My Possessive Husband

"How are you, Eliza? Why do you seem so haggard now? Didn't you follow my instructions to dance with your husband at night so he won't look for someone else?" Raquel promised gently.

I sighed before turning to the other side of the bed.

"I can't, Raquel. Every time Zedrick came home, I was preceded by a nervousness in my chest. I'm ashamed to wear the bikini you gave me!" I replied that he just laughed.

"My God, Eliza! How will your husband treat you if you are always wrapped in your clothes? Well, all you need is to become a Muslim, so that your beautiful body will be hidden forever!" this is how my mother is expecting me to tell me.

I was too lazy to get out of bed, so it was noon and I was still lying down. Raquel dropped me off at my place early so my morning was noisy again.

I remembered my husband Zedrick again. I tear up again every time I remember what I saw a year ago.

It was ten o'clock in the evening when I went to his office. It's been a few days since he didn't come home early so I thought I'd bring him food to the office. The whole building is still bright but there are only a few people there because of the finishing work. I'm known there, that's why my husband's staff greets me every time I go. I only go there about once a month, because I don't tend to look after my husband even though there are many women who are flirting with him. But that day the change in my life began. When I saw my husband Zedrick with someone else's tricks.

I was on the opposite side of Zedrick's door when I heard what sounded like a dog howling. I frowned because I knew that there was no dog in the office, that's why I felt a nervousness that almost enveloped my entire being when I was sure that the growling was coming from my husband's office. My trembling hand grabbed the doorknob and gently opened the door. That's where I finally saw my husband who was kissing someone else, he was still sitting at the table and opened his mouth to my wife. It was like hot water was poured on me because I saw Zedrick cheating on me. I let go of the paper bag I was carrying with only food. My eyes were filled with tears staring at the two people who were eager for each other. They just stopped when they heard the paper bag I was carrying fall to the floor.

My husband turned to the door and he could clearly see the expression on my face. I cried while stunned by both of them. He quickly let go of the girl he was holding and immediately zipped up his pants. He was not wearing his necktie yet and he came to me in a panic.

"Eliza! Why are you here?!" he asked in shock.

I stepped back because of his question. After I saw what he was doing, he would ask me why I was here?

Because of the anger I feel, I couldn't stop my tears from continuously falling down my cheeks. I can't believe that he does this so he always doesn't come home early. He has been cheating on me for a long time and he has been doing this to me for a long time. Instead of responding, I turned and walked away in front of him. But he quickly stopped me by the arm.

"Eliza, wait. Let me explain!" said as if my ears were still ringing. I automatically turned to him, after that a strong slap suddenly landed on his face. I can't speak because I don't know what to say to him. This is the first day I caught him having sex with someone else. And I couldn't bear to listen to what he had to say to me, so before I completely lost my mind, I left and left him in his office.

He didn't chase me anymore which made me feel even worse. It didn't even make a phone call, so I feel like I'm going crazy. Instead of going home, I went to my friend Raquel's and let go of my anger there. It's a pity for me because I cry all night and drink alcohol incessantly. I feel like time has messed me up, because I'm so beautiful I'm fooling only one man.

"Even before, I told you to take care of your wife! You're not listening to me!" Raquel said to me annoyed.

My mind is almost confused because of the mixture of alcohol and resentment that I feel inside.

"Isn't it when you get married, you have to trust your husband so that you can last longer? That's what I did, Raquel. I trust Zedrick so much that I let him do whatever he wants."

"Yes, you did the right thing, but you are acting with too much confidence that he is cheating on you face to face! Look, you shouldn't let him treat you like that. Show him that you have the right to make decisions in both of your lives. He's not always the one to follow because he's the one who makes the money and he's the one who feeds you!"

I was stunned again and suddenly burst into tears every time I remembered what I saw.

Raquel just sighed, because of her pity for me.

The next day I went home to our house. I spent the night at Raquel's house, but when I got home my mommy and daddy were already there worrying about me.

"Iha, where did you go? Don't you know that you worry us so much? We had barely slept when Zedrick called us and told us that you left and never came home. What happened? Where did you go and not come home?" Mommy asked me.

I tearfully hugged Mommy. I couldn't say how I felt because they might think that I couldn't do what I went into. Another one of my reasons is that Daddy gets angry. I know that if he finds out that Zedrick is cheating on me, he might force me to divorce my wife, because even then it was no longer a vote for Zedrick. He said he feels different about it, it seems like it won't do any good. My husband and I were not close from the beginning. So as much as possible I don't want to tell them about the problems I'm having with my husband.

"Eliza, did your husband do something bad to you that's why you're acting like this?" Dad asked me angrily.

