My love..(Unwanted Wife)

Rosie pov,

As the sun set, the darkness began to obscure the brightness of the sky.. I got new project to work as a designer due to my constant effort and hardwork for the past one and a half years.. Suddenly today afternoon MD informed me to present my work infront of investors...After presenting the project, i left office quite lately..

As I was walking, I pulled my sweater over my chest and hugged myself to avoid shivering which is caused due to heavy cold..Even cold make me freeze still i love it..thatswhy i choose to come ooty..Actually its my dream to stay ooty with varun..I always dreamed to have family with varun..We all know that our dreams are not going to come true yet we don't stop dreaming..Because it give us happiness and hope to live our life.. Even it is fake, still its give reason for us to live..

After 15 minutes of walking, I reached near my hostel..Thatswhere I am staying now, leaving my family and friends..

I don't want see anyone from my past life especially my friends, it only remind him..I don't want him to know about my whereabouts..I wish not see him upto my last breath..My presence only make him to lose his happiness..I only gave him pain..Not only for him, No one lived happily because of me.. I made everyone suffer..Maybe God has made me live alone for the sin I have committed.. I deserve to be alone.. I only deserve pain..

"It means your not going to see him again, then why your stalking his Instagram and Facebook.." My mind asked me..

Yes..I can't even pass single minute without thinking or seeing him thatswhy I stalked his Instagram and Facebook account to know about his life..My phone gallery is filled with his picture..My day start and end after viewing his picture..I love him madly, thatswhy I did everything..Even after knowing, it will hurt my family..

"Are you regretting now" My mind asked me again..

No, I don't regret it..

I did it for my love..

For my love, I forcibly married him ..

On the way to my hostel room, I heard priya voice who is calling me by my name..

"Rose..Rose.."

By hearing her voice, I turned and saw her who is running towards me..She came near me and extend her hand with our room key and told me,

"Here keep this key..I am going out with my friends.."

I nodded and took the key from her hand.. I heard her voice again when I turned to go to my room..

"Are you coming with me ??"

I looked at her in amazement that no matter how hard I talk to her, still she was talking friendly with me..She is my roomate..we both are sharing same room..Actually she is good and friendly type girl..Always try to talk with me friendly..but I only reply her with one word..because I don't want to mingle with anyone..I was born to live alone because of my selfishness..

"Oyee..Again gone to dreamworld ".. Priya asked me in a teasing tone...

"No..I am not coming".. I replied her in plain tone and gone to my hostel room without waiting for her reply..

After cleaning my face, I planned to take little nap before dinner..

Ring..Ring..

Hearing the ringtone of my mobile, I got up from the bed and attented the phone call while thinking who it is.. Call coming from private number..No one from my past life know this number..

"Hello..who is this??" I spoke

"Come outside, i want to talk you"..I heard reply from other side of phone..

No..It can't be him..How he got my number ??..What he want to talk now??..Already I signed divorce paper then what he want to discuss now ??..Without waiting for my reply, he cut the call..

May be his marriage is fixed so he came to invite me for his wedding..

"Idiot..He hate you then why he have to invite you for his wedding..Did you forget that how much he hate you ??"..my mind mocked me

Yes..thats correct, he hate me.. then why he came here..

After closing my room door.. I start to go outside to see him..As I walking on the corridor, Bhami akka called me by my name..

"Rosie..Rosie"..

"Yeah..why you called me" I asked her little rudely because I don't like her..

"Today I went to hospital, again they told me to reduce my weight..You know, Already i am looking slim, still doctor advising me to reduce some more weight to conceive child..Even for me this situation means think about you??.. You looking very fat, try to reduce your weight then only you will get chance to marry" she said and went inside her room without waiting my reply..

Whats her problem if I'm looking fat means..yeah..what your thinking is correct.. I'm a fat girl.. Overweight girl with 80kg weight and fair skin tone..May be thatswhy, Varun don't like me..Here i am looking like ugly duckling but he look like an model who came out from magazine...When compare to him, i am zero..

