Aurora Evans.
I never imagined that I would suffer so much in my first heat. I'm eighteen and my heat has been delayed for a long time because of my mother. She's a very protective woman towards me and she's also crazy, I confess that. She's been forcing me to take medication to prevent my heat since I was twelve, her excuse being that I shouldn't have to spend this period in pain on my own. - But that's normal, everyone has been there.
But unfortunately my pain would be very strong because I am an omega lupus. Our heat is quite intense and much worse than the heat of a normal omega. - If my heat had come normally, I wouldn't be suffering the consequences now. Because the doctor said that the medication I was taking was giving my body side effects, not only affecting me, but also my she-wolf.
She's been sleeping a lot because of the medication, and I've been vomiting a lot. My skin color is dark, but because of the drugs, I've become quite pale. My light brown hair has started to fall out, I've lost a lot of my hair because of the effects of the medication. - My body used to have more curves and more flesh, but as I let it all go, I became so thin you could see my collarbone.
And the medicine had yet another effect on my body, the worst effect in the world. It started to stop me turning into a wolf. I've tried several times and I can't, I get really bad headaches and the doctor says he doesn't know how long I'll be like this. I blame my mother for this, she took it away from me because of her protection. - I used to be able to run around freely in my beautiful wolf form, but now I can't even do that.
I can barely hear my wolf's voice because of this damn medicine. I hate my mother because of this, she took something special away from me, she took away my wolf form. - But unfortunately I can't do anything about it, I live in her house and depend on my parents.
I haven't even found my partner yet. And I don't even know where he is, I just want to have him in my arms, to have our alpha protecting us and looking after us. That's all I want most.
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07:30 - School - USA - New York.
Wednesday.
I look at the building in front of me, I don't even feel like studying today. I just stand there watching people go into the school.
Why do I have to come to school? It's always the same, there's nothing different. All I can think about for twenty-four hours is my rut, this is going to be my first term and I'm really scared. It's going to be so intense that I think I'm going to ask to die, I'm a virgin, I can't even use toys to try to satisfy myself. I'm really scared.
- Aurora! - I look ahead and see my best friend waving at me.
Laura is an eighteen-year-old beta, her skin is white, her hair is reddish, and what stands out even more is the color of her beautiful light brown eyes.
She's a bit taller than me, while I'm six feet tall, she's six feet seven.
- Good morning, Laura. - I greeted her with a kiss on the cheek as usual.
- Good morning, Aurora. How are you, friend? - I sighed at her question. - What's wrong? What's with the sad face?
- I'm really worried about my heat coming on, girlfriend. I don't even know when it's coming, it could be today or tomorrow. Being taken by surprise is giving me a lot of anxiety. And to make matters worse, the doctor says it's going to hurt a lot.
She sighed and wrapped her arms around us.
- I'm sorry for what you're going through, my friend. - She nodded. - It's all your mother's fault for stopping you from having your first heat. It's funny that it won't be her who suffers, but you. It's all her fault. - She said angrily.
I don't blame Laura for this, because I also blame my mother for what I'm going through. Even the doctor said she shouldn't have done it, and what she did could be considered a crime. Preventing the first heat is one thing, but preventing it for six years is worrying.
- Yes, I blame her too, Laura. But in her mind, what she did was for my protection. - She snorted next to me.
- Fucking protection! She knew what she was doing. You're a lupus omega, and lupus omegas are more sensitive than a normal omega. She was aware that preventing you from having your rut would make you suffer a lot. And look what happened, because of the medication you can no longer transform into your wolf form.
I sighed tiredly at all this.
- Let's just try to forget about it for a moment, please. I don't have the mind for it. - Now it was her turn to sigh.
- Very well. Only because you asked me to. - I smiled slightly.
- Thank you, Laura.
Laura and I have known each other since we were children, we went to the same kindergarten and she has always been very kind to me because I have omega lupus. Many people bullied me for being a lupus. They said I was too cool, until one day, an alpha boy used his voice on me. My ears are very sensitive and they started to bleed. Laura took me to the infirmary, but it didn't help, I had to go to hospital. After that day I never went to school again, but Laura always visited me and our friendship grew stronger.
- Anyway, did you hear that two beautiful new boys have joined? - She asked as we walked down the corridor.
