Searching For True Love

My name is Diana and I'll start out by telling you that I just turned 18 and I have been on medication since I was 17 for hearing a voice in my head talking to me.

So I told my parents and they took me to a therapist and they diagnosed me with schizophrenia.

But anywho I'm 5'5 and I weigh 125lbs I'm skin and bones but no matter how much I eat I can not gain weight.

I do not think the meds caused me to look like I do because I look well I look like a goddess with long thin legs I'm medium build and long blonde natural wavy hair that stops right at the top of my ass and I love to wear clothes that are tight fitting showing off everything I have.

I guess the reason why I love to wear tight clothes is that they show my nice toned ass.

After I graduated high school I went to work with my stepdad and the second night there this god like man caught my eye.

I caught myself staring at him and drinking in his features he has red hair he is tall approximately 5'9 5'10 he has a red beard and mustache. Man is he hot like super hot.

We worked together for almost half a month before he caught me the one night falling asleep at my press with my eyes wide open.

He decided that he wanted to be a smartass and walk up behind me with an ice cold can of mountain dew and stuck it straight on the back of my neck.

With the cold can pressed against the back of my neck I turned around with my work knife in my hand about to cut whomever it was that did that to me, he jumped back and said "Whoa there killer lol don't stab me." he said with a slight chuckle.

"You are so damn lucky that its someone who introduced himself to me on my third night Thomas. That is the only reason why I pulled back before I went forward with my knife. Why in the hell would you come up behind me and scare the shit out of me?" I asked with a bit of fear and sarcasm in my voice.

"Woah there! I'm sorry I didnt mean to scare you." he exclaimed "But I noticed that you were moving and that I had a feeling you feel asleep so when I walked past and got a good look at your face I saw that your eyes were open but that you didnt see me and I figured out that you fell asleep while doing your job and well I figured you needed a pick me up so here I am with that pick me up."

At around 3:30am I'm about to take my last 15 minute break for the night and here comes Thomas right up to me.

"What is up?" I curiously asked him.

"Call me sometime stranger."

"Stranger?" I asked him incredulously and he thrusts a piece of paper into my hands and walks away.

I unfolded the paper and low and behold its his phone number and name.

I started fighting with the part of my brain that isn't affected by my supposed schizophrenia.

What the fuckinghell was that?

Did he really just call me a stranger?

Yes yes he did.

Then mesa thinks I should text him and see what he sees in me because I know that I am not that hot but he is made by the damned gods.

It is now 9:30am and I get a call from my one aunt.

"Hello how are you?" I asked curious.

"Hi hunny can you watch the kids for me tonight? I'll give you $15 to come watch them for me."

"Sure I'll come watch them. What time do you need me?" I told her.

"Can you be here at 5pm?"

"Sure I have to let your sister know so that I can get a ride since it is my night off."

I get home and looked at my mother and stepfather and said to my mother "Your sister wants me to watch her kids tonight so she can have a relaxing night and needs me at her house by 5pm."

My parents drop me off and leave my aunt goes out for the night and here I am babysitting a snobbish girl and two boys.

My cousin who is the oldest out of my aunts three kids looks at me and had the nerve to tell me she is going to run away. So I did the only thing I could think to do so I called my mom.

"What's wrong Diana" my mother asked me when she answered.

"I need an actual adult who is over the age of 21 to come whoop a child's ass."

" First who is giving you problems?"

"Angel is the one giving me problems she just threatened to run away and I can not and will not put my hands on someone else child who did not give me consent to do so."

"Oh good fuckinggod put her on the damn phone now!"

"Angel get your ass out here and get on the phone right now."

"Hello?"

"What in the name of god are you doing giving your cousin problems?"

"I do not need a babysitter."

"Young lady you straighten your ass up this minute because if we have to make a trip there I will personally whoop your ass for giving your cousin problems, now put your cousin back on the phone."

"After tonight I will not watch spoiled rotten children again make sure your sister knows that I said that I do not appreciate coming to help her out then getting told that she does not have to listen to me, do you hear me mother?"

"Yes I hear you and you are not wrong if I would have known that that is how Angel would have acted I would have had your sister call your aunt and tell her that she was going over there. You know your sister does not put up with bullshit from anyone."

"Yes well have a good night I am about to go make sure that the kids get baths and go to bed then I'm going to sit down and relax and hopefully go to sleep."

I awoke with a start after just falling asleep two yes you read correct two hours ago.

Someone was coming in the door and I had grabbed a butcher knife from my aunts knife drawer.

I jumped up out of the chair with the knife in hand and my aunt comes around the door I sighed in relief.

"Damn Diana what the hell are you doing with one of my butcher knives!" she exclaimed out of frustration and fear.

"I am sorry I thought someone was breaking in and because I have never stayed here before I did not know how else to protect the kids." I stated.

"It is fine now will you please put that knife away you are safe here?" she asked.

"Sure thing."

"How was your night?"

