Angela's POV.
Today is a big day for me because today my childhood dream is going to be fulfilled. This is the day when I am going to be a bride. My love !! My Erish's bride..!! From Angela Brown to Mrs. Angela Brooks. I'm so happy today !!
Finally ! We are getting married ! From today I will become his wife..! Only thinking about that my smile widened.
I am already ready in my beautiful white bridal dress and I can see my beautiful reflection in the mirror clearly.
My heart is jumping like a child to see myself. At least thousands of times, from childhood to the present day, I must have imagined myself in the bridal dress. But after seeing myself in bridal clothes today, I am unable to explain my own feelings.
I moved closer to the mirror and touched my own reflection with my hands and my eyes became moist.
If I say that today I am not nervous at all then this would be the biggest lie.
Because right now I'm nervous as hell ! With every second my heart beats faster. And I don't know how to control this emotion. It feels like I should dig a hole and hide myself there! I don't know why I'm feeling like this. But a few days ago, I'm just the opposite of this..! I was excited..! and I don't have any worries at all.
At that time I felt that I knew Erish and his family since childhood and that is why I had not even thought that I would be nervous on my wedding day..! Everyone loves me dearly. So, there is nothing to be feared at all. But everything is different from my thoughts..!! I'm just nervous as hell and it feels like my heart will jump out from my chest.
I am circling around the room in a panic, when the sound comes from my behind. I turned my head to look behind me and I found my mother standing in front of me .
"Oh my, look at yourself..! You look so gorgeous and beautiful my daughter! " she said in an excited tone.
I smiled at her and said in a calm tone - "Thank you , Mom ! "
Seeing my normal reaction, she asked "So how are you feeling today ? "
Hearing her question, I just smiled slightly and said " Not so good! "
Hearing me , she chuckled and I frustratingly raised my eyebrows "Mom!! "
" Sorry ! But seeing your expression, I couldn't control my laugh ! " my mother said in a gentle voice.
I pouted my lips angrily and said " Mom, how can you laugh at your own daughter ?! When she is so nervous ! "
"Silly girl ! It is normal to be nervous ! This is your big day, how can you not be nervous!! " my mother said in a sweet tone holding my hands.
"But Mom, I feel like , I should just run away or hide myself! and I don't know, why am I thinking like that ? " I said in an upset tone.
She held my hand tightly and said emotionally " Sweetheart, don't be upset! this is really normal for a woman to become nervous on her wedding day..! "
" From today your whole life is going to be changed. You will now belong to your husband , not to us anymore ! " she said in an emotional tone.
Hearing her, I said in a scolding tone , hugging her tightly "Mom! Don't say those things again! I will always belong to you and Dad!! No one can snatch me from you and Dad!! "
Hearing this she chuckled hardly and said "Silly girl !!! "
"Now let's go, it's already time for you to go to the stage! "
"Let's go " she was hurrying up..!
I got nervous again hearing her. But she tapped my shoulder and said sweetly "Sweetheart, don't be nervous! just relax and enjoy your biggest day! "
I don't know how but hearing my mother's words, I become calm.
After calming myself, I smiled at her and nodded my head lightly.
I came out with my mother and then my father came towards me. He gently smiled and said "My daughter is looking so gorgeous and beautiful today! "
Hearing him, I smiled sweetly.
Dad moved his one arms towards me and I interconnected my one arms around his.
"Let's go! " my dad said in a gentle voice.
I nodded my head nervously and shyly.
I entered the main hall with my dad and everyone started clapping and cheering..!!
I slowly-slowly started walking towards the stage where my childhood love, my life, my Erish , my future husband is waiting for me. I know he is standing in front of me on the stage. But I don't know why I feel so shy to look at him. So all the time my head is down and I'm looking at the floor only.
After a few more steps finally I came over the stage, in front of him and my dad took my one hand and put it on Erish's hand.
"Please take care of her! " my father said in a gentle tone and left the stage.
