The beeping of the machine was the only thing that felt real. A steady, cold metronome counting down the seconds of her life.
Genesis Greene felt herself floating, untethered from the body that had failed her. The air scraped her lungs with each forced breath, a painful reminder of the fight she was losing.
Then, the beeping faded, replaced by the soft sound of weeping.
She saw her own funeral. A polished cherrywood casket. Her mother, a ghost in a black dress, leaning on her father's arm. Friends from school, their faces pale and confused. They were all there, saying goodbye to the girl who had everything and then, suddenly, had nothing.
The scene shifted. Days, weeks, months bled into one another. The mourners stopped coming. The flowers wilted.
But one person remained.
A boy. No, a man. Cas Riley.
She knew him from school, but only in the way you know a name on a roster. He was a shadow in the back of the classroom, a ghost in the hallways. Quiet. Always alone. Always looking like he was carrying the weight of the world on his thin shoulders.
Now, he was at her grave.
He brought a single white rose every morning, placing it gently on the cold stone that bore her name. He never cried. He just stood there, his eyes as empty as a winter sky, his frame growing thinner with each passing season. He was withering away, just like the flowers he brought.
One day, in the biting wind of a late autumn afternoon, he collapsed. His body hit the frozen ground with a soft thud, and he didn't get up.
A pain, sharper and more profound than any her disease had given her, ripped through Genesis's soul. It wasn't her pain. It was his. The crushing weight of a love she had never known existed, a love so powerful it had literally stopped his heart.
He loved me.
The thought was a cataclysm.
He loved me, and to me, he was just a name on a list.
She gasped, a real, ragged gasp that filled her lungs with air that didn't hurt.
The smell wasn't antiseptic and death. It was chalk dust and cheap cleaning supplies.
The sound wasn't beeping. It was the low drone of a history lecture and the scratching of pens on paper.
Genesis blinked.
She wasn't in a hospital bed. She was sitting at a wooden desk, the sunlight of a September afternoon streaming through the large classroom window.
"...Chelsea Nolan?"
"Here," a familiar voice chirped from the desk beside her.
Mrs. Gable stood at the front of the room, a clipboard in her hand, her lips pursed in their usual state of mild disapproval. "Cas Riley?"
Silence.
Genesis's head snapped up, her heart hammering against her ribs. She scanned the room, her eyes landing on the empty desk in the far back corner by the window. His desk.
Mrs. Gable made a small, contemptuous sound, a little tsk of annoyance. She drew a sharp line through his name on her attendance sheet.
Whispers erupted from the row behind them.
"The freak didn't show up again."
"Heard he was hauling cement over at the new Northgate development site downtown. Probably some illegal cash job."
The words hit Genesis like stones. Freak. Weirdo. Loner. That's all he had ever been to them. To her.
But she had seen the truth. She had seen the man who died for her.
The memories, her old memories, felt foreign and thin. She remembered seeing him with bruises, remembered the way he flinched if someone got too close. She had dismissed it, like everyone else. She had a life to live, parties to attend, a future to plan. A future that had ended in a sterile white room.
Her hands started to shake.
Where was he now? Was he okay? Was someone hurting him at this very moment?
The thought was a physical blow, winding her. She couldn't sit here, listening to a lecture about the Peloponnesian War, while the boy who loved her to death was somewhere out there, alone and in pain.
She had to find him.
Now.
Without thinking, without planning, Genesis stood up. The legs of her chair scraped loudly against the linoleum floor, the sound echoing in the suddenly silent room.
Every eye turned to her.
Mrs. Gable's eyebrows shot up into her hairline. "Miss Greene? Is there a problem?"
Genesis ignored the shocked stares, the whispers. Her gaze was fixed on the door, on the world outside where Cas was.
"I don't feel well, Mrs. Gable," she said, her voice surprisingly steady. "I need to go to the nurse's office."
It was the oldest excuse in the book, but her face was so pale, her eyes so wide and haunted, that it was believable.
Before the teacher could grant or deny permission, Genesis grabbed her backpack from the floor, slinging it over one shoulder.
"Gen, what's wrong?" Chelsea whispered, her face a mask of concern.
Genesis didn't answer. She couldn't. She was a woman on a mission, fueled by a ghost's love and a second chance she didn't deserve.
She bolted from the classroom, her sneakers squeaking against the polished floor. She ran down the hallway, past lockers and curious faces, and burst through the main doors of the school into the blinding afternoon sun.
She didn't know where he worked. The whispers said "downtown," a vague and useless clue. But now she had a destination, a name that grounded the vague whispers into a concrete target: the Northgate development. It was a homing beacon in her soul.
