That guy who rape me

Clark's POV.

I was distracted by the sound of my phone alarm going off, (we don't have an alarm clock) but it's just not set.

when I woke up, I looked at the time, it was 7:34 in the morning, why am I naked?.My head still hurts a lot, maybe from a hangover, f** those gays, I'm really drunk, I'll slap them later!.

.By the way, my name is Clark Aiden Liam Lucas Noah, and I'm 25 years old, hmmm, my name is a boy, but I'm flirty every night, haha, I'm with you, but we can't be together yet, because my dad will beat me , that's still a soldier.

.so when my parents are there, I have no choice but to act like a real man which is disgusting for me.

I have friends like Shokla, they are Benjamin, Alexander, and Jayce, aren't they, male names too but they flirt every night hahah, always looking for daks.

.Besides, wait, why am I naked, well maybe this is how I sleep sometimes to make me comfortable, I was about to stand up, but I gasped because I saw blood on the bed sheet.

ohhy holy devil, whose blood is this, don't tell me I'm coming! OMG!!.

.I stood up and went straight to the bathroom, when I looked at my precious, there was nothing, or maybe I had a wound somewhere, never mind b*tch, I'll just wash it, and I really don't remember anything from last night, as in nothing, I remembered I'm very tired and I feel like I'm sleeping well, while walking.to get ready to take a shower I noticed a small notebook.I came over, and bent down and took it, the cover is still 10, but who cares?!, it's so bad, a lot of weird things are happening in my condo these days! I opened it and there was nothing written on it except for what to buy at the market? wtf is this ?!, it's impossible for me, I don't have a notebook like this.

.My address is still written here, ayy whatever, I'm going to take a shower, I'm just going to throw it away, after all, it's not mine. After throwing it away, I went straight to the bathroom to take a shower.

Aria's POV.

.When I left the building, I couldn't see myself, I looked fine, I looked at myself in my reflection, I was devastated, that man was an animal, he had no mercy, he almost killed me last night, tortured me, and almost was raped all night, after one time it was repeated by.repeated until he was tired of my body.His face is thick, he even put money in my bag, it's all worth 50,000, the rest is in an envelope, I can only see a thousand, some are still tied, what does he think of me?! Paid woman?! I never once thought of doing that, I'm a victim!.even though I'm very angry with myself, how can I be with other people, what can I do?.btw, I haven't introduced myself to you yet. I'm Aria louisse Buenaventura, isn't my name beautiful, but we're poor, I'm just a pensioner, and im 23 years old.

.I have to get up, I can't sink like a rock, I'm the only one who can help myself especially since I don't have anyone here in the city, I walked and then I got in a jeep, I paid and I told my direction.

.after a few minutes I arrived, at my boarding house, when I entered I immediately laid myself down on the bed, looked at the money in my bag, I didn't know what I was going to do with this money, I accepted it because I didn't have anything either, tomorrow I will look for another job, I don't want to go back to.that's hell, no matter what happens, even if this money runs out, I will never go back to that place.

.I will look for another job tomorrow, even though I have a lot of money, I will send it later for mom, and my family, my brother will take care of spending the money, I was surprised because someone called my phone.

"hello?"-Me.

"aria, it's your brother"-Brother Ethan.

."oh brother, you were called, is there a problem?, how are mom and dad?"-Me."Because we need money, I'm going to buy mom's medicine, she's still in the hospital right now, we need to pay mom's bill, Aria, I got fired from my job, they downsized a while ago and I'm one of the fired, if you can It's up to you first"-Brother Ethan.

."Alright bro, I'll send it, now, just check it later"-Me."thank you aria, go ahead and take a rest maybe you are tired from your work" he said and hung up the call, yes brother I was very tired earlier, because that demon almost killed me, I want to tell my brother what I experienced earlier but my tongue retracted, I don't want to add to the problem..

Clark's POV.

"You sh*ts! Don't flirt in my office!" I yelled at the gays, those who have no respect for singles! I scream at them, it's embarrassing.

