I was born with the fear of God,
My mother gave birth to me to live and know the fullness of the world.
When I was young I just played around.
When I was in Junior high/Senior high, studying was what I did.
When I went to college, I had books and computers in front of me.
When I was working. learned how to drink, sing songs in private videos, and join friends' pranks. Of committing sin on oneself.
Then I thought that I was hiding something in my personality.
I BEGAN TO TASTE THE FIRST MISTAKE IN MY LIFE.
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A/N: Warning, I'll just tell you that this is not just an ordinary story or let's say it's just a love story, I just want to make something erotic novel and I just want all of you to be open-minded, it actually reads in my title that there is SEX, flirty, (pertaining to sex), SO BE OPENMINDED AND HAVE FUN READING THIS.
#LoveSexRomance
A/N: All my stories are not "EDITED VERSION" yet, so there are a lot of mistakes and typos like grammar and everything that is wrong when you read it...please be patient hehehe ty.
I remembered that day, the day I regretted why I was so flirtatious, every time I was alone I thought about that and suddenly looked for that person, well it wasn't because I was really flirty. Is it my fault if my personality is looking for him?
ghad~ when I was young I always told myself that I would only give my virginity to the person I love and when we get married and go on a honeymoon I will only give it to the person I love, but what happened?
that's it~ I gave it to someone who I know is also flirtatious and thorny with women and I know that I have tasted a lot of pussy but he is so lucky for me because he is the first man in my life who has taken my virginity thank you~
it's embarrassing because my friends always say I'm another Maria Clara but it's really true! no more, I'm sorry. Let it go then.
It's also my private life so I don't need to say "finally I've given in" oh~ do they care if they know oh no, and it's also embarrassing, it's my life so they don't care about that anymore.
as long as it's me, the world is messed up because of that man.
"Monic, Sir Zack is calling you" I looked at him intently,
Zack Bray Moore is one of the most thorny in the business world, it seems that there are no projects that go wrong, what he thinks is really successful and above all, many people fall for him because he is handsome, his body will make you drool, let's say he's a gift from God because of his handsomeness, his eyes are so beautiful, as long as you stare at him it's like he's hypnotizing you, just like that and above all, he's very rich, it's a bit mysterious only and above all he is on the long list as a Casanova, even if he is that serious he still has time to pick up a woman, and I am his Secretary, He makes me tired every day because of the work and thing he says.
"Marinel it's still early at 7:10 am and then I'm called right away," I said a bit tired because of the amount of walking we did yesterday, you'd think I'd been to ten places but we were in another place for 30 minutes and mind you it's still international, it's dizzying boarded his private plane, but he was so happy to see me struggling. It's really delicious if it wasn't just my boss I would have kicked it.
"I was just ordered" I pouted at him so he smiled.
"Tell me I'm busy please" I gave my puppy eyes
"but Monic you know that don't wait for that page to call you" I closed my eyes and stomped in annoyance.
"yes, I'll be next," I said annoyed.
"go ahead and hurry" I nodded to him, what else does he need?
Is there no fatigue in life?
Does the morning work immediately?
I got ready and immediately went to his office.
"Why boss, are we going to go to another conference meeting in another international city?" I asked him with a sarcastic tone because he was so handsome that he thought I was being carried away but the truth is that I was really carried away. just be careful, hehehe,
because if that didn't really happen, I wouldn't be upset with him, because there are so many men in the world, my boss is actually the one I met in heaven,
Fine, I'll admit that I'm him, it's just that man I'm telling you, what is he ~ I mean he's the man I met when we were both drunk, but to be honest I was still on my own and I just couldn't let it go because he caressed me, especially when kissing so maybe it's prickly on everything girl, he stood up and came to me. So I just looked at him and I can't be afraid, he's the one to be afraid because I'm a woman and he's the one to blame, he should feel guilty because he took my Barrier, sh*t Monic what are you talking about.
"Well I just miss you" I sat on his sofa, and he closed all his windows and locked the door so I looked at him.
"Boss what are you doing?" I asked nervously.
"Don't you remember anything?" He said as he came closer to me that he thought he was doing a fashion show because this guy is so handsome, but I shook my head, I just looked at him as he stood next to me and grabbed my shoulder, and made me face him. I closed my eyes and looked at him with a smile on my face,
I have no intention of doing that again, that's right I feel sorry for myself then, what will happen? And most of all, I don't want to join the long list of girlfriends he throws away after he gets fed up. That's why I have the courage to face him.