- No. I didn't know that. - I answered without caring.
There are always new arrivals, so it's no surprise.
Aurora Evans.
- How could you not know? The whole school already knows about it. - She looked at me very surprised.
I rolled my eyes.
- I don't care about that, Laura. And I don't like meddling in other people's lives either, it's the people at this school who already do that. - Now it was her turn to roll her eyes.
- You're very straightforward, Aurora. - I snorted. - Anyway, two beautiful newcomers came in, the first one is called Alex Miller, an alpha lupus. - I stared at her in surprise.
A lupus has joined the school? I've never met a lupus alpha in my life.
- Wow, this is going to be my first time meeting a lupus. Since they're considered quite rare. - She nodded.
- That's right. And it won't just be alpha lupus, love. - I stared at her without understanding. - He has a brother, and he's also an alpha lupus.
- A brother? - How the fuck does she know that?
- Yes, she does. His name is Thomas Miller, they say he's the oldest. - I'm really surprised.
- These people really surprised me with this investigation. - She laughed.
- We're all detectives. - She joked.
They're a bunch of privacy invaders, that's what they are.
We entered our classroom and I soon smelled two delicious odors in the air. I quickly started looking around for the owners of the smells, and that's when my eyes met theirs.
Oh my!
The first alpha is quite tall, his skin color is dark, his hair is platinum, making him look very sexy. I also noticed that he has piercings in his lips, nose and ear. And the shape of his face is square, making him look like a bad boy.
I shifted my gaze to the second alpha. His skin color is also dark, his hair is dark grey, making him look very sexy. What also stands out about him is the color of his dark blue eyes, very dark. I noticed that he has a tattoo on his neck, a piercing on his lips and a triangular face shape.
Holy shit! Those two are the most beautiful alphas I've ever seen in my life.
I couldn't look away, and I realized that neither could they. This made me bite my lip with nervousness.
- Friend, you're very red. - He laughed at me.
- Shut up. - I quickly looked away.
We headed towards our usual places, but I could feel their gazes on me as I walked.
I'm so nervous that I can't even walk properly, I feel like I haven't learned how to walk.
I take my seat near the teacher's desk, and as usual Laura sits behind me. I put my bag on the table and take out my materials and put them on my desk.
- Hey, can I borrow a pen? - I looked at her. - I forgot it.
- As usual. You've been forgetting your pens for two years. And you still won't give mine back. - She just smiled. I let out a sigh. - You're no good.
- You love me.
- Unfortunately.
I took out a blue pen and handed it to her.
- Take it and keep it, because I already know you're not even going to give it back. - She laughed.
- What a clever friend I have. - She messed up my hair.
I cried angrily, because it took me a long time to straighten my hair, and she still comes to mess it up.
I heard a growl and it made my blood run cold. I turned my face away quickly and realized that the two of them were watching me. I was shocked to notice that the colors of their eyes had turned golden.
Why are they like that?
- Wow, have you won over the newcomers? - I noticed his mischievous smile.
I felt my cheeks heat up with embarrassment.
- Have you gone mad? - I spoke a little loudly out of nervousness.
- I know... Fool me.
- Nothing to it, Laura. Stop it. - I say rather embarrassed, making her laugh.
I turned forward with my heart beating fast. I have a feeling this year is going to be very interesting.
The door was opened by the history teacher.
- Good morning, students. - He greeted us as he always does.
The teacher is a man of forty-five, he's short, has a white beard, his eyes are dark brown and he's bald. I like him, a very kind man who is always helping us.
He is a beta and is married to the science teacher, who is also a beta.
- Get your books and turn to page fifty. - He said as soon as he had put his things on the table.
I took my book and opened it to page fifty.
- I want you to read this text and write down what you understood, that's worth a point.
Many students began to complain.
- I don't care about your complaints, I'm doing this to help you. Because when you do badly in the exam, these points will save your ass. So stop complaining.
That's why I like this teacher.
I tried to focus on the text, but I can't because of those two alphas. I have a great sixth sense, and right now I feel that they're both staring at me and it's making me too uncomfortable to pay attention to the text.
