I woke up in a sterile hospital room with no memory of the lethal-looking man pacing outside the glass. My friend told me he was Dante Moretti, the Underboss of Chicago, and the fiancé I had supposedly worshipped for seven years.
But the truth shattered me faster than the crash did.
When our convoy was ambushed and the car caught fire, Dante didn't pull me out. He chose to save Valeria-the widow of a soldier he felt guilty about-leaving me to burn in the backseat. He called it a "tactical decision." I called it a death sentence.
I thought losing my memory was a curse, but it was a gift. It stripped away the delusion of love.
I saw a man who treated me like a useful piece of furniture. I saw a rival in Valeria who smirked while taking my job and my place. When she set a room on fire to frame me, Dante saved her again, leaving me to choke on the smoke. He even branded me a thief in front of the entire Commission to protect her lies.
He thought I would always be there, the obedient statue waiting for his scraps.
He was wrong.
I fled to New York and walked straight into the arms of his sworn enemy, Enzo Falcone. A man who didn't just promise to protect me, but walked through fire to do it.
Months later, when Dante finally realized the truth and crawled back to me in the rain, begging for a second chance, I looked him dead in the eye.
"Forgetting you was the only peace I ever knew."
I took Enzo's hand, letting Dante see exactly what he had lost.
"Remembering you just confirmed that you are a mistake I will never make again."
Chapter 1
Sienna Vitiello POV
The doctor asked me to name the President, the current year, and my fiancé.
But when he pointed to the lethal-looking man pacing outside the glass like a caged tiger, I felt nothing but a hollow silence where a name should be.
My head throbbed with a violent rhythm, syncing perfectly with the shrill beeping of the monitor beside my bed.
I looked at the man again.
He was terrifyingly beautiful, radiating the kind of dark, suppressed power that usually came with a loaded gun and a death wish.
He wore a charcoal suit that likely cost more than a surgeon's annual salary, but it was ruined-disheveled, stained with dust and dried blood.
I should know him.
My heart should be racing with love, or fear, or adrenaline. Anything other than this cold, clinical detachment.
"I don't know him," I whispered, my throat feeling raw, as if I had swallowed broken glass.
The doctor scribbled something on his clipboard, his expression grim.
"Retrograde amnesia, localized to specific emotional connections," he muttered, mostly to himself.
The door burst open before he could explain further.
A young woman with a riot of wild curls and tear-stained cheeks rushed in.
"Sienna! Oh my God, you're awake."
She threw her arms around me, careful to avoid the bandages wrapped around my ribs and the IV line taped to my hand.
I flinched, my body stiffening instinctively at the contact.
"Giulia?" I asked, the name floating up from the gray fog of my memory.
She pulled back, her eyes wide, searching my face.
"You remember me?"
"Yes," I said, shifting to alleviate the sharp pressure in my side. "You're Giulia Moretti. We went to boarding school together. You hate olives and love vintage cars."
She let out a wet, relieved laugh, wiping her nose with the back of her hand.
"Thank God. I thought you forgot everyone."
Her gaze flickered to the glass wall, where the man was still pacing.
"Do you... do you know who that is?"
I followed her gaze.
"No. Who is he?"
Giulia's face fell, a mixture of pity and disbelief washing over her features.
"That's Dante. My brother."
The name meant nothing to me.
"He's the Underboss of the Chicago Outfit," she whispered, leaning closer as if the walls had ears. "And he's your fiancé."
I stared at the stranger.
"Fiancé?"
"You've been obsessed with him for seven years, Sienna. You molded yourself into the perfect statue for him. You learned his enemies, his scotch preferences, his kill list. You manage the Family's art foundation just to make yourself useful to him."
I listened to her words, but they felt like a story about someone else.
A pathetic stranger.
"Why am I here?" I asked, gesturing to the sterile hospital room.
"We were ambushed," Giulia said, her voice dropping to a hush. "A hit on the convoy. A drive-by on the I-90."
"And he..." I pointed to the glass. "He brought me here?"
Giulia hesitated, biting her lip until it turned white.
"Not exactly."
"Tell me."
"He had to make a choice," she said quietly, the words heavy in the air. "The car was spinning. You were in the back seat. Valeria was in the front."
"Valeria?"
"His... friend. The widow of a soldier he owed a debt to."
I felt a cold prickle of warning at the base of my neck.
"He pulled Valeria out first," Giulia confessed, unable to meet my eyes. "The car caught fire before he could get back to you. The blast threw you clear, but... you hit your head. Hard."
I looked at my hands.
They were scraped raw, the nails broken and jagged.
