Soul

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You are my SOUL

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Love, You are my light of hope and rays of blessing.

Baby, You are my morning glory and evening bliss.

There is no word enough existed to express my feelings,

I've found my paradise, underneath the breath of yours.

To experience the pain behind your sorrow, the reason for your sighs... is the journey I wish to take.

Your embrace is the safest place of mine, I am at the top of the mountain enlightened by the shaft of your light.

You are not only the mere luminaire in my unlit world, but a rare blue moon that adds essence to my life.

You are the only planet in my universe, I long to breathe the air that gives me courage to scour the sky.

Hope to get resemble of mine on those irises, to be reminisced in those beautiful dark eyes.

Fruition to listen to my name in your throbs, Enhance me with the honor of being your wishes.

My hearth is in your arms, yearning to be surrounded by the ocean of your fragrance.

I'm sailing into the abyss of eternal love, lost in the warmth of your tenderness.

Contemplate of mine, Sleepless nights; I crave for reality to be just as pleasant as a tranquil let up with you in my heart.

For the rest of the world it might be disallowed and forbidden, but true love is divine for the one that lives in its path.

You are my sunshine, my destiny, my eternal love, my reality..

You are my aspiration, my devotion, my life, my every emotion.....

.......................You are my SOUL........................

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The moment of fall in love

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It was the first time I felt the divine feelings,

How a person can get the feelings of heaven on earth.

It was the first time I pleaded for the permission,

How a person can be devoted after God by bowing down.

It was the first time I realized how much important the oxygen,

How a person emits oxygen as the same trees do that for others.

It was the first time I was flying though my legs were on sphere,

How a person became my everything without letting me know.

It was the first time I felt someone else owns me,

How a person became my owner whereas I was breathing.

It was the first time I was pretty sure I have to live,

How a person turned to the reason for my existence.

It was the first moment I got the sight of my possessor,

How I became an ascetic the moment when I fell in love with her.

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The first meet moment

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Here you are, I am summer and yearning for a drop of your rain.

Yes my love, now I am acquiring the precipitation of moonshine.

Uff my blossom, I have the consent to be swamped with endearment.

Oh my beloved, now I can trust that admiration is not a mirage.

Thanks for giving me the sight of God's most beautiful creation.

Which retainer needs to attend a crusade if they get your accommodation.

My colorless life is now fully colored, more than the rainbow.

Meaningless soul is expecting to be this divine soul's shadow.

After being feast on those eyes, my existence is triumphant now.

Realm of beauty, I want to present myself to you as a bestow.

Ira's pov -

Oh Shit ! Why does this morning come after the night! I want to sleep more but this alarm won't. Actually I also can't sleep more. But I need to get up because I have an office which is the result of my struggle. So, get up Ira. Let's freshen up.

After freshening up, it's already 8:30am. Damn..... I will be late, which I don't like at all. So, I rush to the kitchen and start searching for easy food. I take a glass of juice and 2 pieces of bread, besidely start eating and also collecting my files then run towards the door.

After opening the door I get my guard there. "What happened uncle? you are here !"

"I have to go to my village, my child. Your aunt is not well. My son just called me. So, I need a few days off." Uncle replied.

"Of course, uncle. You don't need to ask, just go and bring aunty here as there won't be good medical services." I told my uncle.

"But here the medical expenses are huge. You know I won't be able to pay that." Uncle replied in a sad expression.

"I know uncle. You don't need to worry about that. I will take care of that. You just bring her as soon as possible. As I know your village is not so far from here, right?" I asked.

Uncle replied, "Yeah. It's one and half hours for me to reach there."

"So, do one thing please ask your son to bring aunty here and directly take her to the hospital you also go there. You take a few days off until aunty gets well. Just call me about the condition of aunty and expenses also; for now I am giving you some money. And yeah please keep them in the staff area, don't need to hire another place that will be easy for you. Is that okay?" Then I realise I am continuously speaking and my uncle is stunned.

Then he replied, "May God bless you, my child." and started crying.

So, I just hugged him and said, "Please don't worry about the security uncle; I will take care of myself. Whatever you need I am just a call away."

Uncle replied, "Thanks a lot". Then he took his phone and started calling.

I also went to my car to reach my destination, my office.

And as expected I am late. It's already 9am. So, I rushed to my office.

Arif's pov -

It's already 9:25am and Ira is still not at the office. She never does this, so I am tense and hope she is okay. And I see she is at the gate of the office so I relaxed.

When she was walking, looking like a princess to me and as expected she started asking everyone about their health and others.

This girl is really sweet though she is the owner of TREND but never behaves like that. She is always so caring about all. But! She has no one who will care for her.

In this thought of mine she reaches to me and smiles, "What's up, buddy?" "Nothing special as always. Tell me about you." I asked.

"Please call Salim uncle and ask him about his necessities as Aunty is not well." She replied. So I replied to her, "Okay ma'am".

