"Ron, why are you so cold to me?" Mosa asked her husband. They just got married but I don't know what made Roni so cold to Mosa.
Roni just died for his wife. Just turned around without saying a word.
Netra Mosa is dewy. She wanted to cry but she couldn't. Just yesterday they got married but Roni's cold attitude was so obvious.
Mosa asked as if she was not considered a wife. Let alone do the first night just not touch it.
Roni went to her mother's house which was not far from their house.
Mosa only watched the movements of the man who married her yesterday. Which wife's heart can be treated like that.
Mosa thought that marriage would make her life more colorful, having a companion and living together.
The afternoon before Roni returned home. He saw Mosa sobbing in his room. "What's wrong with you?" asked Roni as he sat on the bed next to Mosa.
"You should have answered my question, Ron. Why are you being cold towards me? Am I not your wife?" Mosa's voice by wiping the tears that were no longer contained.
"I married you out of pity. Seeing your broken family," said Roni flatly.
Mosa glared at Roni, "Then you treat me like now it will give me happiness. Why don't you just cancel it if you don't love me?" Mosa felt sorry for Roni's answer so cut his heart but she couldn't do much.
"Because you asked me not to cancel if in my heart I left you before the wedding," added Roni.
Roni's answer made Mosa's heart hurt even more. It's so hard to live a marriage just because of pity. But that's no reason to just end it.
"Then how is our marriage? You are already my husband. And you are responsible for me," Mosa's sobs decreased, she just made sure that Roni could be someone she trusted.
"You don't have to worry that I will provide for you. I did become your husband, but you need to remember that I married you out of pity. So don't expect more!" Roni left the room and took his lunch.
Mosa is following Roni, she still wants to serve Roni well even though her heart has been hurt by her husband.
"You don't have to bother preparing my needs. I can do it myself," said Roni.
Mosa stopped walking. She went back to her room, she didn't want her to cry to be heard at her father-in-law's house.
Roni's house and his mother's are very close. Only about 5 meters away. Even in the kitchen can see each other's activities.
Mosa is still in shock. She didn't expect her marriage to turn out like this. But she didn't want to linger in Mosa's room to go out to clean up the house he now lives with Roni.
The house belongs to Roni and was built several years ago. So, Mosa only needs to enter.
Mosa worked quickly but after finishing it he was confused about what to do. Seeing Roni who had been dominant in his mother's house-made Mosa feel lonely.
Mosa finally took the initiative to visit his father-in-law's house and see what Roni was doing there.
"Assalamualaikum."
"Waalaikumsalam, enter Mosa!" said Sarni, Mosa's mother-in-law.
"Okay, ma'am," without saying much Mosa came in and sat in the living room. There Roni was having fun lying down. Seeing Mosa coming Roni immediately sat down
Mosa noticed that his mother-in-law was busy talking to Roni and also Karno, Mosa's father-in-law.
"So when do you start work?" Sarni asked Roni.
"Tomorrow, ma'am, what are you doing at home for a long time and you're also bored," answered Roni while playing with her cellphone
Roni works as a distributor of red and white onions. The warehouse he owns is not far from his house. But several times he had to check directly so he sometimes didn't come home because he had to stay overnight.
"Yes, it's up to you," said Sarni flatly. "Then when did you start working?" Sarni asked Mosa.
"Oh, I'm 3 days away," replied Mosa a little awkwardly. The atmosphere at the in-laws' house-made Mosa a little awkward. Especially Roni's icy attitude. Mosa didn't say much unless asked.
Until late afternoon, Sarni finally ordered her son and daughter-in-law to go home. According to her, Mosa was walking behind Roni.
Arriving at the house Roni rushed to get a towel and went into the bathroom. Meanwhile, Mosa prepares hot tea to give to Roni.
After Roni came out of the bathroom she noticed the tea on the dining table. "Who's that for?" he asked.
"For you, Ron," answered Mosa enthusiastically, he hoped Roni would drink the tea he made.
"Just drink, I don't want to. I told you I can take care of myself. So you don't have to act like a good wife," said Roni curtly. He didn't realize that his words made Mosa's tears fall without making a sound.
Mosa could not answer her husband's words. She just looked at the cup of hot tea that was steaming on the dining table.
After Roni left him, he didn't know where he was going but he didn't care about Mosa's feelings.
Mosa seemed to want to scream, how could their wedding just yesterday turn out to be like this. So sick she felt.
