SILVER WOLF: Alpha's Rejected Mate

~AMBER~

"I... Logan Adrian Westwood, reject you, Amber Selina Walton as my mate and my Luna."

I gasped as the excruciating pain ripped through my heart. I clutched my chest, feeling the pain burn my heart. I've heard of rejection, but I didn't know it hurts like hell, it's fucking painful especially from someone you love. It's tearing my heart apart. My wolf whimpered in pain. It's breaking her too.

"Please don't do this Logan. We have been together for more than one year. We are meant to be Logan, that's why Selene chose me as your mate," my voice cracked as tears rushed down my cheeks.

"I know we have been together for more than one year, but I can't accept you as my mate Amber. You are weak, you can't be my Luna," Logan said without even sparing me a glance. It was as if I now repulse him. I stood, staring unbelievably at him, as tears wet my cheeks.

I can't believe that this was the same man that claimed to love me for more than a year now. He treated me as if I am the most precious thing in this world. He made me fall in love with him, and I gave him my all. I was so happy when I found out that he was my mate. I never in my life thought he would reject me.

"Can you cut it off Amber," he suddenly said out of nowhere, as his blazing eyes glared at me. "Stop acting all innocent when you are nothing, but a cheater. You don't love me Amber, you only want me because I'm the future Alpha. You claim to love me, while you go around sleeping with all the male wolves in this pack."

What! Where did he get this idea from? I can't believe that Logan will say something like this. Logan was my first, and he's the only man that has ever touched me sexually.

"Don't act surprised. I've already found out your little dirty game. I can't accept a slut like you as my mate and Lu...."

Paa!!!

I didn't know when my palm flew to his cheek. He widened his eyes in shock, he never thought I would have the nerve to slap him. Being the son of one of the strongest Alpha in the werewolf race, he's feared by many including me. But I don't give a dime at this moment.

"How dare you call me a slut." My words didn't come out well because they were clouded with tears. "You took my virginity Logan. You are the only man that has ever touched me sexually, and you dare call me a slut? This is just an excuse to reject me because I have a weak wolf. You are nothing but a coward Logan." I spat in anger.

"How dare you slap me?" He gritted in anger.

"Because you deserve it!" I blurted out. I won't be afraid of a man like him. A man like him doesn't deserve me. I stood firm and bold as I accepted his rejection. "I Amber Selina Walton accepts your rejection."

That was it, another pain ripped through my heart. Why is it so fucking painful, I should have expected it. He never loved me, he only used me. What was I even thinking? That he would accept someone like me as his Luna? He only took advantage of my vulnerability, and made me think he loves me.

I can't believe I allowed myself to be used by him. He used and discarded me like trash. He made me believe in his fake promises. He made me believe that he loves me, and will be with me forever. I was such a fool, and I won't allow myself to remain as one.

.....

Immediately I left the pack house, I let my wolf out. Both of us are in pain, and I hate it that she was blaming herself for the rejection. She thinks that if she's not weak, Logan wouldn't have rejected us. We love Logan so much, he is our first love and it hurts so much that he rejected us. We didn't know for how long we ran in pain through the forest. Letting our emotions out kind of helped, but the pain was still there even after the run.

I shifted and entered my room through the back door. I feel so tired and devastated. I couldn't stop crying. My father knocked on my door, but I wasn't in the mood to talk to anyone. He left when I refused to open the door, I guess he thought I'd fallen asleep.

I couldn't even sleep. I cried all through the night. I kept on wishing that Logan would call me and tell me that everything he said was a prank. I kept on wishing that it was all a dream, that Logan didn't reject me.

I was only able to sleep for two hours, and when I woke up my whole body was in pain, and my eyes were swollen. I thought I would be able to mask my emotions in front of my father, but when he called me down for breakfast, I realized that I was still crying. I tried so hard to stop crying, but I couldn't. I kept on wiping away the tears. I didn't want my father to see me this way, but the pain was breaking me. I just couldn't believe that Logan could do this to me.

"Amber... are you okay, dear?" My dad asked as I joined him for breakfast. I'm sure that I'm looking like a walking ghost right now. I don't even know why I came down for breakfast when I have no appetite at all, or the strength to answer my dad's question.

"I'm fine," I lied. I'm nothing, but fine. The cracking of my voice gave me away.

"Logan... is he not your mate?" He asked. I gulped down the lump on my throat as I tried not to cry in front of him. Everyone in the pack knows of my relationship with Logan. They all believed that we were mates. Luckily it's true, unfortunately Logan rejected me. I was so happy last night when I was going for the blood moon. I kept on praying that Logan was my mate. Now, I wish I never prayed such a prayer.

