Pregnant for Brother_In_law

Do you see her in that dress?

Yeah, that white dress, I have always known white for its purity but literature shitted on my face and bade me goodbye while I was in high school. I have come to think colors don't matter anymore. White doesn't mean anything but it's just the way society wants us to believe that it means purity. That is what my sister, Kendra is wearing today. White, long wedding gown in her body, hugging her petite figure properly.

This is the best I have seen something hug her. The men she courts with never hug her this perfectly. Maybe her husband-to-be, Alexander. Once I saw them on the table moaning the hell out of each other and his ass was protruding from the table, a wink is all I got from him.

She is standing at the podium, ready to make the vows, ready to tell the world that she is off the market and that big diamond that is going to be perfectly dressed on her finger is going to be the evidence. If my sister got a husband, trust me, you can get one, anyone can.

I am not bad-mouthing but damn, she has crossed paths with every Tom, Dick, and Harry. All of those got a chance to slide their rigid stick between her legs.

She became more of a slide-to-open door.

That's her life. I never get to talk, I am just her social media manager and all that I do is make sure that all her posts are in order. Cute and beautiful pictures are on Instagram, the Twitter has captions to praise her and the branding sites that she works for. In the case of a campaign, she is there advocating, but in a real sense, I am the one who posts all her things to keep people up to date.

I get to be paid cents. Yeah, the thirty cents that Judas used on Jesus, that's what I get. I can't complain because I am waiting for her business to grow so that I can get enough cash to attend university.

Look at her, you might be convinced she is the most humble human on earth, I mean, sometimes she is humble but most of the time, no, hell will break loose if you dare step on her!

"I will make sure I hold your hands so firmly in case our turn comes, I will get the most expensive dress for you and an expensive venue."

That's Josh, my boyfriend. He talks a lot and has one thousand and one promises that have never come to be fulfilled. He is an IT guy but every day he says the same thing over and over again.

Which type of a man doesn't want to touch you or even just kiss you in the mouth?

I used to think that my mouth stinks but I realized, he thinks I am still a sixteen-year-old kid he fell in love with. I am eighteen for Christ's sake, I don't need to be pampered like a baby.

I don't blame him though, he thinks it's good to have sex after we are married. I don't get him. He had a girlfriend before me and I don't know if he did the same thing for her.

I stretch my hands to hold his thighs but he catches them mid-air and places them just beside him. You see what I am talking about. He has a good stick, I once saw it when I caught him stroking himself in the bathroom. I know it's normal to do that. I have wanted to do that for sometimes but I restrained myself because I want him to be the first man to touch me in that way. Every day he says, not today, another day, I hope that 'another day' comes to be.

"I am waiting for fo it babe, just look at Kendra, she is pretty, she has garnered more followers, following the wedding post this morning."

Josh smiles and peck's me on the cheeks. He is sweet, don't get me wrong. He cares for me and gives me everything that I ask for. Except for the D, which he never gives me.

"You may now kiss the bride," the wedding official says and I look at the way, their lips are going to meet again for the hundredth time. As if I have never seen this before. I have seen it.

Alexander has some big arms there. The way he always does that to Kendra sends shivers down my spine. He does it more seductively than Christian Gray. The tattoos on his hands are more visible when he stretches his hands to hold Kendra's chin.

"Are you okay?" Josh looks at me holding my dress tightly. I quickly unfold my hands and clear my throat before looking into my phone for any new comments from Kendra's followers.

I think I need to get my shit together. This is going to get out of hand if I keep daydreaming of Alexander doing that to me.

You have imagined him a lot of times in your head doing that, so why can't you just stop? Are you crushing on him? You know Josh here loves you and would do anything for you. Don't rush into someone you don't know about.

I shake my head, listening to my head dictating to me what to think and what not to think about.m, I hate this. My mind would always sneak once in a while.

He knows the way I look at him and one day he intentionally just went on fucking Kendra even when I was at the door, he didn't stop instead, he looked at me while doing that. I don't know what he is driving at. I hope I will get over him.