Mosa didn't want to tell his mother. She was worried that her mother would worry and think about him.
While waiting for her husband to come home Mosa cleaned up. Then try to decorate yourself to welcome Roni's presence. She waited until late but Roni did not come home.
Not long after, there was the sound of the door opening.
Check.
Mosa who had not slept approached Roni who had just arrived. "Where have you been, Ron?"
"From the mosque, anyways why if I go to the mosque it's not bad."
Mosa was stunned. She felt completely neglected. Roni is indeed diligent in going to the mosque to attend congregational prayers. That's what makes Mosa sure that Roni can be a good priest when married.
Following Roni who entered Mosa's room, she tried to get up the courage to ask "Ron, I think a person who is diligent in worship will be able to treat his wife well. But you..."
Not finished Mosa said Roni cut him off, "You feel I ever hit you? I know it's domestic violence, then you can sue me."
Mosa was furious to hear Roni's words "Then why did you ask if you wanted to continue the relationship with you or not. Didn't you ask? Then I answered yes. Then you introduced me to your sis and next week your parents. Ron, what do you say, you are a man, you should be wiser in doing everything!"
Brak.
Roni pounded the table in the room.
"What do you mean by saying that?" Ron snapped. Very angry.
"You came to my house, you offered to marry you but now what happened? You act like I'm a useless person," replied Mosa.
"You already knew I didn't like you from the start, I only married you out of pity, what do I need to repeat. If not forcing my mother and father where would I also marry you?"
"So your attitude like this is revenge for me? It's my fault that you can act like this. I'm just an ordinary person," said Mosa.
"I know you are only human, nothing special so why should I like you," said Roni, loudly.
Hearing what Roni said, Mosa's heart ached. She refused to answer again. Because every time she answered Roni's words it hurt more.
Roni then leaves the room annoyed. Mosa just stood there with tears in his eyes that were so heavy.
Wanted her to scream but no one cared about her at the moment. Even her husband could only speak harshly to her.
Until late Roni left the house, Mosa was still cleaning the house. She was confused about what to do, then he opened his laptop to finish his schoolwork.
Mosa tried hard to make assignments, but her anger prevented her from doing anything in front of the laptop.
Then Mosa opened another folder, read a Korean drama title then clicked and watched. She just dispelled the silence, because she was alone without Roni. Until almost midnight, there was the sound of the door opening.
Check.
Mosa rushed out to make sure it was Roni who came.
"You just got home?" asked Mosa.
"You know, still asking," said Roni, curtly.
Roni then went to the bathroom and came out drinking water in the kitchen.
"Want me to make you a drink?" asked Moses.
"No need! I can take care of my own life, you don't have to be so caring," Roni snorted.
Which wife's heart is strong against a husband whose words are always harsh. Hearing what Roni said, Mosa burst into tears again.
"Cry again, you are a teacher but a crybaby!" Ron snapped. "If you keep doing that, I'll be mistaken for beating you."
"Yes, you have hit me with your words. Maybe you didn't hit me. But your harsh words hurt my heart," Mosa replied with sobs.
Slowly she wiped her tears, she went to the bathroom to wash her face. After that he wanted to rest, he saw Roni bringing pillows and blankets to the living room.
"Why are you sleeping there?" asked Moses.
"Don't worry, I'm going to sleep. Tomorrow I want to work," said Roni, then closed his eyes.
Mosa returned to the room, she wanted to sleep. Her heart was tired made Roni all day.
In the morning Mosa woke up, then took a shower to refresh the body. It turned out that Roni had also woken up. He prepared to go to the mosque for the morning prayer.
Mosa is also ready, the key is brought by Mosa because he left last.
On the way to the mosque, there was a neighbor who greeted Mosa, "Wow, newlyweds, it's fresh in the morning," she said, just for pleasantries. Her age is more or less like his mother's.
"Yes, ma'am. Indeed, if you want to go to the mosque, you have to be fresh, you have to do ablution," answered Mosa casually. She did not want to linger she hastened her way to get to the mosque.
Arriving at the mosque, iqamah has resounded. It was heard that Roni became a priest this morning.
Mosa with tears in her eyes listened to the chanting of the holy verse read by Roni.
Mosa was so touched when Roni could recite the holy Koran well, but he never said good to Mosa. Instead, mostly hurt Mosa.