"Honey, calm down. It doesn't help if you go along with your questioning of our son in anger?" Mommy restrained Dad.

"No, Dad. He doesn't do anything to me. I slept at Raquel's house last night, and I didn't get to say goodbye to Zedrick, because I was a little drunk. I'm sorry if I worried you, it won't happen again." I apologize to my parents.

It's only right that I keep my husband and I's problem a secret from them. I know it won't help if I tell the truth. The situation might get worse if I report.

"Are you sure, Eliza? Don't cover up your husband! I didn't raise you just to obey others!" Dad is still making sure.

"Yes, Dad. I can take care of myself. Zedrick isn't doing anything to me, so don't worry about me."

That's when Dad calmed down, so I came to him and hugged him. I know what I'm doing is wrong, but it's even worse if I report like a child. Even though it was clear to me that Zedrick was cheating, I would still cover for him because this is the life I chose... marrying the man I thought would make me happy for life.

"Hey what's up! There you go again!" Raquel was with me so my thinking returned to the generation. I let out a deep sigh again. My chest seems to be filling up with air so all I do is sigh.

"I can't do what you say, Raquel. Maybe he'll get bored with his girls too so I'll just let him go!" I said to my friend that's why he suddenly hit me on the head. I was hurt so I held my head where he was shaking me. "Ouch! I think what you're doing hurts more than what Zedrick is doing to me!"

"I ordered you to find out! Hello, are you gaga?! Why would you allow your husband to do that to you? Oh hey! Don't be a martyr! Love is blind, but not stupid! Stop being stupid!" This is what I just noticed.

"Why am I against his women? Sexy, beautiful, able to do everything my husband wants, maybe there's a lot I lack..." I sadly promised Raquel.

"Are you crazy? You're beautiful, aren't you, and it's no secret that you're sexier and smoother than your wife's women! There's only one thing missing from you..." he said, still hanging on a bit.

"What's missing?"

"Grind, so that your husband will fall in love with you!"

I suddenly winced at what he said. I seem to hate those who came out of its mouth.

"No way! I can't, Raquel!"

"I'm just saying it's so easy, you're just going to scream like this!" It took the pillow and turned it into a horse. "Ohh... ahhh... ahhh... go ahead! Go ahead, Zedrick! Press more!" he said with more eyes closed and moaning in front of me. Laughing, I took another pillow and hit my friend.

"Stop it, what you're doing is disgusting!" I laughed out loud here.

Laughingly, he sat down again. "I'm not kidding, Eliza! Come on, wake up from your modesty. Do you really want to lose your handsome and muscular husband? You're not the only girl in the world so think before everyone catches on!"

Raquel's words silenced me again. Do I really need to do that? I am a decent woman and I am used to being respected by men. My whole thought is that when you are married when you choose to be together for the rest of your life, you should be respected as a woman. Whatever you can do, he should accept it. But unlike Zedrick, most of the time when we have sex, he always sighs and loses his appetite. Do I have to be wild in bed, because my husband is also wild? How can I keep up with what he wants, so he doesn't have to look for someone else?

Just like now, it never came home again. Our house is big, complete with everything, but I am often alone here. I feel trapped in a dark place; joyless, colorless, and lifeless. Zedrick and I have been like this for two years, since we got married, everything has gradually changed. My husband is rich and has his own business. Everyone admires it and even though they know that he is married, many people are still crazy about my husband. I know all that. Because of the whole year we were together, I did nothing but compare myself to my wife's becoming women. I like stalking on the internet, so I know that the women who do business with my husband are not only interested in business, but there are other reasons that I don't want to look at anymore... I often eat alone at EIGHT O'CLOCK. At the big dining table it's sad that you're the only one sitting there and chewing your food. I'm getting used to being alone, but when I think of other families happily eating I just tear up. After all, I own Zedrick, because I am his true wife. But I don't have the courage to show his girls that I have more rights than them.

While eating, I was surprised when someone suddenly spoke behind me.

"Prepare me food," he said gently.

But because I thought I was alone at home, I was still surprised. My heart almost jumped in fear and my hair stood up in fear. I turned behind me but it wasn't a ghost who spoke, but Zedrick who was seriously standing behind me. How long has he been there? Why didn't I even feel his arrival? Was I so deep in thought that I didn't even notice that there was someone behind me?

"Ze-zedrick! W-what are you doing here?" I exclaimed after standing up from my seat, surprised that he came home early.

"What? This is my house, why do you ask that question?" I suddenly felt embarrassed.

By the way, this is his house. I mean it's our house, so why would I ask him that...

"I mean, I think you came home early today." I was about to ask a different question, but while asking that question, I turned around to take his plate. It sat next to my seat which surprised me even more. It's like everything is new to me because he just came home early and just now he accompanied me to eat again.

