The emergency sirens wailed, another Diablo Wind fire ripping through our valley, just like the last time.
As an elite smokejumper and daughter of a Cal Fire legend, I knew these fires.
I also knew my husband, Fire Chief Caleb, was supposed to be leading the fight.
But in my last life, Caleb's betrayal cost me everything; he left me to die in a blizzard after our baby was stillborn, all because he loved Chloe, his childhood friend, more.
Now, reborn into this same nightmare, I knew the fire wasn't the only threat-Caleb was using it as a cover for his affair with Chloe, burning through vital resources while abandoning his post.
When I tried to reach out for aid, Caleb convinced his loyal friend, Sheriff Brody, that I was having a psychotic break, framing me as the arsonist.
Brody, blinded by Caleb's lies, prevented my escape, causing me to fall and tragically lose my unborn child.
Our town was devastated, and Brody's deputies were lost, all while I was held captive, my pleas ignored.
Why did Caleb consistently choose deception and destruction?
How could a man sworn to protect his community, his family, be so utterly monstrous, and then twist the truth to blame me?
The injustice of it all, compounded by the loss of my child, ignited a cold, hard rage inside me, dulling the grief.
But then, my sister-in-law, Maya, discovered undeniable evidence from a trail cam: Chloe wasn't just Caleb's mistress, she was intimately connected to "Phoenix," the eco-terrorist who started the fire.
Brody, witnessing the true villainy and the devastation his blind loyalty wrought, broke down, offering me his absolute allegiance.
With my new purpose forged in tragedy, I knew exactly how I would use his guilt and his position to systematically dismantle Caleb's world, piece by agonizing piece.
The emergency sirens screamed, tearing me from a shallow sleep.
For a second, I was back there, in the snow, the cold seeping into my bones. I felt the phantom ache where Caleb had broken my arm, the ghost of his hands around my throat. I remembered the sight of our baby, still and silent beside me, before the darkness took me.
I gasped, my hand flying to my swollen belly. The baby kicked, a small, reassuring thump from within. This life was real. The other was a memory.
The Diablo Wind was howling outside, rattling the windows of our small house. It was a hot, dry wind, the kind that turned a spark into an inferno in minutes. I knew this fire. I knew its name, its path, its hunger. I had fought it before.
In my last life, I was Elara, elite smokejumper, daughter of a Cal Fire legend. I used my knowledge to save this town. I drew up a plan, a risky backburn that cut the fire off at the pass. It worked. The town was saved.
But Chloe died. She was caught in the backburn I ordered. An accident.
Caleb, my husband and the Fire Chief, never forgave me. He loved Chloe, his childhood friend, more than he ever loved me. Grief made him a monster. Weeks after our daughter was born, he drove me and the baby into the mountains and left us to die in a blizzard.
Now, I was reborn. The sirens were the starting gun for the same tragedy.
My phone buzzed on the nightstand. The screen lit up with a name: Caleb.
I stared at it, my heart a cold, heavy stone in my chest. In the last life, I answered. I begged him to come back, to listen to my plan.
This time, I let it ring until it went silent.
My new plan was simple. I would do nothing. I would not save the town. I would not get Chloe killed. I would let events unfold, and this time, I would survive.
The landline in the living room began to shriek. It would be Helen, Caleb' s mother. She would be looking for her son, the Chief. She would demand I do something.
I pulled the covers over my head and closed my eyes, the sirens a soundtrack to a horror movie I had already seen.
This time, I would not be the hero. And I would not be the victim.
The front door slammed open, and Helen' s voice cut through the noise of the wind and sirens.
"Elara! Get up! Where is Caleb?"
I didn't move from the bed. I heard her heavy footsteps on the hardwood floor, coming closer.
"The fire is on the ridge. The command post is chaos. No one knows where the Chief is. His phone goes straight to voicemail."
I sat up slowly, pushing the covers away. I looked at my mother-in-law, the respected matriarch of our small town, her face a mask of panic.
"I don't know where he is," I said. My voice was flat, empty.
"What do you mean you don't know? You're his wife!" she snapped. "The town is burning and the Fire Chief is missing!"
I knew exactly where he was. He was at the old mountain lodge up on Eagle Peak, the one with no cell service. He was with Chloe. He' d taken the best hotshot crew, the brand-new Type 3 engine, and the only water tender with off-road capability. He told the dispatch he was setting a strategic firebreak to protect vital infrastructure.
He was lying. He was having a weekend getaway with the woman he truly loved, using the town' s most critical resources as his private security detail.
"He's not answering his radio," Helen said, her voice trembling. "Someone has to go get him. You know those back roads better than anyone. You have to go."
"No," I said.
Helen stared at me, her mouth falling open. "No? Elara, people could die. Your husband has a duty."
"It's futile," I said, swinging my legs over the side of the bed. My body felt heavy, clumsy with the pregnancy. "He won't listen to me. He never does."
A young voice piped up from the doorway. "I'll go."
It was Maya, Caleb's younger sister. She looked at me with wide, trusting eyes, then at her mother.
"I'll take the Jeep. I can get up there," she said, her voice determined. "I'll bring him back."
Helen looked from me to her daughter, her expression a mixture of desperation and pride. "Be careful, Maya. The roads are dangerous."
Maya nodded, grabbed her keys, and ran out the door.
I watched her go, a bitter taste in my mouth. I knew what would happen. I knew the words Caleb would use. But it was better Maya heard them than me. It was better she saw him for who he was.
Hours passed. The sky to the east glowed a sickening orange. The smell of smoke was thick in the air now, even inside the house.
Finally, the Jeep screeched into the driveway. Maya stumbled inside, her face streaked with tears and soot.
"He's not coming back," she sobbed, collapsing into her mother' s arms.
"What happened? What did he say?" Helen demanded.
Maya' s words came out in a choked rush. "He said... he said I was being hysterical. That I was working with you." She looked at me, her eyes full of confusion and hurt. "He said you were a jealous, pregnant wife trying to ruin his weekend with Chloe. He told me to go home and stop the drama."
Helen stood frozen, her face pale with shock.
I just nodded. It was exactly as I remembered.