The audience claps as they kiss each other. I lift my hand to clap and my eyes meet Alexander's. I quickly divert and look at Josh smiling at him.

Fuck you, Alexander! You are not even that handsome to drive a woman crazy. Maybe your charms worked on Kendra, if you think you are going to change my mind, shame on you.

I think this is enough. The wedding comes to an end and it's time for the bride and the bridegroom to share a cake and a drink. That is another adjacent venue where we are heading too.

"Hey, I will catch up with you, I need to use the washroom." I nod at Josh as he rushes over. I walk to the catering venue but accidentally see this ginger-red hair in front of me trying to hold her dress. I know Kendra needs me to be near her and consider various pictures but I need to work on this ginger red-haired girl.

Bending down to her height, her hair is covering her face. I don't know what she is doing but I hope she is okay.

"Hey, what's wrong?" I ask as I hear her click. She quickly raises her head and looks at me. It seems we have met somewhere but I don't quite know where.

She gives me her hands, I can see the zip in her hands and her heel is almost off. Looks like we have a closet malfunction here. I quickly hold her hands and off we head to the nearby washroom. I know I don't have extra shoes but I got some sandals for Kendra in case her heels kill her. Looks like, we are going to give the sandals to someone else.

"I am Vanessa by the way," I say smiling at her. I know it's not important but I won't mind making friends at this place because out there, I don't go to parties. Even when my sister goes to one, she doesn't invite me.

"I am Sofie, my brother is the groom." that caught me off guard. I know I have seen her somewhere. Ooh, I saw her on Alexander's laptop. I didn't sneak into his laptop to look at the bunch of stupid things, I was just holding the laptop and the wallpaper seem to have her there.

"The bride is my sister, guess we are.."

"Sisters too." she quickly says that and I am left smiling at how she can read my mind. She doesn't seem the picky type of a person. She seems like a fun person. For a change, I am an introvert but not that much and she is the talkative one.

I get her dressed and help fix the zip back. It's hard but I quickly help. Kendra had asked me to carry her extra equipment which means I have almost everything in here. A glue to make sure that the place we tore is sealed, a razor to cut the zip entrance, and extra pins to hold the dress. Once I am done, Sofie is smiling at me.

"You are good with fashion." I look at her, hell I am not good with fashion. I just used glue to do her dress, that doesn't make me qualify as some designer or something.

We talk about a lot of things. I have never met Alexander's family. Turns out they are only two children. Sofie is the last born and already doing her final year in business school. Their dad passed away some two years ago, they are left with their mother who also attended the ceremony. I can't wait to see what she looks like. I hope she is not as strict and bitchy as my stepmom.

Ooh, I didn't tell you, my mum passed away, so my dad married Kendra's mum who was my step. Ever since. They were not officially married instead it was a fling but my mum was the official wife. That is not my story.

"What about you? Why don't you tell me anything about yourself?"

It will be sad to tell someone like Sofie that I haven't even started my university and I am here playing the perfect sister to Kendra while I wait for the leftover that she is going to give me as my payment.

"Well, I love being on social media and I have a boyfriend." that sounds so stupid. Was it j must I talk about Josh? Talking if Josh, why hasn't he called me after he didn't find me?

Sofia smiles and parts my shoulder. We head out of the washroom and crush on Josh from where is no washroom. I raise my brows but I don't want to start this little argument with him right now. I introduce him and his lusty eyes never behave, he looks at Sofie's ginger-red hair and petite body. It's good to appreciate something good, I mean, Sofie is beautiful, she has long lashes on her eyes lid and her eyebrows are nicely shaped. Sofie glares at me when she catches Josh watching her.

I excuse Josh and walk with Sofie, it won't hurt to have her by my side for a while. I quickly check with the cameraman in case there are any special photos so that I can post them on Kendra's wall.

"This is sweet, so you manage your sister's social media?" Sofie asks me and I nod. This is the only thing that I am proud of. She watched as I edit everything and give it a captivating caption.

"Damn, you are good with words, I have something that I want you to manage, but after this, do you think you wi be able to work on it?"