Ring..Ring..

Again that same private number..It means him.. Let go and see why he came here..

After reaching near hostel gate, I searched for him.. Where is he??.. Except watchman no one is here..May be its some frank call.. I misunderstood it as him..Why should he want to meet me !!..Again I start to dream like a fool..Anyway, lets go back to the room ..

With these thoughts, I turned to go back hostel, Suddenly someone held my hand and pulled me towards to them..Due to sudden impact, my back landed on that person chest..I was taken aback and shuddered by sensing his fragrance..Its him..My varun..My love..He made me to face him and asked in a harsh tone..

"Where are you going??"

Due to our closeness, I can feel his hot breath on my face..Why he was standing too closely ??..I know he hate my presence .. I heard his voice again as I was thinking that Is I'm dreaming or what..

" Where are you going ??"..

"ho..ho..hostel" I replied him with Stutter..

"Oh!!..but..Who told you to back to hostel ??.. Didn't I ask you to come outside ?? ..Anyway, Come.. Lets go.."

After saying it, he start to walk while dragging me with him.. I tried to remove my hand from his grip..but no use..He held my hand tightly in his grip.. Where he was taking me??.. This time, i did nothing..After 2 year, now only I'm seeing him directly then what did i do now ??.. I have to ask him..Yeah, Ask rosie..

"Va..va..varun".. I called him with hesitation ..

But he keeps walking regardless of my calling..What he is doing??.. Can't he hear that i am calling him !!..

"VARUN"..this time I called him little loudly..

He stopped walking and turned my side and asked with irritation,

"What..??"

"Where are you taking me.??" I asked him in a low tone

"My home"...he answered in a hard tone..

His home ah ??..but why ??..Already his family hate me then why he is taking me there ??..

"Hello madam..Don't start to dream..First tell me what's your name"..he asked in formal tone..

I was shocked why he was asking my name..Does he don't even remember my name ??.. I was consfused..what's happening here!!

"Hello.. I am asking you..what's your name?"he again asked without patience..

"Ro..Rosie".. I answered with hesitation

"You mean Mrs.Rosie Varun"..he asked me with a smrik..

"What !!..No.. We are divorced.. So my name is rosie" I replied him with swither..

"Who told you that we are divorced"..he asked me with same smrik..

"But i signed divorce paper before coming here, then how can we not be divorced now..Don't you submit it to the court ??".. I told and asked him with confusion..

"DON'T DARE TO ASK ME THIS QUESTION GUNDU (fatty)".. Suddenly he raised his voice and start to shout in harsh tone.."WHAT YOU ARE THINKING ??.. I AM HERE TO TALK YOU LOVELY..DON'T EVEN DREAM ABOUT IT..I JUST HATE YOU..WHENEVER I SEE YOU, I JUST WISH TO KILL YOU.. YOU SPOILED MY LIFE..JUST BECAUSE OF THAT STUPID DIVORCE, I AM HERE..BEFORE GETTING DIVORCE WE HAVE TO LIVE IN SAME HOUSE FOR 6MONTH..THEN ONLY WE CAN GET DIVORCE..DON'T YOU KNOW THAT ??..JUST COME WITH ME..STAY IN MY HOUSE LIKE A DUST FOR SIX MONTH..DO YOU UNDERSTAND it??

"Ye..Yesss"..I replied him with a stutter..

Again..Again.. his words ringing in my ears..GUNDU..GUNDU

Rosie pov,

"Lets go"..he said and start to walk..

After reaching his car, he opened the front door of car and made me to sit on the passenger seat of car forcibly..

Ugh!!..My bag...Its in hostel room.. Nothing much in that bag, just some my old clothes which i taken with me when I came to ooty..

I saw him got into the car through driver seat.. Ask rosie..Ask him about bag..Rosie, Be confident and ask him boldly..I motivated myself and called him..

"Va..Varun"..

"What"..he asked with irritation

"My bag is in the hostel..My dresses are in that bag..May I go and pick it up ??".. I asked him in a soft tone..

