For seven years, I gave up my life as a genius engineer to be the perfect wife for my husband, Jonathan, a U.S. Senator. But when our five-year-old son drowned, he didn't comfort me. He comforted his adopted sister, Hailey, and blamed me for our son's death.
At the wake, he stood by as his family beat me, calling me a murderer. He watched them shove my head into a freezing pond, forcing me to feel the same terror our son felt in his last moments.
His protection was always for Hailey, never for me.
Then I learned the horrifying truth. Jonathan was there when our son fell in the water. He saw him struggling, but he chose to comfort a panicking Hailey first.
He let our son die.
So I filed for divorce in secret and vanished into a classified research project. But when he tracked me down, begging for a second chance in front of his new colleagues, I played a recording for everyone to hear. It was Hailey's voice, gleefully admitting that Jonathan had chosen her over his own dying child.
Chapter 1
Krystal POV:
The sterile white walls of the emergency room felt colder than usual. I gripped my arm, trying to stop the trembling, trying to ignore the fresh stitches burning on my elbow. It was just a minor accident. Nothing to bother anyone about. Especially not him.
"You should really call your husband, Mrs. Hurst," the nurse insisted, her voice soft with worry. "He's a U.S. Senator. He deserves to know."
I just shook my head, my gaze fixed on a distant, blurry spot on the floor. "There's no need," I whispered, the words feeling foreign on my tongue. "He's busy."
"Busy or not, he should be here," she pressed, her eyebrows furrowed. "That cut looks nasty. And you're still pale."
I managed a weak smile, a practiced gesture I' d perfected over the years. "I'll be fine. Just a little shock."
Just then, the double doors burst open. Jonathan. Of course. His tailored suit was impeccable, his face a mask of concern that didn' t quite reach his eyes. He scanned the room, his gaze locking onto me like a heat-seeking missile.
"Krystal! What happened?" he demanded, his voice carrying just enough authority to make the few other patients look up. He strode towards me, his long legs covering the distance in an instant.
"It's nothing," I said, pulling my injured arm closer to my body. "Just a small cut."
He frowned, his eyes narrowing slightly. "Nothing? You're in the emergency room. You didn't even call me."
His voice was sharper than I remembered, or maybe it was just that my ears were working differently now. I could hear the undercurrents – annoyance, accusation. Not worry. Not real worry.
"I didn't want to disturb you," I replied, my voice flat. "You have important work."
He sighed, running a hand through his perfectly styled hair. "Krystal, what's wrong with you? You used to call me for everything. A scraped knee, a bad day at the office... you'd call."
I didn' t answer. There was nothing to say. Those days were gone. They' d been gone for a long time.
Suddenly, a hushed whisper rippled through the waiting area. "Is that Senator Hurst?" someone murmured. "And his sister, Hailey? Oh, she looks so fragile."
My gaze flickered to the doorway again. Hailey. Of course. She was clinging to a young aide, her face tear-streaked and pale, looking like a wilting flower. Her ankle was wrapped in a pristine white bandage, looking far too neat for any real injury. Jonathan' s eyes, which had just moments ago held a flicker of impatience for me, softened immediately.
His jaw tightened. He shot a glare at the whispering crowd. Then his eyes darted to me, a flicker of something I couldn't quite name – guilt? – before quickly dismissing it.
"It's just Hailey's sprained ankle," he said, his voice low, as if it were a secret. "She's always so clumsy."
I just stared at him, my expression blank. My heart didn't even skip a beat. It just sat there, a heavy, dead weight in my chest.
"I believe you," I said, the lie tasting like ash. My words were a flat line, devoid of any warmth.
He flinched. His eyes searched mine, looking for the old Krystal, the one who would have yelled, cried, demanded an explanation. But she wasn't there anymore. She' d been buried a long time ago.
"You know," I continued, my voice unnervingly calm, "you once told me that if I ever stopped caring enough to fight for us, that would be the real end."
He recoiled, his face hardening as if someone had just slapped him. He opened his mouth, but no words came out. He looked... confused.
"Senator, Ms. Young is calling for you," the young aide stammered, poking his head through the door. "She's very upset."
Jonathan let out a frustrated growl. He looked at me, then back at the door. "I'll be right back, Krystal," he promised, his voice strained. "Stay here."