Erish held my hand gently. His hands feel so warm to me. I smiled sweetly and slowly raised my head to look at his face. After raising my head, my eyes met his devilish and gorgeous eyes which looked at me dearly. He didn't smile but there is something different from other days. I can feel his love only seeing his eyes. The way he is looking at me. The way his eyes never left my face. I can feel all his love just through his eyes. His gentle eyes and his warm touch.
Few seconds later rituals started and we both made promises to each other for never leaving each other's sides and always being together no matter what happens..!
After that Father (Priest) finally told Erish to kiss me.
Hearing father, for the first few minutes he didn't make any move but after that he finally came closer to me and opened my veil.I could clearly see his handsome face which I admired from childhood and now I will admire him for the rest of my life. Finally today I can claim this handsome man as my husband. With this thought, I blushed deeply.
His eyes didn't leave my face even for one second after he opened my veil. Another second he cupped my face under his hand and his face started leaning towards me. Seeing him so close, I shyly closed my eyes and started waiting passionately for his kiss. He didn't know how much I waited for his first kiss. Yes, this is our first lip kiss. As he is a gentleman who promised me that he will give me my first kiss on our wedding day.. So in these whole years, he always kisses my forehead and cheeks and now I feel like finally the day comes when I get my first kiss. Only thinking about our first kiss, I feel so happy.
But all the excitement vanishes when I feel a warm sensation in my forehead. I suddenly open my eyes confusedly when I feel that he kissed my forehead and not my lips. That time somehow I felt a little bit upset and disappointed. But seeing his awkward little red face , my whole disappointment vanished and I chuckled softly. I thought in my heart, how silly I'm..? How can I forget that it is also his first kiss. And kissing me in front of everyone, he feels somehow shy and awkward. That's why he kissed me on the forehead.
After realizing that it didn't matter to me if he didn't kiss my lips. Because I already belong to him and only him.
After Erish kissed me, everyone started clapping and cheering. Erish parents and my parents happily smile and bless us.
This whole thing just feels like a beautiful dream for me which I want to never ever end...!
Eric's POV.
I have a wedding with Angela today!
And I don't know how to feel about this..?! I have loved her since childhood but I don't feel good at all about this wedding! Because it feels like I'm cheating on her and cheating with her emotions. She is just a pure hearted girl and I don't want to hurt her anyway. But I don't have any other option.
I don't know how I'm going to handle all the situations from today! And I do not know at all how long I will be able to hide this deep secret from her that she is going to marry today, not Erish , but me Eric!
I'm feeling so guilty in my heart that I don't know how I'm going to face her today. What if she realized that I'm not the one she loves. What if she realized that I'm Eric.
I have been thinking all this in my heart that only then will my parents come into the room.
"Eric, my poor son! I'm sorry! " After coming into the room, my mother apologized face said to me .
I can sense she is so upset. Her face is looking a little pale and her eyes also become moist with tears.
Seeing her like this I tried to console her. "Mother, don't cry !!! I know you both were helpless ! I promise, I will try my best to fulfill Erish place "
Hearing my words, she nodded lightly and smiled gently.
Suddenly my father said coldly, "Eric, I know you are feeling guilty towards Angela, but we don't have any choice! and we can't cancel the wedding date ! Please just act as Erish until we find out the right time to tell Angela and her family about this. "
Hearing my father, I didn't know how to feel but it didn't make my guilt any less.
"Let's go, it's already time! " my father said in a calm tone.
I took a long breath and nodded slowly.
Finally I'm standing on the stage and started thinking furiously about Angela. When my thoughts started to become blurred, I heard cheering and clapping voices and finally I see Angela..!
Seeing her, my heart started beating fastly and only one line came to my mind "My Angela! "
She is looking as beautiful as the way she looked all the time. From childhood to adulthood, I already imagined her thousands of times in a bridal dress. But today, I can't express her beauty in words. She is looking damn beautiful in her bridal dress and her veil which is giving her a full gorgeous bridal look. She is looking so adorable and gorgeous on her. I can see her goddess face from her veil.
No matter how much I tried but I could not take my eyes off her. After seeing her, my heart felt helpless. After coming from abroad, this is the first time I met her. And I never even thought in my dreams or imagination that I would meet her as her groom in this way. This is a really unbelievable and unpredictable situation for me.
