Chapter 1
"Hey Violet! I'm having a racket stag party! Maybe you want to come?" Cha greeted me as I entered the dressing room.
"How much share?" I will ask.
"100k budget, only three of us, 30k each and 10 kyaw to mamu! This girl is a big racket!" -cha
"When are you gay?" -I
"Next week, Saturday. What? So I can tell mamu" -cha
"Ok, I'll go with you". I answered late and I had already fixed myself.
I work as a dancer in a bar here in Pampanga. I will enter at 8:30 pm and the show will start at 10 pm. I only finished high school, there were other jobs if I didn't need a lot of money for my sick brother.
Since our father's death, we have been in trouble, after that our mother left us to go with a man we didn't know. We were left in the powder by our aunt Tessi, but our life there became more hellish. There were days when he fed us greasy food, beat us up, humiliated us in front of people who hated our mother, he also made me work several times so that I could be useful. I do laundry while studying, and on Sundays when no one does laundry, I sell tulips at a nearby church. All my income is taken by Tessi, I only get a coin every now and then from selling tulips, I save it so that if we don't have enough food, I can buy bread for my brother. I just tried to finish high school so that somehow I could get a job and save money.
After I graduated, I got a job as a dishwasher and helper in a cafeteria with a salary of P200 per day. There came a time when Tessi's husband almost raped me, instead of listening to me he burned my back with a cigarette and dragged me out. I'd rather leave and get away from them even though we have nowhere to go as siblings.
We ended up here in Pampanga. I looked for a job with a bigger income, until I ended up here at the bar. Forced to live on P350 wages per night for about 1 year. Mom has teased me several times to become a dancer, but I can't stand to dance obscenely and almost naked on stage. I also see how the patrons here insult the dancers and I can't stand it.
One day, Jasper had to be admitted to the hospital, and the doctor suggested that dialysis be started. I begged my mom if I could get a cash advance, she didn't think twice and added it from her own money. He said that what he added was just help, but if possible, I will accept his offer so that I will not be too poor and poor for my brother's treatment.
"You can make more money dancing." it said to me.
"I'll think about it mamu" I answered before saying goodbye to rush my brother to a public hospital.
After entering the hospital, the doctor told me that Jasper needs dialysis 3 times a week. Each dialysis costs P2,500, I need P7,500 within a week to connect the life of my only brother and family. I was depressed as to where I was going to get that much money when my weekly salary was just over P2000. That's when I decided to accept mamu's offer.
By dancing we can earn P1,500 to P2,000 per night depending on the number of customers, and how popular we are. Apart from that, the tip that the customer gives us when we settle. Because of this, I was able to afford dialysis for my brother, besides that, I was able to save for savings. I have been able to last more than 3 years now in my profession.
But as long as I'm on the table, I'm off-limits when I go out, I already told mamu that, no matter how much I pay, he won't do it. Only my virginity was left for myself, and I promised to dedicate it only to the one man I was waiting for to return. I hope that when he returns we will meet again, and that what I am now will be accepted by him.
A week passed quickly. The day of our racket with Cha and Katty has arrived.
"Sister, are you early today?" Jasper asked me when he noticed that I was about to get dressed. I looked at the wall clock and saw that it was 7 pm.
"Ah. Yes. I have an appointment so I'm early today." I just answered Jasper while combing my long hair and facing the mirror.
What he knows is that I am a call center agent, with the amount I spend on his treatment, he will surely be surprised if I tell him that I am just a waitress like when I first worked here. It's not like in BPO where he knows the salary is high so he won't question me. I also don't want him to be stressed and he will embarrass me or throw me away when he finds out that I dance m*l*swa and almost hub*t h*bad in front of men just so we can survive.
"Maybe you just have a date, sister? Don't deny it, you're doing too much for me, it's time for you to give yourself a chance like that." I was just shocked by what he said. Jasper is 12 years old now.
"What are you talking about? You're going to watch something on TV. I don't have time for that. Besides, you've been there enough, that's what's important to you, ok?" I approached him and kissed him on the forehead.