"Boss, I have something to tell you" he smiled as if he had won the lottery.
"What?"
"if you remember we are in the office?"
"So?" he asked smiling as if challenging me.
"Boss, stop me, the last one is gone and I was drunk, so save into virginity," I said a bit cursed.
"come on, it's your fault why I got like this, look" he pointed at his eyes.
"I haven't slept for days because I thought about that and you left me, who wouldn't go crazy?" I roll my eyes then I squeeze his pointed nose.
"Stop me why are we? And I don't want to make another mistake, that's right, I save myself for my Mr. Right" I immediately stood up and left his office and Marinel suddenly came to me.
"Are you okay?" he asked when he saw me very angry, if that person can make a request because you thought I was not hurt, of course, I was mourning, who wouldn't? If I wake up the next morning, everything is gone, everything is broken and then I see the person who destroyed it sleeping soundly next to you, you don't even know if he has a girlfriend or a wife, I am his secretary who arranged the mess he makes me disgusted with myself.
"I'm fine" I immediately went to my office and sat down on the sofa but I fell down because of annoyance, what does he think of me? Because I gave it to him, can he visit? but it's just annoying because, we're not but if he looks like I'm his girlfriend, well, our relationship is only CEO-SECRETARY, I closed my eyes when I heard someone come in so I immediately turned away because I was still tired.
"marinel later I'm tired, please put what the boss needs on the table" Marinel is one of my assistant secretaries, I don't know why I still have an assistant secretary, and it's been more than a week since something happened to us so the events are still quite fresh for me and it still hurts me, it's like I was bulldozed by five trucks,
While I was silent, I was suddenly surprised by a hand that entered my skirt, so I immediately removed it and turned around.
I was shocked to see Zack in front of me.
"you can't leave me like that monic, what I want I get it," he said a little angrily and as if I was food because of what he expected.
"Boss, what the hell, that's wrong, that's right ahhh" I bit my lip when he put his hand in my skirt, I tried to push him,
"what the hell is rape, ahhh wait don't take it off, we're in the office" I stopped. When he took off my skirt, I couldn't let go because of his strength,
"I don't care monic, of all the girls, you're the one who tortures me, you really got me something on you," he said with a smile as he suddenly raised I put my panties in front of us on his head. Now I'm naked so I touched my forehead.
"Zack, won't you stop me?" I said angrily and it seems that his attitude softened and he seemed to have a conscience for what he did, so he caressed my face and kissed my face as if he was his girlfriend and he was taming me I.
"babe, go ahead" he kissed my lips and this excited me, he gently caressed my face while biting my jaw while he had these pleading eyes.
"I want you to please" and he kisses me again so I give up, what else can I do? I'm very fragile and it's only a tender surrender that if you're this sweet, he'll be tender to you with a funny look because my panties are on his head out so I laughed so he looked at me and went nose to nose.
"Alright but don't come here, Boss"
"damn monic, call me zack," he said annoyed so I laughed and nodded.
"Okay Zack, don't stay here, maybe someone will see us, what did they say?" he bit his luscious lips so I was hungry for his kiss.
"but I can't take it anymore, babe you've been driving me crazy for 1 week" he took my hand and made me hold what he had stiffened so I bit my lip, I was drunk when something happened to us so I wasn't in the mood then and here I am now we are not drunk.
"but it's not allowed" I whispered to him
"Monic this is my company and no one can't stop me, I'll take care of you don't make noise" then there he kissed me, so I couldn't do anything but accompany him with his kiss, helped I took off his belt and pants.
He quickly removed his long sleeve, stopped for a moment, and looked at me. I just looked at her beautiful body.
"Can I take you home?" he said happily as he removed my blouse and slowly removed my bra then he suddenly pressed it with his mouth.
"Zack ahhhh" I hugged his neck because my body is not used to this, he bends my knee and crosses it on his hips and I finally feel something at my entrance, every time he moves, sh*t is like heaven.
"Ahhh" I mumbled as he kissed me on the lips and there he slowly entered his big thing on my entrance so I was about to scream because it still hurt when he covered my mouth with his hand.
"don't shout" he just moves slowly you know the one even after he entered he still seduces you, he bends and starts licking my nip.
"ahh" I muttered softly because I just found out that it was so delicious, he was great at grinding even though we had just started.