."Mimi is very artistic! We're always used to it here, my bf is with Kopa" said Alexander, she's the most flirtatious, artistic and beautiful on her own, there's a b*tlog, Ayyy! man, we just have the same b* egg ahahahaha .

."yes Mimi!, by the way you liked the gift we gave you last night"-Jayce.

"yes, for sure you enjoyed it!"-Alexander.

"What gift? Are you crazy?! Are you saying that?!" I asked in surprise, I have no f*cking idea of ​​what they are saying.

."Well, it's like this, I drove someone in the province, they weren't rich, they just had enough, my mom also drove, and then I told her to get fresh boyssss, at least one from their place, then bring them here !!.We gave it to you as a present, but we have no intention of anything happening, it seems like Mimi is warming up! It's like you're going to dance!! Oh, isn't it exciting?!" Alexander explained, but in fairness, it's ostentatious, so that means danced. I was that guy last night!!! sheeeet why didn't I remember!!.may have seen a cup of healthy pandesal rour!!!.

"but how are you, Mimi sure enjoyed it, the gaga!"-Jayce.

"but I don't remember anything" I said, suddenly alexander gasped, because he was drinking.

"Marss Ms. Kadiri ah! The pig!".Jayce said, I just laughed too, I'm sorry, we're like squatters, we're really used to insulting each other and have no manners with each other.

"I'm sorry, aren't I"-Alexander.

"but when I woke up, I felt great, and I was so tired last night"-Me.

."As a matter of fact, it's really fun, oh my god, I can't wait for that guy, I hope we can see him"-Jayce.

"Hey benji! What's so quiet?!"-Alexander.

"don't take it, it's like shit, it was broken last night, wasn't it" Jayce whispered to us.

"You have a bad attitude!"-Me.

."Well, why is that, we haven't even dated for a week, he doesn't want to!!!" Benjamin shouted, hahahaha because they broke up with his bf.

"Didn't we tell you, it's money, because you're flirting, you're a d*ks hahah"-Alexander.

."Hey go ahead, you idiots, I can't focus on you, jusko!"-Me.

"The apple Mimii!, let's go, we're going to leave, your company will burn!" shouted Alexander, I just shook my head, they are really crazy.

"Son"-father.

.I turned around, and immediately stood up when I saw papa, kallurkeeiii! You're surprised popshiee! I'm going to be attacked.

"Why, there's a problem baby" I said and I forced my voice to be male otherwise, I might not make it to 26 next month.

."Nothing, I just came to visit, my son is 25 years old, I asked, do you plan to have a girlfriend?"-papa.

"Ahh actually nothing, I'm focusing on the company first"-Me.

.o to the M to the f*cking G, I'm nervous, he looks at me badly, likeee duuuh dad I don't like merlats, it's disgusting, I wish I was one of the merlats, why is it that I'm a man, lord !, it's crazy, I lose my beauty, when I think about that.

."Alright lets consider that there is a point karin, but remember, you know what will happen when I dissapoint you" he said so I immediately nodded, he stood up and left in my packing office.

"Itchuserang frog, dad, I don't like merlat!".I whispered as I looked at my phone watching my bebe loves!, you are really pogi pogi bebe lovesss!!.

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Clark's POV.

We're here at the gay mall, because it's one of the closest malls, and we're fed up here, we're just wandering around, and of course these flirtatious guys are looking for boys to come by and flirt with us!.even though I'm gay, I'm a woman, I'm serene, I'm a goddess, I'm not naked, I don't wear feminine clothes, especially when my family is there, and of course I might be recognized in public, it's dangerous, I have to behave first, it's forbidden to exist and be polite and kalandian self hahaha. my image is beautiful throughout.philippines, hopefully oil.I'm one of the most famous CEOs, because our company is also famous, we have so many branches, we have hotels, villas, and restaurants in different countries, especially in Italy, actually I just came home from Italy, I missed it because the philippines, and last night we had a party with shoklas.until I'm really drunk, and then I don't remember anything, hey, I want to remember but let me just focus on my company, I don't want to remember who that guy is.

