A scream clawed its way up Carolyn Lindsey's throat, but it died as a choked gasp before it could find air.
Her eyes flew open, pupils shrinking to pinpricks against the dim morning light.
Her fingers dug into the sheets beneath her. Silk. Cool and impossibly smooth. Not the coarse, burning fabric of the curtains she'd wrapped around herself as the flames ate the world alive.
She sucked in a breath, then another, her lungs aching with the effort. Cold sweat plastered her thin nightgown to her skin. Her gaze darted around, slowly making sense of the shapes in the darkness. A crystal chandelier hung from the ceiling like a frozen starburst. Towering windows draped in heavy velvet. This wasn't the smoke-filled ruins of the estate.
This was the master bedroom in Chandler Finch's penthouse.
The mattress beside her dipped. A wave of cold, sharp cedarwood scent washed over her, a smell so familiar it made her stomach clench. It was his scent. Chandler's.
"Another nightmare?" His voice, rough with sleep and laced with its usual brand of cutting amusement, sliced through the quiet. "What are you planning on breaking this time?"
Carolyn's head snapped toward the sound. Her eyes met his, a pair of gray-blue irises as cold and stormy as the Atlantic. The sight of him, propped up on one elbow, his bare chest defined by shadows, sent a violent tremor through her. He was alive. He was here. The terror of the fire and the dizzying relief of this reality crashed together inside her chest, a collision so powerful it stole her breath again.
This time, she didn't scream. She didn't throw the lamp on the nightstand at his head like she had two weeks ago. She didn't spit venomous words designed to wound him.
Her lips trembled. A single, hot tear escaped and traced a path down her temple. Then another. They came without a sound, a silent, desperate flood.
Chandler's brow furrowed. The amusement in his eyes vanished, replaced by a guarded suspicion. This was new. This quiet, broken reaction was not in her playbook. He instinctively shifted back an inch, a subtle retreat.
She saw it. That flicker of hurt and defense in his eyes, a detail she'd been blind to in her past life. It was the tell. The tiny crack in his marble facade.
Before he could pull away further, she moved.
Carolyn launched herself across the small space between them, throwing her arms around his waist and burying her face against his bare chest. She clung to him with a strength born of sheer terror.
His body went rigid, hard as stone beneath her cheek. She could feel the shock radiate through his muscles. His hands hovered in the air, uncertain, unwilling to touch her.
She didn't care. All she cared about was the steady, powerful thud of his heart against her ear. Thump-thump. Thump-thump. It was the most beautiful sound she had ever heard. It was the sound of life. The sound of a second chance.
She squeezed her eyes shut, smearing her tears against his warm skin. "Don't go," she whispered, her voice ragged and broken. "Please... don't leave."
His hands, which had been suspended in the air, finally came down. But they didn't wrap around her. They clamped onto her shoulders, his grip firm and impersonal.
He peeled her off him, the separation feeling like a physical tear. He forced her back against the pillows, his eyes dark and unreadable, searching her face for the angle, the trick. "Carolyn," he said, his voice a low, dangerous rumble. "What new game are you playing?"
She was forced to look at him, to see the hard line of his jaw, the muscle ticking in his cheek. He was fighting for control. She knew that now.
She took a shaky breath, swallowing the sob that threatened to break free. She tried to smile, a weak, placating gesture that felt more like a grimace.
She didn't argue. She didn't fight. She simply lay back, her eyes never leaving his face, as if he were the only anchor in a world that had just been ripped apart and stitched back together.
Chandler stared at her for a long, silent ten seconds. He was looking for the lie, the performance. Finding none, he let out a short, cold huff of air.
He swung his legs over the side of the bed, the movement sharp and decisive. His bare feet made no sound on the plush carpet. His back was a wall of muscle and rejection.
Carolyn's heart leaped into her throat. This was how it always started. He would leave, without a word, and she would later find out he had gone to Eugenia.
She had to do something. Anything. Even if it only bought her a few more seconds of his presence.
"Chandler..." The name was a soft plea, a sound so foreign in this room that it made him pause.
He stopped, his hand on the doorframe of the walk-in closet, but he didn't turn around. He gave her nothing but the cold, hard line of his profile.
Carolyn's hand tightened on the silk comforter, her nails digging into her own palm. She used a tone she had never used with him before in her entire miserable life. A tone of quiet submission. "Can you... go to the office a little later today?"
He finally turned, his face a mask of incredulous disbelief. A humorless smirk touched his lips. "What makes you think you have any right to make requests about my schedule?"
She dropped her gaze, hiding the desperation and the flicker of a plan forming in her mind. She had no leverage. Not yet. All she had was this body, this moment, and the knowledge of his deepest weakness. She had to test if there was any softness left for her to exploit.