"Just wait for brother Bethy, he said he's close. My sister has to leave so I won't be late." I said goodbye to my brother and left. I'm just wearing jeans and a t-shirt now. At Cha's apartment, I will put another lipstick on my face. And there are the things we will wear him. I don't bring work clothes at home, it's difficult and Jasper might even dig. I better leave all my costumes to Cha.
I've been here with Cha, I just went to his apartment and he gave me a spare key.
"Oh gay, you're already there. Let's eat first and we'll leave later" we just call Cha gay. He has been my best friend since I ended up at the bar. He was only 18 years old when he entered Mamu's bar. He is 1 year older than me and he is also the one who guides me other than mamu in the industry I am following.
"Alright guys. That's why I woke up early. Haha!" I just answered and sat down at the table while waiting for him to come out of the kitchen again because he was going to spoon some more rice.
After eating, I cleaned the table and washed the dishes we ate. I rested on the chair when I finished.
"Where's Katy now?" I asked Cha when he came out of the bathroom.
"Oh that's gay, let's meet at the hotel." he answered.
Together we looked at the clock hanging on the wall. It was already 8 o'clock so we decided to settle down. 10 is the start of our bachelors party racket.
"Oh, your costume is gay!" He handed me the clothes.
I lifted it up to see better. The lingerie we will wear is bunny maid style.
"Yes, by the way, how long will we be there? Also, have they been informed that there is no touch?" I asked Cha.
"Until the party is over, maybe we'll catch up again in the morning. Mamu also said that the customers are willing to be upset if someone moves, but I know you're off-limits so just go crazy if someone makes an attempt." Cha answered.
I remembered the last time I went to their racket stag party too, there was a m*nyak there who forced me to kiss and hold him. Good thing Cha stopped it.
"Don't worry gay, I'll still take care of you" maybe he sensed that I was worried.
"Thank you," I replied with a smile.
After we got ready, we put on our lingerie. We both covered our almost exposed bodies with our big jackets.
A few minutes later, the taxi that Cha called to take us to the hotel was there.
I don't know but I'm nervous. I forced you to ignore it, maybe it's just the trauma of our last racket.
Cha and I have arrived at the hotel. I was truly amazed at the beauty of its design, it was my first time to enter a 5 star hotel.
Cha went to the receptionist to get assistance, while I just stayed behind him and continued to be amazed at the place.
"Come on Violet! We're already waiting for Katty in the room." when Cha asked me to return to reality.
When we got to the room, Cha and I got ready. After a while someone knocked and it was Katty.
We just waited a little longer and put on masks before going to the other room where the bachelor's party was.
Katty knocked three times before the door was opened for us.
"Ok boys! They are heeeeeereeeeeee!" shouted the man we were following.
I heard screaming until we got to the living room where the party was.
I look at those around us one by one while humming to the careless whisper music. I looked up at a man sitting in a corner not far from where we were. He was just looking at the wine glass he was holding and looked serious.
We continued to dance closer to the man sitting in the middle of the living room because that party was for him. We offered him a lap dance one by one and the people around us continued to scream.
He stood up and gave a speech for his friends.
"Sorry but I have to go guys. Nisha was calling and needs me already. By the way, thank you for throwing up this wild party for me! Just stay here and enjoy the rest of the night!"
Some of the men there booed, but they still shook her hand one by one and congratulated her for her upcoming marriage.
My eyes returned to the man in the corner when he approached the celebrant and shook his hand. The celebrant has left but we continue to feast our eyes on those left behind.
I lost my focus on him when a man grabbed me and pressed his body against me. I tried to struggle, but Cha caught the situation and pulled that man away from me and danced with him.
I made an excuse to do ccr first. But honestly I want to be away from the situation. Shaking my knees, I headed to the bathroom in that room. When I got there, I immediately sat down in the closed bowl. My body is not really used to being touched by others. After a while, I washed and cleaned myself. Before going out, I adjusted my mask.
On my way out of the restroom, I bumped into the man earlier who was just in the corner. I stared at him carefully in his bright eyes, and suddenly my heart beat fast. It looked like there were horses racing, and I felt what they looked like
butterflies flew in my gut.