"sh*t babe you still tight" I pulled her hair then kissed her on the lips her hand was in front of me, she was just squeezing it.
Sh*t every movement of his is delicious, his exploring my mouth and I'll admit it's the first time I've felt it with a man and he's the only one who made me feel it, he stopped moving and just kissed me, that's the position we were in when he put more pressure on me so I turned back I kiss him.
"ahh zack" I mumbled with pleasure and I just closed my eyes hugging his neck, his mine,
please lord, this sinful person is mine, I will change this promise.
"Like it?" he asked and I simply nodded as he kissed my neck and started moving again.
"let's do it faster honey"
"okay" I agreed and we both hugged while he kissed me passionately and I felt his smile on my neck, he returned the kiss to my lips then put both of his hands on my head that he was holding he gave me support then sped up, I wanted to stand up because it felt like it hurt because of the speed.
"ahh daanmn" I stopped because he kissed me on the lips.
"I'm c*mming baby hold on" he immediately kissed me so that I was held behind him because his speed was like he was just racing a horse, when I felt something warm coming out of him inside, slowly he moves and presses his face to my neck and catches his breath, so do I but he is still moving.
"Is it over Zack?" I softly whisper in his ear as I kiss his cheeks and I feel his smile and his throbbing half inside me.
"I know and I'm not done yet baby" he pressed even more so that my chest lifted and suddenly he started eating.
"zack was done"
"let's just continue," he said still moving, he suddenly put his two hands on my back and suddenly picked me up so I grabbed his neck, so he was sitting on the sofa and I was leaning against him and I feel his long half on me and it's so delicious.
"ahhh" I mumbled while biting my lip because it tasted better, he looked at me then smiled and put the hair on my face behind my ear, I was so tired.
"come here" he climbed over me and laid me on his chest while caressing my back.
"zack let's take it off" he smiled
"later" we were in the same position while his weapon was still
holstered on me, "It might be locked, it's embarrassing we might end up in the hospital" he laughed at what I said.
"It won't" I didn't answer because I was so tired that I fell asleep.
To be continued...
When I woke up I was already dressed and lying on the sofa, I just shook myself, it's really good and he even thought to put my clothes back, I immediately woke up when I saw sticky notes on my table, I immediately stood up and something like sticky between my thighs, oh dear, I'll take a shower right away when I get home. I took the stick note
babe, it was fun, until next time :)
I frowned.
"That's all?" I closed my eyes because of annoyance, what else can I expect? It's been like that since his mommy gave birth, I sat in my chair and wondered what he was doing at this time, and who was with him.
There's also a part of me that wants to care about him, is it to get to know him, even though I know he likes women, I still cut him off, I know he'll just let me out when that's the case.
I was lost in the thought of someone knocking so I immediately stood up and opened it, it was just the guard.
"oh, brother?"
"Ah ma'am, are you going to sleep here?" I frowned as I looked at my wristwatch.
"sh*t it's 8 pm?" It's amazing how quickly time flies.
"You're busy, that's why you didn't realize the time" I just smiled at you man, are you busy? Today, the tiring thing I did was fight with my boss. His weapon is my enemy.
"Thank you, I'll go home now" he smiled.
"okay" as soon as the door was closed I took my bag and the sticky notes then came out. When I come home, no one will probably greet me because I'm alone. I immediately took a shower and went to sleep, if you're asking if I'm eating. of course! I just don't want to because I'm still tired.
(morning)
when I woke up, I immediately took a shower and did my rituals, girls~ you already know that, after I got dressed, I went to the kitchen to cook. When it was cooked I ate alone and I'm used to eating alone. I looked at my phone because maybe he called and I didn't make a mistake, I answered it right away.
"oh? are you flirty?" Is he supposed to make a moan, I heard him laugh.
"this evening doesn't forget it, babe, let's have a show and I need you there" I frowned at what he said.
"show?"
"yeah! honey let's do it later, 9 pm at my house you already know it" and suddenly he disappeared on the other side of the line.
"tss~ show? What is that?" I just continued eating as I looked around the whole house,
"I miss you, mommy, daddy," I said sadly and bowed again, and continued eating.
(evening)
I looked at the calendar and this is the day the boss is having a party at his house. All of his employees are invited and am I the party girl who won't go? It would be a shame if I didn't go, so I looked for something to wear and I stood in front of the full-length mirror and looked at myself, I'm wearing only a white dress above the knee and simple 2-inch heels.