He reached for my hand, but I pulled it away so smoothly, so silently, he barely noticed. He just hesitated for a second, then turned and rushed towards the door.
As he reached it, a small, dramatic gasp echoed. Hailey, clutching her ankle, stumbled, almost falling. Jonathan was there in an instant, his arms around her, holding her upright.
"Oh, Jonathan," Hailey sobbed, her voice perfectly pitched to carry across the room. "I'm so sorry. I know this is all my fault. If only I hadn't been so careless... Leo..."
My breath caught in my throat. My vision blurred, but no tears came. I just watched him, holding her, comforting her, his back to me.
"It's okay, Hailey," he murmured, gently stroking her hair. "It's not your fault. I'll take care of you. I promise."
He led her out, whispering reassurances. He never looked back. He didn't come back. Not that night.
The next morning, my phone buzzed. It was the call I'd been waiting for.
"Dr. Mercado," the voice on the other end was brisk, professional. "Your application for the classified research project has been approved. You'll need to report to the facility within two weeks."
A wave of calm washed over me. "Excellent," I replied, my voice steady. "I'll be there."
"Are you sure about this, Dr. Mercado?" the voice asked, a hint of surprise. "It's a multi-year commitment, in a very remote location. No outside contact. No family visits."
"I'm sure," I said, looking out at the rising sun. "I'm an orphan. And I've already filed for divorce."
Krystal POV:
The voice on the phone paused, a beat too long. "Divorce? Senator Hurst? Are you certain?"
A sharp stab of pain, quick and brutal, pierced through my carefully constructed calm. It surprised me. I thought all that was gone. Buried. But some ghosts, it seemed, still lingered. Even if they only made themselves known in fleeting, agonizing moments.
It was hard to believe how deeply I had loved him once. Jonathan. My Jonathan. We had grown up in the same small town, two bright kids from different worlds. He was the golden boy, charming and effortlessly brilliant, destined for greatness. I was the quiet, determined girl, always pushing harder, always striving for more.
We were rivals in school, neck and neck for every academic prize. He' d tease me, call me "bookworm," but there was always a playful glint in his eyes. I fell for him, of course. Who wouldn't? He was everything the town admired.
I remembered the day I finally confessed. We were nineteen, about to head off to different universities. My heart was a frantic drum against my ribs.
"Jonathan," I' d mumbled, my cheeks burning, "I... I think I love you."
He' d just laughed, a rich, warm sound that usually made my insides melt. "Love me, Krystal? Get the highest score on the national engineering exam, and maybe I'll consider it." It was a joke, of course. A playful dare.
But I wasn't joking. I poured every ounce of my being into that exam. I studied until my eyes burned, until my fingers cramped, until I slept for only a few hours each night. I aced it. Not just the highest score, but a record-breaking performance. I did it for him.
And he, true to his word, had made a grand spectacle of it. A public proposal, roses, a diamond ring that sparkled under the television lights. He called me his "brilliant muse," his "partner in greatness." I felt like the luckiest woman alive. I floated on air for months. I truly believed I had found my happily ever after.
But the truth, like most truths, was far uglier. His proposal hadn' t been about love. It had been a calculated move. A scandalous affair with a campaign intern had threatened to derail his burgeoning political career. My "genius" image, our "academic power couple" narrative, was the perfect shield. A distraction. A carefully constructed facade to save his public image. And I, blinded by my own desperate love, had walked straight into his gilded cage.
"Dr. Mercado?" The voice on the phone pulled me back to the present, gentle but firm. "Are you still there? You seem... distant."
"I'm here," I said, my voice cutting through the lingering echoes of the past. "And I'm not distant. I'm just done. I don't love him anymore. Not even a little bit."
The words felt sharp, severing the last invisible threads. A sense of cold finality settled over me.
Just then, the hospital room door slammed open, rattling its frame. Jonathan stood there, his eyes blazing, his face contorted with a fury I hadn't seen directed at me in years. He must have somehow found out about the call, or at least suspected something was amiss.
"Who are you talking to, Krystal?" he demanded, his voice dangerously low. "What the hell is going on?"
My phone, still pressed against my ear, slipped from my fingers, clattering to the floor. The line went dead.
He took a step closer, his eyes scanning the room, then landing on me with an intensity that used to make me tremble. Now, it just felt... empty.