He just looked at me awkwardly and passed. While I was standing still in my place. Those eyes, his face. A lot has changed in his appearance, but I can't be wrong.
"Violet!" Cha called me and woke me up to the truth.
"You're just there, bro! Are you okay?" when Cha worries about me.
"Huh? Ah. Yes, I'm fine" I just answered him.
"Come over there and maybe we won't be paid yet" he said to me.
We continued our dancing throughout the night. I first put the man out of my mind earlier. Fortunately, I was wearing a mask and he didn't recognize me. Or maybe he doesn't recognize me or even remember me. It was like a dagger that stabbed my mind.
We also drank, so our movements became hotter. The night continued until they left one by one.
Until there were only three of us left. Katty was so drunk that Cha and I took her.
We went straight to Cha's apartment. I'll be there in the morning.
When I arrived, I first cleaned my body and lay down next to them. I remembered him again. It seems that he has come a long way in life, unlike me. That's what I thought until I fell asleep.
To Be Continued...
Chapter 2
It's been a few nights since I last saw him. I just continued with my life. It's better that our paths don't cross again, because if we meet again, I might not be able to stop myself from hugging him.
"V, V!" Mamu entered our dressing room and was looking for me.
"I'm here mom! Am I set yet?" I asked when I got close to him.
"V, we have a big vip today, he requested you, vip room 2" I was nervous at mamu's order because it might be a bad customer again.
"Don't worry, he knows your policy. And he says he will pay triple so get ready. Don't wait and we might lose customers." When I calm down.
I prayed as I finished curling my long hair. I put on my mask and robe before leaving the dressing room and heading to vip room 2.
I knocked first and turned the door knob.
In the middle of the wide room, my only customer this evening was in the middle of the big sofa, in front of him was a bottle of the most expensive wine here at the bar, two glasses and a bucket of ice. It was my first time to experience that there was only one person occupying the vip room. This person must be really rich, so I have to try hard to give a big tip.
He was bent over and wearing a hat so I couldn't see his face but his body was big, his muscles were showing in his fitted t-shirt. In his posture, he looks like he is my age.
I danced to the music and gradually approached him. I looked at the big table in front of him. When he looked up at me, I was surprised. His gray and bright eyes. I closed my eyes and tried to fight the excitement when I looked at him again. I tried to continue dancing. He can't recognize me. May he not recognize me.
Apart from the mask that covers half of my face, my lips are also red and the rest of my face is full of lipstick.
I continued to dance while he watched me intently and drank wine. I couldn't help but look at her red and thin lips. It seems like a story flows through my whole body every time my eyes fall on him. I just avoid looking into his eyes, I'm afraid he'll recognize me.
A few moments later, he pulled me to his side. He gave me a glass of wine and I accepted it.
"I just need a companion now" he said and drank the remaining wine in his glass. He filtered it again.
I, on the other hand, reduced the wine he gave me little by little.
We were both silent while he continued to drink. I can't deny that my heart was beating fast, and I was really stoned to sit.
He looked at me and seemed to be examining me. After he almost finished a bottle of wine, he grabbed something from his purse. He gave me one thousand pesos each.
"That's your tip. After your glass of rum, you may leave." He ordered me so I immediately drained the contents of my glass.
"Thank you sir." I stood up and when I walked away, he spoke.
"What happened to you Lavender?" he said politely as if mixed with anger. I stiffened in his direction. My legs seem heavy and I can't move.
I just bowed down, holding back my tears and softening my knees.
I took a deep breath and pulled out my strength. I could feel his approach so I braced myself, moved my leg and ran quickly out of the VIP room.
"I can't" he only said when I entered the dressing room and went to the restroom.
After that night, I didn't go to work for two days. I just said that I was sick so they wouldn't ask anymore.
I closed my eyes as I remembered his face. A lot has changed in him physically, even his voice is masculine. She looks like a model in a magazine.