I put on make-up but it's light because I might look like a clown at the party.
I left the house and was ready to go to his party when I parked in the parking area I could see his house was noisy and full of people when I came out someone looked at me and I didn't care. I finally entered her house and gave her the card, the invitation, the woman gave me a bracelet that she attached to me, what trick is this? I went inside and a dance floor exposed me to all the girls dancing, I don't even know my colleagues.
"Monique?" I looked at the person who called me, my assistant secretary.
"oh?"
"come with me, the boss is waiting" I smiled at him and followed him. I saw that Zack was laughing with other men, the men had women but he didn't, when he saw me he immediately stood up and I think he even talked to my assistant secretary and when he finished he approached me.
"you're late" I raised an eyebrow at him
"I'm on time I'm not late Mr. Moore" he just pulled me over to where he was earlier.
"hey guys" everyone looked at us, the girls looked at me badly, what could be their problem?
"meet Monic Cruz, my girlfriend," he said with a smile as I looked at him in shock and our coworkers were also surprised by what he said.
WHAT? HIS GIRL? AS IN GIRLFRIEND? WAIT A MINUTE I NEED TO BREATHE ~ THERE IS NO SPACE, RIGHT?
he looked at me and sat down then pulled me down next to him, is this person serious? When did he cheat on me? As far as I know, he didn't cheat, his friends just smiled and congratulated him.
"That's why" I whispered, I felt his hand on my thigh but I just let him go. He only gave me juice and he was somewhat caring, he was just drinking and the woman opposite me was just looking at me, so I looked at her too.
She made a mouthful and I followed her and I think the boss also noticed that so I looked at her while the woman stood up, she put her mouth close to my ear.
"it's your show hon" he kissed me on the lips, I looked at him badly so I stood up and followed the girl, she was on the side of the restrooms for girls.
"why?" I asked him, he looked at me from head to toe.
"girlfriend huh?" I raised my eyebrows.
"and so?"
"That's right now and I know you'll be the same as his other women that he's tired of" what does he want? fight?
"Do you need anything? If not I'll be back" I gently turned away from him when he spoke.
"I won't let you do what you want" I smiled then looked at him,
"nah~ zack always makes me hot in bed and you can't stop me" I saw that he was frowning and holding back his anger so before anything fix I left there and went back to sit next to zack, it's
annoying! Who do you think has a beautiful long face?
"Are you okay?" zack asked laughingly
"I'll leave it to you" while taking a glass from his hand I tipped it and he just laughed.
"babe?" I was surprised when he bit my ear, and I suddenly blushed.
"come with me" he's already drunk~ I looked at him evilly
"stop it" if you can own me and you're like what are you doing to him, what am I, actually we don't have a relationship, he just smiled and continued drinking and talking to his friends but the annoying thing is, his hand is on my thigh holding it, sometimes he rubs it and then he stops. And to be honest, I was so bored at this party that Zack put his arm around me so I leaned on him and hugged his waist because the disco lights were dizzying.
"Are you okay?" he whispered to me and I shook my head.
"the lights hurt my head" I complained as I felt his kiss on my forehead.
"I'm here sleep if you want" I nodded to him and hugged him even more as he put his coat on my legs so I shivered.
when I woke up I was in the room but it was a different room, I sat down then I saw my clothes folded I immediately took a shower then got dressed. I went out and looked downstairs to see if there was anyone but there was none, I walked when I stopped right in his room.
I hope that when I said I love you too to him, he wouldn't have heard, I'll admit that I'm not stupid enough to have sex with him if I don't really want to, right? I think I already love zack, and I know if that's wrong because I don't know him completely yet, so maybe for zack, I'm just another girl for him.
I looked at his room, he was sleeping inside, I slowly entered and just smiled.
"Monica" he said suddenly so I looked at him,
"monic I love you" I don't know but I smiled, is that me? my name is monic right? so that's me? I slowly sat next to him and then looked at the pictures he was holding. I was about to take it when he suddenly woke up, he immediately got up.
"what are you doing here?"
"ah just saying goodbye"
"Are you going home?"
"yes" that's all I said.
"Alright be careful" that's all he said then turned his back on me. So I immediately left his room confused and didn't know what he meant, that's all? just like that? if he loves you, it seems true to me, then that's it? while I was going down I saw I immediately ran and went to him.
"heritage?" he looked at me.
"oh, ma'am?"
"Can I ask a question?" I said happily.