I don't know why they're so interested in me, I'm not that special. Are they staring at me because I'm an omega lupus? Have they met other lupus omegas? Because it's not making sense to me, my back is burning with their gaze on me.
- Hey. - Laura nudged me. - What's the problem? - She asked in a whisper.
- What's wrong? There's no problem. - I whispered back to her.
- There isn't? You're not even focusing on the text. Tell me, what's bothering you?
It's those new guys! They're the ones bothering me. I can't concentrate properly because of their stares, and I don't even have the courage to look back at them.
- It's nothing, you don't have to worry. I'm fine. - I smiled lightly at her.
She looked at me suspiciously.
- It's okay, I'll believe you. - I sighed with relief when she returned her attention to her book.
I swallowed and looked away, quickly feeling my face turn red as I saw the two of them still staring at me.
Holy shit! My heart nearly burst out of my mouth. Why the fuck don't they stop staring at me? This is so embarrassing. I need to focus on my activity. If I can.
*****
Today's classes went by so fast that I'm surprised I'm in the locker room getting changed for my fucking PE class.
I hate PE, because every time we play a game, I always get marked down by everyone. And especially by arrogant alphas, luckily I'm great at dodging, otherwise I'd be pretty fucked. Because they have no pity for me, they always throw their balls very hard in my direction. Luckily I managed to dodge those balls, otherwise I'd be in hospital.
- Come on, Aurora. Everyone's already on the court. - Laura said, pulling me along.
- You go, Laura. I don't want to play. - I try to get away from him, but it's impossible.
- Come on, Aurora. We're a good pair. - That made me roll my eyes at her whining.
But unfortunately she's right. I'm not trying to brag, in fact, we're both a good pair at games.
- That's fine. - She smiled and pulled me onto the court.
At that moment I wanted a hole to bury myself in, because everyone on the court turned to look at us.
- If you didn't want to be embarrassed like that, you should have come in when everyone else did. - I didn't say anything.
Because I might tell her to shut her ass.
- Anyway, get out your rock, paper and scissors to decide the team. - Professor Carlos said. - Because today's game is going to be a scorcher.
He's an alpha. Professor Carlos is thirty-five years old, he's quite tall, his skin color is dark, his eyes are dark green, and his hair is light brown.
I observe one of the newcomers approaching the idiot Taylor, the captain of the soccer team. I don't even know what his name is yet, I don't know if he's Alex Miller or Thomas Miller.
- Rock, paper and scissors! - Taylor put rock and the rookie put paper.
- Thomas, you can choose. - Said the teacher.
Ah, so this is Thomas. He really is so handsome with those tattoos.
Thomas looked in the direction of his brother, who soon came towards him.
- Your turn, Taylor.
- I'll take Laura. - He smiled in her direction.
I could tell Laura was really pissed about that choice.
- Son of a bitch! You fucking bastard! - She went towards him cursing, which made me hold back my laughter.
That's why I love this woman, she makes me laugh at simple things.
I noticed that all the omegas in the place had started to fix their necklines, leaving their breasts almost exposed. All this to be chosen by Thomas.
I got a little nervous when he looked in my direction.
- I'll choose her. - He smiled.
Oh my God! What is that voice? His voice is so deep, it made my legs a little wobbly. I also felt my wolf getting a little restless inside me.
I took a deep breath and walked towards him, ending up next to his brother Alex.
That smells good! His scent is making me drunk, what I want most right now is to bury my face in his neck and smell his delicious scent. I need to calm down.
The minutes went by and Thomas chose more men for his team, while Taylor chose more women for his team.
- You all know the rules, don't throw the hard balls. That could end up hurting the omegas and betas. - Warned the teacher. - Go ahead.
This is going to be hell, because all the girls keep shooting me in the eye with rage.
I'm screwed.
Aurora Evans.
Wednesday.
I was quite surprised when the ball came my way. If it hadn't been for Thomas's brother, I would surely have been hit in the face. When he grabbed the ball, I noticed that it came with a lot of force. I would have been so screwed.
I looked at him with shame.
- Thank you very much. - I thanked him with a lot of shame.
He smiled.
What a beautiful smile, it melts you.
- No need to thank me.
