My ultimate fan girl

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"This is a work of fiction. Names, places, business, location, events, locales, incidents, dialogue,especially the characters names are either the products of author's imagination or used in fictious matter. Any resemblance to actual persons, living or dead, is purely coincidental not coppied. Plagiarism is a crime, this is only by author's imaginations."

Author's note:

–There are scenes in the story where children or minors are not allowed, if possible do not read some sensitive parts. This story I am sharing with some readers who want to experience this kind of relationship contained in the story I made. I have no other intentions other than what I have already said.Thank you so much for the wide understanding!

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"Dreaming for real?" can it be fulfilled? Krissy grew up living a simple life but full of love and dreams. In the hope that the dream will come true, everyone will be despised. One day, the path to her ultimate crush meets, can she still fulfill her dream for the family? Or will she just let it go and keep dreaming? What will she do if she meet her Korean idol by an unexpected ways, she catch him in a car but she have no idea that he is the one she are looking for, it is too late before she realize that she fin'lly met her crush but she had no choice but to stare at him while walking away to her. Is she going to be desperate just to be noticed by her korean idol who has the reason for her to reach her dream land?

Who would have thought that of the millions of people in the world, you are one who is destined to meet? Are they destined to be forever?

This is a story told by a pinay who is full of dreams in life. She will gradually achieve all the dreams until one day, they accidentally meet the path of the person she dreams of, can she still bring the dream she longed for to the place she left? Will she be able to claim the person she has been dreaming of for a long time?

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Point of view:

"Hi! I'm krissy Faith Lacaba Alcaraz, oh is the name is like an actress? Haha Krissy where is bembe?" I added while still accompanied by loud laughter like a madman.

"Well, so much for that I'm 23 years old, fresh newly have a break up huhu!" Then I pretended to cry while the camera was still focused on me. "There I am again haha to open up about lovelife then oh CRY. LOL!" then I blinked my eyes to make my viewers think I was so cute.

Until I realized ....

"Do I look like a fool? Speaking alone?" I said while I rolled my eyes pretending to be disgusted.

"Tss. Forget that stupid thoughts, it makes me ugly. What did I say? Ugly?" Then I joined with a loud laugh again when I realized what I said.

"By the way, I am graduated in Bachelor in Physical Education (BPED), I just share it with you, because I can't do anything right now." I added while raising my right eyebrow.

"Oh, look at my eyebrow, it doesn't feel good, it looks like a peeled onion." I read some comments below that they laugh at the vlog I'm doing so I can't help but laugh when I think about the misfortune I'm doing in my life.

"Last about myself is, I was born chuss. Spoken dollar your sister? My gush haha ​​just kidding anyway. It's really true now, I promise, cross my heart even if batman dies." I laughed out loud at my own mischief.

"So much for that, I grew up in a simple family but full of love. Second from the first haha. The truth about me is, we're just two siblings I'm the youngest but my older brother was too childish than me. I am smarter than him also haha. And of course besides, I'm more righteous and I have more direction in life-" I didn't continue what I should have said when my mother suddenly appeared from nowhere .

"Ah well, you have more direction in life huh? Are you kidding me?" I stopped videoing when my good mother suddenly shout me, at the same time she hitting a pillow on my head caused me to drop my shades.

Arrrgggggg ... again?

"Mom, what? You waste, MY OOTD." resentment that I said like a child while tap my cellphone to stop the video.

"What is OOTD?" this question shouted at me. "Mom, OUTFIT FOR THE DAY, you're so mad but don't know what OOTD really means?" annoyed I said.

"Hey what do I know about those-" my mother stopped speaking then she thought what she should say.

"Alien version?" I said jokingly.

"Yes, that's right-" she widened her eyes at me when she saw me laughing at her.

"What alien are you talking about there? What do you think of me from another planet?" she shouted loudly again.

I feel like my eardrum will be shattered by my mother's loud nose that echoed all around my room.

"You look crazy there, you just stay in the room all day and don't look for a job?" I laughed at my mother's behavior even though I knew she was going to preach to me. I'm really used to that kind of behavior from her.

She is like a dragon that smokes in anger.

