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THE BASTARD ALPHA

THE BASTARD ALPHA

Author: : PrettyAmaka
Genre: Fantasy
They called him a mistake. A bastard. A wolf no pack should claim. Rowan Vexley was born out of wedlock, abandoned by the father who should have protected him and shunned by the pack that feared his power. Every scar on his body tells a story of rejection, every growl of his wolf whispers of a curse he cannot control. Then there's Liora Dane-golden-blooded, fearless, and utterly forbidden. The one woman who can calm the storm inside him... and the one he can never have. But destiny doesn't care about rules. As Rowan's dormant power erupts, bloodlines clash, and ancient curses awaken, the world around them spirals into chaos. Betrayal cuts deep. Desire burns hotter. And the line between love and destruction disappears. To survive, Rowan must embrace the power they all fear... Or watch everything he loves be destroyed. The Bastard Alpha is a dark, slow-burn paranormal romance of forbidden love, deadly power, and a bond that could either save or doom them all.

Chapter 1 THE BOY WHO SHOULDN'T EXIST

"Look at him. Even his scent is wrong."

Rowan Vexley didn't slow his steps as two guards whispered loudly enough for the whole courtyard to hear. He'd grown used to it-the stares, the murmurs, the pointed fingers that followed him like shadows he never asked for.

"The Bastard Alpha," another spat under his breath. "Should've been drowned at birth."

Rowan's jaw tightened, but he said nothing. Words never protected him. Silence was safer. Stronger. A weapon he controlled when the rest of his world belonged to others.

He walked across the training yard with a sack of broken weapons slung over his shoulder. He wasn't allowed to train during peak hours. He wasn't allowed to spar with the elite warriors. He wasn't allowed to participate in pack hunt nights.

Bastards didn't get privileges.

The only reason he was allowed in the yard at all was to clean up after everyone else.

"Rowan," a deep voice barked.

Rowan turned. Beta Kellan Thorn, a massive man with iron-gray eyes and a permanent scowl, stalked toward him.

"Alpha Magnus wants you in the council hall," Kellan said. "Now."

Rowan swallowed. "Did he say why?"

Kellan gave a humorless laugh. "He never does."

Of course not. His father never called him unless it was to reprimand him, use him, or remind him that he should've never been born.

Rowan left the yard, ignoring the snickers trailing behind him. He crossed under the towering arches of the Vexley estate-stone walls carved with ancient wolf sigils, banners of honor, symbols of a lineage he would never be part of.

No matter how much of their blood roared in his veins.

Two guards opened the heavy wooden doors to the council hall. Rowan stepped inside, head held high despite the tightening in his chest.

The hall was circular, lit by torches that flickered against stone columns. Elders sat around a long table, robes rustling as they turned to watch him enter.

Alpha Magnus stood at the head.

His father.

A man built of hard muscle, cold control, and eyes like winter steel. He was everything a perfect Alpha should be-and everything Rowan had been denied.

Magnus didn't look up immediately. He signed a document, dipped his quill again, then finally lifted his gaze.

"Rowan," he said, voice flat. "You broke a trainee's arm today."

Rowan blinked. That was why he'd been summoned?

"He lunged at me with his claws out," Rowan said carefully. "I moved. He miscalculated."

Magnus' jaw clenched. "Your strength is becoming a problem."

Of course. Everything Rowan did was a problem.

"I didn't start the fight," Rowan said quietly.

"And yet you finished it," Elder Granik snapped from the left. "With excessive force."

"If Rowan hadn't dodged," Elder Mirella countered mildly, "we would be discussing the death of a trainee."

A ripple of murmured agreement and disagreement spread through the room. Rowan stayed silent, eyes fixed ahead. He'd learned long ago not to argue. No one believed him anyway.

Magnus stepped down from the dais, stopping a foot from Rowan. He stared at him with that familiar mixture of disgust and calculation.

"You're losing control," Magnus said. "Your wolf is reacting too strongly. Unpredictably."

Rowan forced his fingers to unclench. "Maybe if I had a proper mentor-"

"You?" Magnus cut in with an icy laugh. "Do you think I will waste the pack's resources on a child born of a mistake?"

Rowan's throat tightened painfully. He lowered his gaze.

Magnus' voice dropped, cold and sharp.

"You didn't ask to be born, Rowan. I know that. And yet-here you stand, a constant reminder of my greatest shame."

The words burned. Not because they were new. But because they still hurt.

Suddenly, a soft, steady voice spoke.

"Alpha Magnus, if I may?"

Rowan's head snapped up.