Never realizing my any thoughts and emotions, Angela is slowly - slowly coming towards me. And my heartbeat becomes fast with each step which is coming towards me. She shyly looked at the floor without raising her head.
When there is a few inches distance between her and the stage. I can see and admire her goddess look, her almond shaped eyes and her long silky black hair which is flowing freely behind her back. I can see her red cherry lips which look like curves because of her shy smiles. She is holding a white rose bouquet in her one hand. Her vail is the only thing which is stopping me from looking at her whole gorgeous face clearly. But I could imagine how she is looking without her veil. My thoughts become clearer when a few seconds later she stands in front of me on the stage and her father gives me her hand on my hand.
After holding her hand, I realized that her hand is so small just like a child and it fits absolutely right in my hand. It just feels like her hand is only made for my hand to be a fit.
But my thoughts again vanished when father (The Priest) told me to kiss her.
Hearing this, I lost my mind and clenched my fist tightly. And the only thing I thought in my mind was " I don't want to feel more guilty ! "
But all my thoughts suddenly stopped when I saw her looking at me lovingly and confusedly. It feels like her eyes are questioning me , why didn't I make a move. After seeing that look I finally moved towards her and slowly opened her Vail. And see her beautiful, gorgeous face. Seeing her beautiful face and whole appearance from this close, my heart skipped a beat.
I can clearly admire her beauty without any disturbance. Her almond shaped eyes are just looking at me lovingly and her lips which are looking so plummy and as red as cherry, slightly parted when I leaned closer to her face. She is ready to give herself to me. But I'm the one who is not ready to feel more guilty. When there was only a little gap between our lips, she slowly closed her eyes. Seeing her like this, that moment my mind only wants to grab her cherry lips and taste it. I want to kiss her passionately without thinking anything. But this is all only my thoughts which became clear a few seconds later.
I helplessly sigh in my heart and then kisses her forehead leaving her soft lips.
When I kissed her on the forehead , she suddenly opened her eyes astonishingly and started staring at me with an upset face. Seeing her like this makes me feel a little bit awkward and upset. I became hesitant and started thinking what to say to her but all my thoughts vanished when I saw her again smiling. She happily chuckled looking at me.
Seeing her smiling face, my heart felt warm .This is the first time she is smiling warmly towards me. Now I can understand how it feels when your lover smiles at you. After feeling like this, I just want her to smile like this all her life , so I can see her beautiful smile. Today I promise to myself, I will try my best to keep her happy until my last breath.
Angela's POV.
After the wedding ceremony is completed I come to the Erish room which is now our room. The whole room is decorated with different colors of roses and the bed is also decorated with red roses. Seeing all the arrangements I blushed deeply.
I don't know how to say that but I waited for this day for many years when I can claim him as my husband and I know he also waited for me the same way as I did. This is our first night thinking that my face blushes. Finally we both are going to claim each other. My smile became wide and my heart thumped like a drum. With excitement, I am also somehow nervous. But I don't want to hold myself back tonight. I want to make this night memorable for both of us. So, I changed my wedding dress into a red short nightgown.
First I put on my sexy red lingerie and then a little transparent red gown which was too short. It only covers my hips. My sexy legs could be seen clearly and my half cleavage also exposes from my gown. In this gown my curves could be seen properly. That makes my body look more gorgeous and sexy. After changing clothes, I come in front of the mirror and look at my own reflection dearly. Seeing my own reflection, I blushed hardly.
This is the first time I wear something this short and sexy. In my day, I normally prefer jeans and casual tops every time. So this is something that feels extraordinary for me and after wearing this I somehow feel so shy. I don't know how will Erish react after seeing me in this dress. But my best friend Ella told me that men liked this type of dressing on their first night, so I just purchased this sexy nightgown and wore it today as a surprising gift for him. This is our first night ! It should be special !
After thinking about everything, I went to the bed and passionately started waiting for Erish. I can smell fresh roses from the bed. I'm already blushing hardly , thinking about our first night.
