Five years. Nine court dates. One thousand eight hundred and twenty-five days of a marriage on trial.
Today, my husband, Mark Thompson, filed for divorce for the ninth time.
As if his infidelity with Sarah Miller wasn' t enough, he stood in court, tears in his mistress' s eyes, dramatically presenting a positive pregnancy test and declared, "It's time for Chloe to let me go."
But I had proof. A grainy surveillance video from our living room, showing Mark, drunk, begging me not to leave, then savagely biting my earlobe in a desperate, animalistic act of possession.
The judge, clearly fed up with Mark' s theatrics, denied the petition. Mark, enraged, swore he' d keep fighting until I was out of his life for good.
His words rang true just three nights later. I was poisoned at a dinner, doubling over in searing pain, gasping for air.
Mark found me clutching my stomach, but instead of helping, he dismissed my agony, saying, "Stop faking it, Chloe. You' re just drunk."
Then he drove away, leaving me to bleed on the dark street, his chilling threat echoing in the night: "Just obey, or I' ll file for divorce again at the next hearing. I' ll make sure it' s the tenth and final one."
As his taillights vanished, a profound stillness settled over me. This wasn't just a physical wound; it was a soul-deep laceration, cauterized by his indifference.
Lying there, alone and abandoned, a decision formed in my mind, crystal clear and devoid of emotion.
I was done.
Five years.
Nine court dates.
One thousand eight hundred and twenty-five days of a marriage on trial.
Today was the ninth time Mark Thompson had filed for divorce.
The air in the courtroom was stale, thick with the silent history of their repeated battles. I sat straight in my chair, my hands folded neatly in my lap, feeling the judge' s tired gaze wash over us. He' d seen us so many times he probably remembered our names without looking at the docket.
"Mr. Thompson," the judge said, his voice flat with routine. "Your grounds for this petition?"
Mark stood up, a picture of righteous indignation. He was an actor, and this was just another stage. He was handsome, charming, and he knew how to play to an audience, even an audience of one bored judge.
"Your Honor, this marriage is irretrievably broken," Mark declared, his voice ringing with rehearsed sincerity. He then turned slightly, allowing the single reporter in the back row to get a better angle. "And this time, I have definitive proof that we can no longer continue as husband and wife."
He gestured to the woman sitting beside him. Sarah Miller. She was younger than me, with wide, innocent eyes that were currently filled with tears. She clutched Mark' s arm, looking fragile and scared.
Mark placed a piece of paper on the witness stand with a dramatic flourish.
"This is a positive pregnancy test, Your Honor," he announced. "Sarah is with child. My child. It would be morally wrong to force us to remain in this sham of a marriage. It' s time for Chloe to let me go."
The judge picked up the paper, his expression unchanging. He looked at me.
"Mrs. Davis-Thompson, your response?"
I didn' t look at Mark or Sarah. I just looked at the judge.
"My response is this, Your Honor."
I nodded to my lawyer, who slid a tablet across the table. He pressed play.
The courtroom was filled with the sound of a grainy, black-and-white video. It was from a surveillance camera in our living room, dated just three nights ago.
The video showed Mark, drunk and stumbling. He was grabbing at my clothes, his face buried in my shoulder. His voice, usually so commanding, was a desperate, broken whisper.
"Chloe, don' t leave me," the man on the screen begged, his words slurred. "Please, don' t go. I can' t... I can' t do it without you."
The video version of me stood still, impassive. Then Mark' s desperation turned ugly. He grabbed my head, his fingers tangling in my hair, and tore at my earlobe with his teeth. It wasn't a bite, but a frantic, almost animalistic gnawing. A gesture of possession, of rage.
My lawyer paused the video. A close-up photo filled the screen, taken the next morning. My earlobe was swollen, bruised, with a clear, vicious bite mark imprinted on the skin.
The judge stared at the screen for a long moment. He took off his glasses and rubbed his eyes.
He put them back on and looked directly at Mark, whose face had gone pale.
"Mr. Thompson, your actions in this video are not those of a man who wishes to end a marriage," the judge said, his voice now laced with steel. "They are the actions of a man terrified of being left. Petition for divorce denied. This marriage will continue."
He slammed the gavel down.
Case dismissed. Again.
Outside the courthouse, the afternoon sun felt harsh. Mark, his confidence fully restored, wrapped a protective arm around Sarah' s shoulders. She was sobbing quietly into his chest.
He turned to me, a sneer twisting his perfect lips.
"Don' t celebrate too soon, Chloe."
"I' m not celebrating, Mark."
"You think you' ve won? This is nothing," he spat. "I' ll keep fighting. I' ll keep filing until you' re out of my life for good. You' ll see."
I watched them walk away, his arm a shield for her, a weapon against me. A small, stupid part of me still believed that one day he would see my worth, that he' d remember the woman who had built his career from nothing.
That belief died a few days later.
It was at a dinner with his producers. I was there as his manager, his wife, his prop. I drank, maybe a little too much, trying to numb the ache in my chest. But something was wrong. The wine tasted off.