He is Lucas de Vera, my first and only boyfriend. When my father was still alive, he had a small business that he was running, so he was able to send me to a private and good school that is well-known in our town. I remembered, I was in the first year of high school then, while Lucas was in the 3rd year of high school. He is president of the student council, while I am just a simple student. We met once and our adviser ordered me to give something to the student council office. Since then he courted me and after a few months I answered him. I also introduced him to my parents. Our whole relationship is full of his respect for me. He also teaches me other subjects that I struggle with. We were happy together, until he finished school. He said they will migrate to America and he will study college there. Even though it hurts, I'm not in a position to stop him, it's also for him. The last moment we spent in a park during the day was full of promises. When he left, we still had communication, until my father died and lost everything he had built. I lost my hope to talk to Lucas again. I only hope for fate when we meet again.
To this day, my chest is still tight at the thought that we met, and he still recognized me. I'm so nervous and scared that we'll see each other again after that. Especially in my work, in my form.
"Do you still feel bad sister?" Jasper approached me and handed me a glass of milk.
"Uhm.. I'm fine. Thank you. I'll come in later" I answered him.
"Sorry sister. You have to work for me, for my treatment. I promise you when I get home, I will get back to you. I will work, so that you can get married." I was surprised by what he said.
"Jasper, I'm ok as long as you're ok. Don't worry sister, I can do it, and it's normal for people to feel bad sometimes. What's important to me is that I'm with you." I answered him and hugged him.
I remember that his doctor again suggested that he be admitted to a hospital with complete facilities to better focus on his condition. I also want him to continue his home schooling. I'm afraid to let him go to a normal school because I know his body is too weak. His home teacher said that Jasper is smart, and there is no denying that. He will finish elementary school, next he will go to high school. He wants to go to school and experience socializing, but I'm more afraid of what might happen, or his illness might get worse.
That night I just waited for Aling Bethy to watch over Jasper before I went back to work.
When I got to the bar, I went straight to mamu to report. He asked me if I'm ok, I said I can work now.
In the middle of the night after my set, I rested at the counter when Zsazsa, our bartender here, suddenly spoke.
"Hey guys! I heard that your vip customer is yummy!" _Zsazsa
"Oh! Maybe that's why you took a leave because you gave up the boy, right?" Cha has just arrived.
"Is it big?"
"Delicious?"
"Is it good?"
They asked questions one after the other that made my cheeks red.
"You idiots! You two stop. There's nothing like that. I just went with the person to drink and then they kicked me out." I tried to calm myself because they reminded me of that night.
"Thank you, you still refused." Zsazsa continued.
If only they knew.
The night ended quickly. Katty came to me while I was removing my make up and also stood in my mirror to remove her make up.
"Are you free on Sunday gorl?" he asked me.
"I have a racket, maybe you want to come along. Don't tell the others because it's already out of the bar, don't worry, just dance. Let's go home together later if you're interested." he added.
"Oh why did that Katty come to you?" Cha approached when Katty was already far away.
"Oh nothing. Just borrowing something" I answered.
Until I finished I thought about Katty's offer, I need a large amount now to get Jasper into the hospital again. I said goodbye to Cha that I will go home first. Outside, I saw Katty whispering while chewing gum. He also saw me so he approached me.
"What have you thought about? We have a big tf here. I'm with my acquaintance at the other bar, so only the three of us will share. No one else will ask for a commission." its beginning.
"He should have been his colleague at work with us, but I heard you need a lot of money right now so I forced him." He added.
"Uhmm.. you can do it.."
"Oh, if you don't want to gorl, don't. I'm not forcing you. We still have 35 kyaws to share. That's a big time ! Wow!" cutting off what I was going to say.
P35,000 is a big amount to me, so I chased Kosya as he walked.
"Alright, I'll go." I chase after him.
"K. You've got a lot of art to help me with. So for the second time, I'll just give you what to wear and the venue. Alright, I'll go first" and he finally left me.
Friday night after my set Katty came up to me, she handed me a paper bag. Maybe this is what I'll wear.
"Be there at 8 pm sharp. Get ready because the client wants you to be prepared when he gets there." He said to me while thinking.
I coughed because of the smoke before answering.
"Me? Just me?" I was very surprised and surprised at what he said.
"I mean, of course we are. There's a call time. We'll meet there. Don't be late and you're an Indian! You'll be lost too." he answered me and left.
