The smell of stale dust and old blood clung to the back of Haven's throat. She sat on the sagging cushions of the thrift-store sofa, her fingers digging so hard into the matted fur of Leo's teddy bear that her knuckles turned a translucent white. Her chest heaved, pulling in shallow, jagged breaths that did nothing to fill her burning lungs. The physical ache in her chest was a living thing, clawing at her ribs from the inside out.
The heavy wooden door of the apartment shoved open. The deadbolt splintered against the frame, sending a shower of cheap wood shavings onto the linoleum floor.
A blast of freezing December wind ripped through the room, stealing the last bit of warmth from Haven's skin.
Preston stepped over the threshold. He didn't bother to close the door. His dark eyes, the ones that used to look at her with something resembling warmth, were flat and dead. He stared down at her, his jaw set in a hard line.
He reached into his tailored overcoat, pulled out a thick stack of crisp white papers, and slammed them onto the scratched surface of the coffee table. The sharp smack echoed off the peeling wallpaper.
Gloria stepped out from behind Preston's broad shoulders.
Haven's stomach dropped. Her gaze locked onto the hollow of Gloria's collarbone. Resting against the flawless, spray-tanned skin was a teardrop diamond necklace. Haven's necklace. The one her adoptive mother had saved for ten years to buy her.
Gloria's manicured fingers drifted up, lightly tracing the edge of the diamond. Her lips curled into a glossy, pitying smile.
"You couldn't even keep a sick kid alive, Haven," Gloria said, her voice dripping with artificial sweetness. "Did you really think you could keep a husband?"
The words hit Haven like a physical blow to the sternum. Her lungs seized. The edges of her vision blurred with a hot, blinding red.
"Sign the papers, Haven," Preston ordered. His voice was a low, mechanical drone. "You get nothing. Consider it the price for your negligence."
Haven didn't speak. Her throat was too tight, swollen with a scream she refused to let out. She dropped the teddy bear. Her shaking hands reached for the divorce agreement.
She gripped the thick stack of papers. With a violent jerk of her wrists, she tore them straight down the middle. The sound of ripping paper was loud, violent, and deeply satisfying. She threw the torn halves at Preston's expensive leather shoes.
Preston's face flushed a dark, ugly purple. He lunged forward.
His open palm cracked against Haven's cheekbone. The force of the slap snapped her head to the side. A sharp, metallic taste flooded her mouth. The skin of her cheek burned, the pain instantly vaporizing the heavy fog of her grief, leaving behind a razor-sharp rage.
Haven grabbed the half-empty glass water pitcher from the end table. She didn't hesitate. She hurled it straight down at Preston's feet.
The heavy glass shattered against the floorboards. Shards exploded outward, slicing through the fabric of Preston's trousers.
Preston stumbled backward, his hands flying up defensively. The sheer, unhinged wildness in Haven's eyes made him freeze.
"Get out!" Haven screamed, the sound tearing her vocal cords raw. She pointed a trembling finger at the open doorway. "Get the hell out of my house!"
Gloria let out a high-pitched gasp, shrinking back and clutching Preston's bicep.
"Let's just go, Preston," Gloria whispered, her eyes wide with feigned terror. "She's completely lost her mind."
Preston gritted his teeth, stepping carefully over the broken glass. He let Gloria pull him out into the hallway. The heavy door slammed shut behind them, the impact rattling the cheap picture frames on the walls.
Haven's knees gave out. She collapsed onto the floor, the rough wood scraping her bare legs. She wrapped her arms around her stomach, gasping for air, her whole body shaking violently.
A soft, rhythmic knocking tapped against the wood of the door.
Haven's breath hitched. She thought they had come back.
She pressed her palms against the floor, forcing her trembling legs to push her upright. She marched to the door and yanked it open.
Jerilyn stood in the hallway. Her biological mother.
Jerilyn pushed past Haven without a word, her cheap perfume masking the smell of the cold hallway. Her eyes darted around the room, taking in the broken glass and the torn papers, her upper lip curling in disgust.
"You stupid girl," Jerilyn spat, dropping her worn tote bag onto the sofa. "You should have signed the papers. You could have taken the alimony. Now you have nothing."
