My husband and my sister affair

I didn't even notice my fast driving because the pain I was feeling was so bad that I saw what I saw. I can't believe that gray can do that thing on me! And even more so I can't imagine my sister yet! How great my life! I've been cheated with my fiancee together with my lovely sister!

I even look like an ewan, because I continue to cry as I walk in the lobby in my condominium building. All the staff and people I met was a waste of time, but the hell I care!

"A-ate Saichel?" Said the register of my younger brother, when he saw me crying as he opened the door.

"A-A-Assan! It hurts!" I couldn't help but moan as my sister hugged me. I felt too much pain! I feel like I want to lose the world!

"What the heck? Tell me ate Sai, ..." he still remembers his promise but I just kept crying.

I've been hugging my sister for almost a lot of time until I was helped to sit in the living room.

"H-Hot Milk?" It promised before putting the glass of milk in front of it. I

"T-thanks .." I promised before hugging my knees again. I felt empty, as if I was running low. My eyes, felt tired too and my heart, .. still aching infinitely.

"Tell me .. I'll listen .." he promised before sitting opposite me. I just stare at her blankly before the grain of tears flowed down my face. I feel her hands caressing my face and forcing my tears to fall asleep in relentlessness. I was tired of crying but I couldn't do anything else when the pain I was feeling was worse. Crying is the only thing I could do.

"That's it! I'm in trouble, I can't stand here watching you crying miserably!" If she even knows what I see, how our sister cheated on me with my fiancee, would she understand me? But d*mn! It was like the ultimate speech that I had no strength to do.

"I'm going to call Ate Shantall and Kuya Gra ----" she cut her words as my mouths open as she stands up to call the people who cause pain I feel emotionally.

"T-hey cheat." I said as I utter the phrase that came out of my mouth. She looked at me confusely as if confused by my words.

"T-hey c-cheat!" I repeated before moaning again, I see how it processs my words.

"T-they c-cheat on m-me!" I couldn't help but moan before those words came out of my mouth over and over again. I saw how my younger sister run toward on me and I immediately embraced the hug.

"A-ate ...." she cried as she hugged me tightly.

"They betrayed me Sahnea!" I cry more so that it can tighten the hug to me. It hurts! It hurts!

"Shh ... they're heartless!" He promised as I cried again.

"L-listen ate, I k-know it h-hugs ... but be strong ok? They are not worth it for your precious tears ..." he lightened as I held both my pussy.

"I feel weak! It hurts, .. it hurts sahnea!"

"I-I S-Saw H-How ------ H-How they K-K*Iss each other!" I complain here as I continue to cry

"H-am I not enough? M-am I bad?"

"N-nothing w-rong with you Ate Sai! S-they,. They are the bad, they betrayed you!"

"D-dont worry ,. It will be ok hmm?. I just cry and cry until I felt tired. I could feel my breath and the weight of my eyes.

"Ate Sai!" I heard last time before I finally lost consciousness.

Nothing worst than to be betrayed by the people you trust the most ..

Still her POV.

I woke up from the sunlight that hit my face. I opened my eyes and realized I was in bed.

I saw my phone and open it when my wallpaper came up with Gray with the floods of its calls and chats that were "sorry". So isn't it all a dream? Did they really fool me? Haha, your funny saichel! So you're playing because it's T*nga -t*you! I mocked myself over and over again. I have no other reason for them to do that to me, except on my own self!

And again, I cry and cry over again. I was just waking up but here I was crying. No, it hurts, it hurts the part that the person I thought was my near and my future. He knelt down on me, he asked me to be his fiancee because I was the only one who saw him in life. But st*pid me! Believe it without knowing that two of us! And worst, it was my sister. My sister I admire, she's 2years older than me. My brother thought he was with me all but he was the only reason I was crushed.

"A-ate saichel .." The door to my room opened and my worried face of my younger brother opened.

"Let's go .." he promised before hugging me.

"How I wish I could, I wish I had just a word that everything would be OK and everything would be ok. But no! The hard work, the pain!"

