I had thalassophobia, a condition rooted in an incident ten years ago when I saved Alec Johnson from a dangerous undertow.
He once held my shivering body and swore he would never let me near the ocean again.
Later, his first love, Rosalyn Martin, known as the "Mermaid Dancer," injured herself before a crucial underwater documentary shoot.
Unable to find a stand-in, he turned to me.
He locked me in a swaying cabin, his eyes bloodshot as he pleaded, "Maeve, your build is the closest to hers. Please, finish this last underwater ballet scene for her. This is her lifelong dream. I'm begging you."
They forced me into a diving suit and pushed me into the dark, icy depths that had nearly claimed my life once before.
When I surfaced, driven by sheer survival instinct, I saw him cradling a tearful Rosalyn, soothing her gently. "Rosalyn, don't cry. Your dream is complete."
No one noticed I had nearly died down there.
He didn't know that every investment in his thriving company came from me.
What he was about to destroy wasn't just my love but his entire future.
...
The cabin door was chained shut from the outside.
Each wave that struck the boat sent a dull thud through me, like a hammer pounding my heart.
I curled up in a corner, hands clamped over my ears, but the endless, deep blue terror seeped through the porthole, flooding my world.
I had thalassophobia.
The sight of water made breathing difficult. The sound of waves triggered heart palpitations and ringing ears. Being confined in a small space sparked my worst claustrophobic panic.
This fear stemmed from saving Alec years ago.
During our college graduation trip, he recklessly swam near the rocks and got swept away by a current.
I, the only witness, jumped in without thinking.
I pushed him to shore, but a surging wave slammed me against the rocks, dragging me under.
Those three minutes of suffocation and darkness haunted my dreams for the next seven years.
When I woke, Alec held me, sobbing like a child.
He apologized repeatedly, swearing I would never have to face the sea again.
Seven years passed.
He built a top-tier underwater filming company, earning the title of "Director Johnson" in the industry.
To ease his guilt, I pretended I had healed.
But that day, he tore through my facade and broke his own vow.
The cabin door creaked open.
Alec stood in the doorway, silhouetted against the light, his face etched with an unfamiliar mix of urgency and conflict.
Behind him stood his first love, Rosalyn, the celebrated "sea sprite" dancer, her arm wrapped in thick bandages, eyes red and piteous, as if I were the one about to push her into an abyss.
"Maeve..." Alec knelt before me, his voice hoarse.
His hand reached for me, but I flinched in terror.
My body trembled uncontrollably, teeth chattering, unable to form a full sentence. "...Sea... waves... I'm scared..."
Guilt flickered in his eyes, quickly overtaken by a fiercer, more resolute emotion.
He seized my wrist with startling force, eyes red as he begged, "Maeve, I know this is cruel, but you're the only one who can help Rosalyn. She injured her arm and can't dive. This documentary is her lifelong dream, her only shot at an international award! She's prepared for three years! Just finish this last long shot for her, just a few minutes! Your figure is so similar to hers, no one can tell the difference!"
His every word stabbed like a knife into my heart.
What about my dreams, Alec?
My dream was to be a world traveler.
But for him, to spare his guilt, I gave up every plan involving flights or voyages, trapping myself in this city.
Now, for another woman's dream, he pushed me back into the hell that could kill me.
I looked at him, shaking my head with all my strength, tears streaming down. "No... I can't... Alec, you'll kill me! You promised I'd never go near the sea again!"
"Maeve, I'm begging you." His voice carried a plea, but his eyes turned cold and unyielding. "This isn't just Rosalyn's dream. It's the lifeline of my company! The investors demanded her performance. If we don't finish today, the company goes bankrupt!"
He locked me in here not to discuss but to inform.
"No... please..." My pleas grew faint and desperate.
The last trace of hesitation in his eyes vanished when he saw Rosalyn's pale, sorrowful face at the door.
He stood, towering over me. "Get her."
Two burly crew members entered, grabbing my arms.