A cold sweat broke out on the back of Haven's neck. The way Jerilyn spoke-the absolute certainty in her voice.
"You knew," Haven whispered, her vocal cords tight. "You're with them."
The betrayal felt like acid burning through her veins.
"Get out," Haven said, her voice dropping to a deadly calm. She shoved Jerilyn's shoulder toward the door.
Jerilyn's eyes flashed with a sudden, feral malice. Her hand plunged into the open top of her tote bag.
Metal flashed under the dim overhead light.
The blade sank deep into Haven's abdomen.
The pain was absolute. It tore through muscle and tissue, a blinding, white-hot agony that sucked the oxygen straight out of the room. Haven's mouth opened in a silent scream. Her hands flew to her stomach, her fingers instantly slick with hot, thick blood.
She collapsed backward, hitting the floor hard.
Jerilyn crouched over her. She leaned in close, her breath smelling of stale coffee and cigarettes.
"You were never supposed to have anything," Jerilyn hissed, her voice a harsh whisper against Haven's ear. "I swapped you in that hospital. Gloria is my blood. She belongs in that mansion. You belong in the dirt."
Haven's pupils dilated. The shock of the words hit harder than the blade. Gloria. The fake.
Jerilyn ripped the knife out and drove it down again.
Haven's vision fractured. The pain peaked, then rapidly faded into a numb, terrifying cold. The darkness rushed in, swallowing the room, swallowing the face of the woman who birthed her, leaving only a roaring, deafening hatred echoing in her skull.
A piercing, mechanical ringing sound shattered the darkness.
A blinding white light hit Haven's retinas.
She gasped, her lungs expanding violently as she sucked in a massive breath of air. Her eyes snapped open.
She wasn't on the blood-soaked floor. She was sitting at a wooden desk. The smell of No. 2 pencils and floor wax filled her nose. The sharp ringing of the high school dismissal bell echoed through the classroom.
Haven gripped the edges of the wooden desk. The rough grain pressed into her palms, solid and real. Her chest heaved. A phantom cramp twisted violently in her abdomen, right where the blade had entered, sending a wave of cold sweat down her spine.
She blinked against the harsh fluorescent lights. This wasn't a dream. The air was too thick, the smell of teenage sweat and anxiety too sharp.
Chairs scraped loudly against the linoleum floor as students around her erupted from their seats, cheering that the final exam was over.
A heavy backpack slammed into Haven's shoulder.
"Move it, Watkins," a boy muttered, not even glancing back as he shoved past her toward the door.
In her past life, Haven would have shrunk back, mumbling an apology to the floor.
Now, she slowly turned her head. She locked eyes with him. Her gaze was dead, hollowed out by the memory of her own murder just minutes ago in her timeline.
The boy froze. The color drained from his face. He swallowed hard, his Adam's apple bobbing.
"Uh, sorry," he mumbled, his voice cracking before he practically sprinted out of the classroom.
Haven looked down at her hands. No blood. Just the faint calluses from working in the dirt. She grabbed the clear plastic pencil case off the desk. She didn't look back as she walked out of the room, her boots hitting the hallway tiles with a steady, heavy rhythm.
She pushed through the heavy double doors of the school. The June heat hit her like a physical wall.
Her eyes scanned the chaotic sea of parents and cars crowding the street.
There.
Standing near the rusted iron gates was Brenda. She wore her faded blue work shirt, standing on her tiptoes, her weathered face strained with anxiety as she searched the crowd.
A hard lump formed in Haven's throat. Her vision blurred.
She broke into a run. She slammed into Brenda, the woman who had raised her for eighteen years, the only real mother she had ever known in her heart, wrapping her arms tightly around the older woman's waist, burying her face into the familiar scent of laundry soap and cheap vanilla.
Brenda let out a startled gasp, stumbling back a step before her arms came up to wrap around Haven's shoulders.
"Hey, hey, it's okay," Brenda murmured, her rough hand stroking Haven's hair. "The test is over, sweetie. You did your best."
The screech of heavy tires against asphalt ripped through the tender moment.
