Non-Ordinary Fat Story (English)
SYNOPSIS
This is going to be a hard time for me, I am so problematic about so many things in life. Plus I always hear the loud quarrel between mommy and daddy.
I don't know what to do just to overcome this stressful week. I am currently walking down this hallway alone. I have no friends, because of my size.
I have no friends because no one is willing to be my friend. And to tell you honestly ... I am their favorite classmate, schoolmate, and student they have in this so-called 'prestigious' school.
Why?
I am now on my way to open my locker. But as soon as I opened it, students were approaching behind me.
I do not know why.
I looked inside the locker to get my stuff inside. But I saw a red card, wait?
Red card?
What is this?
Meteor Garden?
Boys over Flowers?
I just smirked when I held the red card. Suddenly someone shouted,
"CUT!"
"Pay attention guys," the assistant said.
I looked at Derek's behavior as if I was bored. And then my assistants approached to fix the makeup on my face.
"What's wrong with you Triah? I hope it is okay. Why are you smirking? Hayst." Derek whispered angrily to me.
I was bored because of his angry tone.
"Why? Because of your old school Derek. I'm Haide here. I'm not Jandi and Sanchai." I walked out at the same time.
"Why. Hey Triah. Come back here, we haven't finished shooting yet. Ahhh!" Derek was already irritated when he shouted at me.
"We'll continue the shoot tomorrow Derek! And then make sure you fix the script, I don't like that scene. So common. Bye!" I wave backward at them. I could still hear Derek's grumbling.
Tsk. They don't seem to be used to me anymore. They're the ones who will need to adjust! I am an actress here. They are not the ones who will act, instead, me.
This is a wonderful day. Stressful but still fine. I felt something inside my stomach. I need to eat.
I might even lose weight if I don't eat. I feel like I'm losing weight now. I only ate five plates of rice earlier.
That's why I'm still hungry. Pity my fats. I need to refill my stomach now.
I was planning to grab a quickie eating earlier and have some window shopping after. But unfortunately ... I am still eating here now at Bee Fast-food. They have delicious foods to eat, they made their food even more delicious.
So here I am now I ordered three more served with spaghetti, three large burgers, two large coke floats, and four served sweet and spicy chicken and rice of full meal.
I made a loud burp, it was unexpected. So I was a little embarrassed. But because I am shameless, so I didn't give a damn. Even though I am an actress, I can still go out alone.
Why? Tss.
The students next door called my attention, so I barely looked at them. And because my sense of hearing is strong. I can hear their talks in whispers.
"Isn't that Sis Triah?"
"Where? Yes, Oh my. Oh my. Let's go Janna! Let's take a picture,"
"Oh, it's embarrassing, it looks like sister Triah hasn't finished eating yet because she said in the interview. That the most annoying thing for her fans is to disturb her food."
"For sis Triah, food is life like she always says. So don't, we might be like a group of youth last week who were scolded by sis Triah for being disrespectful... "
"... they could see her eating that time but they don't even think about sis Triah currently eating and they really messing up sis Triah to get her attention while she's eating, so stupid." Long explanation by named Janna.
She has a point, I don't like that. I lost my poise.
"Yes, I remember that it was even heard on TV, right? And many people continued to bash sis Triah. Eh, we witnessed that day that those groups are the ones who have no respect." her companion agreed.
I continue eating--- while eating I'm secretly listening to their conversation.
Yes. I'm gossiping. So what? I am what they are talking about. So, maybe that's okay.
"Maybe will approach her the next day, there will be many opportunities for us to take a picture with sister Triah. And I also really want to hug her, because I feel and imagined how fluffy she is. Waaaah."
"I'm also sure that sister Triah's cheeks are soft." they were very happy.
"Come on, we still have school later, we might get caught again-"
"Waiter. Please have me also take out the one I reserved with my orders. Thanks," I shouted at the waiter, and then slightly turned to the behavior of girls whom I think are still high school students. I noticed the loss in their faces.
I smiled sweetly at them and showed them that they could come to me. But when I noticed that they were leaving, I stopped them.
"Wait." they stopped. So instead of them approaching me first, I chose to approach them instead. I just told the waiter that he would take care of what I ordered out, and then I would pick it up later. After talking to the waiter I approached the two girls who were talking about me earlier.
"Hello," I slightly waved my right hand to them while giving them my smile.
They were embarrassed by my opening greeting. We have all the eyes inside this fast food.
"H-Hi S-Sister T-Triah, we apologize about what you heard." nervousness is evident in her voice.