Katty and I's racket day has arrived. I apologized to mamu for not coming in first and she agreed. It was already 5 o'clock when I arranged the things that I would bring in a small luggage. I took a shower and just wore an oversized t-shirt and shorts. At 7 o'clock I said goodbye to Jasper and Bethy and left. I waited for a taxi and told the address of said condominium building.
After getting off, I went straight to the lobby to contact Katty, but she didn't answer her phone. I was nervous that I might be late but it was 7:45 on my watch. I remembered the unit number he gave me so I went straight to the reception and asked. He dialed something on the phone and talked to the other line.
"Go up ma'am, 8th floor then turn right. This is the spare card key." when he handed me a card, and I just thanked him before walking to the elevator.
I feel a little nervous, maybe because I haven't contacted Katty yet. I just thought that maybe he and his partner were ahead of me.
When I got to the unit itself, I inserted the card key and it opened automatically. Upon entering, I called their name Katty but no one answered. I looked around the entire unit, it was huge. It's 10x the size of our rented apartment. I looked for an open door, the first one I came across was cr. Very beautiful and very big too. I went upstairs, because Katty said that once I get in, I go to the 2nd floor and look for an open door. We will fix it there. When I found the room he mentioned I put my luggage on the big bed and started putting on lipstick, I put on my costume for that night. It's a red sexy dress. When I finished, I stopped calling and texting Katty. The last time I called, he answered it, right at 8 in the evening.
"Hello. I was here a while ago. Where are you?" I asked.
"I'm here downstairs. It was too early for me to let you go, I forgot you're an early bird. Just don't leave the room, we're going upstairs." His last words before hanging up.
I just waited inside the room. After a while I heard the door open. Maybe it was Katty, I just stayed sitting on the bed and waited for the door to open. There was a knock three times so I put on my robe and stood up to open it. I saw a woman who I estimated was in her 40s. I was hesitant to open the door until he spoke.
Are you Violet? Young master is waiting for you in the penthouse. Just leave your things there and follow me.
First I took a deep breath to clear my mind of wonder. Before leaving the room, I asked him if my colleagues were there but he didn't say a word. He didn't seem to hear what I was saying.
Instead of being curious or asking questions, I just followed the woman. We left the unit and went to an elevator that was alone in that corner. I'm nervous about what's happening to me. I was restless, even though I left my cellphone, the woman also took the keycard that was handed to me earlier at the reception. The only thing I carry is myself. I just thought that Katty might be there, to somehow reduce my thoughts.
We reached the top floor. When the elevator opens, there is a hallway and at the end there is only one door on that floor. The woman pressed something next to the big door and spoke.
"Young master we are here" the door opened automatically and the girl and I entered. The whole place is quite dark, there are only a few parts lit by dim light. He made me sit on a big sofa and left. I didn't even look where he was going because I was in awe of what I was seeing.
I didn't notice that someone was already approaching me.
"Last time you didn't bother to answer me."
I was terrified when I heard and recognized his voice. I froze in my seat.
"What happened to you, Lavender?" his tone was soft but emphatic.
I just bowed when he came in front of me. I tried to stand up and run outside but he immediately grabbed me.
"Answer me. Why are you selling yourself now?" his tone now is full of disgust, or anger.
I can't find the words to answer him. I seem to shrink from myself. I stopped my tears from falling. He turned my face to him, I stared at him for a moment but I immediately took it back when I saw the anger in his eyes.
"How many men have touched you? How many men have you made happy?" I was surprised by what he said so I immediately slapped him. I remained silent, as I expected he would look at me like that.
He let go of me and I walked away until he spoke again which I stopped.
"I paid P100,000 for this night, and this is what I just received? It's likely that others give you coins just to make them happy, why did you give me sick?" I stopped and was surprised by what he said. Shaking, I looked at him.
"Is it still not enough? 1 million! I will rent your night to satisfy me. You don't look that much for that price, but they say you are lined up so I'll bet that kind of amount." he underestimated me. I still haven't answered. I'm having second thoughts.