She got mad at me, "Please stop calling me ma'am".

So I laughed and said, "ok Ira. By the way, when you're going to find someone who will do this taking care of things for you."

"You know what, I am also searching for my soul but my soul is far away from me. Actually my soul is playing hide and seek with me." she smiled and started her way towards the lift.

I hope you find your love so soon Ira.

Salim's pov -

This girl is really a soft hearted person. I am just her new staff and she is so concerned for my family. At 10:45am my son called me and asked for the hospital name so I told him to take Salma to Green Life Hospital. And I also rushed there.

At this time an unknown number is flashing on my mobile screen then I accept the call.

Salim : Hello !

Arif : Hello ! Salim uncle? It's Arif, Ira's expense manager. She told me to ask you about Aunty's health and other needs. So, Please call me whenever you need something. Ok uncle?

Salim : Thanks a lot my child. Your Aunt is on the way to the hospital. I will inform you about the condition after she gets admitted.

Arif : Ok uncle and you don't need to thank me; I am just doing my job. Now you might be on the way as I am getting the sound of a car whistle.

Salim : Yes, my child.

Arif : Then you go uncle and lemme know about all please; I won't disturb you more. And you also take care of yourself; don't worry aunty will be fine. Bye for now uncle.

Salim : Bye.

I hung up the call. Ira is really sweet. May God give her all the happiness she deserves.

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Hello readers,

Welcome to the world of Soul.

I hope you all will enjoy this journey with them.

Thanks for choosing my book to read.

Let me know your precious opinion about it.

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Ira's pov -

Everyone is just asking me about the love of my life. Even the media also asks the same question in interviews. I am fed up. I am just 23 then why is everyone busy with my love life? I don't get it. It's not that I also don't want someone in my life with whom I can share my sorrow and happiness. But I also can't trust anyone randomly as I experienced bitter things in my past life. But whom I explain; because it's a secret of mine. I can't share with others that I am not interested in boys.

But I hope someday someone will be with me who will know me and also understand me. But I know it won't be easier as our society won't accept it. That's why I avoid hanging out with anyone without Arif. He is my buddy and I can trust him. That's why I appointed him to my expense area because I know he will keep my trust.

And today he also asked me about the same thing. Let's see what is waiting for me.

Aayana's pov -

This account manager I just hate. He always puts all of his work on me and I also can't say anything because I need this job for my family. It's not like I can't change this job but I don't want to because I don't want to stay away from her; though I am not close to her but at least I can see her daily. When I was 22 I first saw her in a TV interview. At that time she was just 20 and she established the most successful fashion house TREND and that time I was also a student of MBA, so, I took the opportunity of being an intern on TREND. On the 2nd day of my internship period I saw her for the first time live. She was so kind to her employees which took my heart. And Her charm is another level; how she talks, how she looks, how she walks. Everything is just awesome. And from that day I started working hard because I wanted to join here; I know she hasn't seen me yet though I have been her employee for 2 years. As I am in the account department and the owner doesn't have direct work with a junior accountant.

So, I am working hard so I can get a promotion but this Account Manager; he put his brother-in-law in my deserving place as Senior Accountant. So, I hope that someday I can meet her face to face. I wonder how my name will sound when she will take my name. I know she is the moon and it's tough for me to reach her. And I also dunno how she feels about girls. But I have a crush on her. Even though crush is a small word I think my soul is to her. I wish she would also find something special to me. I love you Ira. In these thoughts, I was checking her instagram profile. I love her lips. God gives the perfect shape to those. Actually in a small word she is so sexy.

All of sudden the account manager is screaming like an insane person about why I stopped work. I mean seriously who allowed him to be born on the earth as human; of course God but he should be a pig. The wrong comparison, I think pig is much better than him.

So, I just look at him and start my work in thought of my Ira, my love, my soul.

Ira's pov -

It's 12:30pm and I just completed two continuous meetings and I'm feeling so tired with fever. I forgot to take medicine last night and now I'm getting the result. Actually bitter results. I know if this will be known to Sana; she is going to scold me very badly so I skip to let her know and take a Paracetamol BP to get little relief. Though Sana is my doctor, she is like Arif to me. I just love her and she is the only person who knows that I am a gay. And I know my secret is safe to her. For the last 2 years I have been suffering from a blood infection. That's why I am under her observation but I don't like to take medicine; I told her several times what she will do because if I skip medicine I get sick. Last time when I skipped medicine, I suffered with high fever for 1 week and in 2 years I skipped medicine. 2nd time I know history repeats. Hopefully I won't face that again then Sana will kill me.

As I have almost 1 hour for the next meeting, so I set an alarm at 1:20pm and take a quick nap in the personal room of my cabin.

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Hello readers,

Here is Aayana.

So, what do you think, will Aayana be able to reach Ira ???

Let's guess.

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