The pain didn't start as an ache. It started as a tear, a violent separation of tissue in her abdomen where the iron bar had made contact.
Athena Madden lay on the wet asphalt, the cold rain mixing with the warm, metallic taste pooling in her mouth. It bubbled up her throat, choking her. She tried to cough, but her lungs were heavy, filled with fluid that shouldn't be there.
Through swollen eyelids, she saw them. Two pairs of pristine leather shoes standing inches from her face.
"Finally," a man's voice said. It was a voice she used to associate with warmth, with safety. Now, it sounded like a jagged edge. "She stopped moving."
Clovis.
He wasn't looking at her like a lover. He was looking at her like a bag of trash left out on the curb. His arm was wrapped tight around a slender waist.
Alanna.
Athena's stepsister crouched down, her expensive coat dragging in the dirty puddle. A manicured fingernail traced the line of Athena's cheek, pressing hard enough to leave a mark.
"Thanks for the trust fund, sister," Alanna whispered. Her breath smelled of mint and triumph. "You really made this easy."
Alanna pulled a phone from her pocket and shoved the screen in front of Athena's dying eyes. The brightness seared her retinas, but the bold headline burned deeper.
WALL STREET TYCOON CAESAR WILLIAMSON DEAD IN MULTI-CAR COLLISION. SOURCES SAY HE WAS ATTEMPTING TO INTERCEPT EX-WIFE.
Athena's heart, already struggling to beat, seemed to shatter.
He came.
The monster. The tyrant she had feared, the man she had run from to be with the coward standing above her. Caesar had driven into hell to save her, and he had died for it.
A guttural sound ripped from her throat-a sob drowning in blood. She wanted to scream, to claw at the asphalt, to beg the universe for a rewind button.
But the darkness was heavy. It pressed down on her chest, heavier than the rain, heavier than the betrayal.
The world went black.
Then, she was screaming.
Athena shot up in bed, her lungs heaving, sucking in air like a drowning woman breaking the surface. Sweat soaked her silk pajamas, plastering them to her skin.
She scrambled at her abdomen, her fingers frantic. Smooth skin. No blood. No tear.
She grabbed the phone on the nightstand. The date glared back at her.
It was three years ago. The day she was supposed to marry into the Williamson estate.
She stumbled into the bathroom, gripping the porcelain sink until her knuckles turned white. The face in the mirror was a stranger's. Heavy, dark eyeliner smeared around her eyes. Pale, ghostly foundation. It was the mask she wore to convince the world she was unstable, a drug-addled mess unworthy of love.
"Stupid," she hissed at her reflection.
She turned the faucet on full blast. She scrubbed. She scrubbed until the water ran gray with charcoal and lies, until the skin beneath was raw and pink.
The face that emerged was hers. Sharp cheekbones, clear eyes, a mouth that was no longer set in a permanent pout of victimhood.
Her phone buzzed against the marble counter.
Clovis: Baby, I'm at the pier. Don't go to that cripple. We can leave tonight.
Athena stared at the name. The bile rose in her throat again, phantom blood mixing with real nausea. Her thumb hovered over the delete button.
She didn't just delete it. She blocked the number.
She walked back into the bedroom and kicked the ripped fishnet stockings across the floor. She went to the back of the closet, pushing past the black rags she had worn for months, and pulled out a white silk dress. It was simple, elegant, and entirely unlike the Athena everyone expected.
She zipped it up. It fit like armor.
She walked out the door. Downstairs, a wail echoed through the hallway.
"Oh, my poor Athena," Gilda's voice was thick with theatrical grief. "She's in such a state. Her mind is so fragile... how can we send her to that man?"
Athena stood at the top of the stairs, looking down at her stepmother. Gilda was dabbing at dry eyes with a lace handkerchief, performing for the house staff.
Athena's heels clicked on the hardwood. Sharp. Rhythmic.
Gilda looked up. Her mouth opened, but the sob died in her throat. She stared at the clean face, the white dress, the terrifying calmness in Athena's eyes.