Few minutes later, I just rested my head over the pillow and closed my eyes. I don't know when but suddenly I heard someone open the bedroom door. Thinking about that I opened my eyes and saw Erish came to the room. I nervously bite my lips and stand up from the bed. Seeing my sudden reaction, Erish smiled sweetly and came closer to me. Before I could say anything his face reached to my neck and he slowly moved his lips towards my ears and said in a seductive manner "You look so sexy and beautiful in this short nightgown. It suits you very well. I prefer to watch you everynight in this way ! "
Hearing his seductive voice and how he just Flirt with me now. My whole face became flushed. My cheeks become deep red and I feel like my face is burning up. After saying those words, He comes closer to my face. There is only a few inches of gap between our lips and our noses touching. He is deviously looking at me with his sexy eyes. It feels like he is just looking at his prey whom he wants to claim right now. With this closeness I can smell his minty breath which is enough to make me drunk.
At this moment, I just want to claim his lips and kiss him madly. I seductively licked my lips in front of him, so he could see my desire for him and he perfectly understood my situation and smirked evilly. Another second he held my small waist in his arms and splashed his sexy lips with mine. I feel a strange feeling when our lips touch. My whole body reacted sensually towards him. He started kissing me passionately and hungrily. I also kissed him back boldly and wildly. We both were hungry and lusty. We both tasted each other's sweet lips. Suddenly he bites my lower lip seductively and I moaned softly under his bites. Between moaning my lips parted and finding the best time he entered his tip of tongue inside my mouth and started circling around my whole mouth. I couldn't believe that this is his first kiss..!
He is so good at kissing. He completely arouses my desire. After his tongue entered, I also started copying his moves and started circling my tongue inside his mouth. My sudden action made him groan. He groaned softly and said gently parting our lips.. " You are becoming more and more naughty "
I shyly blushed hearing his flirtatious words and again he sealed lips with me and this time our tongues danced lovingly at the same rhythm. It feels so good to me.
Then his hands started roaming around my whole body freely . His warm touch makes my whole body shivered slightly and his hands finally reach to my sensitive parts and he slowly starts massaging it . I bit his lower lip with pleasure and gave him full space to do whatever he wanted to do. He is enjoying all my reactions and actions. Suddenly he pinched my sensitive part and I reacted loudly.
Seeing how I reacted, he smirked evilly . He just looks like a handsome devil who makes me forget everything and now I'm fully under his control.
"Your body is so sensitive towards me " he said in a teasingly and seductive manner.
Hearing his sentence , my whole face turned red and avoided eye contact with him. Seeing my embarrassment, he chuckled lightly and said smiling " Angela I want to claim your ! " hearing this my eyes widened and my heartbeat became fast .
Before I could utter any words , he lifted me into his lap. To balance my body, I wrapped my arms around his neck. After coming to the bed, he made me lie on it and then pressed my small body under him. My above blossoms pressed against his hard chest. He slowly kissed me and started removing my clothes. We are breathing heavily and gasped softly between our kisses. He moved his lips towards my ears and said seductively " let's do main task "
My heart skipped a beat and I suddenly opened my eyes , screaming "Main task !! "
After opening my eyes, I breathed heavily and then I looked around me and found out that there was no one in the room except me. After realizing this, I realized that all the things are just my imagination. Thinking about that I feel so embarrassed. And thought in my heart, " How can I fall asleep like this on my wedding's first night ? What happened if Erish came and saw me like this? ? This is so embarrassing for him that his bride falls asleep without waiting for him!
But this is the first time when I dreamed about something like this . After adjusting my thoughts, I checked the time.
"It's already midnight and Erish still didn't come? " after thinking about this. I thought of finding him myself. I went to the door, to go outside and search for him by myself. But before I could open the door. Erish opens the door and comes inside.
When he comes inside, I can easily smell alcohol from him. Only by smell I can sense he drank so much.
The whole room is now smelling like alcohol there is no more flowers scent.
"Erish, Are you drunk? " I reached him and asked gently.