"Ate, you are lovely and strong, so I know you can handle it?"

"L-lets go, I made a breakfast for you .." Smiling at this promise.Her smile, my younger sister smile was the only thing that somehow gave me the hope that I could handle the pain I was carrying.

"Come on ate saichel, ..." he promised before he took a binder to the hair and tied my hair.

"Lika na .." she had again before I was taken out of the room and went to the dining room.

"Here, you should eat so you can be strong," he promised as my plate put food. It was a Macaroni Pasta. I just realized that it was my favorite food when I held the spoon and it was right in my mouth. But suddenly, a memory came to my mind.

"𝒀𝒐𝒖 𝒍𝒊𝒌𝒆 𝒊𝒕 𝒉𝒐𝒏?" 𝒕𝒂𝒏𝒐𝒏𝒈 𝒏𝒊 𝑮𝒓𝒂𝒚

"𝑰 𝒍𝒐𝒗𝒆 𝒊𝒕 𝒉𝒐𝒏 𝒉𝒐𝒏, .." 𝑰 𝒓𝒆𝒑𝒍𝒚 𝒕𝒉𝒆𝒏 𝒂 𝒔𝒘𝒆𝒆𝒕 𝒍𝒊𝒑𝒔 𝒐𝒇 𝒉𝒊𝒎 𝒄𝒓𝒂𝒔𝒉𝒆𝒅 𝒐𝒏 𝒎𝒊𝒏𝒆 𝒎𝒊𝒏𝒆 ,. . ... . I smiled bitterly as I remembered that. He kiss my sister the way he kiss me? Does he just feel the same way that my brother may be more than just satisfied with me?

I could feel the tears streaming down my face before I finally pulled out the kutasara I was holding.

"Ate Saichel," Sahnea worriedly stood up and hurried to me.

"I'm not e-eough, Sahnea!" I moaned as I immediately embraced.

"You're enough sister!" He promised as I continued to calm down but I just burst to cry.

"I'm not! I W-Was N-Nothing! I was irreplaceable Sahnea!" I moaned.

Sahnea keeps saying I'm enough but I can't absorb it! I feel very worthless! I'm worthless ... Because of that, they never do that thing on me if I became enough, if there was nothing wrong with me? But not! They do betrayed on me! And it was maybe because of me! All because of me. I'm unworthy. Irreplaceable.

I wonder the engagement ring that is still in my hands. It's been 3weeks.its been three weeks since I've been drowning into this pain. There's no time I cry, there's no time I mock and blame myself ... and there's no time that I ask what was wrong on me.

"Ate saichel, ..." Sahnea promised as she entered my room. She walks closer to me but I'm still in the engagement ring.

"Ate saichel, you need to dress up, we have something to go..it is ok?" He asked but I didn't respond. I heard her deep sigh, before she walked more closer on me.

"Look at me Ate saichel, please get back yourself ..." In the three weeks ago, that was what Sahnea always had to say. Because I have no day to lose and have no appetite at all. I don't even go out if my room.

"A-Alright.I think next time nal ------" she suddenly stopped talking as I finally spoke.

"I-ll just take a bath .." I have no promise. She looked at me before she left me in my room. Although I have no appetite at all, I do not want to worry and burden my brother especially and I am older. She is what I have now. I stand up even though my knees are weak. I put the engagement ring at my bed side table and went inside the CR.

Although I was still wearing clothes, I sat down in the bathtub. I firmly hold the faucet beside it and the bathtub begins to have water. I felt the coldness of the water on my body, as I felt my tears falling from eyes for over again.

Is something really missing me? Am I not enough, am I not suit for their love? Why this sh*t happens on me! For over billions of people in the world why did I ever choose to feel it? Why am I still the only one who can experience this disease? Im good, I always put first priority all the people around me before myself, but why is this the replacement? Did I do something wrong? If anything is too heavy? Is it too big for them to feel this pain? F*ck! Everytime, .. Everytime I ask why the h*ll I'm in this situation. I'm not strong to stay in this situation, I'm weak, I'm a loser. I lose when it comes to heart, I'm emotionally weak so why me?

