My sinful addiction

(A/N: Hello sweety, I want to inform you and assure you that this book is certainly the erotica book you are looking for. This book is all about the thrilling sex life of a youngster, which is very erotic, steamy, and has a touch of dark relationship and dark romance (BDSM). (Do enjoy reading!)

Snow POV

I stare at the naked figure besides me in amusement. I still can't believe that this man is the one making me moan crazily like a mad woman.

His dirty words, his touch, the things he does to me, and the things he makes me do, felt really crazy but enjoyable.

My life has become engulfed by him, making me madly obsessed and addicted to him. If I don't see him, I will feel uncomfortable and sad. He has become a vital part of my life, my breath, and everything!

He makes me feel so good; he makes me feel like a real woman. He is the only one who can send me to hell and drag me back.

The rate at which he handles my body when it tangles in his, the sexual chemistry, the burning pleasurable desire, and the way my body writhes in his addictive touch make me go lustfully crazy.

I don't know if such feelings ever existed before! My mother never mentioned this to me; she even barely spared time to teach me sex education.

But here I am, having a bonus, a premium of the real thing, and the unfortunate part is that he is my coach! A 30-year-old married man! While I'm just a 19-year-old trainee of his!

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As soon as I packed everything I could need in my rolling bag, I locked it and kept it besides my bed.

I yawned, feeling really sleepy. Tomorrow I will be admitted to the athletic institution to become a professional athlete.

"Ding---" I heard my phone ringing, and I picked it up. Seeing the name, my heart-shaped lips curled up into a thin smile. "It's my secret boyfriend, Chase." My strict mother doesn't allow me to go close to any boy; she always tells me to stay away from men and their advances because they only want to use me, which often makes me curious.

"Hello chase!" I voiced it out more like a whisper. Although my mother has left home for her midnight shift, I still have to play it safe in case a miracle happens and she appears next to my door.

"How are you, baby? Have you packed everything you need?" The other voice said to me, and I smiled before replying, "Yeah, but it's fucking stressful."

"Oh, sorry, love, so what about our appointment?" He asked, and I bit my bottom lips, fighting inwardly if I should take on the last request he made. I really want to be in his arms before I depart to a faraway place.

"Alright, meet me at our love spot." I said to him after taking a sharp breath, and he then whispered, 'I love you," before ending the call.

"Oh Snow! Mummy will kill you!" The voice in my head said, "I shivered in fear; if my mother finds out, I will be dead! Long dead!

I quickly changed from my pajamas into a long floral gown; my mom doesn't like or permit me to wear anything short or revealing.

I gently comb back my long black hair before applying a light cherry gloss, and then I squash a perfume into my body before exiting my room.

30 MINUTES LATER...

I was pacing back and forth under a large mango tree, waiting for Chase.

I turned around immediately when I noticed pounding steps moving in my direction. "You are late!" I snapped at him, and he gave me a pouting face.

"Sorry, babes, my boss delayed me." He explained with pleading looks.

"It's fine," I said, and he walked closer to me. He pulled him into a tight hug, and I smiled widely, enjoying his manly scent; he is always smelling like cologne.

He broke the hug and tilted my chin up, making my pair of gray eyes meet his shiny brown eyes. "I will miss you, Snow," he mutters to me.

"Me too, Chase," I replied with a smile, and he peeked at my lips softly. We have never done anything more than hug and peek; we even rarely kiss.

He always says he wants to wait for our first wedding night before he takes me completely, making me have deep anticipation about how it will feel when he takes me completely.

I am still a 19-year-old pure virgin, never been touched before, and Chase is also a 20-year-old virgin, which makes it exciting for us.

"Do you think our love will fade away because of the distance?" I finally let out my fears. I heard that distance relationships don't really work, and it's rare to keep the chemistry going.

"Goodness Snow! You are going to the States, not another planet.

I have already promised you that I will join you soon." He assured me, and I smiled warmly.

"Close your eyes; I have something for you!" He was excited and shut my eyes quickly, grinning from ear to ear.

I suddenly felt a cold metal around my neck, making me grasp in anticipation, wondering what it could be, although I felt my mind already knew.

"Open your eyes, baby!" He declared, and I did so immediately.

"Oh my God! This is amazing!" I scream out in joy as I rub the beautiful sliver necklace that has a pedant, embedding the first letters of our names.

"Do you like it?" He asked me with sparking eyes, and I glared at him.

"Are you fucking kidding me? I love it, fucking love it." I yelled even more before I felt him pull me into another tight hug.

We sat down on a log of wood. This place is our hidden love paradise. We talked about a lot of things, chit-chatting about our daily routines.

"Ouch! I have to go now; it's really getting dark." I informed him, and he nodded his head in agreement before we both held each other's hands and stood up.

He escorted me to a T-junction that leads to my house. I bid him a goodbye and attempted to walk away, but suddenly I felt a strong and forceful pull! "Argh!" I screamed in fear!

*Snow POV*

"Argh!" I screamed immediately. Chase jerked me back, and without warning, he plugged his lips into mine, sucking and biting my tongue. I was blooming in shock and passion; he has never kissed me like this before, and to top it all, on a main roadside! This kiss was different, consuming, and demanding.