I thrashed like a trapped animal, nails scratching deep red marks into his arm.
"Alec! You're insane! You're a liar! You can't do this to me!"
He glanced at the scratches, brows furrowing, a flash of irritation crossing his face.
"Maeve, can't you be reasonable?" He shook off my hand, voice rising sharply. "It's just a few minutes underwater. You won't die! Are you really going to throw a tantrum and ruin everyone's hard work?"
Ruin everyone's hard work?
I stared into his reddened eyes, saw his raw impatience, and laughed, a sharp, bitter sound.
He didn't know that his company's lifeline, every investment, every connection, came from me, leveraging my family's influence to pave his way.
They forced me into a cold, tight diving suit.
As the helmet clicked shut, I heard Rosalyn's soft voice say to Alec, "Will this... be too hard on Maeve? I'd rather give up my dream..."
Alec turned, pulling her gently into his arms, voice tender. "Don't say that. Your dream is my life. I won't let you have any regrets."
A sharp click rang.
The helmet locked, leaving only my ragged, breaking breaths.
And his words, echoing like a curse. "Your dream is my life."
The crew dragged me to the deck's edge, like hauling a soulless corpse.
Then they let go.
With a splash, I plunged into the dark, icy, endless deep sea.
Icy water engulfed me instantly, like countless invisible hands clutching my heart, crushing my lungs.
Darkness. Silence.
Only the frantic drumming of my heartbeat and the roar of blood rushing to my head filled my ears.
The memory of those three minutes of drowning seven years ago flooded back, shattering all my reason.
I forgot to breathe, forgot to move, sinking like a stone toward the deeper, darker ocean floor.
"Move, Maeve! What are you doing? Be like Rosalyn! Stretch your body!"
The underwater director's irritated roar crackled through my earpiece.
Rosalyn...
Right, I was her stand-in.
I was here to fulfill her lifelong dream.
Survival instinct kicked in, and I thrashed my limbs, but like a moth caught in a web, the more I struggled, the tighter I felt trapped.
Oxygen depleted rapidly. A burning pain seared my chest, and black spots danced before my eyes.
"No! Your movements are too stiff! You're dancing, not convulsing! Do it again!"
"Legs! Lift them higher! Show Rosalyn's grace!"
"Maeve, can you even do this? If not, say so! You're wasting everyone's time!"
The harsh, cold voices pierced my eardrums, stabbing into my brain like needles.
Through my blurred mask, I saw the underwater cinematographer nearby, his massive camera coldly judging my clumsy, dying struggle.
And its owner, Alec, was probably standing at the monitor, frowning, irritated and embarrassed by my poor "performance."
He must have thought I could never mimic his perfect first love.
How could I dare carry her dream?
The suffocation grew unbearable, my consciousness slipping.
I remembered seven years ago, pushing him out of this same icy water, his hand grabbing mine as he said, "Maeve, wait for me. I'll come back for you!"
I waited.
I waited in that freezing water for three whole minutes.
Until the last second of fading consciousness, I saw people on the shore cheering for his rescue, forgetting the girl still underwater.
History repeated itself with eerie precision.
"Warning! Oxygen level below ten percent! Warning!"
The helmet's shrill alarm finally blared.
With my last ounce of strength, I screamed into the communicator, "...Help... help me... no oxygen..."
But the director's voice snapped back, even angrier. "Hold on for thirty seconds! One last shot! Don't mess this up!"
Thirty seconds.
On land, a mere blink.
But in this abyss, every second was a century of torment.
My body lost all control, my lungs ready to burst.
Darkness swallowed my vision completely.
In the final moment before sinking into endless black, I saw my late grandfather.
He was my only family, the founder of Zenith Corporation, the man who cherished me for eighteen years.
On his deathbed, he held my hand, eyes full of reluctance. "Maeve, I left you this empire not to burden you, but so you could live freely, never bending for anyone. If that boy you love ever makes you suffer, come back. My people will crush him and everything he has."