"I have nothing to do in the office, why do you ask that?" It looked straight at me, so my tongue seemed to freeze and I couldn't speak right away. "Troy is taking me on vacation tomorrow in La Union, so I came home early to tell you."

That's why he went home early. That's because of Troy Sebastian who has been our friend since college. And we haven't seen Troy in a long time because he is in America assigned as head officer of the military. Troy has a different attitude, he is kind but he doesn't want his friends to be offended. So Zedrick is here because he can't refuse our friend.

"Really? Did Troy come home?" I said in shock, causing Zedrick to flinch.

Troy was also one of the ones who flirted with me before, but I didn't answer him because I liked Zedrick more. So this is how it reacts to me.

"Yeah, we'll be at their resort for three days. So get dressed later because our trip is early tomorrow morning," he said without even a smile on his face.

Even so, I still felt joy in my chest. Because not only will we have a vacation, but I will be with my husband for three days. Maybe this is my chance to show that I still have more appeal than the girls he sleeps with.

I returned to my seat with a smile and ate. I think I suddenly felt excitement that Zedrick noticed right away. His eyebrows kept arching because of my reaction. Maybe it thinks I'm happy because we're going to La Union for Troy. But what he doesn't know is that I'm happy because in a while I'll be able to go on vacation with him again. Raquel needs to know this, because I'm sure if she finds out that our friend is here in the Philippines, she won't hesitate to go to La Union as well.

Because of my smile, Zedrick suddenly stood up. It was only a few bites of food that's why I was surprised.

"Are you done?!" I stammered to him.

"Yes." He drank the water and without saying a word he left and went up the stairs to the room.

What happened to that person? Did he not like my cooking? I suddenly felt sad because of that thought. I also lost my appetite so I just put the leftover food away and put it in the fridge. I'm sure the dog will benefit from it. Our dog is fine, he loves what I cook... while Zedrick doesn't even seem to appreciate what I do.

After I put the food away, I also went to the room. He was busy with his laptop and paper works that he brought home. I still thought we would go to bed early because he said he had nothing to do at the office. That's still work when it comes home. I sighed and went to the bathroom to brush my teeth. I just ignored him because I knew he wouldn't give me time either. After I brushed my teeth, I stared at the mirror and observed my appearance.

"You are beautiful, Eliza. You are not fat and you are not thin either. You have a breast and an ass. But why is that? Why did he lust after you in the first place?"

I'm like crazy talking to myself. So before I went completely crazy, I just took a shower so that the body heat I felt would disappear and I could put it aside. After showering I went out, Zedrick was still there at his desk and was busy studying the document. If I was a bad husband, I would have grabbed those papers and torn them up in front of him. At the same time I took his laptop and crushed it on our marble floor. But no... because I'm different from everyone else. I am the stupid husband who loves my womanizing wife.

I seat in the chair in front of the mirror. Took the lotion and applied it to my fair and smooth thighs. I'm still glancing at Zedrick, I'm checking to see if he'll even peek or drool at me. But it's still no effect, I've overcome the wind that doesn't even see me. But he can feel it because of the aromatic smell that comes from the lotion I use.

When there was still no effect on him for a few seconds, I thought about combing. There's really no hope, even if I mess up in front of him, he still doesn't want to pay attention. Even better than other women, she was very eager. But to me-nothing.

I lay down on the bed after texting Raquel. I just texted this because Zedrick might hear that I'm excited about going to La Union. I turned my back so I couldn't see him. I don't want to see him because I hate him, he doesn't even want to look at me to taste me. That feeling that you want to water because you're so dry... that's how I feel right now. And I feel like this plant of mine will just rot without even being useful.

I just closed my eyes to forget the annoyance I was feeling. A few minutes ago I was dreaming, but suddenly it disappeared when I felt like a heavy hand was holding my chest. I woke up from my dream. I saw Zedrick's hand slip into my clothes and grab my healthy breast. I felt the warmth of his hand, because I felt my nipple stand up. I looked behind me but was disappointed to see that Zedrick was fast asleep. It turned out that he just made me sleep by touching my chest. I was hooked again and even more annoyed because he just made me feel hot. I removed his hand and faced him. It's naked, that's why I can see the muscularity of my husband's body. It's just a thin boxer, which is why I'm so happy. I mean the happiness of us girls, accompanied by a very handsome face. I faced him and held his arm, and I hugged one of his hands to me. I locked myself in my husband's arms, because I hugged him after I put one of my legs on his waist. I really opened it on purpose to stick my flower in her sprinkler. But I'm just getting hotter because of what I'm doing. I was still wearing panties so I could feel his masculinity even though he was still wearing boxers.