"What were you doing?" he repeated, his fists clenched at his sides. "Who were you planning to disappear with?"
Krystal POV:
I closed my eyes, feigning sleep. Maybe he would leave. Maybe he would just disappear, like I wanted to. His presence felt like a suffocating blanket, heavy and unwelcome.
He sighed, a frustrated, tired sound. "Krystal," he said, his voice softer now, a hint of weariness. "Don't pretend. I know you're awake."
He reached out, his hand shaking my shoulder gently. "What were you dreaming about?" he asked, his voice almost tender. "You were calling out a name. Leo."
The sound of our son's name, spoken by him, felt like a punch to my gut. It was a physical pain, sharp and immediate. I opened my eyes slowly, letting a single tear trace a path down my temple.
He saw it. His face immediately crumpled, his carefully constructed composure cracking. He pulled me into a fierce embrace, holding me so tightly I could barely breathe.
"Oh, Krystal," he murmured, his voice thick with what sounded like genuine grief. "Our Leo. I miss him too. So much."
He held me for a long moment, then pulled back, his eyes red-rimmed. "We can have another child, Krystal," he said, his voice full of a desperate hope. "We can, please. Don't give up on us."
My heart, already a stone, turned to ice. Another child? He actually thought another child could replace Leo? Could erase the searing pain, the gaping hole in my soul? He didn' t understand. He never understood. He couldn't even see the horror of his own words. I felt nothing but a chilling emptiness. No tears came, even though my heart felt like it was being ripped apart.
"Why are you here, Jonathan?" I asked, my voice flat, devoid of emotion. I pulled away from his embrace, the contact feeling wrong, alien.
He hesitated, a strange look flickering across his face. He avoided my gaze. "Hailey... she's feeling unwell," he mumbled, fidgeting with the cuff of his shirt. "Her stomach is upset. She asked if you could... make her some of your special soup."
My body went rigid. My elbow throbbed, a fresh wave of pain coursing through me. I was lying in a hospital bed, recovering from a brutal assault instigated by his own mother, and he was asking me to make soup for Hailey? The woman whose negligence led to our son's death? The woman he always prioritized over me?
He saw my frozen expression, saw my bandaged arm. His eyes widened slightly, a flicker of belated realization. "No, no, of course not, Krystal," he quickly corrected, his voice a little too loud. "I didn't mean... I mean, could you just write down the recipe for me? I can make it."
A bitter, humorless laugh escaped my lips. I remembered all the times I' d stayed up late, carefully simmering that soup for him, for his high-stress job, knowing he suffered from stomach issues. I' d done it even when I was exhausted, even when I had my own stomach problems he never once noticed. He never offered to make it for me. Never.
"Sure," I said, my voice hollow. "Get me a pen and paper."
He quickly scrambled to find them, his relief palpable. As I scribbled down the ingredients, his eyes lingered on my hand, now steady and precise. He used to say my hands were made for delicate work, for healing. But he hadn't complimented them in years.
He took the paper from me, his fingers brushing mine. They lingered, as if expecting the warmth that was no longer there. His face was etched with a strange, aching sorrow. He remembered how I used to promise him forever, how my love for him was an unshakeable fortress. Now, that fortress was crumbling, and he was realizing it. He still clung to the deluded belief that I would never truly leave him, that a divorce was impossible.
"Jonathan," a hurried voice called from the doorway. "Hailey is asking for you again. She's really quite distressed."
He cursed under his breath, his eyes fixed on me. "I'll be right back, Krystal," he repeated, the same empty promise he' d given last night.
He turned and strode out, his footsteps heavy. I heard him quickly ascend the stairs to Hailey' s room.
I closed my eyes again, and drifted into a numb, hollow sleep.
I woke to a sudden, violent shove. I cried out, pain flaring in my elbow, as I tumbled from the bed, landing hard on the cold floor.
"You bitch!" Jonathan's voice was a guttural roar, filled with a terrifying rage I had never heard directed at me. It was cold, cutting, like a blade. "What did you put in that soup, Krystal? What poison did you give her?"
He stood over me, his hands shaking, his face a mask of pure, unadulterated hatred. He grabbed the front of my hospital gown, yanking me up until my feet barely touched the floor.
"Did you try to kill her?" he snarled, his eyes wide and wild. "Did you? Just like you killed our son?"