An hour later, a sharp, searing pain tore through my stomach. It felt like a hot poker was twisting in my gut. I broke out in a cold sweat, my vision blurring at the edges.
I stumbled out of the restaurant, gasping for air, and found Mark by the car, arguing with Sarah.
"Mark," I choked out, clutching my stomach. "Something' s wrong. You have to take me to the hospital."
He barely glanced at me. His focus was entirely on Sarah, who was shivering.
"What' s wrong, baby?" he cooed at her.
"I' m scared of the dark, Mark," she whimpered. "And this street is so dark. I want to go home."
"Of course, honey. We' ll go right now." He opened the car door for her, completely ignoring my agony.
"Mark, please," I begged, the pain making me double over. "I think... I think I have a stomach hemorrhage. It hurts so much."
He finally turned to look at me, his eyes filled with annoyance.
"Stop faking it, Chloe."
His voice was cold, dismissive.
"You' re just drunk. Everyone knows how much you can drink. You' re drunk, not crippled."
He got into the driver' s seat and started the engine.
"Get an Uber or something. Stop acting so weak."
I stared at him, disbelief warring with the blinding pain. He was going to leave me here.
He rolled down the window, his expression hardening. "Just obey, or I' ll file for divorce again at the next hearing. I' ll make sure it' s the tenth and final one."
The car pulled away from the curb, leaving me alone on the dark, empty street. The pain was a roaring fire inside me. I clutched my stomach, my knees buckling.
I looked at the disappearing taillights of his car.
"Next hearing," I whispered to the empty air, the words tasting like blood and bile. "I' ll respect your choice."
I slowly, painfully, nodded.
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The first thing I registered was the smell.
Antiseptic. Clean, sterile, and cold.
I blinked my eyes open, a dull ache throbbing in my head. A white ceiling swam into view. I was in a hospital bed, an IV tube taped to the back of my hand, feeding a clear liquid into my veins.
A nurse bustled in, her smile professional and distant. "Oh, you' re awake. Good. You gave us quite a scare. Acute gastric hemorrhage. You' re lucky that nice couple found you and called an ambulance."
A nice couple. Not my husband.
The memory of Mark driving away, of his cold words, washed over me. I closed my eyes, the physical pain in my stomach now a dull echo of the sharp, deep wound in my soul.
The door creaked open a few hours later.
Mark stood in the doorway, his actor' s face a mask of concern. He was holding a bouquet of flowers that looked like a last-minute gas station purchase.
"Chloe," he said, his voice soft. He walked over to the bed. "How are you feeling? I was so worried."
I just looked at him.
"You were worried?"
He had the grace to look away for a second. "I... I came as soon as I heard. Sarah was having a panic attack, I had to get her home and settled. You know how she is."
He looked back at me, his expression shifting from feigned worry to a familiar irritation.
"The doctor said it was a hemorrhage from drinking. I told you to take it easy, Chloe. You always do this. You make a scene, you get dramatic."
I didn' t have the energy to argue. I didn' t have the energy for anything.
"I was drugged, Mark," I said, my voice a hoarse whisper.
He scoffed, a short, ugly sound. "Drugged? Don' t be ridiculous. You' re just looking for an excuse. You can' t admit you have a problem."
The door opened again, and Sarah Miller peeked her head in. Her eyes were red-rimmed, her face pale. She looked like a frightened doll.
She scurried over to my bedside, avoiding my gaze.
"Chloe, I' m so, so sorry," she whispered, twisting her hands together. "I heard what happened. I feel terrible."
She finally looked at me, her big, teary eyes pleading for forgiveness.
"It' s just... when I get scared, Mark has to be there for me. He' s the only one who can calm me down. I told him we should go back for you, but he said you were probably just sleeping it off."
Her apology was a performance, each word a carefully placed barb designed to remind me of my place. She was the fragile one who needed protection. I was the strong one, the drunk one, the problem.
Mark immediately wrapped his arm around her, pulling her into a protective hug.
"It' s not your fault, baby," he murmured into her hair, loud enough for me to hear. "Don' t you worry about a thing. Chloe' s tough. She can handle herself."
He stroked her back, soothing her as she let out a small, theatrical sob. He looked at me over the top of her head, his eyes cold and hard. It was a clear message. Sarah was his priority. I was an inconvenience.
They stood there, a perfect picture of loving concern, a tableau of betrayal staged right in front of my hospital bed.
I turned my head and looked out the window at the gray city sky.
I remembered standing on the red carpet five years ago, the night Mark won his first major award. He' d held my hand, looked into my eyes, and said to a reporter, "I am nothing without this woman. She' s my manager, my partner, my everything."
I remembered giving up a leading role in a blockbuster film to manage his chaotic schedule, to negotiate his contracts, to build him into the star he was today. I remembered believing every promise, forgiving every transgression.
I remembered the searing pain in my stomach on that dark street. I remembered his face, twisted in annoyance, as he told me to stop faking it.
That was the man I married. This was the life I had chosen.
And lying there, in that cold, sterile room, with the smell of antiseptic filling my lungs, I made a decision.
It was quiet. It wasn' t angry or dramatic.
It was just a simple, clear thought.
I' m done.
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