Hospitals are weird, too quiet, too cold, and they smell like... lemon-scented despair. You'd think with all the money they make from sick people, they could at least get a decent air freshener.
I sighed, adjusting my hoodie as I sat beside mom's bed, gently rubbing her hand. She looked so small. Not just physically, like she was somehow folding inward from the weight of being unconscious for too long. The machines beeped around us like impatient little gremlins, reminding me that time was ticking.
"Hey, Mom," I said softly, leaning forward so only she could hear. "So, I burnt my toast again this morning. Set off the fire alarm, think it hates me. Or maybe it's just mad that I keep using it as a toaster-slash-heating device-slash-bread-crisper-slash-life-failure."
Nothing, not even a twitch of her eyelids, not that I expected anything, but... a girl can dream, right?
I swallowed and looked around the room, plain walls, scratchy curtains, a water jug I was too scared to drink from. My gaze settled back on her face, pale, peaceful, too peaceful.
"I miss you." My voice cracked on the last word. "I really, really miss you. I keep trying to act like I've got it all under control, but..."
I paused, biting my lip. No, I wasn't gonna cry today, I promised myself I wouldn't. "It's hard, Mom. The bills are stacking up, my job is...ugh, don't get me started and the only thing I haven't ruined this week is... okay, no, I've ruined everything."
I sniffled. "Except your favorite hoodie. Still wearing it. Smells like lavender and too much laundry softener."
The door creaked open, and I straightened. Dr. Harper entered with his usual neutral expression that always made me feel like he was about to announce either hope or heartbreak.
"Emery," he said, nodding politely. "How are you holding up?"
I gave him my best 'I'm fine but definitely not fine' smile. "Still breathing, that counts, right?"
He nodded, stepping closer to check the monitors. "Your mother's vitals remain stable. That's a good sign, no changes, but no decline either."
"So we're in a waiting game?"
He glanced at me. "Yes. The brain's a complicated thing. Recovery from this kind of trauma takes time, and every patient's path is different. But... don't lose hope."
I nodded slowly. "Hope's kind of the only thing keeping me from pulling my hair out and applying for a job as a professional blanket burrito."
Dr. Harper chuckled, patted my shoulder, and left. I returned to Mom's side, taking her hand again.
"You hear that, Mom? You're stable. Which is great because I'm not. Mentally, emotionally, financially....I'm basically a walking disaster with a semi-decent Spotify playlist."
I leaned my forehead gently against her arm. "I'm trying, okay? I'm doing my best. So, if you could just... wake up sometime soon, that would be awesome. No pressure."
I stood to grab my bag when something stopped me.
A flicker.
I turned sharply, staring at her hand.
Was that a twitch?
I stepped closer, my heart in my throat. I leaned in, staring like a lunatic. "Mom?"
And then...then her eyelids fluttered.
Once
Twice
My breath caught.
"Mom?"
No answer, no movement again, just stillness.
I backed up slowly, hand over my mouth. Was that real? Was it just my brain messing with me from all the lack of sleep and cheap vending machine coffee?
I wasn't sure. But my heart was beating like I'd just run a marathon. And suddenly, for the first time in weeks, I felt something warm in my chest.
Hope.
You know what's worse than being broke?
Being broke and dressing up to serve champagne to people who probably use hundred-dollar bills as napkins.
I tugged at the tight black dress the catering company provided, elegant on anyone else, but on me? It clung in all the wrong places and rode up whenever I breathed. I looked like a discount Bond girl. If James Bond had a waitress with college loans and hospital bills.
"Alright, Emery," I muttered to myself in the mirror backstage. "No tripping, no spilling, no smart-mouthing rich people. Just smile, serve, and maybe, just maybe you'll keep your job long enough to pay for mom's next bill."
My chest tightened at the thought.
Mom still hadn't woken up. That little movement her fingers made last week? The doctors said it was involuntary, nothing more. I didn't cry, not in front of them, at least. But every day, I visited, talked, told her about my shift, about her stupid soap operas I now watched religiously just to update her. She'd wake up eventually, I told myself. She had to.
So tonight? Was for her.
"Emery!" my supervisor snapped. "Champagne service now!"
"Coming, boss lady," I said, balancing the tray with a dramatic flair and internally praying my nervous hands wouldn't betray me.