"yes, what is that?"
"is it zack?"
"Yes, what do you want to know?"
"Does he have a girlfriend?" Manang was quiet and then sat down in the dining room so I followed him.
"Ma'am Monic is his wife" I was shocked at what he said.
"Monique?"
"yes ma'am monic is his wife"
"where is monic now?" softly asked
"left him"
"left?" manang took an envelope and gave it to me so I immediately took it and looked at it.
Annulment?
"I'm the one who added that ma'am Monic wants to have an annual relationship with her because they just had an arranged marriage and ma'am has another sweetheart and sir doesn't know that, he loved ma'am until she left him and went with a man in Germany since then sir became a womanizer"
"Did they have a child?"
"yes, but Ma'am Monic aborted because she loved her boyfriend so much and they were drunk that's why they did it" I wanted to cry but I just held it back.
"You are one of the girls that sir brings to his house, ma'am, stay away from him until it's too early, I know you haven't been together for long but sir only has a limit of 1 week with a girl" 1 week? this is my third day? then one of his girls?
"I know" that's all I said then slowly turned around and left.
Monica? It's a different monic, it just happens to be my name, I'm crying in my car and I don't know why I'm so hurt, I'm crying, why me? why am i stupid why did I agree to be one of his girls? why? I want to die I'm ashamed of myself, I was about to leave when I saw him running in front of my car. I immediately wiped my eyes and got out of the car.
"Oh, why?" I tried to smile at him.
"don't leave yet" he said with a smile, is he going to waste our day? It's been three days now, so there are four more days,
"why?"
"you live here with me first"
"huh?" I said in shock.
"come on babe" he gave the guard the key to my car and then entered his mansion.
"zack?" he ignored me and took me to his room.
"you're not leaving, you're not mine anymore if you're worried monic you're only mine" every time he mentions my name it's like it's not me, but his wife, should I tell him that I know everything? I already know him? I just smile, I love him so I will endure four days I will love him completely I will give everything because it is his fault that is why I am like this to him. I stood up and hugged his neck.
"Yes, don't be angry" I pouted at him and he smiled at him, he immediately hugged me and kissed me on the lips.
zack I will love you completely in four days, I don't care if you throw me away after a week, as long as I loved you for a week I was happy, I love you so much,
I let go of our kiss,
"why I'm going to live here?" he just smiled.
"wait for me, I'm just going to get dressed" I nodded to him and sat on his bed I just watched him get dressed when he finished, and he immediately pulled me.
"let's go shop"
"shop?"
"yes"
"for?"
"Let's buy something" I just smiled at what he said.
(mall)
When we got to the mall we entered a boutique for women, she was looking for clothes and told me.
"Zack? I have a lot of clothes, don't buy me anymore"
"don't stop me," he said so I let him go, he gave a lot to the sales lady.
"Good luck with your boyfriend," he said so I just smiled, I
hope it's true I said in my mind.
We went to the counter and he paid everything when I noticed a woman looking at us.
"Zack, I'm just in the comfort room" he looked at me and smiled.
"Okay I'll wait for you here," he said kissing my lips, making me smile.
I went to the cr and I didn't make a mistake, the woman followed me, I looked at myself in the mirror and she entered.
"another target?" he said laughing so I looked at him.
"Don't you know that you're just an idiot, Zack?" she said with a laugh while putting on lipstick.
"Are you stupid?" he looked at me.
"I'm just his wife" I was surprised by what he said.
"If I was with you, leave early before you get pregnant by zack" I didn't speak.
"He has become many women since I left him and I have to admit that I don't care about him. I have my boyfriend and my son. I just can't get married because of him, he doesn't want to sign our annulment." he looked at me.
"It's a warning girl, he has many women, and do you know what he wants to happen to women like you? When he finds out you're going to get pregnant, there's only one thing he can do to you?" I don't know if I was shaking but I don't know why.
"he will abort your baby when you get pregnant"
"abort?"
"he's evil right?"
"Are you sure? Zack can't do that nd he loves me" I said bravely making him smile.
"loves you? I think you don't believe me, girl, zack loves me very much and he will do everything to make me come back to him, I know that his feminine work is to make me come back to him but I don't want to, because I don't want him, dear, I love my father and son more now, and zack knows that I have a child" I couldn't take it so I left, I saw zack smiling at me.
I won't leave him, there are only four days left, so I will finish it, I love him, if I get pregnant the lord will take care of me.