"Hey, sweetie, calm down," I chuckled. "I don't bite. Promise." I said jokingly.
"B-But, maybe we disturbed you with your food Sister Triah, I'm sorry," the concern can now be visible on their faces.
"Will I come here if I haven't finished eating yet? And one more thing, don't worry I was listening to you two earlier." I smiled again.
"Oh no. It's embarrassing." she hides her face using both hands.
"Oh? You might be late. Where's your camera and let's take a picture," I said enthusiastically. But of course, I lowered my voice because the other fans might hear me.
I do not want to be exposed publicly. Especially I have fear in narrow places. I know the whole fast food isn't crowded but because, when I'm too easy on my fans, I might get beaten up and I can't control them. So this is how they think of me. I choose my fans.
What they do not know. I am setting a wall from me to them so that I will not be crushed and I may faint in a very crowded place.
"Sis Triah, c-can I at least-"
"Hug?" I chuckled. "Just like what I've said earlier, I've heard it all. So go on, hug me now. And I might change my mind."
They hurriedly hugged me without hesitation. They also said that my body was so soft, and at night it is good to make a pillow and hugged.
"Thank you so much sis Triah, we couldn't classify our joy in giving us a chance of what we want. That's why I idolize you,"
"What 'I'? We Jerra." his friend rebuked him.
"Yes."
"Oh go ahead and catch your class, thank you again. Wait a minute, waiter, please give them the one I reserved by the set of the meal I ordered. This is the fee and then just put the remaining paper bags inside my car. Thank you. Keep the change," I pleaded with the waiter.
"Oh, it's embarrassing, sis, don't do it, you allowed us to get closed to you. Thank you very much, sis Triah." I just nodded but of course, I still handed them the paper bags with the food inside.
"Take this also, as my gift. If you do not accept it, go ahead and you two will no longer do it again. "I threatened them, but of course it's just a joke.
"Oh, we change our minds, sis, all right sis, thank you again. Bye. " they immediately left after accepting what I gave to them. I just smiled because of their actions.
After saying goodbyes to the two female students who took a picture with me earlier, I also decided to go out here at the fast food and return home.
I was starting to walk out of the restaurant when suddenly someone ran into me.
"Damn, fat woman!" I heard he slightly cussed when hit me.
I was secretly told 'wow' because I was disgusted. And because my patience is long, I did not waste my time staring at the worthless person who ran into me.
As if I will waste my time with some stranger. Tsk.
I am now inside my car, I immediately turned on the car's aircon and then locked the cars' door. I leaned my back against the chair before starting the engine.
"Woah. What a tiring day." I stated as I pushed my back and stretched my both arms.
Suddenly my phone rang and I just looked at the screen to know who was calling.
It is only my assistant, Jen.
"Hello, Jen? Ha? Yes, why? Dah. Derek will forget his annoyance. I don't care, oh go ahead, and just tell Derek that the script should be different tomorrow, bye."
That's how I am a VIP. When I tell them to change, they must change and fix the script that I will give life to. The drama must be extraordinary. The plot is not always like that. So boring and common. I just don't know about others, as long as I do, that's my point of view.
And this is not the first time I suggested Derek change the script, because before one of the movies that I am the artist I told them also to change the flow of the story, and the movie even sold out at various box office. So they should just thank me for what I did.
Because of being occupied, I did not notice that I was here now outside my condominium.
'Marco Polo Residences'
I lived on the fifteenth floor. So as soon as I entered the entrance of the building, the guards greeted me.
"Good afternoon Miss Mondejaro,"
I just returned them with my sweetest smile.
I am here inside the elevator. While waiting for my floor the elevator suddenly stopped. I thought I was stuck. But someone just came in.
I did not expect this someone that has a call on his phone, so I accidentally heard their quarrel on the line. This man is just saying cheap things. So my eyes are on him.
He must have noticed me looking at him intently, so he throws a deep sighed. He didn't even bother to take his phone away from his ear.
"What?" he turned to me at once and shouted.
I just sniffed.
"Tsk. Are you deaf? Hello, I am asking you. Argh, you're such a pain in the ass! Well, who wouldn't get affected by my charm." he winked but still staring me arrogantly.
I act like I'm sick. And the elevator on my floor opened just in time. So without hesitation, I marched out. Tsk, arrogant. Too bad to waste a bit of my saliva.
"Hey fat! You thought you were beautiful. Look the oils in your body were already leaking, gosh how gross." he shouted angrily.
Just like what I've said. Common plots are boring. So I was not shaken by his lines as I went out of the house every day.