He thinked for some time and replied in hard tone,

" Yeah go and bring it soon.. I don't want to spend my money for useless thing like you"..

It would be a complete lie If I say his words didn't hurt me..Its hurt a lot.. Unknowingly, my tears start to flow..He shouldn't see my tears, therefore I tried hard to control my tears..More I tried to control my tears, more it starts to flow constantly.. I have to get down from this damn car..

I got out from his car and start to go hostel to get my bag while wiping my tears..All this time, i don't even look at his side..If i look at him, then surely i will break down more..Anyway, my tears don't going to change his heart which is already overflowed with hate for me..

After entering inside the hostel room, I start to pack my dress and other necessary things..Within 5 minutes, I packed everything.. I took the bag in my hand and walk out of the hostel room and locked the hostel room..

When I was about to walk out of hostel, I remember that I have to handover room key to hostel warden.. Therefore, I went to see hostel warden and informed her that i am vacating and also handovered hostel key to her..

After finishing hostel vacating formalities, I reached near his car and heard his voice who talking with his mother on the phone..

"Yes mom..I understand.. I know you guys also hate her but what can I do..To obtain divorce, I have to do this..Yeah..Don't worry mom..I know how to handle her.. Yeah, after 6month we don't need see her useless ugly face..Mm..okay Mom..bye"..

After listening his word, I don't have strength to walk anymore..I sat on the pavement of road and start to cry as much I want..Its okay rosie..Its okay rosie..Don't cry..Be confident..You already know he hate you, then why you are taking his words seriously..Leave it..You are going to stay with him just for a 6 month..After that, you can come back here..Stand up..Try to smile rosie..After controlling my emotions and tears, I went near his car and got into the car through back seat and stared outside because I don't want to see him..Its not mean that I hate him.. I just don't want to see his hate..

As I was immersed in my inner thoughts, I heard his voice..

" Gundu come and sit front"..

Whenever he call me gundu, it hurt me so much..Anyway, I knew very well that he is using the word "gundu" just to hurt me..

"N..no...Its okay, I will sit here".. I replied him..

After giving me "one angry look", he got out of car and came and sit near me on the back seat of car.. Why he is sitting in back seat of car !!..Then who will drive the car!!..

While I'm thinking busily who will drive the car, i felt his hand on my waist..He pulled me to his side before I could react or look back at him..

I tried to move out from his grip but his grip around my waist was very strong..While I was trying to get out of his grip, Suddenly he lifted my chin and kissed my lips and tried to enter his tongue inside my lips but I didn't open my lips..I was totally shocked by his unexpected move.. I was sitting there like an statue..

He roamed his hands over my neck, breast, wherever his hand touching..I shivered in his slow yet killing touch..I gasp when he pinched my waist..He used it as an opportunity and enter his tongue inside my lip and kissed me roughly.. I felt like it was a punishment not a kiss.. I don't kissed him back..I sit there like an statue, whatever he want to do, let him do.. I began feel to suffocate due to lack of oxygen, after noticing my difficulty in breathing, he left my lips..

He stared at me with a smrik while rubbing his thumb on my shivering lower lip and said,

"Come and sit in the front seat.. Otherwise, i don't know what will i do..You know what i meant it..If i start it now then i don't stop it until you beg me"..

ENOUGH..I can't listen it anymore..

"Stop..Stop.. I will come".. I replied him and hurriedly settled in the front seat..

I stared outside and thinked why he kissed me.. I knew it very well that he hate me, then why he suddenly kissed me..Its our first kiss..In college time whenever we made love, I have tried to kiss him but he never let me do it..

Oneday I asked him " Why he is not kissing me while we are doing it"

For that, he replied in harsh tone "he will kiss only his real wife not some ugly bit*h like me"..

After hearing his words, I understood that he is just using me to fullful his lust and at the same time he is punishing me in the sexual way for the mistake I had made..