What a fucking beautiful voice! It turns my legs to jelly. And I can still feel that my she-wolf is very restless. Is she waking up? Since she sleeps a lot because of the effects of the medication. Anyway, I'd better concentrate on the game before I get hit.
I've noticed that Jennifer, an omega, is staring at me a lot. I've noticed that her eyes have turned blue.
What have I done to this girl? I mean, what have I done to all these people? Just because the new guy talked to me? Really?
She threw the ball in my direction and I managed to dodge it masterfully, making her very angry. Thomas grabbed the ball from her and handed it to me with a beautiful smile.
God help me not to jump on him.
He approached me and held out the ball.
- Here. - I smiled awkwardly at him.
- Thank you.
I turned and threw the ball towards her, she managed to dodge and it hit one of her friends.
- Shit! - Bruna said, very annoyed.
- Try burning them back. - Jennifer said to her, but then looked at me angrily.
Not them, but me. I deserve it, for God's sake, girl! What did I do to you?
Bruna came behind our line and quickly threw the ball towards me, but once I managed to dodge it. I was startled when I saw that Taylor had grabbed the ball, he threw it and it passed so close to me that I felt the wind.
Holy shit! If that ball had hit me, I would surely have been sent to the infirmary or the hospital.
- Taylor! Look at your strength, kid! - Scolds the teacher very seriously.
- You didn't mean it, teacher, you ended up being strong. - He sounded very innocent, but I know what a piece of work he is.
As soon as the teacher looked away, he stared at me with terrible hatred.
And the question I'm asking myself a lot is, what did I do to you? Why does this school hate me so much? Is it just because I'm the only omega lupus here? Because it's really hard to understand these people, I've never done anything to anyone. And I don't even talk to anyone at this school except Laura.
I pay attention to the game and I see Taylor throwing the ball towards Thomas's brother, I was afraid he was going to get hurt, but my concern was in vain. Because he grabbed the ball as if it were a paper ball, which made me smile with relief. He threw the ball so hard towards Taylor that he tried to catch it, but it was impossible. Because he soon fell to the ground moaning in pain.
- Look at the force, boy. - The teacher once again reprimanded someone for using force.
Alex looked at him with a small smile.
- Oh, sorry, teacher. I accidentally increased my strength, I'm sorry. - That made me hold in my laughter.
I confess it was very nice to see, he deserved that humiliation. I've never liked him because he's so arrogant and always thinks himself up.
Taylor got up from the floor, still groaning in pain, and walked towards the stands, since he couldn't play any more.
- Well done, brother. - Thomas said and the two of them touched each other.
I noticed the smiles on both of their faces, and I noticed that they have the same smiles, even though they're not twins. How is that possible? Anyway, I was drooling over them so much that I didn't even notice the ball coming towards me, I only realized when I felt it hit me in the stomach. The impact was so great that I fell to the ground.
- Aurora! - Laura shouted, running towards me. - Friend, are you all right?
I couldn't even form a word for how much pain I was in. Did I have to be hit right in the stomach?
- Friend? - I could see the enormous concern in her eyes.
- I'll take you to the infirmary. - Thomas's brother Alex said.
I was very surprised when he took me in his arms. If I hadn't been in so much pain, I would certainly have been very embarrassed.
- Do you know where the infirmary is? - The teacher asked as he approached.
- I can find it without any problem. - The teacher nodded.
- Very well.
I rested my hands on my stomach and took a deep breath, leaning my head against his chest, as he was quite tall. He carried me off the court.
- The infirmary is on that side. - I manage to speak, but in a low tone.
- Thank you, princess. But don't try too hard. - I felt my face catch fire with that nickname.
How can he call me that so easily? And the most important thing is that delicious smell, like strawberries, it's so delicious.
I was so intoxicated by his scent that without realizing it I ended up sniffing his neck.
What a delicious smell.
- Did you like the smell of me, princess? - I quickly regained consciousness and pulled away in shame.
- I'm sorry... Me. - I was interrupted by her beautiful laugh.
Oh my God! I sound like a mad woman in love! Because I find everything about these boys beautiful.
- You don't have to worry about that, you can smell me all you want.
Good heavens! All I do is embarrass myself, my God! I'd like a place to bury my face right now, and take the opportunity to bury myself too. All this shame has made me forget the pain in my stomach.