"Sorry guys its a prank!" I'll excuse myself to see some comments below that my mom is funny with matching laughtrip emoticons from my viewers.

"Aisssttt. This is not me!" I sighed to myself.

I know in myself, that I'm not really like this.

I'm just infected with my friends so I can do these things in addition the bordamm at home. So, I was crazy to do this video as a vlogger! "So, there you go guys, that's my vlog now. Just wait for my next vlog, thank you. It's embarrassing what my mom did." I intentionally raised my voice so that my mother could hear what was running through my mind right now.

"I cut the video now, before it surfaced on social media. I'm not ready for my embarrassment." whispered I said but my mother heard my mutter.

"Hey witch, stop your drama there. If you don't want me to kick you out of these house!" she said angrily as she put both hands on her waist and then she looked at me obviously running out of patience.

"Another?" dead malicious I said then I put lipstick on my lips to ignore her.

"If I'm telling the truth, that's what I said is I doing to you. I kick you out of this house. I'll swear you will find what you're looking for. Another huh?" she was about to approach me when I quickly stopped her.

"Okay mom, quite pleased? Can you behave first just for one second mom? Can you do that for me? Pleased?" then i twinkle my eyes but it doesn't seem like effect to my mother. I saw her nose smoke with anger even more.

But of course I didn't reveal that I was afraid of my tiger mother's behavior.

"Mom, just relax okay, I'm still vloging!" I added then I smiled at her even though I was obviously hesitant.

After a few minutes, I vlog again because I thought she would come out but a loud shout echoed throughout my room from my mother again. I almost let go of the cellphone at the volume of her voice. Our house wasn't sound prof, for sure her voice is definitely out to another planet especially when my window is open.

"Aisssstttt! Mom really? when will you stop?" annoyed I said.

"You're a weird kid, what Vlog?" I would have answered when she suddenly spoke first. "You're just always making that vlog, why did you get money from there huh?" I threw my mother a bad look.

"Oh why are you staring at me like that? What are you up against huh? Maybe you want me to snatch your eyes?" I know mama was just joking, it's just a little tenderness to get rid of that annoyance.

"Mom, don't be angry, I promised I'll find a job, I hope you'll support me this first, pleased?" I'm already caressing it but she just slaps me with a pillow.

"Hey mom, what's the problem-" "Don't let me pass that way. And one more thing, apart from being expensive to load, a lot of time is wasted and consume with that stupid vlog you said! Haist. It's a nasty life. Education doesn't matter. It's a waste of money for a child like you, if you don't use the course you just finished." sermon of my good mother. It was as if I was being tossed around by my mother's noise.

I just put away my belongings one by one to my laguage. What my mother said was a bit hurtful but that's really the truth.

My mother seems right, they just wasted their money on me.

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Krissy pov:

I just ignored what my mother told me, I know it's not easy to lose her temper so I have to do something to calm her head to me.

"Aist, what a waste? I can't save the last video." Sigh I said then I lay down again and let my eyes close.

I was wearing headphones but the music was weak so I could still hear my mother's noise.

I refresh my mind to be able to think correctly, I need to do something.

My mother's anger must go away.

But, I don't know how to calm her.

"Why is it that every time I vlog, my mother always stars? She's really annoying, she's a very anti -hero in my life!" I was like a bee whispering on air.

"Do you have nothing else to do but lie on the bed and just makd a video there? For Godsake Faith, you really always warm my blood. Not a day goes by that you don't boil my blood in anger." I just let my mother get angry with me, when she was like that I had nothing to do but to shut my mouth instead of arguing her and making a noise inside the house.

"You're not a princess to serve all the time. Gosh, what kind of life is this? I'm very unlucky that I had a lazy child like you." then she marched out.

I just gasped after hearing my mother's sermon.

I knew they were dissapointed, because even though I finished school, until now I still couldn't find a stable job. I still don't want to take the board exam because I still want to do something.

I don't know why I like this? It seems like it's too late for me to dream of enjoying when I've finished school and then I thought of living as a princess. I also don't know why I'm like this? Maybe because, in my whole life I have never experienced to enjoy like happy go lucky just like other young people do. I am always focused and spend time studying. I didn't fail in what I wanted, because I've always been an honor student so maybe my parents regret that I'm just at home and don't have a permanent job.