The gala was held at a stunning rooftop ballroom, glass ceiling twinkling with city lights. Everything smelled like roses and money. I wove through the crowd, past gowns that cost more than my rent and men who looked like they owned continents.
"Champagne?" I offered, flashing a customer-service smile that hurt my soul.
Then it happened.
One second I was focused on a guest's glass. The next, someone brushed past me and my hand jerked. A flute of deep red wine flew through the air like it had a vendetta and landed on the crisp white shirt of a man standing near the edge of the dance floor.
Gasps. A few whispers. Me? I froze. Eyes wide. Mouth open.
"Oh my gosh. Oh my...Sir, I am so....Wait, do you have a napkin? Should I find one? Should I lick it? No, that's weird, don't do that, Emery!"
His eyes narrowed as he looked down at his drenched shirt... and then at me. Cold, sharp, gorgeous.
Yup, gorgeous. That kind of too handsome for this planet face that rich jerks always seemed to have. Jet-black hair. Jaw like he bites diamonds for breakfast. And now... a huge red wine stain dripping down his chest.
"I... I swear it had nothing to do with your face! I mean...shirt! Your shirt!" I babbled, fanning him awkwardly with my hand. "I'm not flirting, I swear. Not that you're not hot! Ugh! Okay, kill me now!"
He didn't speak. Just raised one eyebrow like I was something sticky on the bottom of his designer shoes.
"Let me fix this!" I offered too quickly, reaching for a napkin and dabbing his shirt, only to realize I was basically patting his chest. I froze, horrified. "Oh no. I'm touching you. I'm assaulting a billionaire. I'm going to jail."
"Enough," he said, voice smooth and cold like iced whiskey. "Get your manager."
And just like that... I was toast.
As I watched him walk away, dabbing his expensive chest, the weight of dread dropped into my stomach like a brick. Somewhere behind me, I heard my supervisor call my name and not in the good, "You're getting promoted" way.
Well, Emery, I thought bitterly. You just spilled your way straight into unemployment.
If you ever thought rock bottom was a place, I can confirm it's a state of mind. And I was currently living in it, rent-free.
Because, you know, what's worse than getting fired for spilling a $500 glass of wine on a walking Armani mannequin? Being screamed at afterward by a plastic-surgery-sponsored rich bimbo with a voice that could shatter glass.
I didn't even know her name, but her overdrawn lips and overly tweezed brows were etched into my memory forever. She stood there, nose up in the air like I'd just wiped my peasant hands on her silk purse.
"No wonder you work as a server," she'd hissed at me, "You don't even know how to walk properly."
Ma'am, I was walking fine until your exorcist-level screaming sent me tripping over my own dignity.
Now, here I was, curled up in my tiny apartment with an empty fridge, unpaid bills, and the lingering smell of wine on my soul. All that was missing was a sad violin soundtrack playing in the background.
But I refused to spiral. I had bigger things to worry about.
Like my mom, still lying unconscious in the hospital bed, refusing to wake up. It'd been six months. Six months of doctors shrugging. Six months of bills piling. Six months of hope slowly draining.
I missed her voice, her cooking, her sarcastic little "Did you burn water again?" jokes every time I attempted to be Gordon Ramsay.
I blew out a breath and pulled on my old hoodie. If depression had a uniform, this was it. I grabbed my backpack and decided to go to my favorite place in the whole city, the orphanage down the block. No matter how bad things got, those kids always gave me a reason to smile.
They didn't care that I'd lost my job or that my mom was sick, or that my life was currently a hot mess casserole. They just wanted hugs, laughter, and someone to listen to their wild little stories.
And right when I was feeling a little better, a glossy magazine at the orphanage's front desk caught my attention. My jaw dropped.
CEO of Lancaster Corp Expands Internationally: Exclusive Interview with Alexander Lancaster.
And there he was Mr. Cold and Billionaire-y. The suit victim. The human statue I accidentally baptized in wine.
"Oh, you've got to be kidding me," I muttered, flipping the magazine open.
The universe really had me in a chokehold.
But maybe... just maybe...
If I could find him... apologize... maybe beg just a little...
I could get my job back.
Even if it meant groveling in front of the man whose thousand-dollar suit I soaked like a discount sponge.