She ran toward the edge of the school grounds, toward the part of town her parents had always told her to avoid.
Her lungs burned, but she kept going.
I won't let you be alone this time, she vowed to the ghost in her memory. I'll find you. I'll protect you. I'll fix this.
She reached the main road and frantically waved her arm, flagging down a yellow taxi. She slid into the back seat, the worn vinyl sticking to her skin.
The driver, a man with a kind, tired face, looked at her in the rearview mirror. "Where to, kid?"
She gave him the name of the construction site, a neighborhood known for its warehouses and cheap labor pools.
The car pulled into traffic, the familiar sights of her hometown flying past the window. It was all so real it made her dizzy. She pinched the skin on the back of her hand, hard. The sharp sting confirmed it. This wasn't a dream.
She closed her eyes, but all she could see was Cas, collapsing by her grave, a single white rose falling from his hand.
A tear escaped, then another, tracing hot paths down her cold cheeks.
"You okay back there, miss?" the driver asked gently.
Genesis wiped her face with the back of her hand. She met his eyes in the mirror, her own gaze filled with a terrifying, beautiful certainty.
"Please, drive faster," she said, her voice trembling but firm. "I'm in a hurry to save someone."
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The taxi pulled up to the curb, kicking up a cloud of dust and grit. Genesis handed the driver a crumpled twenty-dollar bill from her wallet and told him to keep the change, her eyes already fixed on the scene across the street.
A construction site. The skeleton of a new commercial building rose against the sky, surrounded by piles of lumber, rebar, and bags of cement. Men in hard hats and dirty jeans shouted over the roar of machinery.
Genesis stepped out of the cab, immediately shielding her face as the wind threw dust in her eyes. It was a world away from her manicured lawn and the pristine halls of Northgate High.
And then she saw him.
He was over by a stack of cement bags, his back to her. Even from a distance, she recognized the slump of his shoulders, the too-thin frame that seemed to hold too much weight. He was wearing a faded black t-shirt, already dark with sweat, and jeans that had seen better days.
He hoisted a bag onto his shoulder, his body straining with the effort. He was just a boy, doing a man's brutal work.
A sharp, physical pain shot through Genesis's chest. This was his reality. While she was diagramming sentences and worrying about college applications, he was here, breaking his body for a handful of cash.
She ducked behind a stack of drywall, her heart pounding. She couldn't just run over there. What would she even say? Hi, I saw you die for me in a vision, so I'm here to save you? He'd think she was insane.
A burly man with a beer gut straining the fabric of his shirt stomped over to Cas. He barked something Genesis couldn't hear, and Cas stopped working, wiping his brow with the back of a filthy hand.
The man was Mitch Kowalski, the site foreman. He pulled a wad of cash from his pocket and peeled off a few bills, shoving them at Cas.
Even from her hiding spot, Genesis could see it wasn't enough.
Cas said something, his voice too low to carry, but his stance was firm. He was arguing. He was standing up for himself.
Mitch let out a booming, ugly laugh. "You're a temp, kid! And underage. You get what I give you." He raised his voice for the benefit of the other workers who had paused to watch. "Beggars can't be choosers! Be glad you're getting paid at all, you little charity case!"
A few of the men snickered. Others just turned away, their faces blank and indifferent.
Cas's hands clenched into tight fists at his sides. The knuckles were white, the veins on the back of his hands standing out like cords. But he didn't swing. He didn't shout. He just stood there, absorbing the humiliation.
Finally, with a stiff, jerky motion, he took the crumpled bills. His eyes were like chips of ice.
Genesis dug her nails into her palms, the small pain a distraction from the rage boiling inside her. She wanted to scream. She wanted to march over there and slap the smug look off that foreman's face.
But Mitch wasn't done. As Cas turned to leave, the foreman stuck out his foot, deliberately tripping him.
It happened so fast. Cas stumbled, his arms windmilling for balance. He crashed into a low-level scaffold, his feet slipping on the loose gravel.
Genesis let out a choked cry, her hand flying to her mouth.
He fell. It wasn't a long drop, maybe only five or six feet, but he landed hard on the unforgiving ground, a mess of rocks and debris.
A collective laugh went through the small crowd of onlookers. Mitch Kowalski spat on the ground near where Cas lay, then turned and walked away. The show was over.
No one went to help him.
Cas lay still for a moment, then slowly, painfully, pushed himself up. His left arm was scraped raw, bleeding freely from a long gash. His jeans were torn at the knee, revealing another bloody wound.
He got to his feet, swaying slightly. He looked at his bleeding arm, then wiped it with the sleeve of his dirty t-shirt, smearing the blood and grime together.