He suddenly pulled away, making me grasp in annoyance. I don't want him to stop.

"Take care, love; good bye." With that said, he turned away, and I watched him descend into the darkness of the night.

NEXT MORNING_______

"Hurry up, Snow! You have a flight to catch!" I heard my mother's loud voice, making me speed down the staircase with my huge rolling bag.

"Hope you checked well not to forget anything?" She asked me in a serious tone, and I nodded. My mom has always been a serious and calculative woman.

We walked out of our house and locked the door, then I rushed to drop the bag in the car boot.

I slide into my mother's official Corolla car before putting on the seatbelt.

She slipped into the driver's seat quickly before turning the car engine on, and with that, we speeded off, heading to the international airport.

"Snow!" My mom called me in a serious tone. I rolled my head to her side to see her strict gray eyes and beautiful gray hair that was tied up in a bun. "Yes?" Came my brief reply.

"You know, where you are going is a higher institution, a mature world where a lot of things happen. I want you to always remember where you are coming from and your bright future ahead." I sighed in my head because she had started her usual boring sermon again.

"Always keep in mind that you are a great child; avoid bad companies and bad influencers; and don't fall into the trap of peer pressure. Is that understandable?" She demanded.

"Yes, ma," I sneered with a dramatic salute, and I received a short smile from her.

"Lastly, say no to casual sex or any form of sinful relationship; you don't need it now. This is the time to focus and go get your certificate in order to aim higher in your career. No going to illegal parties or indecent dressing! And always read your Bible and attend church. I hope we are clear." She launched out, and I nodded.

Besides, her rules are nothing new to me; she always talks about them as if I'm still a little girl, forgetting I'm a youngster who needs to feel the world.

"Puup!!!" I was jolted out of my thoughts when my mother made a rough parking lot at the front of the airport.

"It's time to go, girl; always remember that I and Jesus love you!" She mouthed to me and gave me a tight hug before planting a kiss on my forehead.

"Bye Mom, always keep in touch, okay?" I said to her with watery eyes, suppressing the urge not to cry. I could also see the clouded tears in her eyelid. This will be the first time my mom and I will be distant from each other. I have never traveled before.

Although she is sometimes unloving and unbearable, I still love and respect her as my mother; besides, she is a single parent, and I guess that's why she became so rigid.

Immediately after I stepped out of the car, I pulled up the car boot and took out my luggage. After an exchange of waves of goodbyes, the car speeds away from my sight, and my bravado shield breaks, followed by a stream of tears. I don't quite understand this sudden, lonely, and scared feeling of the unknown.

"All passengers, please board the plane right now; it's about to take off!" I heard the mechanical voice announce

I sniffed inside and quickly dabbed my eyes with my handkerchief before I resumed my steps inside.

Immediately after I entered and got seated, a sudden gravity was felt as the plane took off. The pilot navigates here and there, causing a nervous feeling in me because this is the first time I'm boarding it. I have never left my home to travel any distance since I was born.

On time, the plane became steady, and it moved in the sky, slowing while increasing its speed gradually.

HOURS LATER.......

"Ding___, please, the plane has successfully landed; all passengers exit, please." The mechanical voice peered into my ear, and I jerked up from my seat. I can't just believe I slept off!

I hurriedly got off the plane and went to get my luggage. The beautiful view of the city of Atlanta hits my eyes.

"Oh mine! The city is really beautiful and magnificent, as I was told!" I grasp in excitement.

However, I've got to go; it's already dusk in this strange, beautiful city, so I have to get to the apartment arranged for me.

I pulled out my phone from my pocket and slid into my message box in order to see the address again, and when I was done, I kept it back.

I hastily stopped a taxi and spelled out the address for him. I was then driven away into the deepest roads of the city of Atlanta.

After minutes of driving through the godly city, The taxi halted in front of a four-story red building.

I called my mom to confirm everything, and when I was done, I made a transfer payment to the driver before pulling out of the taxi.

I carefully drag my luggage, coming to an open area of the first floor. I sighed, went into the elevator, and then pressed the command button that would take me to the third floor.

Getting there, I began to search for a particular apartment number in the doorways.

I walked in Hastings steps before reaching the 5th door. I displayed the door card, and it made a ding sound before cracking open.

My mother has assured me that everything has been taken care of, and I will be living in this apartment till my 2-year diploma training ends.

I stepped into the apartment with curious eyes to see what my new home looked like.

Seeing it, it wasn't that bad; the apartment was well furnished. There was a large couch positioned in the mini-sitting room with a TV set and home player.

A huge ball-like chandelier was placed in the vaulted ceiling. The tiles on the floor and the walls are painted red with shades of white too.

I drag my feet to move around and see the apartment fully. The small kitchen was sparkly clean and organized, and there were already all the necessary kitchen utensils.

Moving to the bedroom that was located a few meters from the kitchen, I stepped in and saw a student-size bed, a wooden dressing table, a mini shelf, and an empty medium closet.

The apartment might not be too ravishing and luxurious, but I felt a peaceful and calm atmosphere. My mom really did a great job arranging for all of this.