After finishing the prayer, Mosa left the mosque. Previously, they shook hands with other worshipers.
When Mosa got home she opened the door and said hello. But because no one was at home so no one answered his greetings, she was sure that the angels who answered his greetings.
Mosa headed to the kitchen to make a cup of tea and coffee for Roni. Even though she knew Roni wouldn't drink it, at least he still paid attention to Roni.
Not long after Roni entered the house, "Assalamualaikum," he said.
"Waalaikumsalam," replied Mosa, stirring the coffee. "Ron, the coffee is ready," she served a cup of hot coffee that was still steaming.
"No need, I already told you. Did you hear that you were pretending to be deaf? I can make it myself. Don't worry too much!" Roni snorted.
Mosa was ready with those words, then she returned to the kitchen to put down the coffee he had brought. She then reached for the tea she had made herself.
Roni left the room and headed for the kitchen to make his coffee. He did not greet Mosa who was sitting beside him.
Then sip the coffee. He reached into something in his pocket. He took out a hundred thousand and a fifty thousand note. "This is money for you. I'll give you one week. For yourself. I'll eat out. You don't have to bother cooking for me, I can take care of myself."
Mosa did not expect that her husband, who was the distributor of shallots throughout Java, would provide her with such a living. But Mosa didn't want to protest, "Thank you, Ron."
Roni didn't answer, just finished the coffee. After washing the glass, he headed to his room to get ready for work again.
Roni immediately left the house without saying anything to Mosa.
Mosa, who is still on leave, has to stay at home because he doesn't know where to go. She thought he could use the rest of the leave to spend time with Roni. But it was impossible, even Roni left Mosa just like that.
Mosa tried to peek in the window, she saw Roni heading to her parents' house.
Mosa didn't want to find out much. He then cleaned the house. After quite the morning, Mosa thought he wanted to cook something. But suddenly there was a phone call on his cell phone. She hastily opened his cellphone and it was a call from Mina, his mother.
"Assalamualaikum," said Mosa.
"Walaikumsalam, what are you doing?" Mina asked behind the phone.
"Here, just cleaned up, Mom. Want to cook, but don't know what to cook."
"Well, it's your husband's favorite cooking, ask him what he likes to eat. You're good at cooking, your husband must like your cooking," Mina ordered, without knowing what happened to Mosa.
Mosa is confused about what to answer, Roni doesn't know what Roni likes. If you want to cook, you won't eat it later, "Yes, ma'am. Only Mas Roni has left for work so he doesn't have time to cook. He says he wants to eat out."
"Well, how come you're already working. Don't just take Roni off. Where do you think you want to spend your time?" Mina asked, curious.
"Well, his name is a businessman, ma'am. Later, if you take a long vacation, the customers will leave, hehe," replied Mosa, not wanting to corner Roni.
Mosa's heart seemed to want to scream when Mina was on the phone, but she just wanted to keep Roni's good name in front of Mina.
After all, Mosa and Roni just got married. How about knowing her daughter's wedding was like that.
"That's it then, you're doing well there! Oh yeah, by the way, when do you start school?" Mina asked, just wondering when Mosa would return to teaching.
"Two more days, ma'am. So you still have time at home," replied Mosa, casually. Although he was confused about what she would do while at home.
"Okay then, be healthy there. Take good care of your husband! Assalamualaikum," Mina hung up the phone.
"Walaikumsalam," replied Mosa.
After hanging up the phone, Mosa heard Roni laughing at his father-in-law's house. She was quite jealous, she was never joked about by Roni.
Wanting to cry seemed useless because until now he was just wasting tears without anyone caring.
She took the initiative to make soy sauce chicken. She prepared to head to the market to do some shopping. The distance between the house and the market is not too far, so she only needs to walk.
After taking her wallet Mosa closed and locked the house. Then she went to his mother-in-law's house. There she saw Roni enjoying fried tempes made by Sarni, her mother-in-law.
"Ron, I want to go to the market," said Mosa, saying goodbye.
"Yes," answered Roni flatly, then looked away.
"Mom, do you want to get something?" Mosa asked Sarni, who was sitting next to Roni.
"No, you just go!" replied Sarni.
Then Mosa left the house and headed for the market.
Not far from Mosa's house, a neighbor who is not far from him is greeted. "Mom, where are you going?" She asked.
"Here, I want to go to the market, Ma'am, I'll go first," replied Mosa. SHe then walked away from his neighbor.