."Gay, let's buy d**ldo!HAHAHA"-Alexander.

"Miss, you might hear something from you hahaha"-jayce.

"It's easy because I saw something on the internet, it's like a gummy bear but shaped like a t*t* ahhaha-Alexander.

"Look, why did you let it go mentally!".I said annoyed causing them to laugh.

"You're acting like you're not drooling on t*t*?!, then it wiggles"-Alexander.

"Ewwww! I imagined you g*go! Hahaha"-Benjamin.

I'm sorry guys, they really are like this, I apologize, I'm just getting along, besides, we're used to being like this with each other.

."Haysst come on!, let's go to the grocery store to buy something" I said so the two just nodded.

While we were walking, I first went to the noodle sections (A/N: Is that right hahah) but whatever it's called, I don't want to know.

.I got a ramen noodle, my favorite, I really like noodles, especially ramen and it's very spicy, it's delicious especially when it's raining or the weather is rough.

Aria's POV.

.I bought quite a lot, it's okay even if it's not that much, I'm the only one, I'm here for the noodles, I plan to choose pancit canton, hehe that's my fav, then soft boiled egg, it's so good I'm hungry.

."I missed you so much___" I couldn't finish what I was going to say, because suddenly someone bumped into me, they were a group of people who were still in suits, I couldn't see their faces because I had dropped a pack of pancit canton..

"Hey g*go! Slow down!" shouted one of them.

."sorry miss" he said and they left, when I heard those words, I got cold, that man's voice immediately came to my mind, because he was really loud, I felt fear and apprehension, I just started crying , remembering what I experienced again, I wiped my tears and immediately.let's fix it, I fixed myself, and started to go to the counter to pay, I want to leave here...

Aria's POV.

1 month later

When I woke up, I did my morning routine, took a shower, ate and got dressed to go to work. Then I walked out to ride a jeep.

.When I boarded the jeep I paid, the cafe was a bit far away, I was in uniform, the uniform was nice, my job was a waitress, what my boss said was true, many customers came here, I started work I, I took their orders and delivered them.then. it's not too tiring because I'm used to doing a lot of things."Ahh, you're the new one, aren't you?" asked a female colleague of mine.

"Ah, yes, I am"-Me.

"By the way, Maileen, I'm new here too, so how are you"-Maileen.

"It's okay, I'm happy because I was accepted especially

I really need money"-Me.

."Btw, can you take the order first at table 12, can I take a moment?"-Maileen.

"Okay, okay" I said and went straight to table 12.

My work continued until I reached Alas

.It's eight in the evening, it's also very tiring, especially the customers were flocking earlier, I was scolded a lot because I threw a customer, I got dizzy suddenly, I let go of the one I was holding earlier, it was thrown on the customer, I was even scolded.

.I'm very tired, my back hurts, almost my whole body, I'm used to heavy work but why is it so hard now?

.when I got home, I sat on the sofa and rested, then I felt hungry, I had eaten at the restaurant earlier, I ate all the leftover cookies, I almost laughed, I ate breakfast why is that hahah.

.I cooked two noodles, the one with broth, the pancit canton is ready hehe, then I added an egg, then I cooked spam.

After I eat, I'll eat it all, I'm very hungry, then I'll just take the apples I bought from the fridge to be healthy aha.

.I was watching TV while eating when suddenly someone called my phone, I looked to see who it was, I was surprised to see my brother, I immediately answered it.

"Oh brother, did you get called?"-Me.

"Aria.....sniff....aria"-brother Ethan.

.I was immediately told, why is she crying?, it's not like something bad happened.

"Brother, why are you crying, did something happen?"-Me.

"Ariaa.....mom is gone!..."-Brother Ethan.

"What!!....how, what happened!!!"-Me.

.I suddenly burst into tears from what I heard, I didn't know what to do, I was confused and listened to what my brother had to say.