I cry and cry over again. My moans show how much I hurt. How painful I feel. I want to end this! I want to finish it! I'm tired, I'm so tired of crying and asking what I miss. As I lift up my head I saw the blade just near the bath tub. Slowly I acted to reach that. I stare for it for a seconds, does it make feel numb forever? If I end myself, will everything end?

There were many questions in my mind until I felt pain physically. It was as if I was slapped by reality, as I saw myself c*utting my own wrist. Bl ** d scattered all around the tub, as I continue to cut my wrist. It was repeated and a few times but I didn't have the strength to stop, as if I didn't care and I was just waiting for the masses to hear myself when I heard the knock on the CR door.

"Ate! Ate saichel!"

"Ate saichel! Ate saichel what are you doing? You took so long!" It shouted but I was silent and only the flow of overflowing water here in the bathtub was heard.

"Ate!

"A-ate please, O-open this D-Door!" As I heard her crying, it seemed like I was human. Gradually my physically hurting myself stopped. Will I leave the only person I have for those who hurt me? Did I just leave my sister and let her suffer from the pain as I left her? And with that I gradually got up even though my body was pounding. It was as if I had the strength and opened the door a

of CR.

And there I saw my sister crying. Her worried and shocked face stare at me before hugging me tightly

"Omy Gosh! Ate Saichel!" She cried and then hurriedly took the bath towel in the CR and put it on my wrist.

"A-te! W-what are you doing on yourself!"

"Are you leaving me? Ate h-I can't! I can't Ate! My guilt will haunt me forever if anyone happens to you! Because it's just me! Just the pain you have! Ate please don't do things such like this! " I saw how worried my younger sister is. I rubbed her face slowly before I smile on her. A smile of assurance that I'm gonna be strong.

"S-sorry ..." I only promise here but it is still sobbing. How many times have I been sorry here. Over and over again because I feel like I'm selfish. I never thought it would hurt and it would be difficult for me to take my own life.

"I-its fine n-now .... I-im gonna b-be strong n-now ... a-ate w-will get back already ..." I moaned here before I could feel it.

This time I'll be stronger. There's no way I will cry again for them. I'm enough, I'm loveable and definitely worthy. I just spin my life and attention to people who are abusing my innocence. This time, I'll be more stronger, ..........

I woke up early and did my morning routine. For the first time again after what happened on me, now I just felt like I was awake again. As I finish, I fix my self and bun my hair. I went through the kitchen and started to prepare a breakfast for me and my sister.

"You're early ate .." Sahnea said, obviously just waking up. She even still wearing her pajamas set.

"Hmm .. sit down I'm preparing our breakfast .." I said with my sweet smile. She looked at me while smiling before she opened her arms and hugged me.

"I miss this side of you Ate Saichel. I miss it so much ..." he promised so I faced it and grabbed the other cheeks and slightly shook his head.

"I miss this too Sahnea.I miss to wake up without worrying, with those anxiety. I miss to wake up and live my life as if it was my last ...." I smiled here. The second time I smile now. This is how it feels when you are released from the pain you've been through.

We had our breakfast just like before. We happily had a little chitchat while eating, smiling and laughing like nothing bad happened. And I think, this is life. We've been undergo pain because it's not always fun. But as you accept, you'd feel the unexplainable relief in your heart that gives you a freedom to be happy again.

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"Look, how good is the dress right?" Sahnea smiled as she pointed to a dress at a boutique of this mall. And yep, we're on the mall because I want to slow down the sarile, for a while I have been in the condo for a while so I want to get out of the car's care for Sahnea too.

"You want it?" I asked and he nodded quickly.

"Ok then, let's go!" I was here so I immediately pulled it into the boutique.

We spend a lot of time shopping, we eat on one of the resto in this mall, go to the arcade area, and watch a movie in the cinema. It is also fun to have fun, to smile and enjoy while slowly forgetting a bad memory.

"It's exhausting. But it's worth it. Because my old sister is back in my old sister!" Sahnea smiled, so I slightly messed up her hair.