Don't tell me that I am already getting some recommendations. I quickly nod and she tells me to talk about it after the wedding. We stand in the front line with her hands in mine as we watch Kendra and Alexander feed each other the cake. I don't know why Sofie dragged me forward, I hate it. This gives Alexander an upper hand when he is doing his thing. He keeps staring at me while his other eye is likely looking at Kendra.

We sit down and as a family, they are supposed to feed us the cakes. I turn around to look for Josh but he is just on his phone, I don't know what he doing or who he is talking with.

Sofie drags me to her family table and her mother Is there staring at both of us. Her mother has black hair to mean that Sofie inherited the hair from her dad. She doesn't look anything like her mother. Maybe for the cat eyes.

"Mum, see who I met, She is Kendra's sister." the lady smiles and stretches her hands at me. I quickly wipe my hands before stretching to meet hers. She has a firm grip and I shake her hands.

"Nice to meet you..."

"Vanessa," I say quickly to save myself from her piercing gaze. Jeez, she can look into my soul. I don't know what she can see but I hope, she doesn't see that stupid soul of mine that wants his son to touch me inappropriately.

"The pleasure is mine, Mrs. White."

After that, Sofie sits me down and her brother walks with the cake in plates, his other hand is holding Kendra's hands. When they get to us, Kendra feeds his family while Alexander takes the opportunity of feeding me the cake. I want to close my eyes but I don't want to do that, it might raise suspicion. All that I am imagining is his hands on my lips as he was doing to Kendra. I quickly take the cake in and look at Sofie, I don't want them to realize my blushing face, it's so weird. Kendra's eyes are on me, I don't know what is wrong but seems like she doesn't like me being with Sofie. I quickly zip my laughing mouth and place my hands on the phone.

When the dance time comes, Kendra and Alexander take the first dance, and they twirl to the song. Next is Sofie with Alexander. Mrs. White gave Sofie the first chance. After Sofie, It was Mrs white. I tried to look for Josh so that we can have a little dance but he is not anywhere near here. I look at my stepmom who is busy dancing with Kendra.

"Hey, it's your turn to dance with your brother_in_Law, come here," Sofie drags me to Alexander whom we collide with but I quickly stand on my feet. Sofie mumbles sorry after she pushed me to his brother. Alexander smiles and I am left holding his hands.

Sofi winks at me and stands with her mother as they dance.

This was not supposed to happen, my heart is racing and if Alexander moves closer he will hear it. Good for him, he doesn't move, instead, he stands still while waiting for me to move my kegs.

"Are you afraid of me? You have seen my ass a couple of times, don't be ashamed to dance with me," he says as if it's an easy thing. Does he know how it's hard for me to concentrate with his images in my head all day? Fuck he must have enjoyed doing that in front of me.

"You are beautiful Vanessa, you are just beautiful, I want you to know that. It's not for any reason, it's just for you to know that. I mean, look how you've got a great ass, and beautiful ocean eyes, you don't care what someone says about you. That's why I like you, know that. I know you've met my mum, she knows you and every day asks for you, hope she adores you the way Sofie adores you."

What? I have just met these guys today, what do they know about me? Nothing, he is just giving me propaganda, he wants me to feel like I am special. I know his family adores Kendra, she is like a snake and her word can lure you into thinking that she is special.

I want to say, thank you, but Kendra quickly walks in and separates us. Alexander winks at me and Sofie grabs my hands leading me to her mother who is standing next to me.

"Mum, you want to have a dance?" Sofie asks her mother and I am left wondering why her mother would want to have a dance with me.

Her mother doesn't reply instead, she grabs me and turns me around. Okay, this is not what I expected.

"You know, if you love someone, it's okay to tell them how you feel. Don't let anything hinder you from doing that, okay?"

Fuck! Does she know that I... No, she doesn't know that, it's just an illusion. She lets me go and I am back to Sofie who takes me to the table and we get ourselves some food. We watch as everyone is enjoying before my stepmom joins us. She calls for me and I have to join her, Sofie waves and joins her mother at the other table.