Liora Dane stepped forward from her place near the council seats. Her presence was like warm sunlight in a room filled with ice-golden-brown hair pulled into a loose braid, soft green eyes that saw far too much, a healer's calm wrapped around a warrior's spirit.

Rowan's heartbeat stumbled.

Liora.

The girl who once placed bandages on his knuckles when no one else cared.

The only person who ever looked at him without judgment.

Magnus narrowed his eyes. "Speak, Liora."

"Rowan wasn't at fault," she said gently, but her tone carried steel. "I witnessed the scuffle. The trainee attacked out of jealousy."

Granik scoffed. "Jealousy of what? His bastard blood?"

Liora's gaze sharpened. "Jealousy of his skill."

The room fell silent.

Magnus' eyes flicked to Rowan, then back to Liora. "You defend him too easily."

"Because the truth is rarely spoken for him," she replied.

Rowan felt heat spread through his chest-an ache he didn't have a name for. But something dangerous stirred beneath it.

His wolf.

Her scent-wildflower and earth-hit him like a shifting wind. His wolf pushed hard against his skin.

Mine, it growled.

Rowan stiffened. "Stop," he muttered under his breath.

Magnus waved a hand impatiently. "Enough. Rowan, leave. The council will discuss your... situation."

Rowan hesitated just a moment-long enough to meet Liora's eyes.

Soft. Apologetic. Hopeful.

He turned away quickly before his wolf could surge again.

Outside, the cold night air slapped his skin. Rowan breathed deeply, trying to calm the beast inside.

But it was too late.

His wolf was pacing, restless, filled with hunger and something sharper.

She defended us, the wolf whispered. She sees us. She is ours.

"No," Rowan hissed, gripping a tree trunk as a sharp heat clawed up his spine. "You're wrong. She's not ours. She can't be."

But the truth whispered through his blood like prophecy.

He wanted her.

He wanted something he was never allowed to want.

And hope-a small, dangerous spark-lit inside his chest.

A spark he wasn't sure he could survive.

Because hope, in Rowan's world, was the first step toward heartbreak.

Chapter 2 THE BOY WHO WASN'T ALLOWED TO BREAK

The crowd scattered after Alpha Magnus's command, but Liora didn't move. She stood in the center of the courtyard, arms crossed over her chest, eyes flashing with something Rowan couldn't name-anger... or fear... or both.

He hated that she looked at him like that.

He hated even more that he wanted her to.

"Rowan," she said softly, "let me see your hands."

"I said I'm fine." His voice was harsher than intended.

She didn't flinch. "Your knuckles are bleeding."

"They'll heal."

"Not fast enough."

She reached for him again, but this time Rowan stepped back.

Not because he didn't want her touch-

but because he wanted it far too much.

"You shouldn't be seen with me," he muttered. "They'll blame you."

"The only people who should be blamed are the ones trying to break you."

Rowan's jaw clenched.

She didn't understand.

She couldn't.

"Liora, you're the future Luna. You can't-"

"Stop calling me that." Her voice cracked. Just barely. "I didn't choose that life."

His chest tightened. "You think I chose mine?"

Silence sat between them-heavy, painful, honest.

Liora exhaled shakily. "Rowan... what happened out there wasn't right. It's never been right. And I can't keep pretending it is."

Rowan looked away. "Pretend for your own safety."

Her hand lifted, hovering inches from his chin. "And what about yours?"

He flinched before she touched him. Not because of her-but because of the growl he suddenly felt inside himself.

Low.

Wrong.

Ancient.

His wolf pushed against his ribs like it wanted out-now.

Not tonight.

Not in front of her.

He stepped back again, but the movement made his vision blur. Liora froze.

"Rowan... you're trembling."

No, trembling wasn't the right word.

He was burning.

From the inside out.

His wolf snarled in his head, furious, pacing, tearing at him.

Not yet. Not here.

He forced his breathing steady.

"I just need to be alone," he managed.

"You're not well-"

"I said I'm fine!"

The courtyard fell silent.

Liora's eyes softened. Not pity-never pity. Something deeper. Something that made him feel unworthy just standing in front of her.

She stepped closer again, gently this time. "You don't have to carry everything by yourself."

Rowan shook his head. "I do. That's the problem."

She sighed and dropped her hand. For a moment he thought she'd walk away. But instead, she whispered:

"If they push you any further, you're going to snap."

Rowan swallowed hard. "Maybe that's what they want."

Her brows knit. "Why would they want you to break?"

Before he could answer, a voice echoed across the courtyard.

"Liora!"

Both turned.