Athena didn't stop. She walked past Gilda, snatching the handle of her suitcase from a stunned maid.
"Save the tears, Gilda," Athena said, her voice devoid of inflection. "I'm going to be late."
She pushed open the heavy front doors of the Madden residence. The sun hit her face, blinding and hot. It felt real.
A black stretch Lincoln sat in the driveway. The driver leaned against the hood, checking his watch with a sneer. He expected a fight. He expected a screaming, reluctant bride.
Athena tossed her suitcase into the trunk herself before he could move. She opened the back door and slid onto the leather seat.
She rolled down the window and looked the driver in the eye.
"Drive," she said. "Take me to Williamson Manor."
The interior of the Lincoln was silent, hermetically sealed against the world. The driver kept glancing in the rearview mirror, his eyes narrowing every time they caught hers. He was looking for the addict, the crazy girl.
He found only a statue.
Athena watched the landscape blur. In her other life, she had opened this door and rolled out onto the highway three miles back. She had broken her arm and humiliated Caesar in front of the entire city.
She dug her fingernails into her palms. The sharp sting grounded her. Not this time.
The car slowed as it passed through the wrought-iron gates. Williamson Manor loomed ahead, a sprawling beast of dark stone and gothic arches. It looked less like a home and more like a fortress designed to keep people out. Or keep them in.
The car stopped. The driver didn't move to open her door.
Athena didn't wait. She pushed the door open, the cool air biting at her bare arms.
A row of maids stood by the entrance. They didn't bow. They nudged each other, whispering, eyes darting over her dress with open disdain.
"She actually came?" one muttered.
Then, a sound cut through the whispers. A mechanical whir. Low, consistent, approaching from the shadows of the grand foyer.
Athena's breath hitched.
He emerged from the darkness. Caesar Williamson.
He sat in a wheelchair that looked more like a command center than a medical device. A heavy wool blanket covered his legs. His face was pale, the skin drawn tight over sharp angles, giving him a skeletal, predatory look.
But his eyes. They were dark voids, filled with a mixture of exhaustion and a lethal, simmering rage.
He stopped ten feet away. He was waiting for her to recoil. He was waiting for the look of disgust he had seen on every other face in New York.
Athena's heart hammered against her ribs, a frantic drumbeat of grief and impossible joy. It wasn't fear. The man in her memory was mangled in a fiery wreck, a ghost she had mourned for mere moments before her own death. But this man... he was alive. The tyrant she had once fled was now the hero she had failed. The guilt was a physical weight, pressing down on her lungs, making it hard to breathe. She saw the man who had driven into hell for her, and all she could think was, I'm sorry. I'm so sorry.
She walked up the stone steps.
Derik Hickman, the head of security, stepped in front of Caesar. His hand rested casually, yet threateningly, on the Taser at his belt.
"Miss Madden," Derik warned. "Stop right there."
Athena didn't look at Derik. She locked eyes with Caesar. She stopped three steps away from his chair.
The silence stretched, heavy and suffocating. The maids held their breath, waiting for the explosion.
"I'm hungry," Athena said. Her voice was steady, but it was a desperate anchor in a sea of emotion, a simple, mundane request to keep herself from shattering. "Is there dinner?"
Derik blinked, his professional mask slipping for a fraction of a second. Behind him, a maid's jaw actually dropped.
Caesar's fingers tightened on the armrest of his chair. His knuckles turned the color of bone. He studied her, searching for the lie, for the trap.
"You didn't go to the pier," Caesar said. His voice was a rasp, like stones grinding together. It was the voice of a man who hadn't used it for kindness in a long time.
"The wind was too strong," Athena lied, her gaze unflinching. "I get cold easily."
It was a terrible lie. They both knew it. But she was here, standing in his doorway, asking for food instead of freedom.
Caesar stared at her for a long moment. He looked at her scrubbed-clean face, the white dress that made her look like a sacrifice walking willingly to the altar.
"Let her in," he said.
Derik looked down at his boss, confused, but he stepped aside.