"Did he find his mate?" Dad asked again as he passed a cup of milk to me. He thinks I'm this way because Logan isn't my mate, and someone is.

"You can always talk to me dear," he said. Concerned.

I sip from the milk, not even getting the taste. "Logan and I are not meant to be. I will be fine. I just want to leave this pack. I will go to Katelyn, I will stay with her for some time."

I don't see any need to tell Dad that Logan is my mate, and he rejected me. I know who dad is. He loves me so much. He will definitely go and confront Logan for hurting me. I'm just not in for any drama, I want to heal in peace.

Dad gently touched my hand. He's worried, he doesn't like seeing me hurt. "I'm always here for you dear. If you think living with Katelyn will help you heal, I don't mind."

I smile faintly. I don't like keeping Dad in the dark, but this is the right thing to do now.

I hope leaving this pack will help me heal. I just can't stay here and watch Logan take another girl as his mate and Luna.

~AMBER~

I left Blue Moon Pack to Newburg city. It is a city for humans, and it is at the center of the six packs which make up my region. It is surrounded by the six packs. Most of the companies in that city is owned by werewolves. We believe that we make more profit if we establish our business among humans, but humans are oblivious of our identity.

I arrived at the familiar clubhouse. I paid the cabby man and stepped down. I showed my ID card before I was allowed into the building. I've been here few times, it's the only place I can easily find Katelyn. She's hardly at home. I didn't bother going to her apartment, because I won't find her there, so I carried my bag here.

The settings of the clubhouse is enough to tell you that the house is meant for the rich. As I walked into the fascinating clubhouse, I was welcomed with illuminating purple and red lights. The smell of sweat, alcohol, perfume and even sex hung in the air making me cringe my nose. I can see the strippers on the dance floor in expensive lingerie as they dance sexily entertaining their customers. There are men in the booths, and also women in very revealing dresses entertaining them. I don't know why Katelyn chose to work in a place like this, but I can't stop her. It's her life.

Some of the men were trying to get my attention, but I ignored them and made my way towards the bar where Katelyn works. She's dressed in a sexy dress, but she isn't quite exposed. Katelyn is twenty and has a killer body. While I have a normal boobs and ass, Katelyn got them in full. She got her looks from mum, though she has dad's brown eyes, and blonde hair. While I got dad's looks, but mum's sky blue eyes and brown locks.

Kate left Blue Moon Pack after mum's death. She said there's no place for her there since she's a human. Mum was a human mated to dad. Coming from two different worlds didn't stop them from loving each other. I didn't know that dad would ever get over mum's death. Well, he didn't, he was just trying to be strong for us. Kate doesn't have a wolf, and that made her believe that she's a human.

I smile faintly as I stare at her, she looks so happy with the job she does. Her eyes subconsciously darted towards me, and her smile became wider as she waved at me, I waved back at her, smiling.

She talked to the other girl in the bar with her before rushing towards me. I opened my arms wide as I welcomed her.

"Oh! My sweet little sister, I miss you so much," she said, hugging me tight. It feels so good to be in her arms right now. I really need this hug. The pain in my heart is still there, but it was not as severe as yesterday.

"It was just three months Kate. I always call you on the phone."

"Three months was too much honey. It was just on the phone. Seeing you in person is different from just hearing your voice through the phone. I'm glad you came visiting."

I have been so busy that I forgot to visit her. I miss her... I really do. She and dad mean a lot to me. I hug her tight. This hug is calming.

.....

Kate asked someone to cover up for her as we took a taxi to her apartment. She was shocked when she saw my bags. Even though I want to sleep over, I shouldn't carry so much. I only filled her in with everything that happened once we arrived at her apartment and settled down. I need to tell someone, and I believe that Kate is the only one I can talk to without expecting any drama. She was so furious after she heard my story.

"How dare Logan!" She fumed. "I always hated that guy. He doesn't seem real. I don't even know why you fell in love with him."

"He made a fool out of me, and it hurts so much," I mumbled, trying not to break down again.

"Oh my sweet sister," Kate pulled me into a hug. She hates seeing me this way. "You don't need to let that guy break you. I'm sure that you will find someone that will love you for who you are."

I didn't say anything. I just stayed in her arms, loving it there.

"How's dad?" She asked after a few seconds of silence.

"He's fine."

"Did you tell him?"

"I don't want any drama. You know what dad can do."

She sighed. "You can stay here as long as you want, and I will always be here for you."