After that, I don't expect anything from him..Whenever he call me, I will go to his room and allow him to fullfull his lust..For me, my husband making love to me..But for him, i am bit*h who he is using to release his lust...

Again same doubt arised in my mind.. Why he kissed me today all of sudden!!??Don't rise your hope rosie..Atlast you only get hurt..While thinking about all this, Sleepiness covered my eyes..As a result, I fell asleep..Only sleep can make you forget everything..So I love to sleep, it make me to forget every pain which i am going through in my life..

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Rosie pov,

"Hey Gundu..get up..hey gundu..get up"..

I hear someone voice near me..Who is that ??..It sounds like varun voice..Why he is distrubing my sweet sleep !!..

"HEY GUNDU..GET UP NOW"..

After hearing shouting, I opened my eyes and looked around me in shock while wiping my drool...Why I'm in the car??..Whose car is this ??..As I was wondering where I'm now, I saw his face..My love..My varun who is hovering his face over mine..He pecked my lips and told me in a soft tone,

"Come inside quickly.."

And then he went inside his house without waiting for me..

That's when reality banged on my mind..My mind rewind of all the memories whatever happened 3 hours ago..May be this is his home..Its a beautiful home included with garden..I like his home.. I miss my home and family..Sorry appa,amma, and anna..Forgive this stupid..

After taking my bag from car, I begin to go his home..As I was walking, some thoughts were running on my mind..Will his mother allow me to enter their home or tell me to sleep outside??..

By shooking my head, I pushed away my thoughts and reached near front door.. I was waiting someone to call me inside but no one is there..I don't see anyone inside or outside the house..Can I enter the house without asking permission!!..What if they chase me out..Oh my god!!.. What to do now ??.. Lets wait outside..Yes..Let's wait..

As I was waiting outside, the night time cold breeze constantly brushing and passing me smoothly.. And at the same time the fragrance of flowers which are waiting to bloom spread happiness in my heart..Past one hour, I was waiting outside by sitting in his house front steps while admiring his garden..One hour has passed, Yet no one asked me to come inside the house..Is he staying alone in his house ??.. What to do!!..Let's go back to Ooty..But what will i say him If he asks me why I left his house without informing him..I know very well about his anger If I go from here without informing him, then surely he will kill me..Yeah..Thats sure.. Its better to wait here than die in his hand..

All of Sudden, all the light went off and darkness enveloped around me..God!!..Why the suddenly ligts are turned off power ??..I searched my mobile in darkness with a fear..As I was searching my mobile around me in darkness, I heard a voice near me..

"What are doing here??"

"Ahaa!!..God!!..Save me"..I shouted and placed my hand on my chest and closed my eyes tightly in the fear.. Did he bring me to ghost house to kill me ??..I tightly closed my eyes and start to murmur myseld

"Jesus save me..Jesus save me"..

As I was praying in fear, I heard laughing sound near me..While hearing laughing sound, I opened my eye halfly and saw the light come back on.. I opened my eyes fully and turned to see who.. Its Varun..

Noticing my stare, he looked at me with teasing smile and asked,

"What are you doing here??"

Before hearing my reply, he told me again,

"Anyway, come..Lets go"..

He held my hand and dragged me to his home..Actually its two storey building..Ground floor had hall, 2 bedroom,dinning hall and kitchen..And first floor had one bedroom and hall..Before seeing his house fully, we reached inside his room.. Wow..His bedroom looking beautiful with fantastic interior design..His room looking beautifully as how I like..His bedroom contain queen size bed with nightstand on both side , a sofa set, a vanity set, three layer wardrode and also the study table near to the door..I really like his room a lot..

"Can you tell me single things which you don't like in him"My mind whispered me

My varun is perfect in everything..If we truly love someone then none of their flaws are visible to our eyes..Even their flaws look beautiful for us..

Anyway, Why i am in his bedroom ??..Is he not going to give me a separate bedroom??..What will i do??..Where will i sleep ??..Ofcourse he don't allow me to sleep in his bed..And also its a queen size bed, So it will be difficult for both of us to sleep comfortably without touching..

