For three months, I thought I was the only woman who knew Fabiano's soul. Then he saw my face - and decided I was worth less than the check he slid across the table.
But it was all a clerical error. When we finally met and he saw my plain face, he realized I wasn't the glamorous mafia princess he thought he was talking to. He immediately severed our connection and forced me to help him court her instead, promising a blank check to save my dying grandmother from loan sharks in return.
I swallowed my pride and did everything he asked. When my grandmother suddenly needed immediate brain surgery to survive the night, I crashed his VIP party to cash in his promise. Fabiano wrote the check, but his new princess snatched it, poured red wine all over the paper, and threw it in the trash.
"You are a jealous, pathetic leech. You are nothing," she spat, laughing in my face.
I stood there with my hand frozen in the empty air, looking at Fabiano. The man who once swore he would burn down the city for me just sat there on the leather sofa, watching in complete silence as my grandmother's only lifeline was destroyed.
The foolish warmth I carried for him instantly died. I turned around, walked out into the freezing rain, and got into the armored SUV of his biggest rival. This time, I wouldn't beg for scraps; I was going to build my own empire.
Chapter 1
Serena POV
I was sitting across from the man who had spent the last three months memorizing my soul on the dark web, when he slid a blank check across the table.
"Help me court Gianna Falcone," he said, his tone stripped of the tenderness I had come to know, "or I let the Syndicate loan sharks take your grandmother by midnight. They've already extended her deadline twice. This is the final extension."
The conditioned air in the private booth of the underground club grew thin and sharp, stinging the back of my throat.
I looked at the crisp piece of paper resting between us. Then, I looked up at Fabiano.
He was a Capo in training, encased in a custom suit of such a dark weave it seemed to drink the low light. His jaw was a hard line of knotted muscle, and the warmth I had imagined in his eyes was nothing more than a flat, indifferent polish.
This was the man who had called me Sera.
This was the man who had stayed awake until dawn just to listen to me breathe over an encrypted frequency.
But that was before he saw my face.
The entire affair had been born of a clerical error, a stray keystroke somewhere in the Syndicate's untouchable hierarchy. I was a ghost in their machine, a fringe associate who balanced the ledgers for men who owned the city's ports and the politicians in them. Their power was a physical weight in the air we breathed, a pressure I understood only by its absence in the rare moments I was alone.
Fabiano had sought an alliance with Gianna, a daughter of the Falcone line. He had posted her photograph on an elite channel, offering a fortune for her private contact frequency.
Some faceless administrator, careless in his authority, had made a catastrophic error.
He had sent Fabiano my frequency instead.
For an entire winter, Fabiano and I spoke in the shadows. He told me his fears. I told him my dreams. I had constructed a man from the timbre of his voice-gentle, protective, and obsessed with knowing every corner of my mind.
Ten minutes ago, I walked into this club for our first face-to-face meeting.
I saw the exact moment the architecture of my own invention collapsed behind his eyes.
He looked at my cheap clothes. He looked at my plain face. He realized I was not the glamorous Falcone heiress he had paid for.
There was no apology, not even the courtesy of a blink to soften the assessment.
He simply severed our connection with a single sentence and produced his checkbook.
"I need Gianna," Fabiano said, and as he spoke the two words, his vocal cords seemed to offer no vibration, the sound as clean and hard as ice striking glass. "Her family holds the territory I need to secure my promotion. You live in the associates' quarters with her. You will act as my inside spy."
A caustic heat climbed my throat. I swallowed against it, forcing the muscles to obey. "You want me to help you pursue another woman."
"You owe me for the deception," he said.
"I did not deceive you," I whispered. "You never asked my name. You just started talking to me."
Fabiano leaned forward, and the scent of his cologne-an expensive mix of citrus and cold smoke-assaulted me. "It does not matter. You have a blood debt hanging over your grandmother. The loan sharks will break her legs tonight. I am offering you a way out."
He tapped a long, elegant finger against the blank check.
"You get me Gianna, and you write whatever number you need to save your family."
Beneath the table, my hands began to tremble. I dug my nails into my palms, welcoming the small, sharp pain as an anchor.
I thought about my grandmother coughing in our damp apartment. I thought about the men with baseball bats waiting down the street.
I looked at the man I thought I loved, and found only the sharp, predatory angles of a stranger's face.
I reached out and pulled the blank check toward my side of the table.
"Understood," I said.
Fabiano stood up, the single button of his suit jacket fastening with a faint, final click.
"I will expect daily reports on her schedule," he said.
He turned and walked out of the booth without looking back.
I sat alone, the check trembling in my grip. The old messages on my phone-hundreds of lies I'd swallowed-should have been deleted. Instead, I locked the screen and tucked the check into my ledger, telling myself it was proof of the debt. A foolish part of me still hoped he'd look back. He never did.
Serena POV
The associates' quarters held a permanent scent of expensive perfume and stale cigarette smoke, a cloying mixture that coated the back of my throat.
I sat on the edge of my narrow bed, my posture unnaturally rigid, and watched her.
Gianna sat at her vanity across the room. She was brushing her long blonde hair, each stroke a slow, methodical pull through the silken strands.
Her silk robe had fallen from one shoulder, exposing a line of smooth, unblemished skin.
She possessed a beauty that pulled all the light in the room toward itself, and she wielded this knowledge as a weapon.
I remained by the door, my hands clasped so tightly the knuckles ached.