."This...afternoon..he said he was going to sleep and rest but.....but....he didn't wake up, the doctors tried to revive mom but nothing...no really, I was calling you earlier but you don't answer" she said while crying, as if I was buried in the ground, I'm sorry mom, no.I can't go without mom, I have to go home, I'll find a way to go home."I'm going home brother.....I'm going home..wait for me huh...I'll find a way.."I said and hung up, I poured out all the tears that came out of my eyes, I blamed myself, why didn't I answer my brother's call earlier!, why!?, I will go home tomorrow, I will try to get home, I still have money.me, because I was drunk earlier, I will hide it and bring it home. I didn't finish my meal because I lost my appetite, I just cried in the room, I can't accept the loss of my mom, I don't want to accept it, until she realized I fell asleep..

Clark's POV.

Tomorrow...

Hey, this morning my great father lectured me, why is that so unfair!..why do they want me to be a gf, well I don't like duhhhh you know what I am, right, and now we gays are here at a famous restaurant with dad, ma'am, they say they will introduce me to someone, as if I care.

."Son meet Sophia Emma Olivia Ava she is the daughter of one of my friends in buisness" dad introduced when the girl arrived, actually her name was gay, it was obvious from her appearance.

.the make up is thick, it looks like breasts, is she even sniffing a bomb?, then her soul is almost outside because of what she is wearing, yes, this is the type of woman that I dislike the most out of all, well actually I really don't like any woman ,as a friend it's possible but in relationship thingy,no f*cking way.

."Hi" he said to me, I just smiled, but of course it was a fake smile.

"And Sophia I want you to meet my son, Clark Aiden Liam Lucas Noah that's nice, pogi" when dad said the word pogi, I wanted to throw up.

.I just ordered and let them talk, let them take care of that, I'll just eat, I've been hungry for a while, I started to eat, hmm the girl is very plastic, you think she's really happy, she looks irritated, it's too bad to think about that because I might lose my appetite.

."Soo umm when is the wedding" mom immediately asked causing me to feel sad, why am I drinking water?!, but is she really serious?

"Mom?! what are you talking about?"-Me.

."Why are we planning to get you married, son, I don't want it to be out of the calendar, you don't even have a husband, how are you going to give us a grandchild"-Mama.

."But ma, I don't like her!, I don't even know her, it's very unfair that you can't control me all my life!"-Me. After I stood up, I can't take it anymore, I'm just annoyed with my parents , I don't want to marry any woman, especially when I don't know and I don't.dear, what's more, they told me to give them a grandchild, it's up to them, i cant do that in gay, I'm only 12 years old and he feels that I'm different, I have you now, but I don't think he's still my MU because he has no feelings anymore, its really unfair, I don't want to be submissive for the rest of my life.I.

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I went to alexander's condominium, yes, I want to talk to someone now, I want to get rid of my stress..

Aria's POV.I told my boss if I could even take a day off first, I know I just started work but what can I do I have to go home, he agreed and it's good that he understands me, I'll go home to Iloilo, I'll take a plane, to be faster, maybe it's just a few hours, when.ship may take me a day or two.I got on the plane, I was nervous, and at the same time I was very sad, I still couldn't accept the loss of my mother, why did everything have to happen to me, I really deserve to be tortured like this, maybe the Lord gave me the obstacle this is because there is a reason, or maybe there is a plan.she is more beautiful to me in the future, I can't seem to bear seeing my mother in her coffin, it hurts so much for me.

.I wiped the tears that fell from my eyes, and took a nap for a while to rest, I was getting tired so fast now, and the weight of my body.

.after a few hours did we arrive, when I woke up I almost fell asleep during the whole flight, I stood up and straightened myself, prepared my luggage, and slowly descended, because my body was really heavy.

.I rode a tricycle, I don't have that much luggage, because I'm also going back to Manila, I can't really stay here for long.

When I got there, I had to walk a bit before actually getting to our house, you passed the house of the chismosas.

"Hey! Aria!.Jusko, it's good that you're back" Aling lita suddenly greeted me.

"Hehe, yes, it's necessary"-Me.

"Oh, we sympathize" he and his companions said, so I just nodded.

."Wait, I have a chicka with you, you know your girlfriend, she looks like she's pregnant" I was shocked by what the little girl said, it's impossible, besides, I know it's impossible that I'm the father, right? that will hurt me.