Just as she was about to answer, a vibration buzzed against the marble of the nightstand.
His private phone.
The screen lit up, illuminating a name that sent a shard of ice straight through Carolyn's heart. Eugenia - Emergency.
Chandler snatched the phone from the nightstand, his thumb swiping across the screen. The shift in his demeanor was instantaneous. The cold disdain he reserved for her was replaced by the clipped, commanding tone of a CEO.
"Speak."
The voice on the other end was low and professional, but Carolyn's ears, now attuned to every threat, picked it up clearly. It was her security detail. "Sir, there's a situation with Ms. Stewart. She's refusing her meals. Her emotional state is... unstable."
Stewart. The name was a venomous dart, piercing the fragile hope that had begun to form in her chest. Eugenia Stewart.
In her past life, a single cough from Eugenia was a siren call he could never ignore. A fabricated headache was a national emergency.
Chandler's jaw tightened. He turned his back to Carolyn, his voice dropping lower, a deep rumble of concern. "I'm on my way."
He ended the call without a goodbye. He strode toward the massive walk-in closet, his movements sharp, efficient, and utterly devoid of any consideration for the woman he was leaving behind. He didn't even glance at her.
A frigid wave washed over Carolyn, so intense it felt like being plunged into an icy lake. She threw back the covers and her bare feet hit the cold marble floor, the shock of it shooting straight up her spine.
She scrambled out of bed and rushed into the closet. He was already shrugging on a crisp, white dress shirt, his fingers working the buttons with practiced speed. He was in a hurry. For Eugenia.
"Don't go." The words came out small and tight. She stood in the doorway, her hands gripping the frame so hard her knuckles turned white.
Chandler's fingers paused for a fraction of a second on a button before resuming their task. He didn't acknowledge her.
She bit her lip, the sharp pain grounding her. The taste of blood filled her mouth. She surged forward, her hands closing over his, stopping his methodical progress.
His skin was warm beneath her cold palms. His gaze dropped to their joined hands, then lifted to her face. His eyes were glacial.
"Let go," he commanded. The words were flat, empty of all emotion. He could have been speaking to a stranger who had bumped into him on the street.
Carolyn held on, her grip desperate. She tilted her head back, forcing herself to meet his impatient glare. "Eugenia is acting. She's not that fragile."
The air in the closet crackled. His eyes narrowed into dangerous slits. In a movement too fast to track, he twisted his hand, his fingers wrapping around her wrist. His grip was like a steel manacle, the pressure making her wince.
"What right do you have to talk about her?" he snarled, backing her up until her shoulders hit the cold, hard wall. He leaned in, his face inches from hers. "Don't forget, every breath you take in this city is a privilege I allow."
Pain shot up her arm, but the ache in her chest was a thousand times worse. He wouldn't believe her. In her past life, she had screamed, cried, and presented evidence of Eugenia's lies, and he had never, ever believed her.
She looked at the beautiful, cruel man in front of her, the man who held her family's fate and her own life in his hands. A wave of desolate resolve washed over her.
Suddenly, all the fight drained out of her. She relaxed her hand, her body going limp against the wall. She slid down a few inches, her strength completely gone.
Her sudden surrender seemed to surprise him. He froze, his hand still locked around her wrist, his body still pinning her to the wall.
Carolyn let her head fall forward, her hair hiding her face. Her voice was a bare whisper, so quiet it was almost carried away by the air. "Do you really think she can keep you chained to her with that little bit of 'gratitude' forever?"
The question hit him like a physical blow. She felt his body jolt. His grip on her wrist tightened for a painful second before he abruptly let go, snatching his hand back as if she had burned him.
He took a staggering step back, his chest rising and falling rapidly.
"You'll never be worth a single strand of her hair."
He spat the words at her, each one a shard of glass. Then he turned and walked out of the closet, out of the bedroom. She heard the front door of the penthouse open, then close with a soft, final click. The sound of the private elevator whirring to life followed.
He was gone. Without a moment's hesitation.
Carolyn sat on the cold floor of his closet, surrounded by his scent, his clothes, his world. She squeezed her eyes shut, forcing the tears back. Crying was useless. She had shed an ocean of tears in her last life, and all it had done was drown her.
She had to be smarter this time. Fighting him head-on only pushed him further into Eugenia's arms. She had to work from the inside. She had to become the one thing he couldn't get rid of.
She pushed herself to her feet, her legs unsteady. Her gaze landed on the vanity in the bedroom. Specifically, on the single locked drawer. The drawer she had refused to open, the contents of which she had thrown in his face the day he brought her here.
The drawer that held the contract that bound her to him.