"Ill do my best to be a better version of myself. Not for them, but for you and me Sahnea ..., let's go home." I smiled here and invited her home to the condo.

We're safely arrive at our condo without any hassle. We talk while walking to the lobby until we get inside the elevator.

"Ate saichel, .." he called me

"Hmm ..?" I promise here

"What are you planning about our parents arrival. All I know is that next month they are coming home from Canada."

"I don't know, just for now, I want to be fully recovered, before I make a decision .." I replied and the elevator opened.

Sahnea and I both stunned to see who was in front of our condo unit.

"What brings you here?" Sahnea asked seriously before blocking me as if protecting me.

"I-I j-just what to talk ..." calmly and moaning its promise

"Talk? Ate shantall have you been got amnesia huh?!" But I just step forward and I'm in the middle. After all, it was me and my traitor sister Shantall and cheater ex-fiancee were involved in the mess, not Sahnea.

"Enough." I'm cold promise

"S-Saichel .. Let's talk please" I see the plea to talk to me but I just ignore. Why? I give them trust and love, but at the end they just cheated on me. I do my best just for them but at the end I just became poor. They give me a reason to be hard and cold on them.

"For what? Ah, if you just explain, thank you for leaving."

"Y-Youve changed ..." It couldn't believe it but I just laughed.

"I changed? Do I really changed?" sarcastic question here

"..... well it was bcoz of your disgusting and trashy sh*tty attitude!" She's my older sister but the h*ll I care! They don't even respect me first!

"You're rude saichel! I'm still your older sister!"

"A traitor and snake older sister. Is that what you want to pertain on me? Well if that, no worry because I'm aware again after what I saw." I said while mocking her. I could see the fists of its fists as if it had been torn in my words. Tskk! He was obviously hit by my words.

"I'm wrong, yes I am! But it doesn't mean you won't respect me anymore! I'm older than you and you supposed to be respect me Saichel!"

"Expecting me to respect you? Are you different too? I wonder how thick your face is, and you can say that after what you did on me!" I do it.

*/Pakkk! "I didn't mean to slapped her but she urged me to do that so.

"How dare you!" It promised

"How dare you too! You're begging to talk at me but you don't know how to be humble? You can't even admit the embarrassing you are doing to your own brother?!" I know she's my sister. But knowing what she did on me? The effects of what he did to me, Gray and Gray, seemed to be losing my appetite.

"I didn't be sorry for what I did. Bcoz I know, you deserve it."

"Please saichel, don't tell it to our family .." began to promise. But I just ignored her.

"I'm not the only one who knows the shame you made Ate Shantall. I don't need to speak for our family to know the truth. Someone will do it for me mark my words."

"........... I wonder how our family get disgust for the Oh so called the first child of the family disgusted act .." I promised before leaving it and immediately went inside the condo unit.

I admitted I lost respect on her. But it was all because of the pain they caused on me. They change me, ... they let my evil side to show up.

I was currently reading a magazine as Sahnea hurried to me. Based on her reaction it seems important to say.

"Maybe you can stumble upon your rush, careful Sahnea ..." I preached here before approaching me and presented his cellphone.

"What is that?" I wonder promise

"Phone?" Philosopher promised so I scratched it.

"You're a philosopher ah!" I promise here

"That's okay! Get it .." he promised so I reached for the cellphone he was holding.

When I was just holding a message there was a message. And my heart was almost pounding to find out that it was from our parents. The text messages said that our parents would come home early. It will be next week!

"Seriously anyway?" I couldn't believe Sahnea's question and she nodded in succession.

"H-how? D-Diba should be next month? Why by next week right away?" I was confused but she just got the phone from me and something was pressed there and returned to me.

"From Mom:

Tell to you're sister, saichel we will talk. "

I blink twice and I can't believe it. Base from the text seems to be a reason for me.

"T-them already know .." I only promised before I sat down with Sahnea

"Absolutely sure, you know Mom and Dad, they have eyes on us. Every move, actions and anything we do, all they know. So what are we expecting?" Sahnea's long litany and I looked at it. That's right, our parents reported every act we take. Weird and creep, but that's how our parents handle us.