"But what can I do if I feel like something is missing from me?" like a childish resentment I whispered to myself as I rubbed my hair in extreme self -irritation.

"My aist, what am I going to do? I do not know where to start." I feel like a child going crazy and fighting with himself.

I was startled when my cellphone rang so I immediately answered.

"Oh why?" annoyed I asked on the other line as if the speaker had no appetite.

"Kris, go to the mall now let's meet?" Aira asked cheerfully on the other line.

"I don't have time, mama is still here. She's mad at me again. How do you think I can escape from her?" sad I said.

"Is that so? It won't break next time we'll just bond. I'll just watch the movie I've been waiting for by myself." I sighed suddenly when I felt the excitement in myself.

"What movie?" I asked interestedly.

"LEGEND OF THE BLUE SEA!" she replied, making me feel like I had stopped breathing for a moment.

"Waaaaahhhhhhhh" I suddenly covered my mouth as I realized that my itching had intensified.

"Hey, take me out with you." excited I said as I put the cellphone to my mouth to avoid my own noise.

"I'm sorry, I didn't see the legend of the blue sea, I watch other movie." I was suddenly bored with what she said, I knew this woman would tease me again.

"Eh what?" I rolled my eyes as I gasped as if disgusted with the speaker.

"Secret romance hehe!" she said when it was time for me to turn off the call.

"Whatever, just wait there okay? Ah, let me call our gay friend first so he can visit me here at home. Suppose he gives me a job so that mama can allow me to go out hehe!" I said cheerfully. "Wow as long as k-drama is in question will be despised and will really do everything?" Aira said jokingly.

"Of course, maybe I'll see Park dong min on TV again, because he doesn't have a new movie right now." I seemed proud to say while still talking to the friend on the other line.

"Wow sis, you know you're really a die hard fan of those k-popers. When it comes to those aliens from Korea, you really won't give up. Do you think when you meet Park dong min in person, will he notice you?" she said sarcastically.

"Shut up, if you don't say anything sensible!" I said shyly but he just laughed out loud which made me even more annoyed.

"Hey girl, just wait for me at the mall. Clear? If you don't, just prepare yourself when we meet!" she laughed even louder.

"What time are you coming? Maybe the show is over and you're still not here." she said.

"I'll just call you when I'm allowed. Right now, I have to help mama with the housework first so that I won't be scolded again!" she laughed even more.

"It's good for you that Aunt is always stressed because her child is really abnormal." then she was accompanied by a pissed off laugh that said.

"Tsee. Crazy." I even heard its laughter, I was so annoyed that I turned off the call.

I was excited to get up to hopefully help mama with the housework because I really want to watch a k-drama right now at the cinema.

"Mom? Mom, where are you?" I called when I came down the stairs but no one answered my call. I looked for it in the kitchen and in their bedroom, I could find nothing.

"I went around the whole house but why isn't mama there? Where did that go? Is she mad at me?" I whispered to myself.

I was nervous so I quickly dialed my older brother's number because I knew my father was busy right now at the constraction site.

I was stunned when I dialed my brother's number when I heard someone in the garden talking intensely. I pulled back the curtain of the window then peeked in and saw mama talking to my high school principal.

"Wait, what are they talking about?" I ran to my garden where I found mama talking to my school principal when I was in high school. They're classmate on their bachelor's days. That's why, they're so clossed but why do they seem to have something else to talk about?

Why do I suddenly feel so nervous?

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Krissy pov:

"Ma?" they both turned in my direction. Mama's sweet smile that was released earlier was suddenly replaced by bitterness when she saw me but Ma'am Ofelia was still smiling at me. "Hello Faith, how are you?" teacher's warm greeting.

I smiled then slowly approached their direction. "I'm good ma'am, thank you for asking me that way ma'am!" my polite answer.

"Oh, you're still my student who is very polite and very smart, Most of all, you're still very beautiful. You know kumare, you're lucky to have a daughter like her!" I smiled in praise the teacher told me.

"I am not ma'am. Pleased don't praise me!" I seem embarrassed to my answer.