I was just imagining what Raquel was telling me. That's why I didn't realize that I was rubbing my flower in the sprinkler in front of me. I still closed my eyes because I was really feeling what I was doing, but I suddenly became aware when someone suddenly grabbed my thigh. I was surprised to see that Zedrick had woken up to what I was doing. My eyes widened especially when I saw him staring at me.I was like a statue when my husband saw me in the miracle I was doing. I was about to get up but he held my thigh that was resting on his waist.

"Ze-zedrick... a-what, pa-pasen-" I stopped speaking when he suddenly kissed me on the lips.

My husband kissed me hard, and almost crushed my lips. It was so eager that I couldn't move anymore. His tongue slid down my neck, causing me to close my eyes tightly due to the tingling that suddenly enveloped my body. I grabbed Zedrick's hair, while he was kissing me down to my chest. Because it pulled down the strap of my dress so my healthy and pinkish nipple was exposed. Zedrick insolently locked it in his lips and played with his naughty tongue.

"Ahhggg! Zedrick..." I said because of the tickle I felt. I couldn't help but moan, especially when it touched my womanhood. I can really feel the warmth of his palm entering my womanhood.

"Uhhh..." I mumbled.

"Do you like it?" Zedrick whispered to me.

"Yes. Please... faster!" I ordered here because I was so excited.

It made him finger me faster, but I felt like I was just being hung up because his finger was quite small compared to my husband's manhood. That's why I couldn't stand it anymore, I converted to him. It stopped and looked at me in surprise.

Yes. I'm leaving my husband because that's what Raquel ordered me to do. In order for my husband not to leave me, I must grind him and grind him in bed. But because it was the first time I did this, I could see the surprise on his face.

"Eliza!" he exclaimed after I laid him down and undressed right in front of him. I finally took off my pajamas. So my whole body was exposed in front of it. It drooled, because I saw its adams apple ripple. I smiled especially when I willingly took out his fat and long pet from his boxers. The end was still red, which is why I was even more excited to touch it and massage it. "Eliza, no..." he said.

But I didn't pay attention to that because I felt that my plant was already wet so I wanted my husband to water it.

"Isn't this what you want? Is this what you are looking for?" I promised him while rubbing it on my womanhood. It closed its eyes and groaned at what I was doing, and the excitement was obvious on its face but something else came out of its mouth.

"Eliza, you don't understand."

You don't understand? What does he mean? Maybe he thinks I'm just being forced to do it because that's what he wants. He didn't know that I also liked what I was doing, that's why I completely inserted it into my womanhood.

"Ahhhh! Eliza... shit!" said Zedrick who obviously enjoyed what I did. He grabbed my waist and pressed it harder until his entire manhood entered. I cried out loud because of what he did, I hugged him but he met my lips with a kiss. It didn't say anything especially when I started to move my body to match Zedrick's movement. He eagerly dug into my insides, and every time his pet entered, I moaned at the same time. My husband and I were both moaning, because we were so excited for each other. I was going to sit with him but he converted me so that I would be on top of him. I wanted to react because I wanted to be the one to act for both of us, but I couldn't speak anymore because Zedrick quickly dug into my womanhood. Along with caressing my chest and kissing my lips, I just hugged my husband tightly. I felt his eagerness again after a few months of not having sex.

"Ahhhh... Eliza... I'm coming!" this is what it is.

I nodded to prepare for the release of his juice. I hope we can have a baby so we can really be a happy family.

But...

Before he went out, he pulled out his pet and blew it up on top of my stomach. I was shocked mixed with disappointment.

Why?

"Ze-zedrick? W-why do you-" I couldn't continue what I was going to say when she lay down next to me again without saying a word.

I turned around in tears because of what Zedrick did. Why didn't he shoot inside? What if this is our chance to have a baby? How can we have children with that?

I felt him get up from the bed and go to CR. While I locked myself in a thick blanket. I hid my face so he wouldn't see me crying.

After a few minutes it came out of CR. Went to the cabinet and changed clothes and shorts.

"I'm just going out for a while." It said goodbye before it continued to leave the room. My emotions suddenly exploded there. The grunting turned into a whimpering cry. The tickle turned to pain in my feelings, the joy turned to sadness on my lips. Why is my husband like that? Even if I do everything, he is still so cold to me. Does he really have no love for me? I saw his excitement when we had sex again, but why after everything I'm still disappointed?

I must have slept through my crying, because I just woke up in the morning. The door opened and Zedrick entered. It was dressed and obviously ready for us to leave.

He came to me and handed me a glass of water and a pill that I didn't know what it was.

"What is this?" I asked him lazily.