So, my fiancé left me in a burning car to save another woman.
Giulia grabbed my hand.
"He thought you were safe, Sienna. He has a savior complex with her. It's complicated."
It didn't sound complicated.
It sounded like I was disposable.
I reached for the cracked smartphone sitting on the bedside table.
"Do you know the passcode?" I asked.
Giulia nodded.
"It's his birthday. October 14th."
I typed in 1014.
The screen unlocked.
My stomach turned.
The wallpaper was a candid photo of him looking out a window, brooding.
I opened the gallery, and bile rose in my throat.
It was a shrine.
Hundreds of photos of him. Him drinking coffee. Him walking into meetings. Him ignoring me.
There were notes in the app, a manifesto of my own desperation.
Dante hates the color yellow. Wear blue.
Dante is allergic to shellfish. Check the menu twice.
Dante's mother's anniversary-buy white lilies.
I read through the list of my own servitude.
Seven years.
I had spent seven years bowing to a man who left me to burn.
Disgust rose in my throat, bitter and acidic.
I didn't feel love for this man.
I felt like I was looking at the evidence of a crime scene where I was the victim.
"Sienna?" Giulia asked softly. "Are you okay?"
I looked up at her, my vision clear for the first time in what felt like a lifetime.
"I'm fine," I said, my voice unnervingly steady.
I selected the first photo.
Delete.
The second.
Delete.
I went to the settings and selected 'Delete All'.
The screen went black for a heartbeat, then refreshed, beautifully empty.
I looked at the man through the glass one last time.
He stopped pacing and locked eyes with me.
His gaze was cold, like the surface of a frozen lake.
He didn't look relieved.
He looked annoyed that I was taking so long to recover.
I turned away from him.
"Pass me the phone, Giulia," I said. "I need to call my mother."
"What are you going to say?"
"I'm going to tell her the wedding is still on," I said, staring at the blank white wall.
Giulia gasped.
"You just said you don't remember him!"
"I don't," I said, feeling the ghost of a headache pulsing behind my eyes.
"But a Vitiello never breaks a contract. I will marry him for the alliance."
I paused, my fingers brushing the bandage on my head.
"But I'm done loving him."
Sienna Vitiello POV
The pain in my ribs was a dull roar, a constant, throbbing reminder of the crash, but the doctor had insisted that walking would help prevent blood clots.
I shuffled down the pristine white corridor of the VIP wing, clutching the IV pole like a lifeline.
I needed air.
I needed to escape the stinging smell of antiseptic and the suffocating weight of my own history.
I turned the corner and nearly collided with a wall of muscle.
I looked up.
It was him.
Dante Moretti.
Up close, he was even more intimidating than the blurry memories suggested.
He smelled of gunpowder, expensive cologne, and stale smoke-a volatile mix.
He looked down at me, his jaw tight.
"You're out of bed," he stated.
It wasn't a question. It was an accusation.
"I need to walk," I said, my voice flat.
He narrowed his eyes, scanning my face for the usual adoration I apparently used to drown him in.
He seemed unsettled when he didn't find it.
"You shouldn't be wandering," he said, stepping around me. "You're prone to dizziness."
"How would you know?" I asked. "You weren't in the ambulance."
He stopped.
His back stiffened.
He turned slowly, his eyes narrowing into slits.
"Are we doing this, Sienna? I made a tactical decision. Valeria was in the front seat. She was trapped."
I looked at him, really looked at him.
He was handsome in a cruel, sharp way.
But all I saw was the man who calculated my life was worth less than his guilt over a dead soldier.
"I'm not doing anything, Dante," I said. "I'm just stating facts."
A door down the hall clicked open.
Valeria Rossi stepped out.
She was wearing a silk robe that looked soft enough to sleep on, her dark hair perfectly cascaded over one shoulder.
She had a small bandage on her forehead. A scratch.
Dante's entire demeanor shifted.
The ice melted instantly.
He walked past me as if I were a piece of furniture and went to her.
"Val," he said, his voice dropping an octave, becoming tender. "You should be resting. The doctor said you have mild shock."
"I'm okay, Dante," she said, her voice breathy and fragile. "I was just looking for you."
She looked over his shoulder and saw me.
Her eyes widened, but there was a glint of triumph in them.
"Oh, Sienna. You're awake."
Dante put a protective hand on her lower back.
"Sienna was just going for a walk," he said dismissively.
He didn't introduce me as his fiancée.
He didn't ask about my concussion.
He introduced me like I was an inconvenience he hadn't figured out how to schedule yet.
"This is Giulia's friend," he said to a nurse passing by. "Make sure she gets back to her room."