I nodded, hugging her tight. I wonder when this pain in my heart will go away.

...

MONTHS LATER...

It's been almost two years since the rejection. I didn't go back to Blue Moon Pack, and I was glad Dad understood. He would always visit us in Newburg city. I feel a bit guilty for not telling dad the reason I left Blue Moon Pack, but I think that's for the best. I didn't care to know what Logan has been up to for the past months, but I'm sure he's now living happily with the woman that fits to be his Luna since.

I stared at my reflection in the mirror. My body still looks the same as it was when I was eighteen, just that my ass has become a little wider, and my boobs a bit fuller, but not as big as Kate's. I will be twenty in a few months time, I feel excited though.

I don't have makeup on my face. I just applied lipstick to keep my lips moisturized. I packed my hair in a neat bun, checked out my outfit one more time, grabbed my bag and walked outside to meet Liam. I didn't bother to wake Kate up, she had a long shift last night. She already wished me luck on my first day at work.

I'm so happy today. This is my first day at work. I have always dreamt of working in HK which is one of the best companies in the city. It is a company owned by the six packs in our region. It was built and established by the Alphas of the six packs. They chose the CEO according to the Alpha with the highest share. Only werewolves work in that company. After I graduated, I applied there, and I couldn't believe I got the job. I feel over the moon.

"Good morning Liam," I greeted as I joined Liam in the car.

"Good morning pretty. You look stunning," he replied with his charming smile.

"Without makeup?" I playfully roll my eyes.

"Well you are always beautiful." He winked at me. I chuckled. "Congratulations on your first day at work."

"Thanks," I replied with a bright smile.

...

In less than fifteen minutes, we arrived at the company. Liam quickly went over and opened the door for me. I stepped down and took a deep breath as I stared at the tall building. I'm kinda nervous. No, I got this.

As if Liam noticed how nervous I am, he pulled me into a hug. Oh! Goodness I actually need this hug right now, because I'm so nervous. This is my first day at work, I just hope I won't mess up.

"Don't be nervous Amber. You got this," Liam said and kissed my forehead.

"What's that for?" I don't know why I cringed, maybe it's because he has not done that before.

"Good luck kiss," he winked at me, before entering the car. I chuckled, took a deep breath and made my way towards the building.

I've known Liam for more than six months now. He's the second son of Alpha Sylvester of Shadow Moon Pack. One of the packs among the six packs in our region. I met him when he saved me from a rogue that attacked me in a lonely street.

I was employed as the secretary of the CEO. Even if Liam wants to deny it, I'm sure he was the reason I got such a good position. Being the secretary of the CEO of HK group of companies, is one of the best positions you can have in the company. I was employed two weeks ago, and was asked to start work today. Alpha Linus, who is the current CEO of the company, is a good man. I'm sure it will be nice to work with him.

I arrived at the CEO's office on the tenth floor after meeting the manager and was done with the rest of the requirements. I took a deep breath before knocking on the door. A deep voice that sounds familiar ushered me in. I gulped down, and slowly opened the door. My heart was racing as the familiar scent hit me. I was breathing heavily with my heart beating loud against my chest. I didn't want to believe it's him. I didn't want to believe that he's here. What could he be doing here?

To my disappointment, I raised my head and met his cold steely green eyes. I gasped as I widened my eyes in shock.

It's truly him.... It's Logan.

~AMBER~

I was shocked. I thought I was dreaming. What is Logan doing here? As far as I can remember, Alpha Linus is the CEO of HK. I gulped down as I stared at him. He still looks the same.... as handsome as before. The memories I tried to bury came back rushing in my mind. He's the last person I've ever wanted to see. He hurt me beyond repair. Why couldn't Selene grant me that one request?

There was a long deafening silence between us. We both stood mute, staring at each other. He was the first person to take his eyes away, as if my presence repulsed him. I didn't know why that hurt. Wasn't I expecting? He rejected me after all.

"Are you the new secretary?" He asked, acting as if we didn't know each other in the past.

I was a bit angry at myself. Why should I feel this way? This was the same man that hurt and broke me months ago. I will show him that I'm strong, I have been living fine without him all these months.

"Yes, I'm Amber Walton," I replied, acting formal. To me, I never knew someone like him, so this is our first time meeting. I saw a flicker of shock in his eyes. He thinks I will run away or break down in front of him, he didn't expect me to act boldly in front of him. To his information, I'm not the eighteen-year-old Amber he used to know.

"I'm here to meet the CEO, Alpha Linus," I said, maintaining eye contact with him. I don't want him to think that his presence can affect me.