Beta Calen, future Alpha-in-training and the pack's golden prince, walked toward them with a cold stare meant for Rowan alone.

Liora stiffened.

Calen stopped between them. "You've been summoned," he told her. "Right now."

Liora's eyes darted to Rowan's briefly-worried, apologetic-before she nodded and followed Calen.

But as they walked away, Rowan heard Calen's low hiss meant only for her:

"Stay away from him. The Alpha won't tolerate your sympathy for the bastard."

Liora didn't respond, but her fists clenched at her sides.

Rowan turned and left before he heard any more.

Better to pull away.

Better to disappear.

He didn't make it far.

---

His knees buckled once he reached the tree line. The strange burning inside him surged violently.

His back arched. His breath hitched.

"Not now," he whispered. "Please-not now."

His wolf pushed harder-feral, unhinged, unlike anything he had ever felt.

Wolves shifted during heightened emotion... but this wasn't shifting.

This felt like something awakening.

Something tearing free.

He gripped the bark of a tree as heat tore down his spine.

The cursed bloodline...

He didn't even know what that meant.

But whatever was happening inside him-it wasn't normal.

Pain slammed through him again. He bit back a cry, gasping.

A branch snapped behind him.

Rowan whirled, breath ragged.

A man stepped out from the shadows.

Tall. Ragged. Eyes glowing a dangerous amber.

A rogue.

"Stay back," Rowan warned, though his voice shook.

The rogue smirked. "Relax, boy. I'm not here to kill you."

Rowan stilled.

The man's grin widened. "I'm here because your mother sent me."

Rowan's heart froze.

"My... mother?"

The rogue nodded. "Before she died, she made me swear I'd find you when the signs appeared." He looked Rowan up and down. "And they've appeared."

Rowan's blood turned cold. "What signs?"

The rogue stepped closer, lowering his voice.

"The awakening, bastard alpha. Your real heritage is calling."

A violent pulse slammed inside Rowan's chest-so strong he lost his breath.

"What are you talking about?" Rowan rasped.

The rogue leaned in with a chilling smile.

"You're not like them. You're not even meant to belong to them."

Rowan's wolf growled.

The rogue straightened. "When the full moon rises tomorrow... your true nature will break through. And when it does-they won't be able to cage you anymore."

Rowan's pulse thundered. "What nature?"

The rogue's eyes glowed brighter.

"The nature of the wolf they tried to erase from history."

Rowan staggered back. "That's a lie."

"Oh no," the rogue whispered. "It's the truth your father fears most."

Behind them, another branch snapped-closer, sharper.

The rogue's gaze cut past Rowan.

"They found us," he hissed. "We're out of time."

Rowan turned-

-and froze.

Alpha Magnus stood several feet away...

with a silver blade glowing in his hand.

"Step away from the boy," Magnus growled.

The rogue smirked. "Or what? You'll kill him in front of your entire pack?"

Magnus lifted the blade.

"Not him," Magnus snarled.

His eyes locked on Rowan.

"You."

Rowan's world stopped.

The Alpha wasn't here to kill the rogue.

He was here for him.

Chapter 3 THE CURSE THAT BREATHES HIS NAME

For a full second Rowan couldn't move.

Alpha Magnus's blade gleamed silver under the moonlight-deadly, burning, meant for one purpose.

Not the rogue.

Not a threat.

Him.

"Father-" Rowan managed, breath breaking apart.

Magnus's snarl ripped the night open. "Don't call me that."

The rogue let out a low chuckle. "Magnus, Magnus... still hiding the truth?"

"Silence," Magnus barked, but the tremor in his voice betrayed him.

The rogue grinned wider. "If you think killing him will stop what's coming, you're more foolish than I imagined."

Magnus lunged.

Not at the rogue.

At Rowan.

Rowan reacted on instinct. His body moved faster than his mind could follow-faster than a normal wolf should move-twisting aside just as the blade slashed past him. It hit the tree instead, sizzling as the trunk smoked.

Silver.

Pure silver.

Rowan stumbled backward. "You're trying to kill me."

Magnus's eyes burned with fury and something Rowan had never seen in them before.

Fear.

"You should never have been born," Magnus growled. "You are a threat to this entire pack. To the world."

The rogue stepped between them. "And yet here he is-alive, awakening. Her prophecy unfolding."

Magnus lunged again, but Rowan's body moved on its own-dodging, retreating, trembling as the fire under his skin grew hotter.

His vision blurred.

His wolf roared.

His bones strained, threatening to snap.

"Stop-" Rowan gasped, clutching his chest. "Something's wrong-"

The rogue's voice dropped to a low, reverent whisper. "It's starting."