"I will poke your eyes out, it's either you stop looking at your sister's husband like that. What were you talking about?"

Jeez, can't she wait until we head home? Will she reprimand me every time? I know it's wrong, what I did. I was not supposed to be with him like that. Plus this was a stupid feeling, I need to keep my head focused. Let's forget about him, he has a good body, yes but that doesn't mean that I will get to fuck him, I am Vanessa that is me and I will never get a portion of him.

"We were talking about nothing."

The next thing that I heard was the stinging on my cheeks. Yeah, I deserved that. Thinking that I will get to fantasies about Alexander is so stupid. I am done with that. I walk to the washroom and avoid her. You might be asking why I don't talk back at her, I don't need to. I am used to it. No one saw her raise a hand at me so I am good.

"what are you looking at?"

Lawd, I won't even have a break? It's just one day after the wedding and I feel already congested and choking on this honeymoon. Let's fix our faces before she frowns at us.

"Hey babe, how are you doing?"

Yeah, you guessed right, I am Alexander, my sister calls me Xander but my mother, when I annoy the hell out of her, will use my whole name.

'Alexander White Snr!' is what she will use and if you can hear her voice echoing at the end of those words trust me you have gone through the same shit as me and my mom and yours are no different.

I didn't imagine getting married, okay, I just love settling down because I have to. Wait it's the company that needs me to get married and have an upper hand in decision-making in the company. My mum vouched that I can make a decision even without a wife by my side but those old men said that the only way for me to be the boss is by getting married.

Okay, I don't want to say anything. I already have a wife, and a ring on my hand to symbolize that. Let's hope that we are going to end up on the right side of this world or one of us is going to end up strangling the other to get all the money.

Kendra is behind me, her hot air breathing down my neck. She can't remove her eyes from my phone.

My sister, Sofie is at a party and beside her is this girl. She is not just any girl, she is my sister_in-law so you know what I mean, yeah, you know what I mean. I am always confused when I just see her. Like she is about to smile at me, and tell me something nice and then the second time, when I look at her, she is either gone or just staring away.

"Is that Vanesa? What is she doing there?"

Why are they always so timid of her, Vanessa, I have never got any nickname to give her but she is very pretty. I can't say more than her sister. She is just a girl out of this world. Her brown eyes always make me play, Billie's Ocean eyes every day. I don't know if she knows that. Her ass is just on another level, I don't know where she got that from but I know it's from her mother. The way Kendra will tell you that she is her step_sisyer and not a real sister, you will know that she hates her so much. I don't know if she fears that Vanessa will one day take me from her and run away with me.

I want to tell her to chillax because that won't happen but I don't know. Maybe my body desires her but my mind is on other things.

"Just let her be, she's got a new friend," I try to call her down. We all know Sofie, Sofie is a burning fire. She burns everything good to bad. In a good way though, hope she won't burn her down. Though I didn't see her very cocky with her, she wa considerable given that Vanessa is younger than her. I hope she doesn't fuck her, I still hate her for fucking my ex and telling me that she was not worth me.

Okay, that is a story for another day. She might have fucked my ex but I don't care anymore. That girl was not worth my love even a bit.

Kendra jumps out and she is on her phone. I know what she is going to do. I hate the she is just busy reminding her sister what to do. I mean, chill girl, she is just eighteen, and graduated high school last year. She won't take you away or she doesn't reach your level.

I know just how to make this work. I walk up to her and hold her by the waist. I take hold of her phone, the only way to do this is to give her one hell of a fuck then she will leave my kitty alone.

"Babe, you know I have missed you a lot. Come on, leave your sister alone, she needs to enjoy her life."

She turns at me and throws the phone on the table adjacent and lifts her hands. Uhm, we all know where this is going. She dips her tongue into mine. Jeez, this is not the way I love this tongue game. She always sucks my tongue off. I just have to agree that she is my wife.

I turn her and face her ass, it's not as huge as Vanessa, but if I spank it, trust me it's going to make noise.