"I need your encrypted frequency," I said, my voice a carefully constructed monotone.
Gianna stopped brushing.
She turned her head, her eyes making a slow, dismissive appraisal of my form. Then she looked at me, her gaze narrowing into a pair of calculating slits.
"How does a fringe associate like you have the direct contact of a Capo?" she asked.
The question was not a question, but a sharp, distinct warning.
I held my face as still as a mask, forcing the muscles around my mouth and eyes into a placid shape.
"It was a random addition on the network," I lied, the words leaving my tongue with practiced ease. "A misrouted message. He asked me to retrieve your frequency because he wants a formal introduction through proper channels. He's cautious about approaching a Falcone directly."
Gianna let out a low, arrogant laugh that was more air than sound. A smug curve reshaped her painted red lips.
"Do you think he genuinely wants an alliance with me?" she asked, turning to admire her own reflection.
I looked at her perfect face. I nodded.
"Yes."
With a flick of her wrist, she dismissed me, turning back to the mirror. She wrote a string of numbers on a small piece of paper, sliding it toward the edge of the vanity without looking at me.
I took the paper, gathered my accounting ledgers, and walked out of the room, desperate to escape the cloying air.
The hallway was bitterly cold and smelled of industrial bleach.
I drew my phone from my pocket, my fingers punching in the numbers Gianna had given me. I sent them to Fabiano's secure line. The deed was done.
I walked toward the Syndicate's private archives to finish my grueling shift.
A moment later, my phone vibrated in my pocket.
I pulled it out, the pulse in my wrist beginning to beat a heavy, frantic rhythm against the bone. The screen showed a message on the encrypted channel.
It was from Fabiano.
The text read: "I am taking her to dinner. What are her dietary restrictions? What does she like?"
I stopped walking, my body going rigid against the forward momentum.
I leaned against the rough-poured concrete wall.
The cold of it seeped through the thin fabric of my sweater, a damp chill that settled deep in my chest.
Unbidden, a memory from a feverish December night surfaced.
I had been shivering alone in my bed, and Fabiano had stayed on the line for six hours, his presence a disembodied murmur in the dark.
He had asked me what my favorite food was.
I had told him I loved sweet pastries and hated anything spicy.
He had promised to buy me a bakery one day, his voice a low, soothing balm against the rattling of my own teeth.
I stared at the blinking cursor on my screen, the warmth of the memory curdling into something acidic in my throat.
"She hates sweets," I typed, my thumbs moving with a slight, almost imperceptible tremor. "She loves spicy food."
It was the exact opposite of my own tastes.
I hit send before my resolve could falter.
The screen showed he was typing.
I waited. A tight band seemed to constrict around my ribs.
A new message appeared a second later.
"Understood."
I stared at that single word-Understood-and something small inside me cracked. He'd once sent paragraphs; now I got a clinical nod. I locked the phone, throat tight, and pushed into the archive darkness, swearing it was the last time his words would wound me. I was wrong.
Serena POV:
A month passed in near silence. Each morning, I sent Fabiano a sterile report of Gianna's schedule, a duty performed with the detached precision of a machine. For the first week, he replied with a single, cold word: 'Received.' Then, even that acknowledgment ceased. The line between us went dead.
He did not ask for any more reports, nor did he send any messages. The absence of his name on my screen was a constant, deafening hum.
I sat at my small desk in the corner of the quarters, my focus narrowed to the columns of numbers in the casino ledgers.
The door swung open and Gianna entered the room with the force of a gale.
She tossed a velvet box onto her bed, where it landed with a heavy thud.
"Look at this," she said to the other two female associates in the room.
They rushed over as Gianna flicked open the box.
A thick diamond necklace caught the harsh overhead light.
The stones were enormous, cut with a cold fire that spoke of the blood-soaked southern ports they'd been smuggled through.
"Fabiano sent it this morning," Gianna said, accompanying the statement with an annoyed sigh.
"It is gorgeous," one of the girls gasped.
Gianna rolled her eyes. "It is just jewelry. We have been courting for a month. He takes me to the most expensive restaurants and buys out entire luxury stores. But he has not even tried to hold my hand."
I kept my eyes fixed on my ledger, my pen hovering uselessly over a column of numbers.
"Maybe he is just respectful," the other girl said. "He is a Capo, notoriously cold. He has never pursued a woman before you. You should take the initiative."
Gianna crossed her arms. "A Falcone does not beg for a man's attention."
I listened to them talk, the wood of my pen groaning under the pressure of my grip.
It had taken Fabiano exactly two weeks to confess his devotion to me over the encrypted line.
He had once sworn he would set fire to the docks just to see the reflection in my eyes.
Now, he was buying diamonds for a woman he would not even touch.
I knew why he was cautious. The mistaken identity had wounded his pride. He was making sure he did not make another mistake.
I looked at the blank check hidden inside the cover of my ledger.
The alliance would be sealed soon. Gianna would get her Capo, and Fabiano would get his territory.
And I would cash the check, pay the loan sharks, and wipe his frequency from my device.
I closed the ledger and stood up.
"I am going to the underground ring to deliver the betting sheets," I said to the room.
Gianna did not even look at me.
Her laugh followed me out-bright, careless, the anthem of my nightmares. I told myself I felt nothing, but the check in my ledger grew heavier each day, and so did the silence where his voice used to be.