"What a good behavior." teacher seems so proud at me.

"Oh, what the heck are you saying there?" I looked at my mother like a dragon who wanted to blow fire while my eyes were focused on my teacher who didn't seem proud. I just gasped at my mother's behavior.

"Is it not?" the teacher's question seemed astonishing.

"Not really!" my mother sighed as if my mother was ignoring me.

"Hey, don't stand there. Are you done with your vlog?" I just nodded to mama even though I felt my chest tighten with the behavior that my mother is showing me now.

"Go back home, and prepare a snack for your teacher." I just nodded again as I let out a deep sigh.

"One day comes, you will be as proud of me as my father. I just hope you appreciate everything I do." I whispered sadly to myself before leaving the place.

I went to the kitchen sadly, but I could still hear them talking because the window was open and our garden was just a few steps from the kitchen.

"Oh my gosh, how humble you are, if you say you're still unlucky even though Faith has already finished school. Soon she will have a child with a teacher's license, all that's needed is to become a full-fledged person-" teacher Ofelia didn't finish what she supposed to say when my mother suddenly spoke first.

"That's what my problem is, kumare, she's finished her studies, but she can't be used properly. She's lying all day while soaking in the cellphone or she can't focus on her laptop, she's still focused on vlogs." My mother's complaint. "Although she makes money as an online sailer, sometimes she goes out of the house but it's still not enough to say that she's already making money, isn't it?" teacher ofelia just laughed which surprised my mother.

"Don't think bad at what she do, it's normal with the young one like her who's always busy by using gadgets instead of going out to jamming with her friends, your still lucky because she doesn't go out without permission from you." I smiled at what I heard from the teacher.

I wish, my mom told it not my teacher but it is impossible to happen.

"I salute you, despite the hardships of life, they still graduated with the diligence and perseverance of you and Father Danny. You raised them well. I have nothing to say about Faith's attitude. She's focussing on her. studies instead of flirting her classmates like what others did!" I didn't hear mama answer.

I just hope mom noticed that too?

"That's why she became Magna Cumlaude when she's in college and honor students at any school because you inspired her a lot. Without you, she never used her skills as a motivation to succeed. You should be proud!" proud that the teacher said, I can't read the reaction on my mother's face while the teacher is saying that.

"You know that one day Faith will be just another famous model especially since she always participates in pageants back on her bachelors days!" Explained the teacher.

"What do you mean kumare?" my mother asked interestedly.

"Who chose Faith's course?" teacher's gossipy question.

"Hu? A-I'm. -why is there a problem?" mama stammered "Nothing, it's just that the course you took doesn't seem to fit her. Ever since, Faith loves singing even dancing multi tasks. She can do whatever, except-" I feel like I'm going to miss breath of the teacher stopped speaking.

"Except what?" I stared out the window as they cracked the ice for the juice I made.

"She hates teaching." my teacher paused for a moment before she spoke again.

"I saw that in her. I mean, when I asked her a favor to teach my nephew. Before, I was thought maybe she wasn't used to teaching men. But I was wrong. She's very smart but she hates teaching, even to say she's not stingy in giving the right answer." My mother remained silent while listening.

"Maybe she's just low tempered so she doesn't feel like teaching others. I can sense she was low tempered, she was like me but it depends on her." I saw my mother just nod.

"I also hate this course but I've also been loved over the years. I miss teaching them already reason why I haven't signed my retirement yet!" laughing, the teacher said to my mother, I just gasped.

After a few minutes I returned to them with the snack I made for my mother's guest.

"It's just a sandwich and juice, ma'am!" I forced myself to smile even though I was obviously hesitant.

"Thank you!" smiling said the teacher.

"By the way Faith, can I talk to you for a while?" I was stunned when I was about to walk into the house. I looked at mama who was already smiling and nodded at me.

"Sit down!" I was surprised at what my mother did but in the end I just followed her wishes. Even though my mother often preached to me, she never believed that I would be kicked out of the house. She's weaker than I, she's only rude when she hates something. Almost everything she see in the house she threw it especially when she's angry.

But, I still understand her.

Will I still give up?

I've endured 23 years of my mother's quarrel with me, am I still going to get upset?

No way!

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