"I wanna hear you say my name as I release myself into you baby." she is not that wet but the aim is to make sure that we get her mind off her sister. Vanessa needs to rest. Lawd, I wish this was Vanessa here, I wish this was her ass shaking on this table as I pump into her. I wish this were her breast I am holding in my hands as I do this, too bad, Kendra was not that blessed. She just has some small little titties and I will have to deal with that.

She is very dry, let's finish this game here and let her be. I just make sure she reaches her climax before I fake my orgasm and let her be.

"Thanks, Hun," she murmurs as she lays on the bed but not before retrieving her phone from the table and outlying under the table. I have always wanted to touch that phone but I know what's good for me. I don't mind if I am sharing her. ThWaits that even correct? I wonder if it was Vanessa, damn I won't even love that girl to be touched by anything. Too bad she is not the first person I met, it was somebody else. Hell, I even hate when Josh is with her.

'Dude, we have just gotten married, what are you doing? Are you still dreaming about Vanessa? She is nine years younger than you, grow up?'

Okay, I have grown up, at least I made an effort to get married, we are married, hurrah, are you happy now? Fuck, I hate being married right now, it doesn't even feel right for me. Is she the one or I just did this to get the board's approval for the meeting?

'I don't know, what are you talking about like that? I know you want to be at the top, it's up to you. As long as you don't fuck this up. Your dad never fuck your mum over, he was loyal to your mother, be like your dad.'

Okay, I hate when our mind tends to think that they can lecture you like that. Yeah, my dad was good because he loved my mother and never married her because he was led to show people who he was, he married her because they loved each other and now look at the baby that was a result of that marriage. We have me who now feels like I did the biggest mistake of my life and my sister Sofie who is very amazing. Damn, that girl never cares. He does things. She is about to graduate from uni but already has two online businesses and she doesn't care who she fucks, she says she is fluid but I think she loves girls more than men. That's when every time I see her in the video with Vanessa, I don't feel alright. I feel like she might fuck her and leave her there.

Okay, that is what started yesterday when she dragged her in front of the reception and made her dance with me.

I watch as Kendra is sleeping peacefully on the bed and dash to the bathroom. Let's see which video we are going to use today. Where are you in private recognition?

Okay, here you are, let's search for a live deed right now. Okay, these are not good, where are those Russian ones, yeah, the Russians with cute girls and with petite bodies?

Searching for something to make you hard is tiresome especially when what you want is not there.

Browsing for the best porn, I get a notification from my WhatsApp, it's a status from Sofie. This is bad but let me put on my trousers before I look at my sister's pictures. It's not good to be staring at them while naked and my dick dancing around the area.

Okay, Sofie, what have you posted today? Okay, a picture of you kissing your so-called girlfriend. I wonder how she has maintained this one. Seems she is giving her so good service. Let's move to the next one. Is she seriously pecking Vanessa on the cheeks? Remind me to warn her. Not even remind me, I will do it right now.

Lifting my hands to go to the button, the next status is playing and my brother doesn't need any green light to raise to the occasion. It just jumps up and like it wants to get her, it wants to break out of my pants. In the slow video of Vanessa dancing while in her small shorts and the button of the shorts are slightly opened, her tender breast is peaking from the see_through shirt. This is Sofie's t_shirt but it fits her perfectly. Making her nipples ripple through. She is swaying her neck, around as she syncs to the song playing in the background. She turns around and swings her ass at the camera before turning back and blowing kisses to the camera. Yeah, baby, just like that, slowly like that Vanessa, slowly like that, shake that ass again baby, again. Uhh, yeah, baby for me, yeah, I am cummming.....

Xander!

Fuck! I quickly put on my shorts and dash out of the room without finishing what I wanted. I quickly download the status and rush to Kendra.

"You okay?" I ask gently as if I wasn't just stroking myself after seeing her step_sister's video.

"It's the nightmare, they are back again."

'Bitch, seriously?'

"It's okay hun."