"No!" Magnus shouted. "Not yet!"

Pain detonated in Rowan's ribs. His knees buckled. He felt something ancient digging into him, ripping through him-

"Rowan? Rowan!"

A familiar voice shattered the chaos.

Liora.

She ran into the clearing, breathless, eyes wide-stopping short when she saw the silver blade aimed at Rowan's heart.

"Alpha Magnus!" she cried. "What are you doing?!"

"Leave. Now," Magnus barked, never taking his eyes off Rowan.

Liora stepped right in front of Rowan. "Not until you put the weapon down."

Magnus's jaw clenched. "You do not understand-"

"I understand enough," she said sharply. "You don't go after someone you were sworn to protect."

Magnus's face twisted. "Protect? He is a curse, Liora."

Liora didn't move. "Then I'll stand with the curse."

Rowan's breath shattered in his lungs. Liora... standing in front of him. Shielding him. Defying the Alpha for him.

His wolf reacted violently.

Heat roared up Rowan's spine, flooding his limbs. He gasped as his nails lengthened, scraping the ground.

No.

No, no-this wasn't shifting.

This was something else.

Something worse.

"Liora-" Rowan choked. "Get back."

She grabbed his hands-and everything inside him detonated.

A surge of power blasted through his veins, electric and primal. His vision flickered white. His heart slammed so hard he felt it in his skull.

Liora's eyes widened. "Rowan-your eyes-"

Pain shot through Rowan's entire body as his wolf howled inside him.

The rogue stared in awe. "There it is... the bloodline awakening. The bond reacting."

Magnus's face drained of all color. "No. No-this cannot be happening."

Liora held onto Rowan tighter. "Rowan, breathe. Just breathe."

But he couldn't.

Not when every part of him surged toward her.

Not when something ancient inside him whispered a word he wasn't ready to hear.

Mine.

His heart lurched. "Liora-"

A violent tremor ripped through him. He shoved her away before he hurt her.

She stumbled back, eyes wide. "Rowan?"

He dropped to his knees.

His bones vibrated. His vision blurred into streaks of gold and black.

Voices swirled around him, distorted.

"Magnus, he's transitioning too fast-"

"This is impossible-"

"Rowan, look at me-look at me-"

"His mark-look at his chest-"

His chest burned as if branded. He ripped his shirt, gasping.

A symbol glowed over his heart-fiery, ancient, pulsing with every frantic beat.

Liora's hand flew to her mouth. "That's... that's an Alpha origin mark."

"No." Magnus's voice broke. "It's older than that."

Rowan's head snapped up, eyes blazing with a color no wolf should ever have.

The rogue whispered, reverent:

"The Ascendant's Mark."

Magnus staggered back as if he'd seen a ghost. "It cannot be. That line was eradicated."

Rowan's breath heaved. "What does it mean?"

The rogue smiled darkly. "It means you were born to lead the wolves that lead Alphas."

Rowan's pulse stopped.

"That bloodline is forbidden," Magnus hissed. "Extinct!"

"Apparently not," the rogue said.

Liora stepped toward Rowan, trembling. "So all these years... he wasn't weak. He wasn't cursed."

"No," the rogue whispered. "He was suppressed."

Rowan clutched his head. Suppressed. Betrayed. Lied to.

His entire life...

Magnus stepped forward desperately. "Liora, get away from him. That bloodline consumes everything it bonds with."

Rowan's world tipped sideways. "Bond?"

Magnus's next words hit him like a blade.

"If she continues touching you, her soul will imprint permanently."

Liora froze.

Rowan's heart plummeted.

Imprint.

Permanently.

As in... claiming.

As in... no turning back.

The rogue laughed. "Too late."

Magnus roared, "No!"

But Liora's hand was already reaching for Rowan.

And Rowan's wolf-

snapped.

He lurched forward, grabbing her wrist before he even realized he was moving. She gasped, meeting his burning eyes.

"Rowan-"

He felt it.

She felt it.

The bond slammed into place like a lock closing.

A shockwave burst through the clearing.

Liora screamed. Rowan screamed with her-pain, power, destiny ripping through them both.

The trees shook.

The ground cracked beneath their feet.

Magnus shouted something, but Rowan couldn't hear.

He couldn't feel anything except-

Her.

Her heartbeat.

Her soul crashing into his.

The rogue's voice echoed through the chaos:

"The Bastard Alpha has chosen."

Another pulse exploded.

Liora collapsed.

Rowan caught her-

Just as darkness swallowed him whole.

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