."Oh, she's getting fat, and her stomach seems to be getting bigger, so keep an eye on her, maybe she's doing something" he said, so I faked a smile, and turned around, and continued walking, I don't think what they're saying is true because maybe if what can i do

.in the 4 years we've been together it's impossible, I know he's loyal to me, and I love him very much, I sacrificed my studies, I worked early for him and my family, I did everything, so I hope their rumors are not true ..

Arias POV.

When I arrived, I was greeted by two brothers, we are all four siblings in the family, the older brother, me and the two younger ones, and I take responsibility for them because my parents have illnesses.

.My brother immediately came out and greeted me, took my luggage and hugged me. When I went inside I saw my girlfriend.

"Darling!, thank you for coming" he said to me, I smiled and hugged him.

"How was your school?" Me.

"It's okay dear"-gf.

"It's good"-Me.

."Why is it now?" asked my brother, which surprised me, he looked like he was still angry, his eyebrows met, I just remained silent.

"I called you yesterday, you didn't answer almost ten times, you know....it's your fault!".he shouted at me, dad slowly stood up to tell my brother, he couldn't stop my tears.

"Son, that's right, it's not his fault" - dad.

"Not yet!.It's his fault that mom begged him not to leave because mom will miss you, after all, you're the favorite of the whole family, right?!, you're so deceitful, it's always you, it's always me who's wrong!"-brother Ethan.

.He is very angry with me, I am crying because of the humiliation that is happening to me, they don't know what I went through in Manila.

."I can't believe you're so selfish!, you're embarrassing"-brother Ethan, he felt angry, but I had to calm down, I approached my girlfriend because I had to know if what I heard outside was true.

"Honey, people outside say you're pregnant, that's not true, is it?".I immediately asked, I was surprised because the two suddenly became silent, even the older brother was silent.

"So what's the truth? Who's the father?" even though it hurts I have to know.

."I'm so...sorry!, I couldn't stop myself, I was drunk at that time even that person and then I didn't wake up!!!, he said, I clenched my fists, I was very angry, very angry My chest is tight, it hurts so much, I loved him so much, more than myself, I just helped.why does it have to happen to me....why?I couldn't stop crying anymore! I sobbed because I couldn't stop myself either.

"I'm the one who helped the bad one" I said and sobbed.

."That's because...when you have money, you think who's arrogant...you're just helping us to make us feel that we didn't do anything to the family, right?"-brother Ethan.

"That's not true....I helped because you are my family..." .I answered, but my brother shook his head, as he continued to wean us.

"You're embarrassing...you're so selfish...when you went to Manila you thought who was holding the big money"-brother Ethan.

.it hurt so much for him to speak, I cried even more and just washed my face and faced them again.

."And maybe I'm embarrassing.....because even I'm...shame-shame..right-right....I'm a fool to myself...nope....I've been fooled.. ..nothing..I can't do anything....what I can do...my stomach is brave ..also swallow my pride...because if I don't do that....maybe more.I died before my mother...and do you know....the first time I went to Manila...I saw the job that was given to me, and I wanted to revive you here.....when I started working as a maid.....that's what she said when she kissed me......this is your brother!!.....why you?....almost.make me my boss's food!!....played with.....bored.....he repeatedly made the piglet......but did you hear anything from me???!... ...nope!...because I did it all on my own!!!....because I don't want to go home here!!...and you can see the disappointment on your faces....especially your brother.....right?!-Me.I came closer and faced my brother, he was crying, even dad and my cheater gf were crying...

"W*gina why are you like this.....the thickness!!!, of your face!....to judge me!....while what I prefer!!!!!....is for you to live here!!!..even me!!. ..I'm killing that demon little by little!!...you don't know anything!!-I shouted at them.

."You don't know anything!!!!...I just want to kill myself!..." I shouted, my brother immediately hugged me, he was crying.

"Forgive me....forgive" he said, my body gradually weakened until my vision darkened and I lost consciousness....

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