I just raised my middle finger to him while turning around. Simultaneously closing the elevator.
When I was in front of my condo I took my card inside my shoulder bag. Then swipe the key card section to open the room.
It sounded like a signal inside the room had been opened so I immediately went in and then locked the door again.
I immediately dropped myself on my soft sofa bed. It feels so good on my body. It's nice to sleep because of its fluffiness.
I have not removed my brown stiletto that is over five inches high. I love these high stiletto heels. So even though I am fat I still have poise and then I am beautiful.
Do not believe the man earlier in the elevator. He's not handsome as well, and he looks like a midget.
Because of my size and height, the man looked shorter earlier.
Someone is calling again on my phone, but I am tired of making an effort to answer the call. So instead of taking the call and answer. It would be better for me to just focus on removing and lying down for a while.
My day was tiring. I also spent money on other things. So I will rest first to regain my strength when I wake up later.
....
Maybe I only slept for a few hours. I don't know, even though I'm fat but I'm not the type of person who almost thinks of sleep. Except for food, I will not deny that.
My eyes are wide awake but my body still lying. I just rolled my eyes and stretched out on the sofa bed. When the door of my condo suddenly opened.
I was not surprised anymore, I gave my assistants an access card in my condo so that I would not have to walk to open them. Who are they? Special? Dah...just kidding.
"I'm sorry Miss Mondejaro, we're just really worried about you because we called you earlier and you did not pick up the phone." Jen immediately arranged the things I had brought. They also put foods from fast food on the table. I'm currently lying.
"Hello, Jen. Until now, you still called me Miss Mondejaro, isn't that so- ahhh." I would have stood up but I could no longer stand up, okay fine. Yes, I am fat. Happy?
Karmi helped me get up and sit comfortably on the sofa. "Thanks, Karmi,"
"Nothing Miss-"
"Oh, that's your miss-miss again. Haays, I told you, if we were in a private place, like this in my condo. Kindly drop out of the formality. Hello, it's as if we don't know each other. Eh, in fact. That, you both are my best friend. Chaar. "
"It looks like grandma is acting." she mocked at me.
"Loosen up girls and one thing. Who are we?"
"We are the..." Karmi shouted.
I also got up and then prepared to have a high five with them. "Wonder Girls." the three of us shouted at the same time.
We laughed at our antics.
"Eh, Triah, since you became an actress, you took us as your assistant, we are ashamed of you sometimes because of your achievement. Then we were one of those who bullied you, but now we are here with you, and this is what you repaid to us. "Jen's dramatic speech.
"Yes, Triah, did you remember when we were in high school? Jen and I always bullied you, so we still like this and we want to call you Miss Mondejaro because that's right." Karmi agreed.
"You know what? You two, you're OA? If you don't stop that drama. I will fire you two. Do you want that?" I threatened them.
Well, the two hurriedly stand up and currently fixing my belongings as if nothing happened. Jen, still cleaning the whole living room. Haays, these two were crazy.
Karmi prepared for our dinner. I also tend to keep up with their food. I am not like others who even in private places still act like I didn't know them. When we were at the table, I am the one who apologized.
"Both of you listen, to be honest. I forgot the days you bullied me. All I remembered is ... that time you saved me from falling, you saved me from resentment and grief." I did not realize something was starting to drip in my eyes. The pain of yesterday is coming back.
It's not about people bullying me. If not for my parents' rejection of me. The pain is concentrated. You are the one who is hurting, but I am the one who is being hurt and rejected.
"If you are not there, if... if you are not by my side, how am I? How can I find myself again? If the most painful thing that will happen to you has already happened to you ... Jen and Karmi, both of you are my friends. It's just you two," they both comforted me. Because the pain I was feeling was so intense, it was as if in a few moments my heart would explode with its excruciating pain.
A year has passed, a year I have struggled with. I tried to strengthen my heart and mind. I forcefully admit that I have no importance to my parents.
"Triah, stay calm, please. You might have trouble breathing again. Please," the two of them still comforted me.
"I remembered again because... the pain is still inside of me and to think, I'm the only one living with myself. And my parents didn't try to find me. It's too much pain." at the same time I caressed my heart and still unable to hide the pain and wounds of the past.
"We're always here next to you Triah,"
"Yes thank you, because without you? I might not be here in the world." I still smiled while tears still come out of my eyes.
Smiles do not hide the resentment. I remember the times I tried to take my life. By taking a jar of medicine. I would have been ready when I jumped after taking the medications. But there are still hands ready to hold me.