"Your dear p**p*k! Hahahahaha! Ok then, 3 million! Make sure you'll do everything to pleasure me for this night." I was smaller, and I was surprised at his pricing on me. I thought that if I accept his offer, he will look at me less, but on the other hand, where am I going to earn 3 million pesos? I can have Jasper's surgery now. That amount is enough to extend the life of my single family and we can spend more time together. Even though I was confused, I made a decision.
"What do you want me to do?" I also want to devote myself to him.
To Be Continued...
Chapter 3
A silly smile appeared on his lips, even though the surroundings were dark, his muscular body and very handsome face could still be seen, because of the moonlight that penetrated the large windows surrounding the house. He went behind me and blindfolded me. I didn't fight and just followed what he wanted. He was behind me and supporting me to walk. A few moments later we stopped. He let go of me for a moment, I heard the rattle of keys and a door opening. He made me go in there. A few steps further, he helped me sit on another chair. I was just surprised by what I saw when he removed the blindfold from my eyes.
We are now inside a huge room almost surrounded by red candles and mirrors, with a big bed in the middle with a red curtain. The room has chairs used for s* sex, the chairs I only see on shows or the internet. There was also a long table in front of a large mirror and there were things on it, all I knew there were whips and s*x toys. There are also handcuffs, ropes and other things.
A great fear is rising in my heart. I'm sick of thinking that he might torture me and then kill me. It's been a long time since we last met, it looks like he's changed a lot physically and mentally.
"W-what are we doing here?" I was stuttering with so much fear and trembling.
"Don't act like you don't know what we're going to do here b*tch!" He was interested in me which surprised me, especially the last word he called me.
The fear seemed to be replaced by pain, pain that came from the heart and spread throughout my body. I just kept quiet until he pulled me closer to him and kissed me violently. I don't even know how to kiss. I just let him do what he was doing, I could also feel the pressure of his body.
I just let him do what he was doing, I let him look down on me. For 3 million, for the rest of my brother's life.
Dama is shocked, or angry at what he is doing. I can taste the rust and I'm sure it's from the bleeding on my lips.
He dragged me to the bed and just threw me there like a used object. He turned his back to the long table, from the mirror in front of him he looked at me. He was carrying a whip. He was taking off his polo shirt as he approached.
Gradually he came to me and whispered..
"Be ready f*cking b*tch!"
Besides, he made me fall down and hit me with a whip. He also brought the rope and tied it to my two hands. I cried because of the pain, especially the pain from the heart. He tore my clothes.
He beat me for several minutes. After he was satisfied, he made me face him. He violently destroyed my underwear. Now my naked body is exposed in front of him. I lowered my arms to cover my chest but he grabbed my hand and raised it above my head. I see a different Lucas now, very far from the Lucas that I used to respect and love.
He kissed me violently again. His one hand is on my chest and he is squeezing it hard. I feel pain, but it seems that I feel a different tickle and heat and my body likes what is happening.
From the kiss on the lips, Lucas' lips traveled down from the neck, to the breasts. This d*la*n and s*ps*pin made me feel hotter like a thirsty baby. I couldn't stop letting out loud grunts because of the strange sensation I just felt there.
I just felt that his head was down on my chest again, I realized and felt ashamed. Using his arms he lifted my legs and placed them on his shoulders. I wanted to stop it but he was stronger. He locked my tied hand on my stomach by running his arm over it.
And another strange sensation, he made me feel hotter and rappier. He gradually opened my gap and played with his tongue inside it. I don't know where to turn my head, I'm so tickled.
"Loooooooooveeeeeee! Please!" I growled out loud that I don't know where I got it from. I felt a tickle in my heart and felt like I was going to pee.
"I aa-peeed Lucaaaaass!" I tried to stand up but I couldn't. Instead of letting go, he pressed me even more to lie down, I couldn't escape and he was stronger than me. He improved and sped up playing with me.
A few moments later, I felt a thick liquid gushing from my womanhood. I felt ashamed again when he cleaned it with his mouth.
After that, he stood in front and guided me to sit down.
"Now pleasure me!" he ordered me. I was still trying to figure out what he meant but what I see my other coworkers do to their customers as an extra service in the vip room came to me.