Along the way she was greeted by several people who knew she was a newlywed, she was just trying her best to answer. But she didn't want to say much.
Her heart still hurts, feeling Roni's harsh words.
Arriving at the market Mosa went to a place that sells chicken pieces for chicken soy sauce ingredients. Then buy some spices to stock at home. Because she saw that there was no food at home.
Mosa brought some money, she used it to buy some cooking utensils. Although there are but only pans and pans.
Mosa took the initiative to complete it using his money because the 150 thousand money given by Roni was deemed insufficient.
After finishing buying what Mosa needed, she rushed home to immediately start the cooking show.
Mosa was quite objected to the luggage, but she didn't complain. She kept walking until she finally reached the front of the house.
Mosa unlocked then put all the things she bought. She peeked in the window and it seemed Roni had already left for work.
Mosa then went into the kitchen and tidied things up. "So just cook soy sauce chicken," Mosa muttered.
Previously, Mosa had already cooked the rice, so she only needed to cook the side dishes.
Footsteps were heard towards his house, "What do you want to cook?" asked Sarni then sat in front of the kitchen door.
"Here, ma'am. Cook soy sauce chicken," replied Mosa, preparing the ingredients.
"Is it possible?" Sarni quipped. She couldn't believe that his daughter-in-law could cook.
"God willing, you can, Mom. It's just that it's a bit different from your cooking," said Mosa, feeling uncomfortable when she was cooking to be watched like that.
But Mosa tried to calm down even though Sarni was still there.
She started to process his chicken to make soy sauce, but while he was busy cooking, Sarni suddenly commented, "You cook like that, I don't want it!" She snorted. Then leave Mosa.
Mosa was silent, "What's wrong with my cooking?" he muttered.
Mosa confused herself, she didn't know where he went wrong. Even though she used to cook soy sauce chicken as usual.
Mosa didn't care, she just continued to finish cooking his breakfast.
After finishing, Mosa tasted it, "Hmm, God willing, it's delicious."
Then Mosa prepared a serving plate to be placed on the dining table. Then she cleaned up the leftovers and tidied up the kitchen.
Mosa took the plate for his breakfast, "Bismillah."
Mosa enjoyed his breakfast, even though she was alone she could still enjoy it. After all, a healthy body is also an investment for her, if she is sick who will he bother she will be in trouble herself. Moreover, Roni also doesn't care about her, especially if it bothers his in-laws.
Mosa whole day is filled with doing school assignments, although it can be done when she starts working, she has no activities that make him so bored at home.
Roni did not come home, she was still working until sunset.
"Assalamualaikum," Roni greeted.
"Walaikumsalam," said Mosa, she was watching television. Then out to greet Roni.
She tried to grab Roni's hand for a kiss. Instead of Roni giving his hand, he shook Mosa's hand to get away.
Mosa tried to be patient, she just wanted to do good to his husband.
Roni went to the bathroom, and Mosa went to the kitchen to make hot tea. Even though she knew, Roni wouldn't drink it.
"Here, Ron, the tea," said Mosa.
Roni didn't answer, he was tired of being given things she didn't like.
Roni then prepared to go to the mosque to pray in the congregation.
Mosa who was unable to attend congregational prayers, chose to eat because he was already hungry.
Mosa knew, later or now she would eat alone. While waiting for Roni to come home from the mosque, she sat in the living room. Maybe Roni will come home from the mosque soon. But after waiting until Isha, Roni did not come home.
Mosa turned on the television to break the silence.
Until several hours, Roni did not come home. "Where's Roni? Why don't you come home? Are you going to Mother's house?" mumbled Mosa.
Mosa then turned off the television, she moved to the room because he was feeling quite sleepy. Without realizing it Roni entered the house.
Seeing Mosa sleeping, Roni didn't wake her up. There are already pillows and blankets in the living room.
Roni doesn't care, after eating out and spending time with friends now she wants to rest. Because tomorrow he will be out of town to check the supply of red and white onions in the destination city.
In the middle of the night, Mosa woke up, "Is Mas Roni home, huh?"
Mosa then went to the living room and saw Roni was fast asleep. "Thank God he's back," he mumbled.
Mosa then returned to the room to continue sleeping.
"Why do I feel dizzy, huh? That feeling was okay," said Mosa, then held his head.
Mosa then lay down on the bed, Mosa felt her head was spinning and didn't know why.