"I was nervous, .." I only promised before Sahnea felt good to me

"Don't be Ate Saichel, ... it's pretty obvious that Ate Shantall should be the one who made a mess over us."

"Yeah, you're right. I had nothing to worry about.

"But I wonder ..." Sahnea promised before leaning on my shoulder.

"Wonder what?" I asked.

"How she did that thing on you ... how they both did that thing."

"Hmm ... I don't know too .." I said yes. It was a really true, I don't know how.

"I thought, they were just hanging out because it was normal. It's just that they will soon be in-laws, especially and you are getting married to Kuya Gray." Sahnea promised to come here.

"Hanging out together?"

"Don't get me wrong ate. But,. Remember when you went for an out of town business trip to Palawan?" She asked before I nod on her.

"That's the time I first saw them together, until it was so often. I thought Kuya Gray was just kidding you to Ate Shantall ... But I think they were having an affair that time .." Sahnea's words. So they do a sinful act, while I'm away? When I don't have them are they together? How great! They are really good.

"Calm down ate saichel .." Sahnea calmed down as she saw my fist.

"Whatever he does, ... no matter what the angle looks, they are wrong. They abuse your innocence.they literally don't deserve you ..." Said Sahnea.

It was early and I was awake. For a few weeks I didn't go to work, at my family's company to be exact ..

"Sahnea, breakfast is ready, you eat first before you go to school ok?" I said here as I saw it walking to the kitchen.

"Noted Ate Saichel!" She replied before I approached her and kissed her on the forehead.

"Take care ok? I'm leaving." I promise here before leaving for work.

I arrived early in our company. I'm one of the head manager in the company. But suddenly my smile fade away when I saw the man in front of me.

"Saichel ..." You see the stress in its appearance but he still managed to be good. He's wearing a black suit, together with his messy hair.

"Excuse me? Could you move away and I'll pass Mr. Gray Sandoval .." I said seriously and I just passed it as it grabbed my arm. I quickly lost its grip on me, but he stare my wrist, where there was a band aid.

"Whats that?" She asked but I just raised her eyebrows.

"I don't owe you an explanation neither a report for what I am doing."

"Saichel, I'm your -------" He suddenly stops realizing what he has to say.

"Your my what?" My cold question here, I see the sadness in its eyes but I never mind.

"Your nothing on me gray." I promise here and I see the pain in its eyes.

"S-Saichel, .. P-please hear me out first .." it promised. I don't really know where they are drawing courage to face after what they did. They really are.

"What am I listening to? Lies? Cut? I'm not stupid anymore gray. So go and save your f*cking explanation."

"No! I won't go until you're not hearing me out. Until I haven't heard you. Saichel, .. Just please ..." he begged but I just laughed bitterly.

"Go ahead. Stay here whenever you want. But don't blame if you have a security jan." I seriously promise here and I will miss it again to hold it again for me to slap it.

*/Pakk!

*/Pakk!

I slapped him twice. My tears are starting to fall but I still mangy to be serious.

"One more touch I swear you don't wanna want what I'm gonna do."

"Saichel, listen to me! Stop being so hard on me! I love you saichel! You know I love you! I love more than anything, so please hear me out ..." he begged me again. It's funny to think that after they fool me they are still demanding me. They are still ordering me to obey what they want.

"Lintek love that Gray! It hurts ah!

"And what? Believe me? I believe ah, but what? You cheat on me! Just tell me, but why are I two? And my brother is still worst! How ruthless you are!" -I am full.

"" S-Saichel ... I-I'm sorry ... Please I'm sorry. I regret everything .. "kneeling his promise but I don't mind it.

"You regret? Don't even make me a t*! I saw how much you liked my sister! In your mouth! "I cried here before turning it off.

"One more thing, I regret anything about us. I really regret having you in my life.And the band aid in my wrist, you better ask yourself and my great sister" I promise before picking up the engagement ring in my bag and thrown in front of it.

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