Even though I was shaking and nervous, I still moved my tied hands and carefully opened the zipper of his pants.
Even though I couldn't fully unzip his zipper, I could already feel the swelling lump of his manhood that was still hidden in his boxers. I'm nervous because it's my first time seeing it in person. I looked at him first, he just looked up so I completely lowered his pants along with his boxers.
.
.
His attractive masculinity appeared on my face. I swallowed when I realized how big and long it was. My hands trembled to touch his property. I started to lift it up.
"Tsk! Is that cost 3 million b*tch?" he seems hostile to me.
He held my head and brought it closer to him. I missed it so I opened my mouth and inserted his. He guided my head up and down. I couldn't breathe when he pressed his on my throat. I was blown away by the size of it and I could feel my small lips stretching because of it. I started moving my hands up and down the body of his part while moving my head.
With each thrust, his moans deepened. It made me even more excited because of it, even though I didn't know anything. He just held my loose hair so I spit out his part first. I held its body and started to touch and s*psip*n its head. His ung*l became more relaxed and stronger.
I did that for a few minutes, I forced him to finish until I felt as if his masculinity was growing inside my mouth, he pressed it harder and after a few seconds he took it out, then he grabbed my head and pulled out his face on me. t that ju*ce. The rest spilled from my lips so I tasted it and it was quite sweet.
"Clean yourself. We're not done yet" he made me stand up and removed the ties from my hands. He guided his head to the right to perhaps point to the cr inside the room.
"P*ny*ta!" was the first word that came out of my mouth when I entered the room. That's when my body feels like it's getting weak. There's a part of me that wants to back off, but my body feels excitement. I went to the sink to wash and lather. I can see half of my body in the mirror, my neck and chest are full of k*ss marks. I dismissed the scenarios that entered my mind and proceeded to the shower. While cleaning myself, I didn't realize that he entered the bathroom. He stuck his body to my back and from there he touched my breast. He plays with my nippl*s with the flow of water from the shower. I can feel his masculinity behind me. My knee was weak, and I almost sat down, but he caught me.
He carried me facing him while my two legs were separated and equally carried on his waist. I got even hotter when I felt his manhood between me. While he was walking, he pressed my lips with a kiss.
He threw me on the bed, he climbed on top of me and kissed me again while his hand moved every corner of my body. He violently separated my legs and positioned himself at my opening.
A stab inside made me cry, in so much pain I clung to his arms and pressed my nails into them.
"Shit" he shouted and remained motionless.
"Are you still v*rgin? How come this could be, you're a sl*t!?" There was a hint of annoyance in his voice.
"I only dedicated myself to you, as I promised" I answered him with tears in my eyes.
He pressed me with a kiss again but not violently, I just think that it was full of love at that time.
He slowly moved from the surface. The pain before is replaced by a strange tickle and pleasure. Until I didn't realize it and I was going along with his movements. Again, I felt the strange tickle in my heart, a sign of climax.
"there it is again. It's so close." My accented voice that I knew he would hear. He sped up the movement and a few moments later I released my liquid. After that, he pressed himself on me even more and I felt heat inside me.
He released his masculinity to me and looked at my femininity, I looked away in shame and then he lay down on the side. In just a few seconds, he pulled me on top of him to sit down.
"Is it really your first time?" he asked me with tenderness but I could see that he was frowning. I just nodded in response.
I can still feel his hard masculinity on my thigh. It's wet and sticky. He grabbed my waist and moved it over him until his duck entered me. He supported my bean in the movement until I didn't realize that I was enjoying what I was doing and I voluntarily raised my chin to him. His hands were busy playing with my chest.
We changed positions. He seems to have been a very good teacher to me. I didn't think he was still Lucas, the Lucas who was gentle and careful with me before.
I felt the climax again and I was getting weak. I can still clearly see the intensity of desire in his eyes.
This is the third round tonight. It seems that he is not tired and tired yet. While my knees were shaking and panting even he was moving.
He continued to fuck me from behind. One of his hands was pulling my hair while the other was massaging my clitoris which gave me more excitement. His lips were busy kissing my neck and back.
