw how disheveled my hair was so I used my hands to brush them until they looked okay to me.

I heard noises so I turned back to see Ethan moving slowly on the bed. I held my breath as I thought he would wake up and catch me trying to run away. Thankfully, he didn't because he became still seconds later.

"Whew." I sighed in relief as I wiped away invisible sweats from my forehead. I made sure he was deep asleep before sneaking out of the room.

I walked out of the club and boarded a cab home. I needed to pack my belongings if I was to leave home.

"Home." That word sounded so foriegn in my mouth. I didn't notice when I started crying until the cab man asked if I was alright.

"Yes." I answered him.

"You know ..." He continued.

"Don't waste your tears because whatever it is that you are going through, I'm sure it will pull away soon." He consoled.

"I hope so." I muttered.

"So just dry your tears because you look ugly when you cry." He said making me chuckle.

I sniffed and used the handkerchief he offered to wipe my tears and runny nose. We got to the house and I came down from the cab.

I Offered him the transport fare but he declined and zoomed off before I could force him to. I smiled as I watched him drive away. At least there are still some good men in this world.

I turned back to face the gate and took a deep breath. Here goes nothing. I picked out my spare key from my purse and used it to open the door. I was greeted by the smell of alcohol the moment I got in.

I saw Ryan lying on the couch like someone that had been robbed. He was holding our wedding portrait tightly in his arms and he kept mumbling my name in his sleep.

Has he been drinking?? I felt pity for him and wanted to wake him up. I was about to when the door bell started ringing. I panicked and ran to hide myself. I didn't want him to find me here.

"Who the hell is knocking at the door this early morning?" I wondered.

The doorbell was ranged sevend times before Ryan finally woke up. He blinked his eyes severally before he was able to come to his senses.

"Lily???" He muttered as he stood up swiftly. My heart shook as I wondered if he had been waiting for me.

I wanted to jump out of my hiding place and tell him that his Lily was here but I held myself back. I was curious to know who it was at the door.

From the place I was hiding, I saw Ryan open the door.

"What are you doing here?" I heard him ask.

"I came to see you.was worried since you weren't picking my calls."I heard a female voice, one that I recognized as his secretary's voice

What is she doing here??

"Won't you invite me in??" I heard her ask.

"You need to leave. My wife would be home any moment from now." Ryan answered and was about to close the door when she pushed herself in.

"You have a beautiful home." She said as she admired the house.

"I know but you need to leave right now." Ryan said.

'Your wife isn't here." She muttered

"Yeah. Thanks for stating the obvious." Ryan answered already feeling angry.

"Well... I was wondering if we could have some fun before she comes back. To cheer you up." She muttered as she placed her long fingers on his broad chest.

That whore. I wanted to come out of my hiding place and confront her but I held myself back. I wanted to see what Ryan would do.

She was about to unbotton his shirt when he held her hands.

"I said leave!!" He said, this time more fiercely than the first and that make her scared. She quickly withdrew her hand when he started squeezing it.

"Leave while I'm still being nice or you'll regret coming here." He warned. She quivered in fear and was about to leave when she stood her ground.

"You weren't like this yesterday nor the day you come at me and offered for me to be your mistress." She said.

What was she talking about?? He came at her and not the other way round??

" Did she finally accepted you for who you are??" She asked, slowly walking towards him. He remained quiet.

What the hell is she talking about???

"I doubt it. I know she would run away when she finally finds out the type of man you are." She said.

"She won't. Lily would never leave me." Ryan answered, trying to convince himself and her.

"Where is she now?? Don't you realise the fact that your darling wife is gone?. She left you but I would never leave." She said.

"No. You're lying. Lily would never leave me. She loves me. She can't leave me." Ryan quivered.

My heart melted at his actions and I wanted to go out of my hiding place and hug him but was stopped dead on my tracks when I heard something that I never in a million years thought I would hear.

"I am pregnant and the baby is yours." Rachel said.