Thursday, I think this I the only day of the week that I am excited about. I get to drive myself for two hours. Listening to music and making sure, I arrive at a place on time. I pack Josh's car at the entrance of the white building. They say it's a psychiatric hospital To me, it's a home for my favorite person who stays here. I leave everything at the gate except for the Marlboro cigarette that I carried. It is expensive but if I get some small cash at the end of every month, I carry one package myself

"Who are you visiting ma'am?" the woman at the reception asks. She already knows what I am going to say but she still uses that question every day when I come in here. I smile and show my white thirty-two her. "Mathew Morgan."

She writes it down and looks up at me with her glasses that are below her eyes, "What is the relationship?"

"Daughter", I say and I am given the visitor's badge.

So you know, my dad is Mathew Morgan. I don't know why his parents called him Mathew. He is the only thing that I value in my life. He is the reason why I keep on moving in this world. I know he did a lot of things but that doesn't mean that I will have to hate him for who he is. He re_married. No man would have sat put alive for all those years when his wife died. Sometimes I want to blame him for cheating on mum but I am not married yet so I don't know how it feels to live in his shoes.

The door is opened and I am ushered into a white-painted wall. This wall makes me dizzy every time I step on them. The faint smell of medicine makes me sneeze but I hold it in the middle. I take look around the room, the Television is mounted on the front part just next to the door, and there is a bookshelf with books. Another rack is situated next to the bookshelf with magazines of all kinds. His bed is near the window and there is my papa, his back is crunched in the seat and slow jazz music is playing in the background. He never misses putting in the jazz to play. That is the only thing he asked for. He doesn't lift his head when he sees me, he can't. He broke his spine and got paralyzed from his head to the waistline and most of the time he is in a chair. Confined in his chair, he is treated like a baby. He has to be changed every day, he has to be given food like a child and he has to take in everything he is given even if it is going to kill him.

"Hi, daddy?" I whisper because that is how we always talk. He giggles and wants to raise his head but he can't. I open the box of Marlboro and cut the edge before placing it in his mouth. Surprisingly, the only thing he can hold without being fed to him is the cigarette. He holds onto it firmly and blows it in and out. I look at his hair, they are grown. Look for the shaver inside the shaving tool in the bathrooms and I shave him neatly and later trim his beard. This is the only thing I can do for him. I can't do much. Apart from telling him the boring story of my life. Sometimes when he hears them, he is so excited about it and other times he just gives me his face and does nothing.

He looks at me and smiles then looks at himself again. I hate this situation I, whoever did this to him, destroyed him. I have always wanted him next to me but I can't afford the cost of living with him. Mostly I live with Josh because he agreed to accommodate me now that Kendra is gone. I can't live with my stepmom because she will just be making noise in and out.

I turn on the television and we watch our movie together. He loves sci_fi and we were on the magician. I love how he giggles when an interesting scene comes through.

The way he giggles will make you think that the man sitting here was born like this.

No, he was a strong man, a man who had everything. From companies to vehicles. From bodyguards to expensive dogs. Look at him now, after getting involved in an accident, he had to channel all his funds into making sure he gets better. I even gave up my college fund to make sure he gets better treatment. All his property went to my step_mom who doesn't know anything to do with real estate. She sold them and to some, she lost them in betting. The only thing remaining is a single house where she lives and the men who sponsor her life. That didn't come as a shock to me. I knew it was bound to happen sooner or later. But when it comes to my daddy, I was forced to even give out my college find just to help him be in this place where they can take care of him.

The door opens and a nurse walks in. Julia jas always been good to me. She knows that I come in every Thursday and that is the time to ask about his progress.

"Hey Vanessa, how are you doing?"

I smile and stand to shake her hands. I explain to her my life and how I am doing fine. She smiles and says it's fine. She also explains that my dad is doing okay and I have nothing to worry about that.

We catch up in the last episodes of the Magician before I bid him goodbye. It's teary because these are the times that I hate the most. Having only one day to see him because I don't have enough cash to see him every day and spending three hours with him.

He grabs my hand, and even if he can't have a strong grip on those hands, I know it means a lot. He tries to humble something but he can't say it, the only thing he does is place a sloppy kiss on my forehead. A lone tear falls down my cheek and I know it's time to say goodbye. I know next Thursday will come again and I will get to see him.