He picked up his worn-out backpack from the ground, slung it over his good shoulder, and started walking. He didn't look back. He just limped toward the site's exit, his head down, a lone wolf retreating from the pack.
Tears streamed down Genesis's face, hot and silent. Her heart felt like it was being squeezed in a vise. The self-respect he had, the pride that kept him from breaking down, was so much more profound than anything she had ever witnessed.
She knew, with absolute certainty, that if she ran to him now, offering help, he would reject it. It would be another form of humiliation, a rich girl's pity.
She had to be smarter than that.
Her eyes focused on the gash on his arm. It was deep. It needed to be cleaned.
A plan, sharp and clear, formed in her mind.
She turned and ran, away from the construction site, toward the main street. She scanned the storefronts, her eyes searching.
Pharmacy. She needed a pharmacy.
She would buy the best antiseptic, the softest bandages, everything he needed.
She ran faster, her mind racing. This was the first step. She couldn't fix his poverty or the world's cruelty in one day. But she could clean his wounds.
I will be your armor, she promised the lonely figure disappearing down the road. I swear it.
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The CVS bag felt heavy in her hand, weighted with more than just gauze and antiseptic. It felt like a first offering, a fragile bridge.
Genesis found the apartment building from a sliver of last life memory, a time she'd driven a friend home and noticed the dilapidated brick structure. It was even worse up close. The air in the hallway was thick with the smell of dampness, old grease, and despair.
She stopped in front of apartment 2B. The number was barely visible, painted over and peeling. Taking a deep breath that did nothing to calm the frantic beating of her heart, she knocked. The sound was too loud in the silent hall.
No answer.
She could hear a faint rustling inside, the sound of movement. He was in there.
She knocked again, a little softer this time. "Cas?" she called, her voice trembling slightly. "It's Genesis Greene. From school. I saw you get hurt."
A voice, rough and low, came through the wood of the door. "Get lost."
It was the first time he had ever spoken directly to her. The words were a slap, cold and sharp, laced with a deep-seated weariness.
She didn't move. "Your arm," she insisted, speaking to the closed door. "That cut is bad. It needs to be cleaned, or it'll get infected."
The silence that followed was absolute. She held her breath, hoping.
Then, she heard it. A distinct, final sound.
Click.
The deadbolt.
He had locked her out. He had locked away her help, her concern, her.
A wave of helplessness washed over her. She stood there for a long moment, staring at the peeling paint, feeling the sting of his rejection. But underneath the hurt was a stubborn, aching tenderness. His coldness wasn't for her. It was a shield. A wall he'd built brick by painful brick to keep the world from doing any more damage.
She couldn't break it down by force.
Gently, she placed the CVS bag on the worn, grimy welcome mat in front of his door.
"I'm leaving the supplies here," she said, her voice soft but clear. "There's antiseptic, bandages, and some antibiotic ointment. Please... just use them."
She waited a moment longer, then turned and walked away, her footsteps echoing in the empty hall.
The next day at school was torture. Cas's seat was empty again. All day, Genesis was tormented by images of him in that dark apartment, his wound festering, ignoring the help she'd left.
At the end of the last period, she went to her locker, her mind a numb buzz of worry. She spun the combination, the familiar clicks doing nothing to soothe her. She pulled the metal door open.
And froze.
Sitting on top of her history textbook was a CVS bag. The CVS bag.
Her hands trembled as she lifted it out. It was lighter than she remembered. She looked inside.
The box of large-sized bandages had been opened, and a few were missing. The bottle of antiseptic was a little less full. He had used them.
Relief, so potent it made her knees weak, flooded through her.
But that wasn't all. Tucked neatly back into the bag were brand-new, unopened replacements for everything he had used. A new box of bandages. A new bottle of antiseptic. He'd even bought a new box of the assorted-size band-aids she'd thrown in at the last minute.
And tucked inside the new box of bandages was a small, folded piece of notebook paper.
She unfolded it with fumbling fingers.
Two words were scrawled in a messy but strong hand.
Thanks. Owed.
A laugh escaped her lips, a sound that was half sob. Tears pricked her eyes as she stared at the note.
This was his way. Proud, stubborn, and fiercely principled. He would accept her help when he desperately needed it, but he would not be in her debt. He wouldn't take her charity.
The small, anonymous gesture was more intimate than any conversation. It was a glimpse behind the wall. A tiny crack in the ice.
She carefully folded the note and tucked it into her pocket, a precious secret. She held the bag close to her chest, a ridiculous smile spreading across her face.
He wasn't just a charity case. He wasn't a project.
He was a boy who, despite everything, paid his debts.
And she knew, with a certainty that warmed her from the inside out, that she was going to see him again tomorrow.
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