The judge's dull voice droned through the quiet courtroom, a familiar echo from a life I'd already painfully lived.
My parents, Brenda and Rob, sat on opposite sides, their strained silence a prelude to the crucial decision before us.
This was it, the pivotal moment my life would splinter once more.
My younger brother, Kevin, piped up without hesitation, "I choose Mom!"
A sickeningly smug grin spread across his face as he briefly met my eyes, a look that sent a chill down my spine.
It was the exact same pronouncement, the same twist of fate, that had occurred in my previous, tragic existence.
That first time, my own choice to cling to Mom had spiral-downed into years of agonizing hunger, her volatile, bitter moods, and eventually, my gruesome death at Kevin's hand.
His petty jealousy hadn't just festered; it had exploded after Mom's ill-fated marriage to a rich man.
He still carried this delusion of grandeur, convinced he held the blueprint to quick riches.
He truly believed his warped memory of a future that never materialized for him, dreaming of hitting the jackpot with Mom.
The irony was almost unbearable; he had no clue of the true misery his path would lead him to, nor the cold, cruel betrayal that ended my first life.
The unfairness burned, that he was here, just as oblivious, just as dangerous.
But unlike that former existence, I stood here now, armed with shattering foresight.
When the judge's gaze finally landed on me, "Sarah, and you?", I made a sharp, deliberate break from the past.
I looked at my weak, easily-manipulated father, and with a quiet, unwavering voice, I sealed my new destiny: "I'll go with my father."
The judge's voice was a dull drone in the small courtroom.
My parents, Brenda and Rob, sat on opposite sides, not looking at each other.
This was it, the moment my life split in two, again.
Last time, I chose Mom. It led to years of hunger, her bad moods, and finally, my brother Kevin killing me.
He was jealous after Mom remarried a rich guy.
Now, I was back. Same room, same choice.
The judge looked at Kevin. "Son, who do you want to live with?"
Kevin, my younger brother, piped up, "I choose Mom!"
He glanced at me, a smug look on his face.
He probably thought Mom would hit the jackpot soon, just like she did in his own twisted memory of the future. He had his own rebirth, a different one, where he thought he knew how to get rich quick with her.
I almost laughed. He had no idea.
The judge turned to me. "Sarah, and you?"
I looked at my father, Rob. He was weak, easily led, and not great with money. But he wasn't Mom. He wasn't the path to misery and death.
"I'll go with my father," I said, my voice quiet but firm.
Brenda's eyes widened slightly. She probably expected me to cling to her.
Rob looked surprised, then a little pleased.
Kevin just stared, his smugness fading. He didn't expect this.
Good.
Relief washed over me, so strong I almost sagged in my chair. This time, things would be different. I would make them different. I just needed to get away from Brenda and Kevin.
My past life with Brenda was a nightmare.
Empty cupboards, cold apartments, her endless complaints about money.
She'd chase after any man who looked like he had a dollar, leaving me and Kevin to fend for ourselves.
When she finally married Mr. Harrison, the rich guy, Kevin couldn't stand that I might get something he didn't. His jealousy festered u