A massive, jet-black Lincoln Navigator jerked to a halt right at the curb, inches from where they stood. The exhaust blew hot air against Haven's shins.
The heavy passenger door swung open.
Gloria stepped out. She wore a pristine white Chanel tweed jacket that cost more than Brenda made in a year. Three girls trailed behind her like obedient shadows.
Gloria stopped right in front of them. Her eyes slowly dragged up and down Brenda's faded clothes, her lips twisting into a smirk of pure, unfiltered disgust.
"How did the exam go, Haven?" Gloria asked. Her voice was loud, designed to carry over the noise of the crowd. "Not that it matters. We all know the state college doesn't care about scores as much as they care about pity quotas."
The girls behind Gloria erupted into sharp, mocking laughter.
Brenda's shoulders stiffened. She instinctively stepped sideways, trying to put her body between Haven and the cruel stares of the wealthy teenagers.
Haven reached out. She gently placed her hand over Brenda's, giving it a firm, reassuring squeeze.
Then, Haven stepped out from behind her mother.
She didn't look at the ground. She tilted her chin up, meeting Gloria's eyes. A slow, chilling smile spread across Haven's face.
Gloria's smirk faltered. Her hand twitched, moving up to touch the teardrop diamond necklace resting against her collarbone-Haven's stolen necklace. The sight of the diamond, the very one her adoptive mother had saved a decade for, sent a fresh spike of venom through Haven's veins. But she didn't let the fury show on her face. She would get that necklace back, and everything else they took, in due time.
"K University only takes the best," Gloria sneered, trying to recover her dominance. "They don't hand out full rides to charity cases."
Haven took a slow step forward. She invaded Gloria's personal space, forcing the other girl to tilt her head back slightly.
Haven leaned in. Her lips hovered inches from Gloria's ear.
"Don't come crying," Haven whispered, her voice a low, raspy scrape, "when your parents ship you off to Europe to hide your embarrassing test scores."
Gloria's entire body went rigid. The blood vanished from her face, leaving her spray tan looking sickly and orange.
It was the exact fear Gloria had been hiding for months. The secret threat her father had made behind closed doors.
Gloria's eyes widened in sheer panic. Her chest he heave. Rage, hot and blinding, overtook her fear. She raised her hand, her palm aiming straight for Haven's face.
Haven didn't flinch.
Her hand shot up. Her fingers clamped down around Gloria's wrist like a steel vice.
Gloria gasped, a sharp sound of actual pain. Her perfectly manicured fingers curled inward as Haven's grip ground her bones together.
Haven held her there for one long, agonizing second. Then, she shoved Gloria's arm back at her.
Gloria stumbled backward, her high heels twisting on the uneven pavement. She flailed, her back hitting the side of the Lincoln with a loud thud.
Her followers gasped, freezing in place, too shocked to move.
Haven didn't say another word. She turned her back on them, linked her arm through Brenda's, and walked away toward the bus stop.
Gloria stood pinned against the SUV, her breathing ragged. Her wrist throbbed with a dull, hot ache. She stared at Haven's retreating back, her teeth grinding together so hard her jaw ached.
Her shaking hands dug into her designer purse. She pulled out her iPhone and hit the speed dial for her mother in Manhattan.
The phone rang twice before the line clicked open.
"Mom!" Gloria shrieked, the tears coming instantly, hot and furious. "You have to do something! She attacked me!"
In a penthouse office overlooking the Manhattan skyline, Dione Blackburn pulled the phone away from her ear. The shrill sound of her daughter's voice sent a sharp spike of pain directly into her left temple.
Dione closed her eyes and pinched the bridge of her nose.
"Breathe, Gloria," Dione said, her voice a smooth, practiced monotone that commanded boardrooms. "Who attacked you?"
"Haven Watkins!" Gloria sobbed, her voice echoing off the street noise. "She humiliated me in front of everyone! And she knows about Europe, Mom. She told me I was going to be shipped off. I am not going to Europe! I'll starve myself before I get on that plane!"
Dione's eyes snapped open. The headache flared into a pounding drumbeat.
"Gloria, the trust fund stipulations require international exposure," Dione started, slipping into her negotiation voice.