Giulia's friend.
I felt a laugh bubble up in my chest, but I swallowed it down.
It tasted like ash.
I looked at the two of them.
The King and his fragile favorite.
I realized then that my amnesia was the greatest gift God could have given me.
It stripped away the delusion.
I didn't say a word.
I didn't beg for his attention.
I didn't ask him why he was holding her like she was made of glass while I was holding myself together with stitches.
I just turned around and continued my walk.
I heard his footsteps pause.
He was watching me leave.
He was waiting for me to turn back, to look at him with those puppy-dog eyes Giulia told me about.
I kept walking.
I didn't look back once.
Sienna Vitiello POV
The hospital garden was a manicured lie-an oasis of vibrant green in the middle of the concrete city.
There was a large decorative pool in the center, deep enough for koi fish and lined with slippery marble.
I sat on a stone bench, watching the water ripple.
My head was still aching, a constant, throbbing reminder of the windshield I had become intimate with.
Footsteps crunched on the gravel path.
I didn't need to turn around to know who it was.
The scent of cloying, overly sweet perfume announced her arrival before she even spoke.
"It's peaceful here, isn't it?" Valeria asked.
She stood next to the pool, examining her manicured nails.
She looked pristine. Untouched. A porcelain doll in a world of broken glass.
I didn't answer.
"Dante is so worried about me," she continued, her voice dripping with faux concern. "He hasn't left my side. He even changed my bandages himself."
"That's nice," I said, watching a fish swim in lazy circles.
"He feels responsible for me," she said, turning to face me. "Because of my husband. Because he couldn't save him."
I looked at her then.
"And he saved you this time," I said. "To balance the ledger."
She smiled, a sharp, predatory thing.
"He will always save me, Sienna. You're just... the obligation. The Vitiello contract."
She pulled her phone out of her pocket.
"I was going to take a selfie for him," she said, holding it over the water. "To show him I'm feeling better."
She fumbled.
Her fingers opened. It wasn't a slip; it was a release. It was a clumsy, theatrical fumble.
"Oops," she said.
The phone splashed into the water and sank to the bottom.
"Oh no! My photos!"
She looked at me, her eyes gleaming with malice.
Then, she stepped onto the slick marble edge.
I watched, fascinated by the performance.
She bent down, pretending to reach for the phone, and then threw her weight forward.
Splash.
She hit the water with a shriek that could shatter glass.
"Help! I can't swim! Help!"
She was standing in waist-deep water, flapping her arms like a dying bird.
"Dante!" she screamed.
He appeared instantly, bursting from the patio doors like a demon summoned by a blood ritual.
He didn't register the depth of the water.
He didn't see the fact that she was clearly buoyant.
He saw her in distress, and logic was extinguished.
He dove in, ruining his bespoke suit, and scooped her up in his arms.
He carried her to the edge, dripping wet, his face a mask of panic.
"Are you okay? Did you swallow water?" he demanded, brushing wet hair from her face.
Valeria coughed, a delicate, staged sound.
"She... she pushed me," she sobbed, pointing a shaking finger at me.
I sat on the bench, unmoving.
Dante's head snapped toward me.
The look in his eyes wasn't just anger. It was hatred.
"You pushed her?" he growled, his voice low and dangerous.
I stood up, wincing as my ribs protested.
"She jumped, Dante. The water is three feet deep."
"Liar!" he roared.
He set Valeria down gently on the grass and marched toward me.
He was a storm of violence, soaking wet and terrifying.
"You violated the peace," he spat. "You tried to harm a protected guest."
"I didn't touch her."
He didn't listen.
He grabbed my arm, his fingers digging into my existing bruise.
"You want to see what drowning feels like?"
He shoved me.
Hard.
I flew backward, the air leaving my lungs before I even hit the water.
I crashed into the pool, my side slamming against the marble rim on the way down.
Pain exploded in my torso like a grenade.
The cold water rushed over my head.
I thrashed, trying to find the surface, but my heavy hospital gown dragged me down.
My wound tore open. I felt the warm seep of blood mixing with the chlorine.
I broke the surface, gasping, choking.
Dante stood on the edge, looking down at me with cold indifference.
His bodyguards moved to help me.
"Don't touch her!" he ordered. "Let her learn her lesson."
I struggled to the edge, my vision blurring.
I watched him turn his back on me.
He picked up Valeria, cooing to her, and carried her away toward the warmth of the hospital.
He left his fiancée bleeding in a pool of decorative fish.
And in that cold merciless water, as I shivered uncontrollably, the last remnant of the old Sienna drowned.