He scoffed, and stood from his seat as he walked towards me. I gulped down, and tightened my fist as his mint scent filled my nostril. His eyes flickered towards my breast. I didn't choose this dress, it was Kate. I didn't want to wear it because it exposed a little bit of my cleavages.

He was so close to me, I wasn't comfortable with the closeness. I moved back a little. He scoffed and stepped back. "Don't act as if you didn't come here for me. And don't act as if you don't like the closeness."

What the fuck is he talking about. He's the last person I would ever want to see.

"Are you trying to tell me that you didn't know that I'm now the new CEO of HK, and that's why you applied for the position of secretary?"

I frowned. Does he think I haven't gotten over him? Well, he must be delusional.

"Don't be ridiculous Logan, I have long forgotten about you, you no longer exist in my world." I think I was a bit harsh, but I don't care. How dare he think that I would still be in love with him after breaking me.

His face was clouded with anger. I don't give a fuck. I gasped as he harshly grabbed my arm.

"You should learn how to talk respectfully, because I'm your boss." He gritted.

What! My boss? Is he the new CEO? What about Linus, when did Logan become the CEO?

"If you want to keep your job, you better watch your mouth, because I can't promise to be merciful." He added, and yanked my arm away.

He walked back to his seat. I stood there shocked. He's the CEO.... The new CEO. I never knew that Linus had stepped down. If he's the CEO, that means I will work as his secretary. Oh! goodness. I left Blue Moon Pack because I don't ever want to see Logan again, and now this. How can I work for the man that hurt me so much in the past? It looks like he currently holds the biggest share in the company, and that's why he's made the CEO. He has been working hard after all.

"Are you having second thoughts? Do you want to give up the job? It looks like you still have feelings for me, and don't know how to control it if you work for me."

I glared at him. He's cocky as ever.

"The only thing I felt for you is hatred. Don't have any ideas." I spat. He frowned. I don't know if I was mistaken, but I saw something like hurt in his eyes. It was so faint, because it was quickly masked with an angry look.

"I told you to watch your mouth," he grimed.

"I tried to be good, but you are pushing me." I said defiantly.

He glared at me, but didn't say anything.

To be sincere, I really want to leave his presence immediately. I don't know how long I would be able to hold myself, I feel like breaking down. I thought I would be strong, but it still hurt like hell. I thought he would regret rejecting me, or better still want me back. But, it looks like he has moved on. This shows he never loved me, and it hurts.

"Excuse me sir, I need to get to my duty post."

"Of course you should, you have a lot of work waiting for you there," he replied sarcastically without sparing me a glance.

I gulped down the big lump in my throat as I quickly left the office, straight to the restroom. I couldn't hold back my tears once I was in the restroom. I don't know why this still hurts.

I let my emotions out, and cried for a while before washing my face. I stare at my reflection in the mirror. I hate myself for crying once again for a man like Logan. This is the last time I will ever shed tears for him. He hurt me beyond repair, but I will show him that I'm strong. I am no longer the Amber he used to know, this is a new Amber.

I've always wanted to work for HK, I will not run away because of a man like Logan. I am going to work as his secretary. I will show him that he can never break me.

After making sure I was okay, I left the restroom to my office which is close to Logan's office. I can actually see him sitting down here through the transparent glass wall. The former secretary arrived, and put me through with the things I needed to know before leaving.

There is lots of work to do. I needed to clear half of them before leaving today. I didn't even know when it was time for lunch until Katelyn called me.

"How's your first day at work? I'm sorry I didn't give you a hug in the morning. You know, I was so tired after my night shift," She said through the phone.

"I understand and that's why I didn't wake you up. Besides, you gave me a hug yesterday and you have already congratulated me."

"How is it going over there, you are doing great right?"

"Yeah, I will fill you in with everything once I come back."

After the call with Kate, I continued my work. My eyes subconsciously darted towards Logan's office, and he's staring at me, but he quickly took his eyes away. I ignored him and go back to work. He earlier brought loads of works to my table despite knowing that I have bunch of works already. He wants to over work me. Such an asshole.

I tried ignoring my rumbling stomach, but I couldn't. I need to grab something and eat since I didn't eat much in the morning. I stood up, about to leave, but was a bit surprised to see Logan standing in front of my table.

"May I help you with anything, sir?" It irritates me to call him sir, but I have no choice. Since I didn't want to run away, I will tolerate it all.

Just like before, his eyes flickered towards my breast. I regret wearing this blouse. I wonder if Logan has turned into a perverted asshole over the months.