"Ugh! Ugh! You're so f*cking tight!" Ugh! You're so delicious!" the room was filled with grunts and moans from both of us.
And again I felt a strange tickle developing in my stomach.
"Sh*t! Ugh! I-I'm close. Hurry up!" It's hard for me to speak because I feel so good.
"Ugh! Let's c*m together b*tch!" and he held one of his hands on my chest and squeezed it so much that it seemed to be shaking. I don't know which will hurt me more, squeezing him, or hearing him call me a b*tch.
I ignored it and the desire to reach the climax prevailed. After a few more b*yos, we screamed at the same time from the taste.
We are both holding our breath. I fell down completely and he fell next to me. I didn't realize it and I was swallowed by tiredness and sleepiness.
I last saw a pair of his gray eyes before they closed completely.
I woke up with the sun rays hitting my face. I looked around and noticed that the room I was in was different from the room we used last night. This room has only three colors around, black, white and gray. The very fragrant smell of the man is also wafting. When I woke up, I felt pain in my body, especially between my thighs. I took a deep breath and forced myself to sit up. On the side table is a glass of milk. I reached for it and drank it. I rested for a while and when I felt I could do it, I stood up.
I found the bathroom in the bedroom and started to clean myself. Somehow I feel better.
When I came out of the bathroom, I saw him with his back to me and carrying a bag.
"Here's the 3 million pesos. Fix yourself and leave." he said to me, causing pain in my chest. He put the bag on the bed and was about to leave.
"I can't accept that. I-I really want to dedicate myself to you. Luke.. I.." he stopped at what I was saying.
"Don't continue what you're going to say Lavender. Oh! F*ck! You're not Lavender anymore, you're the wh*re Violet now. Take the money with you, I have my word. I just want to rent you for a night" what I wanted to say was interrupted. I couldn't stop crying in front of him.
"You're lucky enough to have that kind of money, exchange of what I can have just for free, sl*t. I don't wanna see you again" and he finally left the room.
I had to be strong. I wiped my tears, then everything was over, he got what he wanted. And he doesn't think of me other than being a dirty woman, my giving him my virginity can't remove the taint that is attached to my work. I can't blame him.
I want to leave the money but I don't want to do anything else. I swallowed the way he looked at me, why would I refuse the money I need for Jasper's treatment.
I fixed myself, I saw the pair of sandals I was wearing yesterday, together with a white dress, that's what I wore.
When I left the room, I caught up with the woman who brought me here.
"Young master entrusted you to me. Eat breakfast before leaving." he said to me. He looks straight but the tone of his voice is gentle.
"A-ah.. not anymore. Maybe Lucas will catch up with me. Thank you." I tried to continue walking out with the bag with money but manang grabbed me.
"Come and sit down and eat first. Young master gave you to me. I will take you downstairs later." Manang said to me again.
He guided me to sit at the dining table so I ate at least a little. He remained standing by my side so I invited him.
"You? Eat it." I invited but he just shook his head so I just continued eating until I finished.
"Thank you very much."
"Follow me. I'll take you to your house."
"Oh no. Thank you very much."
"Young master entrusted you to me. I need to make sure you get home safely.
I was surprised by his answer. Did Lucas really order everything?
A little hope came to life. But I remembered the last things he said to me before leaving me so my chest hurt again.
As manang said earlier, he sent me to our house. Before I left, manang also returned my things that I brought yesterday. I also thanked the driver for taking me.
"Sister, why are you here now? You didn't answer my calls earlier. Have you had lunch yet?" Jasper greeted me as he stood up from the chair when I entered.
"I'm sorry Jasper. My cell phone battery is drained. I already ate earlier, I'm just going to rest in the room." I let him know.
Entering the room, I just lay down on the bed. I still feel the pain of my whole body, especially my heart.
Lucas. I hope the time comes when you give me a chance to tell you stories, like before. I hope you understand me too. But if that opportunity doesn't come, I'm still very thankful because I fulfilled my promise to you. Lucas.. I still love you very much. Dear dear..
I just cried until I fell asleep from exhaustion.
To Be Continued...