Hours later, the penthouse was still silent. Carolyn sat on the white leather sofa in the living room, a thick stack of papers spread across the glass coffee table in front of her. The cohabitation agreement.
Her fingers, still trembling slightly, traced the cold, typed words. Clause 7: The party of the second part (Carolyn Lindsey) shall not interfere with the social engagements of the party of the first part (Chandler Finch). Clause 12: The party of the second part must be available upon request, at all times.
It was a contract for a possession, not a person. But it was better than the damp basement she'd been locked in before. It was a start.
The soft chime of the elevator announced his return. Carolyn's heart gave a nervous flutter. She looked up as Chandler strode into the living room. He carried the faint, cloying scent of a hospital-disinfectant mixed with Eugenia's signature gardenia perfume.
His steps faltered when he saw her. He had clearly expected to come home to a scene of destruction. Instead, he found her sitting quietly, bathed in the soft light of a lamp, reading the very document that defined her captivity.
Carolyn raised her head. Her eyes were calm, devoid of the fire he was used to. She didn't ask where he'd been. She didn't scream about Eugenia. She simply stood up.
"I'll sign it."
She picked up the heavy fountain pen from the table. On the final page, below his arrogant, slashing signature, she wrote her own. The strokes were neat, deliberate, and final.
He crossed the room in three long strides and plucked the pen from her fingers. His eyes scanned her face, searching, probing. "So compliant all of a sudden? What's your new angle, Carolyn?"
She let out a small, bitter laugh, dropping her gaze to the floor. "What's the point of having an angle anymore? You wanted a dog on a leash. Fine. I'll be your dog."
The words hung in the air between them. A muscle in his jaw twitched. He hated that. He hated her defeated compliance more than her fiery resistance. It made him feel exactly like the monster she was accusing him of being.
"You'd better mean that," he sneered, turning away from her. He walked toward the open-plan kitchen to get a glass of water, his shoulders tense.
Carolyn's pulse quickened. Her heart leaped into her throat. Earlier that afternoon, she had glimpsed Temperance, Eugenia's ever-watchful personal maid, slipping through the hallway with a small paper bag. The woman was quiet, obedient, and served her mistress's whims without question. Temperance should have planted it by now. Would he see it? Her gaze couldn't help but dart toward the kitchen trash can.
Chandler stopped dead by the stainless-steel trash can. His entire body went rigid. His gaze was fixed on something inside it.
It was a small, torn cardboard box from a pack of birth control pills. A few of the tiny white tablets had spilled out, stark against the dark trash.
The temperature in the room plummeted.
He turned his head slowly, his eyes locking onto hers. They were no longer cold; they were burning with a terrifying, possessive rage.
"What," he began, his voice a low, guttural growl, "is this?"
Carolyn feigned a look of panic. It wasn't hard. The memory of his rage was real enough. This was Eugenia's work, she knew. Her maid, Temperance, must have planted it, a perfect little trap.
"I... that was from before..." she stammered, playing the part of a woman caught in a lie. Her fumbled excuse was all the confirmation he needed.
He stalked toward her, closing the distance in an instant. His hand shot out and clamped around her jaw, forcing her head back. "Whose baby are you trying to have? Vince Kowalski's?"
The name Vince, his business rival and her supposed lover, was the match to the gasoline. The jealousy in his eyes was a raw, wild thing. It was terrifying. It was magnificent.
Tears, real and hot, welled in her eyes. She shook her head frantically. "No! I'm not trying to have anyone's baby!"
"Then you're trying to use a pregnancy to get away from me?" His fingers tightened, his expression murderous. "Dream on."
He released her so abruptly she stumbled. He spun around and kicked a nearby dining chair, sending it crashing against the wall. The sound exploded in the silent apartment.
Carolyn flinched, but her eyes remained fixed on him. This was her chance. She had to use his fury.
He stormed to the trash can and, without a shred of hesitation, plunged his hand inside. He came out with a fistful of the small white pills.
He squeezed his hand shut, his knuckles white. The pills turned to dust, a fine white powder sifting through his fingers and onto the pristine floor.
"As long as you are mine, you will not have anyone's child," he bit out, his voice thick with a chilling possessiveness. "Unless it's mine."
Carolyn watched the powder settle. A cold, triumphant smile touched her heart, but not her lips. Checkmate, Eugenia.
She moved toward him, her steps silent. She came up behind his stiff, furious form and wrapped her arms around his waist, pressing her cheek between his shoulder blades.
He flinched as if electrocuted, his whole body tensing to throw her off. But she held on tight.
"Then you've destroyed the pills," she whispered, her voice a soft, seductive murmur against his back. "So I won't take them anymore. Okay?"