"No!" Gloria screamed, the sound distorting the phone's speaker. "I'm staying here! I'm taking a gap year and retesting! If you make me go, I swear I'll make you regret it!"
Dione let out a long, heavy exhale. The muscles in her neck were tight as steel cables.
"Fine," Dione snapped. "We will discuss a gap year when you get home. Just get in the car."
She ended the call and tossed the phone onto her massive glass desk. It slid and hit a stack of quarterly reports with a loud smack.
The heavy oak door to her office pushed open. Warren strolled in, adjusting the cuffs of his custom Italian suit. He took one look at his wife's rigid posture and sighed.
"What did she break this time?" Warren asked, walking over to the wet bar.
"She's refusing Europe," Dione said, her voice vibrating with suppressed anger. "Because of that trash from the rust belt. That Watkins girl."
Warren poured two fingers of scotch. He didn't look up. "She's a teenager from a trailer park, Dione. She's irrelevant. Gloria is just throwing a tantrum."
"She put her hands on our daughter," Dione hissed, her fingernails digging into the leather of her desk chair.
Two hundred miles away, the rusted shocks of the county bus groaned as it hit another pothole.
Haven sat by the scratched window, watching the decaying husks of abandoned steel mills roll past. The oppressive heat inside the bus smelled of diesel fumes and old sweat.
Brenda reached into her canvas bag. She pulled out a plastic bottle of generic water and pressed it into Haven's hands.
"You shouldn't have provoked her, Haven," Brenda whispered, her eyes darting nervously around the half-empty bus. "Those people... they can ruin us."
Haven gripped the warm plastic bottle. She turned to look at Brenda. Her eyes were completely devoid of fear.
"They can't ruin us if we don't need them," Haven said quietly.
The bus hissed to a stop at the dirt crossroad of South Ridge.
They walked in silence up the steep, unpaved driveway to the farmhouse. The roof sagged in the middle, missing shingles like broken teeth.
Haven pushed open the front door. The hinges screamed.
Brenda walked straight to the cramped kitchen, pulling a bag of bruised potatoes from the pantry.
Haven went into her bedroom. The air was stifling. She dropped to her knees and pulled a heavy, dust-covered Dell laptop from under her bed.
She set it on her desk and pressed the power button. The internal fan roared to life, sounding like a jet engine preparing for takeoff.
Haven connected to the weak, unprotected Wi-Fi from the neighbor's house down the road. She opened the browser. Her fingers flew across the sticky keyboard, pulling up the current market prices for organic produce at Whole Foods and high-end New York restaurants.
Wild Appalachian morels. Sixty dollars a pound. Chanterelles. Forty dollars a pound.
She grabbed a spiral notebook and a dull pencil. She began sketching the wireframe for a Shopify storefront. Clean lines. Minimalist text. High-end aesthetic.
"Dinner!" Brenda called from the kitchen.
Haven closed the laptop. She walked into the kitchen and sat at the wobbly wooden table. A bowl of watery potato stew sat in front of her.
She picked up her spoon, staring at the pale chunks of potato.
"I'm going into the deep woods tomorrow," Haven lied, her eyes locking onto her mother's. In her past life, she remembered seeing a local news segment about an old, reclusive hunter who had stumbled upon a massive patch of wild fungi in a specific, hidden ravine of the South Ridge woods. Back then, it was just background noise to her miserable existence. Now, that memory was their lifeline. "I need to do this, Mom. We need the money."
Brenda dropped her fork. It clattered loudly against her bowl. "No. Absolutely not. The bears are active, and the terrain is too steep. It's too dangerous."
Haven reached across the table. She grabbed Brenda's rough, calloused hand and squeezed it hard.
"I know a safe path," Haven said, her voice flat, leaving no room for argument.
Brenda stared at her daughter. There was a hard, unbreakable steel in Haven's eyes that hadn't been there this morning. Brenda's shoulders slumped. She let out a defeated sigh.
"Fine. But I'm coming with you."
Later that night, Haven stood at the kitchen sink, scrubbing the stew bowls under cold water. She looked out the window at the pitch-black tree line of the Appalachian forest. Her jaw tightened. Tomorrow, the real work began.