I slump into the soft, well-made bed. I am totally exhausted.

*Lorenzo POV*

I was going through my note books, where I pen down the curriculum of the activities I will be giving my trainees for this new session.

"Bang!" My room door was slammed open, revealing the average figure of my wife.

Seeing her fierce green eyes, I knew at once that it would not end well.

"Lorenzo! How dare you humiliate me!" She barked and slammed the bank card she was holding on the table.

"What is it again, Bianca?" I snap at her.

"You're good for nothing, asshole! You don't have any money, and yet you allowed me to go to my friend's party with a moneyless card!" She barked.

"Listen, Bianca, I am trying my best, okay? I haven't been paid my salary yet. Try and understand, please." I tried to reason with her.

"You penniless man! How long have you been telling me that? Same old story all over again! I'm tired of you!"

"Can't you just be like other men? Who tends to their wife's needs? All you do is parade yourself in this house with your poor coaching job." She taunted, making my hard muscles tense up in anger.

"Aren't you ashamed of yourself? When people were busy inheriting wealth from their families and building empires, what were you doing? --" I cut her off with my response, "I was busy chasing you, my love."

"Oh, shut the fuck up! Don't even dare involve me in your miserable life; get me money to live, man!" She snorted and stormed out of the room.

I pinched the bridge of my nose. This woman is such a pain in the ass. We have been married for over five solid years, but still we live like cats and rats.

Although our relationship wasn't like this at first, she was a very lovely lady who worked hard in her father's banking firm, but as soon as her family went bankrupt, she completely changed.

All she does is nag here and there, parting, smoking, and fooling around with her friends. I tried to talk her out of it, but all to no avail; in fact, she kept getting worse every single day.

I released a soft hiss before focusing back on what I was doing.

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I twisted my neck immediately as I walked into my house, which was a well-furnished bungalow.

"Hi wify!" I cried for Bianca, who was seated on a large sofa, eating popcorn while watching the 'Black Adam', movie.

"Sweety?" I called again but got no response. I shake my head because I know she was hearing me but chose to ignore me.

I decided to let her be and walked upstairs to our room. Besides, today's work was really hectic because new students had been admitted to the institution.

After freshening up, I wore a casual outfit, which is a polo shirt paired with a baggy indoor pant.

I applied the gel to my full blonde undercut curl hair before using a comb to slightly maintain it in place.

I exited my room and began to stroll back to the living room. I am so famished, so I need to eat something before retiring for the day.

Reaching the table, I found no dishes there. I walked inside the kitchen and didn't see any food there either; everything was empty.

With a deep frown in my face, I stormed back to the living room. "Bianca, why is there no food in this house?" I shouted at her but got no reaction.

It made my anger to increase. I don't like laying my hands on women because if I do, they would die, but that doesn't mean I am weak; I know where to strike and when to let go.

"I am talking to you woman! Answer me!" My outburst came, but this damn woman didn't bulge.

She finally rotated her eyes to my direction with an irritated expression, saying, "If not that the Bible says, be good to your husband, I wouldn't have listened to you or answered you." She sneered.

"All you know is to come back from work and then start barking like a dog. Did you keep a housekeeper in this house? Do I look like someone who should be doing house chores? Please go and sleep; there is no food for a lazy and incompetent man like you." That got me really hard, and I felt the urge to choke her to death.

"Are you sure you are portraying the attributes of a Christian wife? Because the Bible clearly says that wives should submit and respect their husbands, but you are doing the exact opposite." I corrected her.

"Oh, please, just go away; your presence makes me sulk!" Get me money if you want peace, Lorenzo!" She snorted.

"So this is what it's all about, huh! Money?" I shook my head and walked out of the spot.

I reached my room and went to change into an outdoor outfit before I kill someone tonight.

Getting out of the house, I climbed on my power bike and rode out of the residence, heading to the pub.

As soon as I reached there, I parked in a safe corner, walked into the pub, and went to take a seat at a corner.

My friend was already seated there. "You asked to see me? That's strange. So wassup?" Jerry inquiry.

"Buddy I'm not fine at all; that woman is pushing me seriously!" I ruffled my curly hair, letting out my frustration.

I heard him hiss before saying," I still don't know why you guys haven't divorced yet; do you want one of you to die before you separate?"

"You have been in this brain-draining marriage of yours for years! "Look at yourself, always sulking; you are slowly losing it, man!" He sneered in annoyance.

I release a sharp breath before saying," I am giving her a chance to change; she wasn't like this before, so I'm hoping she will come around."

"When!? That's all you've been hoping for, but all you keep getting is the bitterness part. Wake up, man! You have a life to live." He advised.

"Jerry, it's actually against my beliefs to divorce; the Bible doesn't support that." I let out my worries.

"Can you hear yourself? You are in the 21st century, where things have changed. Besides, did God say to you that you shouldn't live a happy life? Please don't pin your failure on God." He restored it.

"But i-" My phone suddenly vibrated, and the ID displayed the name of my manager.

"Oh, do you think I'm a poor and gentle guy? Nah, you haven't seen the beast part of me, dear; I am a secret feisty multi-billionaire! "