"First I do not know if my mother told you what happened."

"What happened?"

"Well I had to call her because Angel stated to me that she did not have to listen to me and then decided to tell me that she was going to run away, and you did not tell me weather I could whoop ass or not so I told her that I will not watch children who do not listen to me again because they say that they do not need a babysitter."

"I am so sorry that happened to you are you going to stay the rest of the night or do you want to go home?"

"I will stay because my mother is going to come get me in the morning to take me home so I can get my body back on work schedule, because the night after tomorrow night I have to go to work."

"Okay and here I owe you this plus extra for what my oldest put you through tonight."

"You do not need to give me anything extra."

"Yes I do because I told all three of them not to give you any trouble because you had just gotten off work that morning and would not deal with any bullshit because you were probably going to be tired."

Fast forward to the next morning

It is 9am when my mother comes to get me.

"Diana go sit in the car while I talk to my sister and tell her from now on to call June because June does not care if she has permission or not to whoop some ass."

"Okay mother."

We are now home after a quiet 15 minute ride and I go in and climb into my bed I'm exhausted from getting scared out of my wits while I was sleeping.

5pm

"DIANA DINNER IS DONE!"

That is how I got woke up so that I could stay up all night long for work the next night.

I eat dinner then go sit in the livingroom and decide that I am going to call Thomas.

"Hello?" is the reply I get from Thomas when he answers his phone.

"Hello Thomas how was your day?" I asked extremely curious.

"Well I slept all day then got up to eat and shower and now I'm on the phone with you how was your day?"

"My day was almost like yours except for the fact that I got home from babysitting a demon girl and her two angel brother's."

"Wait what happened?" he asks me with concern in his tone.

"I am fine I just told my aunt that I will not babysit for her ever again I do not really want to go into it I'm so over that shit and honestly I'm just annoyed."

"Why didn't you call me when this was going on?"

"Well because you worked the next night for overtime and I was not trying to call you when you were at work duh" I said while laughing.

"Oh shit I forgot about that lol sorry."

"No matter so how do you keep yourself up at night so that you can sleep all day for work?" I asked genuinely curious to see if he can help me to stay up all night for my shift the next night.

"Have you heard of the adult swim channel?"

"No what is that?"

"Find it on your cable and click on it. There are plenty of shows for you to watch and there is one that comes on at 5am it is called Inuyasha."

So I find the adult swim channel and turn it on and we continue talking and when Inuyasha comes on he stays on the phone and we both laugh at the same times about the same things.

9am

"Good night Thomas and thank you for staying on the phone with me all night you did not have to."

"It was a good way to get to know you some and not a problem see you tonight at work."

5pm

Time for me to get up ugh why did I think that working 12 hour shifts was going to be a good thing? I take my pill go downstairs after I showered eat dinner and then jump in the car to go to work.

7:30pm

At work sitting outside smoking a cigarette, waiting to see Thomas and when I see him my face goes into a grin. I am so happy to see him he made my day brighter.

"Hello Thomas."

"Well hello to you to, how are you tonight?"

"I am much better my aunt called me and then told me she had someone who wanted to say something to me, I do not know how she got my cousin to apologize for her behavior but it helped me some, and because I get to see your gorgeous face."

"That is fantastic but I have to get in there and find out where they are putting me, I hope they put you in a section where I can see you and make sure you dont fall asleep with your eyes wide open again lol. Oh and here before I forget I got you a pick me up that should last you all night long." He said as he handed me a two liter of mountain dew.

"You didnt have to do that."

"Yes I did lol because I cant have you falling asleep again and risk getting caught and wrote up."

"Thank you Thomas."

It is now 11pm and the parts that my press spits out to me is getting to light in color. I have to go to the end of my press to call the material handler and guess who it is..... You guessed it it is Thomas lol man this man is not going to like this press.

We work two more nights and then off on Saturday Sunday and Monday.

Saturday morning on the car ride home my mother calls my stepfather and tells him since we have a three day weekend that we are going to the drive in tonight. I heard that and decided that I wanted to invite Thomas and have a date with him finafuckinly.

"Can I text Thomas and ask him if he wants to go with us tonight?" I asked hopefully.

"I do not see why not."

"Yay" I squeal like a little girl lol.

"Thomas would you like to go to the drive in tonight with me and my family?"

While I am waiting on a response I hold my breath while looking at my phone I then hear that welcomed ding with his response.

"Yes but lets make it a date between the two of us I would like to get to know you better."

Saturday rolls around and I get a text from Thomas.

"What time should I come to your house? Oh and I need your address or I will not be able to pick you up."

"Let me find out and I'll get right back to you okay. Here is my address."

I texted him my address and then I asked the question that needs an answer.

"What time should Thomas meet us here tonight?"

"Tell him 5:30 pm."

"Okay thank you."

"I'm back sorry about the wait is 5:30 tonight okay with you?" I ask and here I go again holding my breath.

"Yes that works fine with me see you laters bye."