After thinking for a few minutes I came to a conclusion..lets sleep in the floor..Yepp!!..Let ask him just a bedsheet and pillow!!..After 6 month, I can sleep in bed..Yeah!!.. Its perfect idea..let's ask him..but where is he,??

That's when I saw him who is already laying in the bed and looking at me with smrik..

"Va..Varun".. I called him in soft tone

"Yeah"..he replied casually..

"Can you give me a bedsheet and pillow" i request him with a smile..

After thinking few seconds, he said with grin..

"Okay..Close the door and come here.. I will give it to you"..

"Okay".. I replied with smile..

After keeping my bag near to the sofa, I went to close the door..After locking the door, I went near to him..He just looked at me with some unknown emotions..

"Whatever it, you just get bedsheet and go to sleep"..my mind reminded me

"Varun..Bedsheet" I asked him

"Yeah..I forgot..Here take it"..he extend his hand to give me bedsheet, I went little close to him to get it..

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Instead of giving me bedsheet, he grabbed my hand and pulled me towards him..Due to sudden spasm, i landed on him.. In a swift second, he made me lay on the bed and hovered me..

I was under his body by the time I thought about what happened here..I tried to get up but he was not ready to move even an inch..

"Varun..Leave me what are you doing??" I asked him while trying to get up..

"What i am doing??.. You will know and feel when i am doing it"..he replied in husky voice..

Suddenly he kissed my lips passionately..Its was sweet yet alluring kiss.. I felt like he was conveying his love through kiss.. I also kissed back him with same passion..Within second, he removed my clothes and his..Before processing anything, he entered inside me and stay still without moving and hugged me tightly in the way there is no gap between us..He stroked my hair and tenderly kissed me and whispered in my ears " I miss you Gundu..I miss your lovely body"..

When I heard his words, I felt alive again..I felt like I got reasons to live my life again..I felt my heart beating faster again after tired of so many disappointments.. I carved so much for his love..I carved for his smile..I carved to see his glare..I carved to see this smirk.. I carved for his touch.. I carved to hug him tightly..Now i got it.. I got his love after so many hurt,insult and pain.. Again, I am ready to endure all pain for his love

I felt like I want shout and tell whole world my varun missed me..yeah..May be my varun is in love with me..Varun love Rosie..Its enough for me..His love is enough for me..

As I was moaning his name again and again, he continued his attack on my body.. In his each thrust, I felt my toes curled up in pleasure.. After our first round, he increased his speed ..Slowly pleasure begin fade and pain start to rule over my body.. I felt unbearable pain due to his each violent thrust.. So i tried move away from his grip but he locked me under his body by his tight grips on my both hips..He continued his pace further without minding my pain..

"Varun..please slow down.. its paining"...i said with whimper..

"What its paining!!.. What you did to me is more painfull than this"..he said in a angry tone..

Thats it.. Again he broke my heart...how many time, he will broke my heart..he just trying to hurt me using this..Thatsall..No love..Nothing..Its his way of giving punishment..After that i don't tried to stop him.. I cried silently for my stupidity.. Let him do whatever he want..but suddenly he slow down his pace and moved slowly with care..He leaned towards my face and kissed all over my face and also kissed my tears and said in a soft tone,

"Don't cry Gundu"..

I know.. Again he was trying to break my heart by giving little hope..So I don't replied him..Just cried silently..After few rounds, he left my body and lay beside me..Everything was over.. I tried to get up from the bed but he hugged me tightly and snuggled his face on nape of my neck and told me in a hard tone..

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"You have to sleep in this bed with me for 6 month..Its your punishment for destroying my life..Do you understand it gundu ??".. I nodded and cried silently..

After few minutes, i fell asleep in the exhaustion ..Before falling into deep slumper, i heard his voice,

"Love you pondati (wife)"

And i felt kiss on my forehead..Again I'm thinking something stupidly may be its some dream..

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