Athena crossed the threshold. The air inside the manor was ten degrees colder than outside. It smelled of lemon polish and loneliness.
The driver dumped her suitcase just inside the door and walked away without a word. The maids dispersed, ignoring the bag. It was a test. A petty, small-minded test to see if the "princess" would break.
Athena didn't ask for help. She grabbed the handle and hauled the heavy case across the marble floor. The wheels clattered loudly, echoing in the vast, empty hall.
At the elevator, Caesar stopped. He turned his chair slightly.
He watched her struggle with the bag. For a second, a flicker of something raw-pain, perhaps, or longing-crossed his face. But it vanished as quickly as it appeared, replaced by the mask of the tyrant.
The elevator doors closed, swallowing him whole.
Athena stood alone in the hallway until a woman in a stiff grey uniform materialized from a side door. Her hair was pulled back so tightly it pulled at the corners of her eyes.
"Miss Madden," the woman said. She didn't smile. "I am Mrs. Potts, the housekeeper. The Master didn't expect you to actually... arrive. The mistress's suite isn't ready."
"It's Mrs. Williamson," Athena corrected softly.
Mrs. Potts didn't blink. "There is a guest room at the end of the first-floor corridor. It's the only one available."
She turned on her heel, expecting Athena to follow. Athena did.
They walked away from the grand staircase, down a narrow, dimly lit hallway that smelled of damp earth. Mrs. Potts opened a door at the very end.
It was a storage room masquerading as a bedroom. The furniture was covered in dust sheets. The air was stagnant and freezing.
Athena walked in and touched the radiator. Stone cold.
"Apologies," Mrs. Potts said, her voice dripping with false polite regret. "The heating system in this wing is under repair. The technician won't be here until next week."
It was the same game they had played in her previous life. Back then, Athena had screamed. She had thrown a vase. She had stormed out and called Clovis, crying about the abuse.
Athena turned to the housekeeper and smiled. "That's fine. I prefer it cool."
Mrs. Potts's smug expression faltered. She looked like she had swallowed a lemon.
"Dinner is at seven," Potts snapped, then left, closing the door a little too hard.
Athena waited until the footsteps faded. She touched the bed; the sheets felt damp. Sleeping here would guarantee pneumonia by morning.
She wasn't going to sleep here.
She slipped out of the room and headed for the main staircase. She knew the layout of the house better than she should. She knew where the master suite was.
On the landing, she ran into Derik.
"Ma'am," he said, his body blocking the path to the east wing. "You shouldn't be up here."
"I was looking for water," Athena said, her face the picture of innocence. "The kitchen downstairs was locked."
Derik hesitated. He pointed toward a sitting room. "There's a carafe in there."
"Thank you."
She walked toward the sitting room until Derik turned the corner to continue his patrol. Then, she doubled back. She moved silently toward the heavy mahogany double doors at the end of the east hall.
From inside, she heard a sound that made her chest ache.
A deep, wet, suppressed cough. A sound of agony.
She stopped, her hand hovering over the wood.
"You don't belong here."
A hiss came from behind her. A young maid, Emily, stood holding a tray with a silver tea set. Her eyes were wide with jealousy and malice. Emily, the girl who thought she could be the next lady of the manor if Caesar just noticed her devotion.
"Get away from his door," Emily whispered.
Athena looked at the tray. Steam curled from the spout of the teapot.
"I have terrible cramps," Athena said, clutching her stomach. "I need hot water."
Emily's eyes darted to the master bedroom door, then back to Athena. A cruel idea sparked in her gaze. Everyone knew Caesar's bedroom was forbidden. Entering uninvited was a death sentence.
"There's a bathroom in there," Emily said, pointing at the mahogany doors. "With plenty of hot water. Help yourself."
She was sending a lamb to the slaughter.
Athena looked at the maid, reading the trap perfectly. "Thank you, Emily. You're too kind."
Athena turned the handle. It was unlocked. She slipped inside, leaving a stunned and gleeful Emily in the hallway.