Grandpa, I thought I might die here.
Just as I gave up, ready to embrace death, a powerful force yanked me upward.
The lifeline.
They finally remembered the "prop" underwater needed retrieving.
The rapid ascent tore at my eardrums and organs, the pressure excruciating.
With a splash, I hit the deck like a dying fish.
I ripped off the helmet, coughing violently, gasping the salty air, tears and snot streaking my face in utter disarray.
It took ages to steady my trembling body and lift my head, instinctively searching for that familiar figure.
I wanted to see him.
I wanted even a flicker of fear or concern on his face.
Then I saw him.
Not far away.
He stood with his back to me, tightly embracing someone.
Rosalyn.
She leaned into his arms, sobbing with joy, shoulders shaking. "Alec, I... I did it... Our dream came true..."
Alec lowered his head, kissing her forehead with a tenderness I had never seen.
His voice cut through the celebrating crowd, clear in my ears. "Silly, not ours. Yours. Congratulations, my little mermaid. Your dream came true."
Cheers and applause erupted from the team.
"Congrats, Rosalyn!"
"Director Johnson, you're incredible!"
"This film will definitely win awards!"
Champagne popped, ribbons flew, and every face glowed with the joy of success.
They celebrated a victory.
And I, the "hero" who just crawled back from death, lay soaked and shivering on the cold deck, an absurd outsider in the wrong scene.
No one spared me a glance.
No one remembered I nearly died down there.
In that moment, all my pain and fear vanished.
In their place, a bone-deep, deathly chill settled in.
I stared at the man embracing his first love, smiling with gentle satisfaction.
The man I watched for seven years- my husband.
Slowly, I looked away.
My heart turned to ash.
As their celebration reached its peak, a deafening roar rolled in, shattering the yacht's revelry.
A helicopter bearing a golden "Zenith" emblem hovered oppressively above the vessel.
The downdraft sent people stumbling on the deck, champagne glasses smashing to the floor.
Everyone looked up, stunned, unsure what was happening.
The cabin door slid open, and a rope ladder dropped.
A man in a tailored black suit descended with commanding presence.
His steps were steady, his face stern, his gaze slicing through the crowd before locking onto me.
Alec and his team stood frozen by the sudden intrusion.
"Who are you? Who authorized you to approach my ship?" Alec instinctively shielded Rosalyn, his voice sharp with challenge.
The man ignored him.
He walked straight to me, stopping a step away.
He shed his expensive suit jacket and draped it gently, almost reverently, over my trembling shoulders.
"Miss," his voice was low and respectful, tinged with faint concern, "the chairman is worried about you. Let's go home."
Miss? Chairman?
The words stunned everyone present.
Alec's face twisted with shock. He glanced at the man, then at me, his eyes brimming with confusion. "Maeve? What's going on? Who is he?"
I didn't answer.
With the man's support, I slowly stood.
For seven years of marriage, I dimmed myself to protect Alec's fragile male pride, avoiding heels and luxury, living like an ordinary housewife.
But now, I stood tall, looking down at my husband for the first time.
I studied his face, etched with doubt and panic, and Rosalyn behind him, equally bewildered.
I said nothing.
I only curved my lips into a cold smile.
Then I turned to the man. "Andrew, let's go home."
"Yes, Miss." Andrew Roberts nodded slightly and guided me toward the ladder.
"Maeve! Where are you going? Explain yourself!" Alec snapped out of his daze, lunging forward, but two black-clad bodyguards appeared, blocking him.
He could only watch as Andrew escorted me onto the helicopter, a symbol of absolute power and wealth.
In the final second before the cabin door closed, I glanced back at the yacht.
I saw Alec's face, contorted with shock, anger, and loss of control.
I saw Rosalyn behind him, her expression a mix of panic and envy.
I saw the team members I once worked alongside, now staring at me like I was a monster.
I committed their faces to memory.
Then, under their collective gaze, the helicopter lifted off and vanished into the distance.