I squeal and giggle like a little girl jumping up and down.

I look at the time and omg its 5pm and he will be here in 30 minutes I have to jump in the shower and get ready. Omg what am I going to wear!!!!!!

I decide on a t-shirt and a medium length skirt with my shoes that are open toe with one strap right over the top of my foot and nothing for the back of my foot, my favorite shoes lol.

5:30 pm

A knock is sounded on the door and I am still upstairs next thing everyone hears is "I'll get it," then my feet flying down the stairs and I slide to a stop in front of the door.

"Hi Thomas it is good to see you."

"Hi to you to I said I'd be here at 5:30 and I'm always punctual. Did you think I wasn't going to come?"

"No no I didn't I just have never had anyone show up on time to pick me up and I was just nervous that you would be one of them lol."

"Lol well I'm not so no need to fear I'm either always on time or early."

"That is good to know lol."

"Are you guys riding with us?" my stepfather asks.

"Hell to thefuckno. He has his own car and this is a date for the two of us to get to know each other and I'm sorry but I do not want chaperones. I am 18 almost 19 years old. If I ask someone if they want to go to the drive in its afuckingdate."

"Okay okay no need to bite my head off young lady."

We all load up into separate vehicles and I looked over to Thomas and said "I stopped at the ATM already I have the money to pay."

"Nope," he says while popping the p, "I'm paying I know you asked me out but I'm still paying."

"Okay then lol."

As we are driving he seems to be in his head and I looked at him very confused.

"Um are you okay?"

"Yes why?"

"It's its just that you look to be way deep in your head and I'm just confused did you not want to go out with me?" I asked confused.

"Why would you think that if I did not want to go out with you or even get to know you then I would have told you no when you texted me the question. So get out of your head." He told me incredulously.

We drive in silence listening to the radio Diamond Rio's Beautiful Mess came on and he started singing. Man can he sing his voice is smooth and he hits all the notes dead on.

7:30pm

The first movie is just starting and I looked down halfway through it I noticed something strange. He would reach out to hold my hand then pull back and I did not know what to say or do.

I fell hard in love with him at first sight but I have yet to tell him that I am bisexual. I know what your thinking why haven't you told him yet? One I'm scared that I'll scare him away and two I have not ever felt this way about any of my previous boyfriends and right now we do not even have a title.

INTERMISSION

I look over at Thomas and I told him "I'm running to the bathroom I'll be right back."

"Okay go ahead I'll be here waiting."

As I'm walking to the bathroom I turn around and looked at him and he is sitting there talking to I don't know who. I do not see his phone and he has a flip phone so who is he talking to.

Oh well I will wait til I get back in the car.

Thomas's pov

Smokey what do I do I know she is our mate but she has a different smell.

Didn't you say that she told you that her parents took her to see someone and that she was diagnosed with schizophrenia?

Yes but I do not think that she has that at all and we can not keep her at mom and dad's to get her off the meds now can we?

Yes we can give it a few weeks and then bring her over but after the movie say that you have to pee pull into the access road for the campgrounds take a piss then get down and dirty with her.

Man you know I can not mate with her til she knows that she is one of us and plus I'm an Alpha.

Yes you can dumbass just hold off on marking her and do not put on a condom in order for the mating to be complete you can not pull out either.

I know that dumbfuck not stupid. Shit she is coming back we have to stop talking as she is already looking at me like I'm going insane.

" How was your trip?"

"Who were you talking to and do not say that you were on the phone either because you have a flip phone and I'm not stupid. You looked like I did when I was diagnosed with schizophrenia."

"Noone just talking to myself why?"

"As long as you don't answer yourself your good."

We then settled down to watch the second movie and I see him once again inching his hand towards me and pulling back.

"I do not bite you know you can hold my hand."

He then reaches over grabs my hand and I put our connected hands on my leg and he then decides that he is going to untangle his hand from mine and place it on my thigh.

"Is this okay because if not I'll stop."

"No this is fine."

After I say that he starts to lightly rub up and down my thigh but instead of staying on the skirt he slides his hand up underneath it and slowly works his hand up to my pussy and slowly cups it through the underwear.

Now I'm wearing granny panties because I don't know that there are other kinds out there.

As he puts pressure on it I slowly let out a small whine.

"Oh that feels good."

So he keeps going adding pressure here and there then he slides up higher and puts his hand inside of my underwear my hand automatically goes to his.

"What are you doing?" I ask confused because we really do not know each other that well yet.

"Let me do this and you tell me if you like it or not okay?"

"Alright."

He starts rubbing my clitoris and I slowly let out a quiet moan next thing I know is he has a finger in my pussy while continuing his slow torture to my clit.

2am

The movies are over and we pull out he then says "I have to take a leak." Yes he used those words exactly.

After he does his business he comes to my door and opens it then pulls my legs out of the small car and pulls my panties off and bends down. He started to lick and eat me out and when he thought I was wet enough he undoes his pants.